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the definition of melancholy

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opening up about it for the first time was just as traumatic as the experience itself

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religion ruined what humanity could have been

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my soul is so anchored to the past that i’m drifting away from my present

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im a pig trying to be a deer

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my god i hate myself why is anything i ever do never enough

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religion is js normalized cults but you guys aren’t ready to have that conversation

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it’s my birthday yet i still feel miserable

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i stopped believing compliments i received before i even knew my times tables

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there is not a single word in this entire universe that can attempt to be remotely close to the amount of self loathing i have for myself

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i feel so alone nobody understands me i wish i had a best friend

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some of you have never let out a cry with no air in your lungs while pushing deeper and it shows

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“ you’re so pretty, you can’t be insecure “ i stay home and refuse to leave my house and miss out on so many opportunities because of how disgusted i am with my own appearance

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im so disgusted with my body i cant believe i’ve let it get this bad

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why cant i ever escape this empty feeling

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what absolute atrocities did i commit in my past life to be cursed with such an inability to be pretty?

[fiorelly]

“ wait what happened ?” 4x

“ wait why are you guys laughing?” 2x

“ wait what’s so funny?” 3x

“ wait you guys are walking too ahead “ 2x

“ wait can i come too?” 3x

“ wait when did that happen ?” 2x

[fiorelly]

i feel so ugly i disgust myself