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ovid / x / bilbo fabriko / hozier / @sawasawako / gustave doré / kurt vonnegut / antonio canoza / tim siebels / “Portrait of a Lady On Fire”

wishblown

human connection & kindness during the end times

matt maltese, as the world caves in / humans of new york / musicians on the rms titanic, 1912 / lucy spraggan, end of the world / don’t look up (2021) / matt maltese, strange time / joy harjo, perhaps the world ends here / kurt vonnegut, letters / rhiannon mcgavin, poll worker

theotherkingdoms

i. Kaveh Akbar, "My Father's Accent" from Pilgrim Bell | ii. Hayley Williams, "Simmer" from Petals for Armor | iii. Sjohnna McCray, "Portrait of my Father as a Young Black Man" from Rapture

djobrinas

i am the outskirts of some non-existent town, the long-winded prologue to an unwritten book.

01. poems of fernando pessoa (1998), fernando pessoa 02. the worst person in the world (2021), dir. joachim trier 03. madness and civilization: a history of insanity in the age of reason (1988), michel foucault 04. geloyconcepcion on instagram 05. rilke and andreas-salomé: a love story in letters (2008), rainer maria rilke 06. frances ha (2012), dir. noah baumbach 07. near to the wild heart (1943), clarice lispector

elvendeity

darker than erebus, L.L. || Danny Castillones Sillada, Those Sweet and Painful Memories || hozier || John Berger, Will it be a Likeness? from The Shape of a Pocket || Paolo Giordano, The Solitude of Prime Numbers || @adampvrrish || Sarah Kay and Philip Kaye || @apollomusing || @honeytuesday

svraph-moved-deactivated2023091

you are sunlight through a window, which i stand in, warmed. (the miniaturist, jessie burton)

unlove’s the heavenless hell and homeless home, e. e. cummings / take me to church, hozier / down to agincourt, seperis / @seraphpng / @nephrosoupp / i’ll give you the sun, jandy nelson / scheherazade, richard siken / clifford prince king / the sower, vincent van gogh / the song of achilles, madeline miller / the diary of anaïs nin (volume iv), anaïs nin / the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, taylor jenkins reid

returnofahsoka

- Kazuo Ishiguro

- A.K. Ramajunan in Three Hundred Ramayanas: Five Examples and Three Thoughts on Translation

- Terry Pratchett in The Globe

- Ursula K. LeGuin in The Carrier Bag Theory of Fiction

- A.K. Ramanujanin Three Hundred Ramayanas: Five Examples and Three Thoughts on Translation, on an Indian folk tale

neurodiversebones

b&b : love is stored in the kitchen .

1. perhaps the world ends here, joy harjo // 2. love in the shape of cut fruit, connie wang // 3. bones, unknown episode // 4. our beautiful life when it's filled with shrieks, christopher citro // 5. writing prompts for the broken hearted, eden robinson // 6. small kindnesses, danusha laméris // 7. bones, 4×09 // 8. megan nolan // 9. perhaps the world ends here, joy harjo // 10. bones, 4×21

clintnatalias

denial. fear. longing.

kuuipobangtan

Just Yoongi feelin’ himself, singing along to ‘People’

kooksbunnnn

😭🫂

llovelymoonn

sweatermuppet

love & isolation are so strange because in solitude, u create all these perfect scenarios for your imaginary darling—you would cut them fruit & dance in the kitchen & always kiss them twice in case the first one doesn't take properly—but as soon as you're given the chance, you fumble. it's so mortifying, having not practiced but taken so much time to plan it out, & you finally get your shot & you can hardly hold their hand or meet their eyes. you want love so badly & you've been deprived of others for so long, your actual capability is distorted. you wince at their touch or can only leave them small gifts when you're out of the room. the intensity increases, the thought that you don't deserve softness heightens. it's a terrible cycle: wanting & wanting & letting that want turn to a festering that ruins it before you can reel yourself back