I haven't posted anything in forever.
But I need to get this off my chest.
So there's guy. I'm so into him. He's everything I want right now. Catch: he lives halfway across the country and he's such a "ladies man". I just want to touch him again. I miss him. I really do miss him. Usually I get over this stuff in a heartbeat, but I just can't stop thinking about him.
To make matters worse, we decided to just stay friends and have little flings whenever we were together again. What? No. It's too hard. We talk to each other about everything, including relationships. Including relationships. I want this kid with every fiber of my being. I need this kid. He's my best friend and we already took it too far. Now all I want is to just forget about the special bond we shared, or bring it back to life.
I want to cry because I don't know what to do.
















