Creer, C'est Vivre Deux Fois

Welcome to my blog. A blog dedicated to a bunch of first responder and Medical shows. Im obsessed with Chicago Fire,PD, MED, The Resident, New Amsterdam and 911. I plan on writing imagines about these shows. If you want something done then please request it and Ill get it up ASAP. Thank you for stopping by!

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So someone requested more of “In between” and I will write more of it, I just dont know when yet. Im slowly getting back to a schedule and habit since losing my mom. So hopefully soon but I dont want to make any promises that I cant keep! 

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I just wanted to make an update on here. Last night (Wednesday) night my mom took a turn for the worse. I've kept it pretty close that she had breast cancer and was going through chemo. She went into afib and then stopped chemo then started chemo but that wasn't the reason. She had chemo on Tuesday and she was fine, laughing, and feeling A LOT better than the week before because she was in the hospital last week. Even Wednesday morning she was fine and feeling good. Then she took a nap once she woke up she was talking out of her head. I couldn't understand her at all but she had been doing that for a few weeks now because she was taking painkillers and it fogged her memory. But this time was different and wish I would of called earlier. I came to check on her last night around 5ish and she was awake but flopping over, eyes rolling in the back of her head. She said she wasn't ok and had to throw up so I gave her the trashcan. Then she lay down and never responded again, eyes rolling back in her head. I called 911 and got help but she never responded again. At the hospital, we were told she had a bad brain bleed and was going to be transferred to a better hospital. The doctor at this hospital did another ct scan and it was worse so we had to make the decision to pull the plug and let her go. I don't know when Ill post again or write again. I don't know right now, so If I disappear then that's why.

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In between pt 2

Type: One shot about Jay Halstead + Will Halstead (Chicago) Rating: Rated R | Very heavy in BDSM | Minors don’t interact Word Count: 4500+ Trigger: BDSM, Sexual  Enjoy! 

As the Uber pulled up to her apartment, she opened the door to get out. Her phone started to ring as she left the car. She walked into her apartment before answering the call. Of course, it was Jay, as he wanted to know where she went too. He didn't dismiss her so he was confused as to where she disappeared to. Once she answered she didn't get a chance to say anything.

"Where are you?" Jay asked. "I left," she said. "Why?" He asked. "I thought we were done for the evening or morning," she said. "Did I say we were?" he asked. "No, but I decided to end it," she said. "Did something happen? Are you ok?" he asked, concerned. "Everything is fine, I just wanted to get home," she said. "Are you sure?" he questioned. "Yes I'm sure, see you soon," she said as she hung up the phone.

She slipped off her shoes and placed her bag on the couch. She was about to head upstairs when she could hear Jess in the kitchen. She was hoping that Jess didn't hear her because she didn't want to explain. Nor did she want to lead Jess to think something was wrong. As she was sure that her face had worry written all over it.

"So spill," Jess said as she walked out of the kitchen. "Just a fairytale ball dance," Angel nodded. "Fairytale?" Jess asked. "It was a business meeting ball thing," She said. "Oh ok, well who did you go with?" Jess asked. "That's classified info and I can't tell you" Angel shrugged. "Uh huh," Jess rolled her eyes playfully. "Maybe one day I'll tell you," Angel said as she started to make her way upstairs. "Was it Will?" Jess asked. "If you have to ask then you already know your answer," she said as she disappeared into her room.

She made her way up the stairs to her room. Laying on the bed just staring at the ceiling, not knowing what to do with this information. Luckily they didn't know that they both were talking to her. There were so many questions that she wanted to know but didn't know how to get the answers to. Did WIll know what Jay does? Will Will mention her to Jay? What would Jay do if he found out she was talking to someone else, let alone his brother? She finally drifted off asleep but her dreams were filled with both brothers.

-Angels dream-

She was sitting on the bed as both Jay and Will walked toward her. Jay grabbed her by the chin demanding her attention. She looked up at him as Will started kissing her cheek, moving down to her neck. Sucking and gently nibbling at her ear, she leaned her head back allowing him more access to her.

"Are you a good girl," Jay asked as he brushed his thumb against her lip. "Yes sir" she nodded as she held back her moans. "Then why won't you allow him to hear you moan?" Jay asked. "Sorry," she said as she started to moan.

Jay grabbed her neck, gently squeezing it as he pulled her up. He held her close to him, leaning in and kissing her softly. She parted her lips allowing his tongue to slip in. Allowing him to be dominant in her mouth as Will started moving down her body. He hooked his fingers in her panty strings, pulling them off her hips. Will moved her legs apart so he was in between them. Jay kept her chin in his hands making her focus on him. Will parted her lips with his tongue, swirling it around her clit making her knees weak. Will wrapped his lips around her clit, driving her crazy. She held onto Jay to steady herself, still looking at Jay. He moved his fingers down her slit, sliding them in and curling them just right. She arched her back as she moaned, feeling herself edge closer to the edge. Jay held her sturdy as Will brought her to a climax, her knees buckled as she came against Will's face. Jay picked her up and laid her on the bed. She watched them both as they started to get undressed. Jay moved over top of her, leaning down and kissing her softly. Jay pulled her onto the edge of the bed and he nudged her legs further apart as he moved between them. Rubbing himself against her before pushing his hips towards hers, sliding fully into her.

"Fuck" she moaned as she didn't expect it. "I want to hear you lose it," Jay said as he thrust into her. "I want to feel your moans" Will said as he was on his knees in front of her.

She turned her head as she took Will into her mouth. Sucking on him as Jay drilled into her. She arched into him, moving her hips towards Jay's as they moved as one. He grabbed her ass, pulling her closer to him and allowing her to wrap her legs around him. His thrust started to pick up and go deeper, hitting her spot. She edged closer to her climax as he continued to thrust into her. He moved his hand between her legs, rubbing her nub as he thrust. Her legs were shaking as Jay continued to thrust into her, bringing her to another climax. She could feel Will starting to edge closer as well as Jay. She continued to suck on Will until he pulled away. Rubbing himself to climax against her chest as Jay did the same.

"Wow," she said as she tried to catch her breath. "Yea wow is right," Jay said as he lay beside her. "You are amazing Angel," Will said as he leaned down kissing her softly. "Think I need a few moments before I get up," She admitted. "It's ok, just rest princess," Jay said as he pulled her to his chest. "Thank you," She said as she rested her head against his chest.

Angel knew she could get used to this. Being spoiled by both, having both, and maybe even falling for both. She tried to stay in the dream but someone was trying to wake her up. She could feel Jess trying to wake her up.

-End of dream-

"Angel?" Someone said, "Wake up!" Jess said. "Do I need to call 911?" she started to panic. "Uh?" She said as she opened her eyes. "Thank god, you have been out for HOURS," Jess said. "Sorry, guess I was tired," She said as she sat up. "Normally you are awake by now, it's nearly 6 pm," Jess said. "6 pm?" Angel asked. "Yea, you've been out for hours," Jess said. "I'm fine, thanks for worrying," She said as she rushed into the bathroom.

She quickly turned on the shower and got in it. She just took a quick shower and got ready for work. She headed downstairs and grabbed a protein bar before heading out. She was greeted by police officers at her door.

"Excuse me, may I help you?" She asked. "We are here to do a welfare check," the officer said. "On who?" Angel asked. "Someone who goes by Angel," the officer said, "That's me, I'm fine," She nodded. "Guess I was super tired and just passed out, guess people were worried," she said. "Ok," the officer nodded. "Can I see your id?" he asked. "Sure," she said as she grabbed it out of her purse, showing the officer. "Thank you, I'm sure it was a misunderstanding," he nodded. "Can I ask who called?" She asked. "It came from inside so I really couldn't tell you," he said. "In-house like from the station?" she asked. "Yes, sorry for bothering you," he said. "Glad you are ok," he said before walking away. "Thank you," she said.

She made her way to her car and pulled out her phone. There were plenty of missed calls from both Jay and Will. If only they knew about the dream she just had. She smiled to herself as she thought about the dream. She shook her head and quickly texted both that she was ok. She put her phone away and drove to work. When she pulled into the parking lot she saw Will standing at the bar's door. Once he noticed her car he walked over to where she parked.

"Hey," he said. "I texted you saying I was ok," she said as she got out of the car. "I know but you aren't working tonight," he said. "I'm on the shift board so yea I am" she nodded. "I talked to your boss, and he agreed to give you the night off," he said. "Why would you do that?" she asked. "Because I wanted to do something special for our second date," he said. "We could have had dinner and a movie," she said. "I'm not a simple guy like that, trust me?" He looked at her. "I guess I will but I will keep my guard up," she said. "That's fair enough," he nodded. "Are you sure I'm cleared because I can not lose this job?" She said. "Yes you are clear," he smiled. "Ok, take me away," she said as she grabbed his hand.

He led her to his car, opening the door for her. Allowing her to get into the passenger side, closing the door behind her. He made his way over to the driver's side, getting into the car as well. He pulled off from the parking lot and started heading towards the park. He had fairy lights and a picnic already set up waiting for their arrival. He got out of the car and made his way to her side of the car. Opening the door and offering his hand for her to get out of the car. She grabbed his hand and got out of the car. He led her down the solar light path to where he set up the picnic.

"It's beautiful," she said as she looked around. "Just wanted to do something not simple" he smiled as he sat down. "Yea I notice that" she nodded as she sat next to him. "I have Chinese takeout in this basket" he laughed slightly. "Didn't have time to cook," he admitted. "It's ok doc" she smiled as she opened the basket. "I get it," she said.

They started to eat and talk, and once again it was easy for Angel to talk to WIll. Just like the first night they met, it was easy with them. They finished eating and Will cleaned up. She leaned back against the blanket, looking up at the stars in the sky. He sat back down on the blanket, laying back as well.

"It's so peaceful out here," she said. "Wish I had more time to do it," she looked at Will. 'Same" he looked at her.

He moved slightly so he could lean in against her. Placing his lips against hers softly, waiting for her response. She smiled against his lips before kissing him softly, placing her hand against his cheek. She kept the kiss as she moved closer to him, he placed his hand against her hip. He pulled away softly, resting his forehead against hers.

"It's easy with you," he said as he tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear. "Like we were meant to be," she said. "Well be right here right now," she said. "Yea" he nodded. "In this moment" he leaned in kissing her softly.

She kissed him back softly as her dream started rushing back to her. Feeling his hand against her hips, his lips against hers made her mind rush with the possibilities. Her mind wasn't the only thing that was getting turned on. She quickly pulled away from him and sat up. Trying to steady her mind as well as her body, her body was begging for his touch.

"Are you ok?" he asked as he sat up, placing his hand against her back. "Yea everything is fine" she nodded as she looked away. "Angel?" he grabbed her chin, turning her face so she was looking at him. "Everything is ok" she looked at him. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yea" she nodded as he let her go. "Was it something I did?" he asked. "It's not you WIll, I promise" she looked at him. "Truly tonight was special," she said. "Ok" he placed his hand against her cheek, brushing his thumb against her skin. "I would love to do it again" She leaned against his hand. "I like you, Will," she admitted. "I like you," he said as he leaned in, kissing her softly.

She smiled against his lips before kissing him back. She moved closer to him but he pulled her onto his lap. He deepened the kiss, placing his hand against her hips. She rested her hand against his chest as she kept the kiss. She parted her lips allowing his tongue to slip in. She moved slightly as she could feel him starting to get hard under her. He placed his hand against her neck as he kept the kiss. His phone started going off that's when he pulled away from her. She moved from his lap and lay on the blanket, as he took the call.

"I'll be right there," he said. "Who is it?" She asked. "My brother just got shot," he said as he started cleaning up. "Oh god, I'm sorry," she said as she helped him.

They rushed back to the car and went straight to the hospital. She stayed outside of the hospital, she wanted to check in on Jay but they couldn't know that she knew both of them.

"Aren't you coming in?" Will asked. "I'll be in shortly, you go," she said. "Alright," he nodded as he rushed in. "I'm fine, I'm fine every stop hovering over me," Jay said. "You just got shot, calm down Jay," Will said. "I didn't get shot, the bullet grazed me, I'm fine," Jay said. "Let a doctor check it out first before you leave," Will said. "You look fancy, where have you been?" Jay asked. "Date night with this girl," Will said. "Sorry didn't mean to interrupt," Jay said. "Where is she?" he asked. "She's outside, should be in shortly," Will said. "I would love to meet her," Jay said. "If you are serious about her that is," he said. "I think I am" WIll smile. "Uh oh someone making Will blush and smile. I NEED to meet her" Jay said. "Oh hush and just get looked at," Will said as he went into the doctor's lounge.

Angel decided to go inside to check on Jay, hoping Will would be busy doing something else. She sneaked into the hospital and went to where Jay was at. Closing the curtain behind her as she looked at him.

"Angel?" Jay asked. "What are you doing here?" he asked. "I was hearing things and wanted to check on you," she said. "I'm fine," he said as he pulled her closer to him. "I'm glad you're ok" she placed her hand against his chest. "Thank you for checking on me, maybe you can be my nurse later" he smirked. "Maybe" she smiled. "Good," he nodded. "Can't wait to get out of here," he said. "I know you can't wait but let the doctors do their job," she said. "I will" he looked at her. "I want you to take an uber to this place and pick up my car," he said. "Where you got shot at?" she asked. "Yes where I was shot at, can you do that princess?" He placed his hand against her cheek. "Yes I can," she nodded. "I'm glad you are ok," she said. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Just worried " she looked at him. "Can't have my dom dying on me" she smiled. "I'm not going anywhere, now go," He said. "Keys" she demanded. "Oh right," he nodded and gave her his keys. "See you soon" She leaned in and kissed him softly. "Of course," he said as he spanked her ass as she walked away.

She left the hospital without Will catching her. She took an uber to the place Jay was at, it was a bad neighborhood. She quickly found his car and left the neighborhood. She made her way to his place, parking the car in the driveway. She waited in the car which seemed like forever, just waiting for him to return home. Will was the one who drove Jay home, she ducked into the backseat so Will wouldn't see her.

"How did your car beat you home?" Will asked. "I had someone pick it up," Jay nodded. "Ok, well get some rest" Will said. "Thanks for the ride" Jay said as he unlocked the door of his house.

Will pulled out as Jay went inside his house. He sent Angel a few texts wondering where she was at. She made sure Will was gone before getting out of the truck. She walked up to the front door and knocked on the door. Jay answered, surprised at how quickly she got there.

"That was quick," he said. "I was in the truck," She said. "I didn't see you," Jay said as he invited her in. "I was in the back laying down," she said. "Oh long day?" he asked. "Something like that," she said. "nice truck," she said. "Thanks," he said.

He didn't waste any time removing the space between them. He gripped her hips, kissing her intensely pushing his tongue against her lips. She kissed him back with the same passion, gripping his shirt as she kept him close to her. He pushed her against the wall, gripping her neck as he kept the kiss. She pulled away slightly so she could catch her breath.

"I want you so bad right now," he said. "Take me," she said. "I'm yours" she looked at him. "Go upstairs and strip," he said. "Yes sir," she said as she walked upstairs.

She made her way upstairs and into his bedroom. She stripped for him sitting on the bed waiting for him to come upstairs. He finally made his way upstairs, smiling as he walked into the bedroom. He closed the door behind him before moving closer to her. He laid her back against the bed, moving over the top of her. He leaned down and kissed her softly before moving down her body. Biting down against her neck, making her yelp in pain. He made sure he left a mark before softly kissing over the spot. He leaned over her and grabbed a condom from the nightstand.

"Are you ok?" he asked as he looked at her. "Yea I'm fine" she nodded as she took the condom from him. "Let me help you," she said as she opened it. "Of course" he smiled as he slipped off his pants and boxers.

She wrapped her hands around him, slowly stroking him. He was already hard and ready for her, but she would expect anything less. She placed the condom in her mouth and placed it against his tip. She looked up at him as she placed the condom on him with her mouth.

"Good girl" he moaned as he placed his hand on the back of her head.

She slowly pulled away allowing his tip to be against her lips. He pulled her up pushing her against the wall and grabbing her leg. She placed it against his hip as he pushed himself into her. He kept his hand against her hips to keep her steady, he placed his lips against her neck. She wrapped her arms around him as she started to moan. He pushed his hips towards her, giving her all of himself.

"Oh yes," she moaned. "Good girl," he moaned into her ear.

He reached around and gripped her ass picking her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he moved them to the bed. He laid back allowing her to be on top. She moved her hips against his. He leaned up, placing his arms around her as she moved against him. He started sucking against her collarbone. Both his and her moans filled the room. He thrust his hips forward moving her back against the bed. He pinned her hand above her head as he thrust harder into her. She arched her back pushing her hips towards his.

"You don't cum until I tell you to," he said. "Ok sir" she nodded as she moaned.

He moved his hand between her legs rubbing her nub as he continued to thrust. He edged her closer to her climax, always pulling away when she was about to cum. She was left breathless and frustrated each time he pulled away.

"Please Sir," she said trying to catch her breath. "Please what?" He looked at her. "What do you need?" he asked. "I need you to allow me to cum" she said. "I'll think about it," he said as he pushed himself back into her. "Fuck" she moaned.

She wrapped her arms around him, digging her nails into his back. He started picking up the pace, thrusting fully into her. He pushed her legs further apart, angling her hips allowing him to hit a spot. She gripped the bed sheets as she could feel herself edging closer, not sure if she could go over the edge yet.

"I want to hear you" he leaned down kissing her. "Yes please," she moaned against his lips.

He kept his pace as he placed his hand between her legs again. It didn't take long before she climaxed against him. He didn't expect it to be as intense. He jerked forward and climaxed as well, slowing his thrust so they both could enjoy it fully. He pulled out and went to throw the condom away. He came back and lay beside her as she tried to catch her breath.

"Wow," she said as she looked at him. "Yea wow" he nodded. "Wasn't expecting that," he said. "Expecting what?" She asked. "You climaxed that intensely," he said. "Well you did it" she smiled. "Yea I did" he looked at her. "Can I take a shower here?" she asked. "Go ahead," he said. "Thanks," She said as she made her way to the bathroom.

She turned the water on allowing it to warm up before getting into the shower. By the time she got out of the shower, there were fresh clothes on the sink for her. She got dressed in clean clothes and made her way back to the bedroom. There was water and snacks on the bed for her.

"That's if you want to spend the night," he said as he leaned against the door frame. "I would love to," she said as she turned to face him. "I only have one bed so you take it," he said. "Come on we can share, clearly we know each other" she smiled. "True," he said. "But I normally don't with our relationship because I don't want the lines to get messy," he said. "It's ok for one night," she said. "Yea I guess it is," he nodded.

They both got into the bed, she lay on her side facing him. She knew that this relationship was just a sub and dom but she wondered what else it could be. He brushed the hair from her face, tucking it behind her ear. He leaned over and kissed her softly before kissing her forehead. He turned off the lights and they started to fall asleep. Sometime during the night, she cuddled up to him because in the morning she was laying against his chest. She woke up in the morning realizing what happened and sat up in bed.

"Sorry," she said. "It's ok," he said. "I know this is just sexual, I should go," she said. "It's ok," he said as he grabbed her arm. "You said you didn't want the lines getting messy," she said. "We are just enjoying each other," he said. "Yea" she nodded as she laid back down against him.

They stayed in bed for a few more hours just talking. She got up to go to the bathroom when her phone started going off. He reached over and grabbed it to see who it was. To his surprise it was his brother, he opened the conversation. He started going through messages, realizing that Angel was the girl Will was so happy about. He put the phone down as he got out of bed. He started getting dressed as she walked back in.

"Off to work?" she asked. "Can I ask you something?" he said. "Sure," she said. "Are you seeing anyone else?" he asked. "What do you mean?" she looked at him. "Are you seeing anyone besides me?" he said. "No," she said. "Why are you lying to me?" he started to get angry. "I'm not" she claimed. "I saw the FUCKING text messages," he said. "Why are you going through my phone?" she crossed her arms. "It was going off when you walked away," he said. "So what if I am?" she asked. "That's against our contract," he said. "Wait what?" she asked. "The contract says just us two having sex because we don't like to mix partners," he said. "I didn't know that," she said. "READ IT!" He said. "I'm sorry," she said. "I haven't been with this person yet," she said. "MY BROTHER?" he crossed his arms. "MY FUCKING BROTHER," he said.

She didn't know what to say as she looked at him. He pulled his shirt over his head and put his thigh harness on. Slipping his gun in the holder before grabbing his jacket. He walked past her, brushing against her slightly.

"I figure you can find your way home," he said. "Yea," she said. "Well get the hell out of my house," he said as he went downstairs. "Yes sir," she said as she gathered her things.

She jumped when he left slamming the door. She hurried and gathered her things and left the house. She took an uber back to her apartment, where Will was waiting for her.

"How do you know where I live?" she asked. "Where have you been? You just disappeared last night" he said. "I'm not in the mood to have this discussion with you right now," she said. "Well we are," he said as he followed her inside. "Will stop, please," she said. "And you come home with a damn hickey?" he said. "Hickey?" she asked as she remembered what Jay did to her last night. She rubbed her thumb over the spot. "What game are you playing here?" he crossed his arms. "I'm not playing any games!" she said. "YOU are stalking me and you want to claim I'm the one playing games," she said. "Excuse me?" he asked. "You know where I work and now you know where I live?" she said. "I know you're roommate," he said, "Of course you do, can you just go," she said.

He didn't respond to her, he just left slamming the door behind him. Jess came out of the kitchen but Angel wasn't in any mood to deal with her. Angel went upstairs to her room, closing the door behind her. She lay on her bed staring at the ceiling wondering what her life was becoming.

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In Between

Type: One shot about Jay Halstead + Will Halstead (Chicago) Rating: Rated R | Very heavy in BDSM | Minors don’t interact Word Count: 4800+ Trigger: BDSM, Sexual  Enjoy! 

She pulled on her stockings and laced up her boots. Ran her fingers through her hair as she looked at herself in the mirror. She put on her red lipstick, knowing it would be smeared on her face later. She left her apartment and headed down to the club. It wasn't any normal club, it was a club for people who loved to be dominated. There were rumors that someone was looking for a sub. He was known as the detective but she never met him. The rumors made her want to meet him because everyone has said he was a good dom. She made her way to the door, allowing the bouncer to place a wristband on her. She nodded and headed inside, the lights were low with a red glow. She made her way to the playroom, leaning against the wall just taking in the scene.

"Now what do we have here?" he asked as he walked up to her. "Whatever you want sir" she looked at him. "Oh, good girl" he placed his hand against her chin, brushing his thumb against her lip. "But I can also be bratty," she said. "I bet you can be fun" he smirked as he moved closer to her. "And I bet you can be fun" she shifted closer to him, not touching him because she knew the rules. "So tell me why did you come here tonight?" he asked. "Oh you know why," she said. "Use your words," he said as he grabbed her by the waist, pulling her to him. "To be your play toy," she said. "My play toy or the club's toy?" he asked. "Maybe both," she said. "No no, because if you are mine I don't share" he whispered in her ear. "Then don't share" she spoke softly. "May I get you a drink?" he asked. "I would love one," she said. "Stay here" he brushed his thumb against her lips.

She obeyed him as she watched him disappear to the bar. She looked around the playroom, just enjoying how everyone was so open to knowing what they wanted. He returned and handed her a drink as he watched her. She took a few sips knowing he was watching her, so she decided to tease him. She licked the glass before taking a sip, he smirked and shook his head as he watched her.

"Sir?" she asked. "What princess?" He said. "Can I ask your name?" she looked at him. "Detective," he said. "That's all you need to know," he said. "Yes Detective," she smiled. "Are you a real cop?" she asked. "That's classified info," he said. "Fair enough," she said as she took a sip. "And you go by?" He asked. "Angel," she said. "Well now you're my princess," he said. "Yes sir" she nodded. "Come with me," he said as he grabbed her around her waist.

He led her upstairs to a private room. He sat down in a chair, pulling her onto his lap. He needed to know her rules and what was off the table. He needed this information before he could ever make her his.

"So there is a contract over on the table, read it carefully and see if you agree," he said. "Wait, you want this for the long term?" she questioned. "Yes of course I do, is this something you haven't done?" he questioned. "I've done a scene before but for the most part it ended after one night," she said. "Well, I like knowing limits before I start so go read the contract," he said. "Sure" she nodded as she stood up, walking over to the table. "Wouldn't it be easier just to tell you?" she questioned. "It would but I would love to have it written, so there are no questions about consent," he said. 'I understand that," she nodded. "I want you to give me all of you," he said as he moved behind her, placing his hand against her neck. "All of you" he whispered into her ear. "I don't do anything with bodily fluids, meaning no peeing kink. My safeword is RED, I use the traffic symbols. Red means stop, yellow means slow down and green means I'm all good" she leaned her head back. "Anything else if I don't like it I will use my safeword," she said. "Feelings about pain? Anal?" he questioned. "Some pain is ok, makes it more intense, and I'm always open to trying anal," she said. "So are you mine?" he asked. "Just one more thing," she said as she grabbed the pen. 'What?" he asked. "What is your name?" she looked up at him. "It's Jay," he said. "So my rules are when I call you princess, a scene is in the works" he looked at her. "Ok," she nodded. "Any other rules?" she asked. "No," he said as he pulled her up from the chair. "The only thing I want is for you to fully give yourself to me," he said. "I've always heard rumors about you," she said. "Hopefully good things" he looked at her. "Of course" she nodded as she signed the contract. "Good girl" he smiled as he grabbed the paper. "So you will get a copy of this so there are no questions about what we agreed to" he nodded.

She nodded as she made her way to the bed. She sat on the edge as he made sure the door was locked. He made his way over to her, moving between her legs. Placing his hand against her neck, pushing her back against the bed. He grabbed her chin to make her look at him, demanding her attention. He leaned in, kissing her softly but showing her his power. She kissed him back, keeping the same intensity.

"No sounds" he whispered before he started sucking against her neck.

She nodded as she didn't want to displease him. Controlling her breathing as she tried not to make a sound. He knew he had her right where he wanted her. He slowly moved down to her collarbone, gripping her dress and pushing it up as he moved down. He lifted her slightly, removing the dress, and throwing it to the floor. She bit her lip as he moved down her body, making sure she didn't make a sound. He placed his mouth over her nipple, flicking it with his tongue. Gently pulling it with his teeth, as he played with the other nipple with his hand. He slowly moved between them as she moved her hips towards him. He smirked as he looked at her, slowly trailing his tongue down her body. He stood up from the bed, taking his shirt off as well as his belt. He allowed his pants to fall from his hips. Leaving him in his boxers as he moved back over the top of her. Gripping her chin again demanding her attention, her eyes locked onto his.

"Now you can moan or scream if you like," he said as he placed the belt around her arms. "Yes sir" she nodded as she kept her eyes on him.

He looked through the nightstand and pulled out a small bullet. It was small but it was powerful enough to get the job done. He moved over top of her, nudging her legs open with his knee. He leaned over and kissed her softly, moving to her neck. He turned on the bullet and hovered over her skin with it. At first on her stomach and then down to her thigh moving slowly. He moved the bullet closer to her center, teasing her slightly. He placed the bullet on her nub, sending pleasure through her body. She moved her hips towards him as she wanted more, she wanted him. He smirked as he knew he was teasing her, edging her closer to a climax.

"Beg," he said. "Please" she moaned. "Please sir" she looked at him. "Please what?" he smirked. "Please let me cum" she moaned as he turned it back on against her clit. "Cum for me princess," he said as he kept the bullet on her clit.

She bucked her hips towards his movements as she climaxed. He kept her legs open as he kept the bullet against her, allowing her to ride out her climax. He stood up from the bed, removing his boxers as he grabbed something from the nightstand. He grabbed her hand, pulling her up so she was sitting up on the bed.

"Are you ok?" he asked as he grabbed her chin, making her look at him. "Yes I'm ok" she nodded as she took the condom from him. "May I?" she asked. "Yea I was going to ask you to assist," he said as he took the belt off of her hands.

She didn't have much to do since it was already hard. She looked up at him as she took him into her mouth. He placed his hand behind her head as she started to suck on him. His moan escaped his lips as he leaned his head back as she sucked on him. She pulled away from him, grabbing the condom. She opened the condom and slipped it onto him. He pushed her back onto the bed, moving back over the top of her. Nudging her legs open with his leg, slipping between her legs. He leaned down and kissed her softly as he slipped his tip up and down her slit, rubbing against her swollen nub.

"Sir" she moaned. "Don't worry princess" he said as he looked at her. "I'll give you what you want but you have to ask," he said. "Can I have you please?" she asked. "You want me?" he kept sliding himself against her. "Yes please," she moved her hips towards him. "Be patient princess" he said as he pushed her hips down.

He shifted his hips and pushed himself into her. She allowed her moans to escape her lips as he soon pulled back up. Then he pushed himself in her again and started to thrust. His thrust was powerful and deep, hitting all of her spots. Even spots she didn't know she had, sent pleasure down her spine. She arched her back and allowed her moans to escape her lips. He knew she was close so he angled his hips and hit her deepest spot. Sending her over the edge, he gripped her hips allowing her to enjoy the moment. As she came down he started to thrust into her again. He pulled himself out and flipped her around, pulling her hips towards his. Pushing himself back into her, thrusting into her. He grabbed her throat, pulling her close to his chest. His lips were against her neck as he thrust into her. She pushed her hips back towards his as he thrust into her. He moaned into her ear as he grabbed her hips.

"You want to feel me cum?" he asked. "Yes sir" she moaned. "I want to make you scream as I do" he pushed her down on the bed, angling her hips with his. "Please" she begged.

She gripped the sheets as he thrust deeper into her. She could feel herself rushing towards another climax. He kept his grip on her hips as he picked up the tempo. He was also chasing his climax, he could feel her edge closer. She screamed as she climaxed against him, and he thrust a few more times as he also climaxed. He leaned down kissing her shoulder as they both slowly came down from the climax blist. He slipped himself out of her and took the condom off. He walked into the bathroom and started a hot bubble bath. He also grabbed a glass of water and a protein bar, before making his way back to her. She lay on the bed just watching him as she tried to catch her breath.

"Here you need hydration and something to eat," he said as he sat on the bed. "Thank you" she sat up and took a glass of water. "That was intense so you need to recover," he said as he pulled her closer, rubbing her legs. "Yea that was intense: she nodded as she took a sip of the water. "I have a bubble bath running, I want you to get into it and soak, relax," he said. "Thank you" she leaned her head against his shoulder. "Aftercare is just as important as the scene," he said. "I know," she nodded. "Alright go get in the tub and relax" he demanded. "Yes sir" she smiled as she stood up. "Good girl," he said as he spanked her ass as she walked away.

She walked into the bathroom and pulled her hair back into a messy bun. She slipped herself into the tub and laid back enjoying the warmth of the water. He leaned against the bathroom door frame just watching her.

"Join me?" she asked. "I have some business to attend to," he said. "Oh ok," she nodded. "I enjoyed tonight, I'll love to do it soon" he walked over to her. "Of course, since I signed a contract" she smiled as she looked at him. "I know" he smirked as he grabbed her chin, leaning in and kissing her softly. "See you soon princess," he said. "See you soon," she said as she watched him leave.

She finished the bubble bath and got dressed. She left the room and the club, making her way back to her apartment. She went past her roommate and went straight to her room. Once she lay down she quickly fell asleep. She didn't realize that it was nearly 5 am so she slept pretty much all day. Finally, around 1 pm she woke up and made her way downstairs.

"Need coffee," she said as she made herself a cup of coffee. "Where were you last night?" her roommate asked. "Just out," Angel said. "With?" her roommate asked. "Just out, enjoying my time Jess," she said. "Well, I have this friend" Jess started to say. "That you want to set me up with?" She said as she took a sip from her cup. "Yea, I think you two would hit it off," Jess said. "What is he like?" she asked as she sat down. "Well he's a doctor," Jess said as she sat down as well. "And cute," Jess said. "Then why don't you date him?" she asked. "Because of Christain of course" Jess rolled her eyes. "He's perfect for you," she said. "Can I at least see a picture?" she asked. "Know his name?" she looked at Jess. "His name is Will and I have a picture of him," Jess said as she looked through her phone. "Ok he is cute," She said as she looked at the picture. "And you say he's a doctor?" she asked. "Yes, he is," Jess nodded. "I'll see when he is free and let you know," she said. "Ok," she nodded.

She sat with her thoughts and her coffee. No one knew that she was into BDSM nor did anyone know the club she went to too. She would entertain this idea of a blind date but couldn't stop thinking about the detective. She finished her coffee and went upstairs to get ready for work. A quick shower before getting dressed, leaving her apartment, and making her way down to the bar. She was a bartender for a local bar, it wasn't the best job but she loved being a bartender.

"Our Angel is here," a regular said. "Always here" she smiled as she made her way behind the bar. "Beer on the tab?" she asked. "Of course," he nodded. "Coming right up," she said as she grabbed a glass.

She poured the beer into the glass and handed it to the customer. She wiped off the bar as she continued to serve everyone. She leaned against the counter as the pace started to slow down. Will walked into the bar and sat down in front of her.

"Will, right?" she asked. "Yea, how do you know my name?" he asked. "Just do," she said as she walked up to the bar. "What can I get you?" she asked. "Just a beer" he looked at her. "and tell me your sources," he said. "I cant tell you," she said as she grabbed a glass, filling it up. "So you know I'm a doc as well" he smirked. "Should I be worried?" he asked as he took the glass from her. "That's for you to determine," she said. "Are you going to tell me your name?" he asked. "That's a secret" she smiled. "Oh," he nodded as he took a sip from the glass.

They kept talking through the night. Asking random questions and just joking around. Will had plenty of ER stories to tell and Angel loved to listen to him. It seems to make her shift go quicker and before she knew it, it was time to clock out.

"Well I'm off the clock," she said. "Nice" Will smiled. "You know you didn't have to stay up all night," she said. "I enjoyed my time with you," he admitted. "Plus still on doctor time" he smiled. "True," she said as she walked to her car with him. "Why does she keep doing this?" He said as he looked at his phone. "What?" Angel asked. "My friend Jess," he said as he looked up. "Keep trying to set me up with some girl," he said. "Oh," She said as she looked at him. "Some girl named Angel, I'm not so sure about blind dates," he said. "What about seconds dates?" she asked. "They are nice when I know the person I'm seeing," he said. "Well what about us having a second date?" she asked. "Sure," he smiled. "I'm Angel by the way," she said as she got into the car. "Wait you know Jess" Will sighed. "I didn't mean anything by it," he said. "I get it but now you know who I am so it doesn't have to be awkward," she said. "True," he said. "I'm sorry," he said. "You don't need to be sorry, just try to pick out a good second date," she said. "I will" he nodded as he closed her door for her. "Good night," he said. "Good morning," she said as she pulled off from the parking lot.

She drove straight to her apartment when she got out of the car. She noticed flowers and a note near the door. She quickly picked it up and went inside, locking the door behind her. The note was from the detective saying how he enjoyed the other night and wanted more. It also had the contract that she signed so there were no questions asked about consent. She put the flowers into a vase and filled it with water. She quickly texted the number explaining that she just got off of work and was tired. She made her way upstairs and lay in bed, waiting for his response.

"get some rest princess, I have a special occasion planned tonight' Jay texted. "Sounds interesting, text me the details" she texted back before falling asleep

He texted her the details while she was asleep. She slept until 1 pm and got up, going downstairs to make coffee. She finished making her coffee, sitting at the table when Jess walked in.

"How did you meet Will already?" Jess said. "He came into the bar, we talked and now we have a second date," she said as she took a sip of her coffee. "Second date?" Jess asked, confused. "He said he didn't do blind dates and was annoyed you kept trying to set him up," she said. "I'm going to kill him," Jess said. "Do it after our second date, we had a pretty good vibe" she nodded. "Really?" Jess asked intrigued. "Yea he's funny, cute and I like his vibe" she nodded. 'That's good, maybe this will work out for you," Jess said. "Not making any promises but we can see where it goes," she said. "Someone left this dress on our porch," Jess said. "What dress?" She asked. "It was by the door when I came in," Jess said as she grabbed the dress, showing it to Angel. "Wow," Angel said. "Yea I know right, there is a note," Jess said. "Get dressed princess and I'll pick you up" She read out loud. "Oh, shit," she said as she looked at her phone for the details. "Who sent you this and whose princess?" Jess asked. "It's nothing, a friend sent it to me," She nodded. "I'm supposed to go to this fundraiser with him," she said. "Oh cool," Jess said. "Need help getting ready?" she asked. "Of course," She said. "Let's make you more beautiful," Jess said.

They made their way upstairs. Jess started doing Angel's hair while Angel started to do her makeup. The dress was beautiful but she truly didn't know exactly where she was going. She finished doing her makeup as Jess finished curling Angel's hair. She slipped the dress on and looked at herself in the mirror.

"Wow whoever your friend is, he is damn lucky," Jess said, "Thanks," She said as she looked at herself. "He is very lucky," she said. "I think your carriage awaits," Jess smiled. "Thank you," She said as she hugged Jess before leaving the apartment.

Jess stood at the door trying to get a glimpse of the person in the car. Unfortunately, the windows were too tinted so she could see into the car, just that Angel got inside and disappeared. There was only a driver inside when Angel got into the car. She didn't know where she was going but she knew she would be safe with the detective. They finally arrived at their destination, the driver got out of the car. Making his way to her side of the car, opening the door for her. Jay was standing there waiting for her, he reached out for her hand. She grabbed his hand and got out of the car. He slipped his arm around her waist as they walked into the building.

"Can I ask what we are doing here?" she asked. "It's a party," he said as he opened the door to the ballroom. "Wow," she said as she looked around the ballroom. "Just wanted to show off my new princess," he said as he guided her into the ballroom. "Really?" She asked. "We just met," she said. "And I want to show you off, now know your role, princess," he nodded. "Yes sir" she nodded as she walked with him.

He guided her around the ballroom introducing her to everyone. She slowly started to realize that this wasn't a normal party. It was a bunch of doms showing off their subs. Since Jay and her didn't talk about punishment, she wanted to test the waters. She grabbed a glass of wine and looked at him as she walked away from him. He just watched her, allowing her to think she had the power. She took a big sip from her glass and then asked someone else to dance. Of course, the dom nodded and grabbed her hand, leading her to the dance floor.

"You are playing a dangerous game," the dom said into her ear as he pulled her closer. "Oh I know," she said as she placed her arms around his neck. "Excuse me," Jay said as he stepped in. "Of course" the other dom nodded and walked away. "Playing a game that you don't know the rules to," Jay said as he grabbed her around her waist. "Exactly, I wanted to be a brat tonight" she smiled as she wrapped her arms around his neck. "Brats get punished," he said into her ear. "I know," she whispered. "Naughty girl" he nodded as they danced.

They danced to a few more songs before he took her off the dance floor. He nodded toward a few people before he escorted her out of the ballroom.

"There is a room upstairs, go and be ready for your punishment," he said. "What room?" she asked. "Pick one," he said. "Yes sir" she smirked as she walked away from him.

She walked up the stairs and picked a random room. She took the dress off and sat on the bed in her panties. Just waiting for him to enter. She decided to pull her hair up into a bun when the door opened up.

"On your knees NOW," he said. "Yes sir," she said as she got onto her knees. "You must think you are really funny," he said as he grabbed her chin. "I think it was cute," she said. "And you keep thinking it's funny," he nodded. "I wanted to see what buttons I could push," she said.

He grabbed her hand and pulled her up from the floor. She stood in front of him not making a sound. He sat on the bed patting his leg for her to go across his knee. She walked over to him, laying across his lap. He ran his hand down her back sending chills down her spine. He caressed her ass in his hand before pulling back and spanking her.

"Count," he said. "One," she said. "Good girl, there will be 4 more hits," he said. "To show you that no one else should touch you," he said. "Yes sir," she said. "And I want you to keep count," he said as he spanked her again. "Two," she said breathlessly.

He continued to spank her as she counted. Once he was finished he rubbed her ass softly, taking away the stinging, He picked her up, laying her against the bed. He moved over top of her, kissing her softly. As he was kissing her he grabbed something off the nightstand. He turned the vibrator on sliding it down her body. Keeping it against her inner thighs as she started to move her hips toward his. He smiled against her lips before pulling away. He kissed down her body, slowly teasing her. Taking her panties in his mouth, pulling them down her hips. She slowly lifted her hips allowing him to remove them fully. He ran the vibrator up her leg, going towards her center. He smirked as her body was begging to be touched. He pushed her legs open, resting between them. He slipped the vibrator up and down her slit, allowing it to nudge her clit. She arched her back pushing her hips towards him. She bit her lip as she kept her moans in trying not to make a sound.

"I want to hear you," he said as he kept the vibrator against her clit. "Fuck" She moaned. "Good girl," he said but then he turned it off. "Wait what?" she said. "Bad girls don't get rewards," he said as he turned it back on. "Ugh, I'm sorry," she said as she moaned. "Are you?" he asked. "Yes sir, You are the only one to touch me," she said. "Is that a promise?" he asked. "Always be my good girl?" he asked. "Yes sir," She said as she grabbed the sheets.

He kept teasing her as he kept turning the vibrator off and on. He smirked as she begged him to allow her to climax. He finally allowed her to climax but he didn't turn the toy off after that. By the end of the night, she was begging him to stop. He finally stopped and allowed her to catch her breath. He went and grabbed a bottle of water and a protein bar. He kissed the top of her head before he left the room. She drank some of the water and ate the protein bar. After she felt like she could walk she got up and got dressed. She left the room but noticed Jay was still there, he was downstairs talking to someone. She could hear him so she eased down the stairs until she realized who he was talking to. He was talking to Will, how did they know each other? She quickly made it down the stairs, making sure not to be seen. She ran into another sub by accident.

"Sorry," She said. "Who are you looking at?" she asked. "Oh no one," Angel said. "That's the detective right?" the girl asked. "Yes," she nodded. "Who is he talking to?" she asked. "That's his brother," the girl said.

Those words rang in Angel's ears. There was a pit in her stomach as she tried to register what the girl just told her. She took a deep breath in and decided to leave the building. She quickly called an uber and left so no one could see her. She laid back against the set, just trying to take in those words. Jay and Will were brothers, how did she get stuck in between them?

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I have no words after tonights EP of Chicago Fire and Chicago PD....Chicago PD doesnt sting as bad as Chicago Fire 

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I know some people get mad about long imagines and ask if I can put a cut into them and I did for the imagines Ive posted on here. BUT Im moving one of my blogs onto this one so I cant add a cut to those imagines so they have to be in full. Hope you understand! 

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True Feelings

Type: One shot about Buck + Eddie (911) Rating: Rated PG Word Count: 4000+ Enjoy! 

“I’m leaving the 118,” Eddie said. “What?” Buck asked. “I need to make sure Christopher doesn’t become an orphan,” Eddie said.

Buck didn’t know what to say, those words ‘I’m leaving the 118’ kept playing in his mind. Even after the party, all Buck could think about was Eddie leaving. Not just the 118 but Buck felt as if he lost Eddie. Buck even had nightmares about it, he just couldn’t seem to shake the feeling. Buck woke up one night in a heavy sweat, trying to catch his breath.

“Babe?” Taylor said as she woke up. “Hey it’s ok,” she said as she rubbed his back. “Sorry didn’t mean to wake you,” Buck said. “It’s ok. Another nightmare?” she asked. “Yea” he nodded as he put his head in his hands. “Want to talk about it?” she asked. “Not really,” he said as he got out of bed. Going downstairs to the kitchen. “Ok” she rolled her eyes and went back to bed.

Once Taylor woke up again in the morning she found Buck sitting on the couch. She made her way to the kitchen and started making breakfast. He saw her and walked over to the kitchen, leaning against the counter. She walked over to him but he moved away from her.

“What’s wrong?” she asked. “This,” he said. “This?” she said. “Buck, use your words,” she said as she started to get annoyed. “Us” he looked at her. “It’s not working,” he said. “Oh ok clearly” she turned off the stove. “I don’t want to hurt you but I don’t have feelings for you” he admitted. “So all the nights we were together, meant nothing?” she crossed her arms. “They meant something but I thought I would have feelings by now and I don’t,” he said. “I’m sorry” he looked at her. “Go to hell Buck,” she said as she grabbed her bag, leaving his apartment.

He cleaned up her mess and got ready for his shift. He grabbed breakfast before getting to the station. He went to his locker and got ready. Sitting down in a chair just staying to himself, the firehouse wasn’t the same without Eddie.

“Stop pouting Buck” Hen said as she sat next to Buck. “Eddie starts his new job today so you’ll hear him in your ear,” she said, “New job?” Buck asked. “He’s a dispatcher,” Hen said. “Oh ok,” Buck nodded.

Before she could say anything else they got a call. They rushed to the firetruck and ambulance and were on their way. They got to the scene and it was a parking garage. The car went over the ledge and the driver was ejected out. Hanging onto the car as he was screaming for help. Buck didn’t hesitate as he put his harness on and got ready to go down. They got the ropes ready and down went Buck over the edge of the garage.

“Hold on I’m coming” he called out as he made his way to the guy. “HELP,” the guy said. “I’m here,” Buck said as he pulled the guy to him. Placing a rope around him before pulling his rope so they could pull them back up.

As they were pulling them back up the roped slipped, making Buck slip and hit the wall. He winced in pain but kept hold of the rope and the guy. They pulled the guy up over the edge but once again the rope slipped, taking Buck down. They finally grabbed the rope and started pulling Buck back up. He got over the edge and laid on the ground.

“Dispatch, we need another ambulance,” Bobby said into the radio. “On it” Eddie came over the radio. “Who’s down Bobby?” Eddie asked. “It’s Buck, the rope kept slipping,” Bobby said.

Those words rang in Eddie’s ear. Knowing he wasn’t there to help Buck, he was helpless while his friend was hurt. He called for another ambulance and stayed on the line. He wanted to make sure Buck was ok.

“Keep me, updated Bobby,” Eddie said. “I will,” Boddy said. “I’m ok,” Buck said as he caught his breath. “You need to go in, think you broke a few ribs,” Hen said. “I’ll be ok,” Buck said as he laid his head back. “There’s another ambulance coming,” Hen said. “Ok” Buck nodded as he closed his eyes. “He’s talking but he’s hurting pretty bad,” Bobby said into the radio. “Thanks, Bobby,” Eddie said.

The other ambulance arrived and took Buck to the hospital. Eddie made a few arrangements and headed off to the hospital to make sure Buck was ok. Eddie ran in the door of the hospital, rushing to the ER. Buck was sitting on a bed while the nurse was bandaging his ribs. Eddie smiled to himself when Buck was sitting up and complaining.

“Ok, that hurts,” Buck said. “Oh hush it,” Eddie said as he walked over. “Eddie,” Buck said as he looked up at Eddie. “They said a firefighter got hurt so I needed to check,” Eddie said. “I’m fine,” Buck said. “Can you seriously be more gentle?” Buck said to the nurse. “I’ll do it,” Eddie said as he grabbed the bandage.

The nurse nodded and left the room. Eddie gently wrapped the bandage around Buck. Allowing his fingers to linger on Buck’s chest. Buck moved his head as Eddie moved to wrap behind Buck. Eddie’s breath caught in his throat as he realized how close he was to Buck. Eddie finally finished and tapped Buck up.

“That better?” Eddie asked. “Yea” Buck nodded. “Eddie” Buck looked up at him. “I’m here,” Eddie said. “You can let me go” Buck smiled as Eddie realized that he still had his arm around Buck. “Oh, yea sorry” Eddie took a step back. “It’s ok,” Buck nodded. “But I’m still mad at you, ” Buck admitted. “I already told you my reasons, it wasn’t personal” Eddie. “You left me,” Buck said as he struggled to put his shirt on. “I’m still here,” Eddie said. “And still want to be a part of your life” Eddie whispered. “I miss my friend,” Buck said. “Well lucky for you I’m off the rest of the day” Eddie smiled. “Well I am too,” Buck said as he winced in pain, “Come on,” Eddie said as he wrapped his arm around Buck’s waist.

Eddie helped Buck walk out of the hospital and got him into the car. He drove Buck to his apartment and helped him inside. Grabbing an extra pillow to place behind Buck as he leaned back.

“Did they give you anything for the pain?” Eddie asked. “No, I didn’t want anything,” Buck said. “So beer it is,” Eddie smiled as he walked to the kitchen. Grabbing a beer for Buck and himself. “Yea” Buck nodded as he reached for the beer. “So do you want me to call Taylor?” Eddie asked as he sat next to Buck. “We broke up this morning,” Buck said. “Really?” Eddie asked. “Yea it wasn’t working,” Buck said. “Plus I think I have feelings for someone else,” Buck said. “Oh,” Eddie nodded and took a sip of his beer.   “Just don’t know how to tell them,” Buck said as he took a sip of his beer. “Just tell them” Eddie looked at Buck. “Just rip the bandaid off and tell them,” he said. “I don’t know how they would react,” Buck nodded as he took a deep breath in. “Well, do they like you?” Eddie asked. “I don’t know,” Buck said. “This isn’t like you, you normally go after who you want,” Eddie said. “Yea but this person is really important to me,” Buck said as he locked eyes with Eddie. “Important,” Buck whispered. “Just tell them,” Eddie said as he moved closer, placing his hand on Buck’s leg.

Buck placed his hand over Eddie’s hand. He laid his head back trying to take the pressure off of his ribs. Eddie could tell that the moment passed but he didn’t want it to. He moved his hand off Buck’s leg and leaned back against the couch. Buck moved his hand to take Eddie’s hand, placing it back onto his leg.

“Buck,” Eddie said. “It’s you,” Buck whispered. “It’s always been you,” he said. “Buck” Eddie whispered.

Eddie moved closer to Buck, making sure he wasn’t hurting him. He placed his hand against Buck’s cheek, gently turning his face to face him. Buck looked at Eddie before closing his eyes, leaning in and kissing Eddie. Eddie brushed his thumb against Buck’s cheek as he kept the kiss. Buck pulled away slightly resting his forehead against Eddie’s. Eddie brushed his thumb against Buck’s lip as he looked at him.

“That was” Buck started to say before Eddie kissed him again. “Yea it was” Eddie smiled as he pulled away from Buck. “Yea,” Buck said as he leaned back. “We should get you up to bed so you can rest,” Eddie said. “Do we have to?” Buck pouted. “Yes, unfortunately,” Eddie said as he stood up.

He helped Buck up making sure not to hurt Buck. He placed Buck’s arm around his shoulder as he held Buck’s waist. Helping him up the stairs and into the bed. Eddie slipped off Buck’s shoes and helped him out of his pants before laying down. Buck gently laid back on the bed, wincing in pain.

“Alright, you got everything?” Eddie asked. “No,” Buck said. “What do you need?” Eddie asked. “You next to me,” Buck said. “You want me to stay?” Eddie looked at Buck. “Yea if it’s not a problem,” Buck said. “Let me make some calls,” Eddie nodded as he went back downstairs.

Finally, Eddie made his way back upstairs. Buck was already nodding off to sleep. Eddie slipped his pants and shoes off before gently getting into bed. He moved closer to Buck, laying on his side as he placed his arm around Buck. Buck slightly woke up and moved slightly to Eddie, staying in his arms. Eddie leaned over and kissed Buck’s cheek, playing with his hair as Buck started falling asleep. Eddie also nodded off to sleep, keeping his arm around Buck. In the morning Buck woke up alone in the bed, he moved his hand across the bed.

“I thought he stayed,” he said to himself. “I did and I was making breakfast,” Eddie said as he placed the tray over Buck’s lap. “Oh,” Buck said as he sat up. “You have to stop thinking everyone leaves you, Buck,” Eddie said, leaning over kissing Buck’s forehead. “Sorry it’s a habit,” Buck said as he looked up at Eddie. “It’s ok,” Eddie nodded before sitting beside Buck to eat. “Thank you,” Buck said as he started to eat. “Of course,” Eddie nodded. Once they finished eating Eddie cleaned up. “You need to shower,” Eddie said. “That’s going to be fun,” Buck said as he moved to the edge of the bed.

Eddie smiled as he watched Buck try to get up. He stepped in and helped Buck to the bathroom. Buck took a seat on the toilet as he removed his shirt. Eddie helped unbandage him and Buck was pretty bruised. Eddie turned the water on allowing it to warm up before leaving the bathroom. He stayed close just in case Buck needed him but he didn’t want to invade Buck’s privacy. Buck took a quick shower and finished up, wrapping a towel around his waist. He walked past Eddie and went into his closet. Buck got himself dressed and walked over to Eddie.

“Does it hurt?” Eddie asked. “A little but not as bad as yesterday,” Buck said as he placed his hand against the wall beside where Eddie was standing. “That’s good” Eddie looked at Buck. “Thank you for staying,” Buck said. “No problem,” Eddie said as he pulled Buck to him. “Hey” Buck smiled as he rested his hand against the wall. “Hey” Eddie smiled, gripping Bucks’s hips. Leaning in and kissing him softly, pulling on his bottom lip. “You are good at that,” Buck said as he pulled away. “Oh I know,” he said as he kept Buck close.

Buck leaned back in and kissed Eddie softly. Parting Eddies lips with his tongue, pulling Eddie’s bottom lip. Eddie kept his grip on Buck’s hips as he kept the kiss. He slowly moved them back against the bed, laying Buck down gently. Eddie moved over top of Buck, placing his lips back against Buck’s lips. Buck ran his hand down Eddie’s chest, playing with his shirt. While taking his other hand and placing it on the back of Eddie’s head, grabbing his hair. They were interrupted by Eddie’s phone going off, he sighed as he moved off of Buck.

“I have to go but we will pick this up later?” Eddie asked. “Sure,” Buck smiled. “Tonight? At my place?” Eddie asked. “See you there,” Buck said. “Take it easy today,” Eddie said as he grabbed Buck’s jaw gently. “I will,” Buck said. “Good,” Eddie said as he leaned in kissing Buck again before leaving.

Eddie went to work and Buck did as well. Buck wasn’t supposed to go back to work but everyone knew how Buck was. The moment he felt better he was at the station. Bobby allowed him to stay but he was on light duty and surly no rope rescue. It was a low-key day at the station but everyone could tell that Buck had a pep in his step.

“Oh Mr. happy over there,” Chimney said. “Just because I am,” Buck said. “Yesterday you were moping around,” Hen said. “What changed?” she asked. “Oh the normal hurting,” Buck smiled. “Spill,” Chimney said. “Ok ok I broke it off with Taylor,” Buck said. “And that makes you happy, how?” Hen said. “He didn’t love her, ” Bobby said as he got into the conversation. “Yea I didn’t have feelings for her,” Buck said. “But I finally told the person I did have feelings for,” he said. “Which is?” Chimney said. “I’ve been gone for a few weeks and so much has changed,” he said. 'I can’t say" Buck smiled as he thought of Eddie. “Why not?” Hen asked. “Because I don’t know if this person wants other people to know,” Buck nodded. “You can tell us,” Bobby said. “When the time is right I will,” Buck said.

They got a call before any more questions could be asked. It was a house call, some kid got their head stuck in the stairway post.

“118 do you copy?” Eddie said over the radio. “Yes this is 118, go ahead,” Bobby said. “The parents of the child are on their way,” Eddie said. “And they don’t want to ruin their house,” he said. “But how else are we supposed to get the kid out?” Buck asked. “Buck?” Eddie said. “Oh um I guess to figure it out,” Eddie said. “Thanks, Eddie,” Buck said over the radio.

Eddie got off the radio as he couldn’t believe Buck was at work. The 118 figured out how to get the kid out safely without messing up the house. They even freed the kid before the parents arrived and took them to the hospital. They made it back to the fire station and Buck knew that Eddie wasn’t going to be happy about him being back to work. Eddie went on lunch break and called Buck directly.

“Hey, you” Buck chuckled slightly. “You care to explain?” Eddie asked. “I’m at work but on light duty,” Buck said. “I told you to take it easy today NOT go back to work,” Eddie said. “Well you know me,” Buck said.

“Who is he talking to?” Hen asked. “Guess his new lover,” Chimney said. “We can eavesdrop,” Hen said as she moved closer. “I like that plan,” Chimney said as he moved closer.

“Look I know how you are but I don’t want you to get hurt again,” Eddie said. “I know you don’t but I’m fine,” Buck said. “I know that as well but you just got hurt, you need to rest,” Eddie said. “I know and I’m sorry for worrying you” Buck sighed. “It’s been a light day around here and I haven’t done much,” he said. “I know how you are and I’m sorry for jumping on your case” Eddie sighed. “It’s ok,” Buck said. “See you tonight?” Buck asked. “Of course,” Eddie said. “See you tonight Eddie,” Buck said. “See you later,” Eddie said as he hung up the phone.

“It’s Eddie,” Hen said. “Oh, my” Chimney said.

They quickly moved back to the table as Buck walked back in. They kept quiet because they didn’t know exactly what was going on. Buck sat back down and went back to reading his paper.

“You don’t think so,” Chimney said. “It’s possible,” Hen said. “What are you two whispering about over there?” Buck asked. “Oh, nothing,” Chimney said. “Uh-huh,” Buck rolled his eyes. “Why wouldn’t he tell us?” Hen asked. “I don’t know, guess he doesn’t know how Eddie feels about it, ” Chimney said. “Don’t want to out someone without their permission” Chimney said. “True,” Hen nodded. “Seriously what are you two on?” Buck asked. “Ok, we don’t want to make this a big deal,” Hen said. “We heard you talking to Eddie,” Hen said. “And?” Buck asked as he walked over to the table. “Are you two?” Chimney asked. “I’m not going to comment on that,” Buck said. “You two keep this QUIET,” Buck said. “Of course,” Hen nodded. “Thanks,” Buck said.

After the shift, Buck made a stop by his apartment and cleaned up. He also stopped and got flowers before making his way over to Eddie’s house. He knocked on the door and Eddie opened the door, Buck kneeled so he could hug Christopher.

“BUCK!” Christopher yelled as he hugged Buck. “Christopher” Buck smiled as he hugged Christopher. “Come on in,” Eddie smiled. “Hey,” Buck said as he stood up. He kissed Eddie softly before entering the house. “I got flowers,” Buck said. “You smell nice” Eddie closed the door and walked behind Buck. “Thanks for the flowers,” he said as he took the flowers. “Guess I’ll get out of your hair,” Carla said. “Enjoy” she winked at them before leaving. “She knows?” Buck asked. “No she doesn’t,” Eddie said.

Buck nodded and sat down at the table. Eddie placed the food on the table and sat down himself. They ate together and after dinner, Eddie was cleaning up. Buck went into the living room with Christopher and started playing games. Buck snuck back into the kitchen for a quick second. Moving behind Eddie, wrapping his arm around his waist. Resting his head against Eddie’s shoulder, kissing Eddie’s cheek softly.

“Hey” Eddie smiled, leaning back against Buck slightly. “Hey” Buck whispered into Eddie’s ear. “Am I staying the night?” he asked. “Only if you want to,” Eddie said. “Of course I do,” Buck said. “I should get back to Christopher,” he said. “Yea” Eddie nodded. Buck moved in front of Eddie, placing his hand on his cheek. Leaning in and kissing Eddie softly. “I’m going to beat you,” Christopher said. “I’m coming,” Buck said as he walked back into the living room.

Once Eddie was finished cleaning he joined them in the living room. He sat on the couch behind Buck who was sitting on the floor with Christopher. He placed his hand on Buck’s shoulder as Buck leaned back in between Eddie’s legs. They played a few more games before Eddie put Christopher to bed. He went into the kitchen and grabbed two beers, bringing them back to the living room. Buck was laying on the couch, Eddie moved between Bucks legs laying back against his chest. Buck wrapped his arm around Eddie as they watched tv.

“So I have a question,” Buck said. “What?” Eddie asked. “Are we telling people or waiting?” Buck asked. “Waiting” Eddie nodded. “Ok because Hen and Chimney know” Buck said. “What?” Eddie sat up. “They heard us talking and they just know,” Buck said. “I’m sorry,” he said. “Don’t be sorry” Eddie sighed. “I just want us to be stable before coming out,” he nodded. “Especially to Christopher,” he said. “I know, ” Buck said as he pulled Eddie back down. “Whatever you are comfortable with,” Buck said. “Thank you,” Eddie said as he played with Buck’s hand. “How long?” Eddie asked. “How long, what?” Buck asked. “Have you liked me?” Eddie said. “From the moment I met you, it slowly turned into more and then when you left the 118. you are all I thought about” Buck said. “You could have told me,” Eddie said. “I didn’t know how” Buck said. “It’s ok” Eddie kissed Buck’s hand. “All that matters now is our feelings are out in the open,” he said. “How long have you liked me?” Buck asked. “For a while, I guess I always knew I just never wanted to say anything” Eddie nodded. 'Yea" Buck kissed the top of Eddie’s head.

They went back to watching Tv, Eddie ended up falling asleep on Buck’s chest. Buck gently took the beer bottle out of Eddie’s hand and grabbed a blanket. He shifted slightly and placed the blanket over them both. He soon fell asleep as well. In the morning Eddie was still asleep against Buck’s chest when Buck woke up. Buck smiled to himself and leaned down kissing Eddie’s head. Gently played with Eddie’s hair as he started to wake up. Eddie sat up and stretched, looking at Buck.

“Morning sleepyhead” Buck chuckled. “Morning” Eddie yawned. “Sleep well?” Buck asked. “Like a baby,” Eddie said as he leaned down, kissing Buck softly. “Good” Buck smiled against Eddie’s lips. “I’ll make breakfast,” Eddie said as he got up. “I’ll check on Christopher,” Buck said as he got up as well.

While Eddie cooked breakfast Buck helped get Christopher ready for school. By the time Carla arrived Christopher was already ready for school. They sat at the table and started to eat when she walked in.

“Wait, he’s already ready?” Carla said. “Yea” Eddie nodded. “And breakfast is made,” Carla nodded. “Yea and?” Buck said. “No, and, just surprised,” Carla said. “Eddie takes damn good care of Christopher, he doesn’t need your backhanded comments,” Buck said. “Buck calms down,” Eddie said. “Didn’t mean to step on toes this morning,” Carla said. “Then don’t make stupid comments,” Buck said.

She didn’t say anything else and waited for Christopher to finish. She took him to school while Eddie started to clean up.

“What was that about?” Eddie asked. “She was making backhanded comments,” Buck said. “Yea and that’s normal,” Eddie said, “It shouldn’t be, you don’t deserve that,” Buck said. “Thank you for standing up for me but it’s ok,” Eddie said. “Sorry I got protective,” Buck said. “Don’t be sorry babe, it’s ok” Eddie pulled Buck close to him. “Thank you,” he said, leaning in and kissing Buck softly.

Eddie finished cleaning up the kitchen. They had the day off together so they spent it being lazy around the house. They weren’t ready for the world to see them as a couple yet. Nor did they want Christopher to know but knowing Christopher he probably already knew. Over the coming months, they grew closer to each other. Ever since their feelings came out they spent the night at each other’s places. One night it was at Eddie’s place and then next it was at Buck’s. It depends on if Eddie had someone taking care of Christopher but they were always together when they were working. Eddie always made sure he kept an eye out on Buck when Buck was out on calls.  Hen and Chimney kept their word and kept the secret until Buck and Eddie were ready to tell the world. Bobby caught on quickly as well because no one could wipe the smile off Buck’s face. It was new for both Eddie and Buck but they couldn’t deny their feelings any longer.

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Paris, Forever

Type: One shot about Tarlos (TK + Carlos 911 Lone Star Rating: PG Word Count: 3700+ Note: I do have french saying in this imagine, I dont know French so if anything is incorrect please let me know and Ill try my best to fix it Enjoy! 

Tk was in the kitchen making breakfast when Carlos came downstairs. Carlos smiled to himself as he watched TK in the kitchen. Quietly sitting down at the island, just watching TK. TK continued to cook and dance to the music, not noticing that Carlos was watching. Carlos stood up and moved behind TK, placing his hand gently on TK’s hip.

‘Whoa,“ Tk jumped. "I didn’t know you were down here,” TK said. “I know, I’ve been watching you,” Carlos smiled. “Wait really?” Tk asked. “Yes,” Carlos wrapped his arm around TK’s waist. “You are so cute,” Carlos said. “Why thank you” TK smiled as he leaned back against Carlos. “What are you making this morning?” Carlos asked. “Just pancakes,” TK smiled. “Nice, I can cut fruit and cook sausage,” Carlos said. “Sounds good,” Tk said as he gently pulled away from Carlos.

Carlos started cooking as TK turned around to focus on making pancakes. While Carlos was preparing the fruit, the knife slipped and he cut himself.

“Shit” Carlos said as he grabbed his hand. “What?” TK said as he turned around. “It’s nothing,” Carlos said. “Clearly Not,” Tk said as he walked towards Carlos. “There is blood,” TK said. “Let me see?” Tk asked. “I’m fine,” Carlos said. “You always baby me, so let me baby you,” Tk said as he gently took Carlos’s hand in his. Checking out the cut. “It’s nothing TK,” Carlos said. “Sit down and let me determine that,” TK said.  

Carlos sighed and sat down at the table. Tk grabbed the first aid kit and kneeled in front of Carlos. Taking Carlos’s hand in he checked out the cut. He cleaned it up and placed a bandaid on his finger. Gently kissing it before looking up at Carlos.

“See, I told you,” Carlos said. “You deserve to be babied from time to time,” Tk said. “But you are my baby” Carlos smiled and leaned down, kissing Tk. “And you are my baby” Tk whispered against Carlos’s lips. “Let’s finish breakfast before we burn down the house” Carlos chuckles slightly. 'Yea let’s do that" TK smiled as he stood up.

Carlos got up from the table, snaking his arms around Tk. Gently kissing TK before going back to cutting up the fruit. TK finished up with the pancakes as Carlos finished cooking the sausage. They made each other’s plates and sat down at the table together.

“So I have a question for you,” Carlos said. “What babe?” TK asked as he looked at Carlos. “So I know we have vacation time, what about we take it?” Carlos asked. “Yes we could,” TK said. “Where do you want to go?” he asked. “I would love to take you to Paris,” Carlos smiled. “Paris” Tk nodded. “In the wintertime?” Tk asked. “Of course, I’m sure it’s beautiful over there,” Carlos said. “Well I’ll put in for my vacation time and get my passport ready” TK smiled as he took Carlos’s hand. “I will do the same,” Carlos smiled, taking TKs hand and kissing it softly. “I love you” Tk whispered. “I love you” Carlos placed his hands against Tk’s cheeks, kissing him softly.

TK stood up and went upstairs. He got ready for his shift and left the house. Carlos lagged because he didn’t have a shift but wanted TK to think he did. He had plans to do something else but also get things ready for their upcoming trip. Carlos got onto his computer and booked everything for their upcoming trip. There was one last thing that Carlos needed to do and that was go ring shopping. He had plans to propose to TK but he wanted to make sure everything was perfect. Which included finding the perfect ring. He left the apartment and went downtown to a jewelry store.

'Hello Sir, how can I help you?“ the salesperson said. "I’m looking for a ring,” Carlos smiled slightly. “What does she like?” the guy asked “He, I was looking for a ring for my boyfriend,” Carlos corrected the guy. “Sorry” the guy nodded and showed Carlos some rings. “That’s the perfect one,” Carlos said as he picked up a ring. “Yea it is perfect,” the guy said. “I’ll take it,” Carlos nodded.

The guy placed the ring in the ring case. Carlos paid for the ring and left the shop. Now there was only one thing that he needed to do before leaving for Paris. That was asking Owen for TK’s hand, that’s the part Carlos was nervous about. He pulled up to the fireplace and the nerves started to kick in. He took a deep breath in before walking in, TK smiled as he saw Carlos.

“Hey baby,” TK said as he walked up to Carlos. “Hey, you” Carlos smiled as he snaked his arm around TK’s waist. “I thought you had a shift,” TK said. “In a few hours,” Carlos nodded. “Oh ok,” Tk said. “Why are you here?” TK asked. “I need to talk to Owen, is he around?” Carlos asked. “In his office babe,” TK said as he kissed Carlos’s cheek. “Ok babe” Carlos smiled as he looked at TK. “Hope it’s nothing serious,” Tk said. “Don’t worry” Carlos nodded as he walked away from TK.

Carlos walked up the stairs and made his way into Owens office. Carlos knocked softly and Owen nodded him in as he was on the phone. Carlos took a seat and waited for Owen to finish up with his phone call. Soon Owen was finished; he sat down and focused his attention on Carlos.

“How can I help you today Carlos?” Owen asked. “I needed to ask you something,” Carlos said. “Ok, ask away,” Owen said. “Well you know TK and I have been pretty serious since the first time we met,” Carlos said. “Yea everyone knows that” Owen nodded. “I wanted to know if I had your blessing to ask him to marry me,” Carlos said. “You’re asking for my son’s hand in marriage?” Owen asked. “Yes,” Carlos said. “Carlos” Owen said as he got up and leaned against his desk in front of Carlos. “Of course you do,” Owen smiled. “Oh thank you,” Carlos said as he let out a breath, not realizing he was holding his breath. “I couldn’t ask for a better son-in-law,” Owen said. “Thank you, sir,” Carlos said as he stood up. “I’m sure he will love whatever you have planned,” Owen said as he hugged Carlos. “Yea I hope so” Carlos nodded.

Carlos leaves Owen’s office and makes his way downstairs. He said his goodbyes to the 126 crew and TK. He left the firehouse and went back to their house. He checked another thing off his to-do list. Later that day he went into work and asked for two weeks off. He went on with his shift like nothing was happening. A few days went by and they were packing for their trip.

“So you got any plans?” TK asked. “What do you mean?” Carlos looked at TK. “Like what we are doing in Paris?” Tk looked at Carlos. “Just tourist things” Carlos nodded as he turned his focus back on packing. “Sounds good” TK laid on the bed. “Come on, you need to pack,” Carlos said. “Make me” TK smiled. “Uh-huh” Carlos rolled his eyes as he walked by the bed, TK grabbed his arm. Pulling him down over the top of him. “This is a better idea” TK leaned up and kissed Carlos softly. “It is,” Carlos said as he leaned on his elbows, leaning down kissing TK. “But our plane leaves in the morning,” Carlos said. “Shh,” Tk whispered before kissing Carlos, pulling on his bottom lip.

TK placed his hands against Carlos’ hips, slowly moving them up. Grabbing his shirt and pulling it off as he placed his hand against Carlos’s cheek. Carlos rolled his eyes playfully and leaned in, giving into Tk. Carlos moved his lips from TK’s to down to TKs neck, kissing softly. He started sucking against TKs neck, as he slipped TKs shirt off. Carlos moves down TKs body, leaving a trail of kisses down his body. Making his way down to TK’s pants, looking up to see TKs reaction. TK reaches down and runs his hand in Carlos’s curls.

“I love you” Tk whispers. “I love you” Carlos smiles.

Instead of packing, they got tangled up in the sheets. TK rested his head against Carlos’ chest as they caught their breaths. Finally, Carlos got up out of bed and got dressed. Going back to packing and this time TK also started to pack as well. TK went into the bathroom to pack his toiletries. Carlos slipped the ring into his suitcase, making sure if TK went through it Tk wouldn’t be able to find it.

“Got everything babe?” TK asked. “Yeah pretty much” Carlos smiled as he stood up. “Good” TK smiled. “I only truly need you” Carlos snaked his arm around TKs waist, pulling him close. “True” Tk smiled as he placed his hand on Carlos’ neck “Oh, so you don’t just need me?” Carlos raised his eyebrow. “You know I do” Tk leaned in and kissed Carlos softly.

They rested for the rest of the night but tried not to fall asleep. They knew it was a pretty long flight so they wanted to sleep on the plane. They left their house and Owen dropped them off at the airport.

“Have fun,” Owen said as he hugged TK. “Thanks, Dad,” Tk said. “Good luck,” Owen whispered into Carlos’ ear as he hugged him. “Thank you” Carlos nodded. “Ready babe?” Tk asked. “Yea ready” Carlos took TKs hand and they walked into the airport.

They got through security pretty quickly and boarded their plane. TK leaned his head against Carlos’s shoulder as Carlos laced their fingers together. They drifted off asleep as their plane took off.

“Baby” Carlos whispered into Tks ear. “Wake up” he kissed Tks forehead. “Uh?” Tk opened his eyes slightly. “We are here” Carlos rubbed TKs hand. “Oh” TK yawned and stretched before getting up.

Carlos stood up as well and followed TK out of the plane. They gathered their things before walking out of the airport. Carlos yields a taxi, opening the door for TK. They made their way to the hotel where they were staying for two weeks. While Tk was amazed at the view of the hotel Carlos walked up to the desk.

“Bonjour, j'ai une réservation sous Reyes” Carlos said. “Bonjour, votre numéro de chambre est le 103. Quelqu'un vous aidera avec les sacs” the desk clerk said. “Merci” Carlos Said. “Wait, you know French?” Tk asked. “A little bit” Carlos nodded as he took Tks hand. “Enjoying the view?” Carlos asked. “It’s breathtaking,” TK said. “It truly is,” Carlos smiled. “Someone is going to help with our bags and show us to our room” Carlos nodded. “OK babe,” Tk said. “C'est la première fois que vous venez à Paris ?” the help asked as he grabbed their bags. “Oui c'est notre première fois” Carlos said. “You’re so sexy when you speak French,” Tk said. “Oh stop it” Carlos gently pushed Tk.

The guy led them to their room and opened the door for them. Placing their bags inside and closing the door while he left. Tk looked around the hotel room as Carlos lay on the bed. Tk checked the bathroom before making his way to the bed. Sitting on Carlos’s lap, rubbing his chest as he leaned down kissing him softly. Running his hand through Carlos’ hair, Carlos took a deep breath in and closed his eyes. Tk leans down kissing Carlos’s cheek softly before snuggling with him. Carlos wraps his arm around Tk as they rested on the bed. Later on that day Carlos moved Tk onto the bed and went into the bathroom. He got into the shower to freshen up, that’s when TK woke up. Joining Carlos in the shower, wrapping his arm around his waist.

'Need help?“ Tk smirked. "Always” Carlos smiled as Tk started to wash Carlos’ body. “I love every inch of you” Tk looked at Carlos, peeking his lips softly. “And I love every inch of you” Carlos placed his hands against Tks hips, picking him up and pinning him against the wall.

TK wrapped his legs around Carlos, making sure he was stable before leaning over kissing Carlos. Carlos’ hands slipped to TKs ass, gripping it to make sure he had control over Tk. Make sure TK wouldn’t slip before kissing TK back, moving his lips down to his neck. Sucking gently as TK slanted his head so Carlos could have better access.

“As fun as this is, I think we should focus on just cleaning up,” Carlos said as he placed Tk back on his feet. “AW,” Tk pouted. “We haven’t eaten much today so we need to get food” Carlos peeked at Tks lips. “True” Tk sighed as he knew Carlos was right.

They finished in the shower and got dressed. TK went through Carlos’ bag to find a jacket, as Carlos watched TK he held his breath. Hoping Tk wouldn’t find the ring, he sighed with relief when TK just pulled out a jacket. They left their hotel room and went out to the lobby. Carlos checked his phone to make sure he knew where he wanted to take TK. They walked down the street and found a little cafe. Carlos held the door for Tk as they walked in. Tk went to find them a seat while Carlos ordered their drinks and food.

“Bonjour, Que me conseillez-vous ?” Carlos asked. “The raspberry tea is pretty good. Are you into tea or coffee?” The barista said. “Oh you speak English,” Carlos said. 'Yea some of us do but your French is pretty good,“ she said. "Thanks,”  Carlos nodded. “I’ll take two of your best teas and sandwiches,” Carlos said. “Alright,” she said as she rang him up.

Carlos collected the food and found where TK was at. Placing the food and drinks in front of him before sitting next to TK. TK didn’t even question it as he started to eat. Carlos also started to eat as well, they both loved it. Once they finished eating, they walked around just sightseeing. Taking in every breath of Paris, every sight just enjoying their moments together. Over the next week, they did as much as they could but also relaxed in their hotel room as well. It was finally the night that Carlos chose to propose.

“Hey babe what are we doing today?” Tk asked as he walked out of the bathroom, with a towel wrapped around his waist. “Losing that towel” Carlos smirked as he pulled off TKs towel. “Well, now what?” Tk chuckled. “You in this bed” Carlos pulled Tk’s to the bed. “Well now, what since you got me here?” TK asked as he laid back. “Well that’s for another day” Carlos smiled. “We have plans to view the Eiffel Tower,” Carlos said. “Finally,” Tk said as he got off the bed. “What?” Carlos asked. “I’ve been wanting to see the Eiffel Tower since we got here,” TK said. “Oh,” Carlos nodded. “Isn’t it getting late for tours?” TK asked. “It’s a private tour,” Carlos said. “Oh ok,” Tk said as he started to get dressed.

Carlos started to get ready, putting the ring box in his pocket. He looked at himself in the mirror and took a deep breath in, trying to calm his nerves. TK came behind him wrapping his arms around his waist, leaning his head against Carlos’ shoulder. Carlos leaned against TK, taking in the moment with him. Carlos finally pulled away from TKs grip and grabbed his phone.

“Ready?” Carlos asked. “Yea I am” TK leaned in and kissed Carlos softly.

Carlos smiled against Tks lips before pulling away. They left their hotel room and caught a taxi to get to the Eiffel Tower. Carlos was quite the ride, trying to get his mind to stop racing. TK played with Carlos’ hand, as he looked out the window. Taking in all the sights of Paris.  

“Hey, babe?” Tk finally broke the silence in the car. “Uh?” Carlos said as he looked at TK. “Why are you nervous?” Tk questioned. “I’m not, I just want tonight to be perfect,” Carlos said. “Every night is perfect with you,” Tk said as he brushed his thumb against Carlos’s hand. “You have a way with words,” Carlos smiled. “Of course” Tk chuckled slightly.

The taxi finally pulled up to the Eiffel tower and that’s when TK realized Carlos went all out for tonight.

“Wow, babe,” TK said. “All for you” Carlos kissed Tks cheek before turning to the taxi driver “Merci, bonne soirée,” Carlos said as he handed the man the money. “Merci. Bonne chance” the driver said. “I will never get over the fact that you speak French,” Tk said as he placed his arm around Carlos. “I’m full of surprises,” Carlos smiled as he placed his arm around TKs shoulder.  

Carlos pulled out Tks chair, kissing his cheek before Tk sets down. Carlos sits across from TK as the waitress walks up. Taking their order and walking away. Another gentleman walks up and fills their wine glasses.

“Are you ok?” Carlos asked. “Yea” Tk nods as he has flashbacks from when he was going to propose to Alex. “I hope this isn’t too much. ” Carlos reaches for Tks hand, brushing his thumb against TKs hand. “Maybe a little if I’m honest,” Tk says. “Everything is ok babe” Carlos reminds Tk. “Yea I know” Tk speaks softly.

The food arrived and they started to eat. They enjoyed their dinner and even dessert. After they finished eating Carlos stood up and grabbed TKs hand. Tk stood up and they walked around the Eiffel tower for a second. Carlos stood in front of Tk, taking both of his hands.

“Ok right here,” Carlos said as he took a deep breath in. “What babe?” TK asked. “I know things haven’t always been smooth between us but from the first moment I saw you, I knew I wanted you to be mine. From not knowing if you will survive, multiple times now, I know I can’t live my life without you. so Tyler Kennedy” Carlos said as he got down on one knee. “Will you do me the greatest honor and become my husband?” Carlos asked. “Carlos” Tk gasped as he looked at Carlos, placing his hands over his mouth. He nodded yes because he couldn’t find the words.

Carlos smiled and slipped the ring onto TKs hand. Standing up and bringing TK into his arms. Holding TK close as Tk finally wraps his arms around Carlos. Tk leans in and kisses Carlos softly, smiling against his lips.

“I love you,” Tk said as he placed his hand against Carlos’ neck. “I love you,” Carlos said as he looked into TKs eyes. “More than anything,” he said. “Now I was going to propose on our last day” Tk smiled. “Oh really?” Carlos asked. “Yea,” TK said as he pulled out a ring from his pocket. “AW babe” Carlos smiled. “Can I say how I would propose?” Tk looked at Carlos. “Of course” Carlos nodded and took a step back from Tk. “I never thought I would find someone after Alex, my heart was torn apart. Moving here and finding you was one of the best things in my life. I know I have plenty of flaws and sometimes fight what we have. But all I was doing was denying the fact that I’ve never been in love with someone as much as I love you. You are my rock, my everything. Baby, will you marry me?” TK asks as he gets down on one knee. “Babe” Carlos looked at TK. “Yes a million times yes,” Carlos said.

TK smiles and places the ring onto Carlos’s hand before standing up. Embracing Carlos in his arms as Carlos wraps his arms around Tk. They finished walking around Paris and headed back to their hotel room. Placing the do not disrupt on the door, they made it a night they wouldn’t forget. Within a few days, they were back on a plane, heading back to Texas. Carlos called Owen before they landed to let him know that TK said yes. Once they got off the plane and grabbed their bags. The 126 family was there with signs congratulating the happy couple.

“There they are,” Marjan said. “CONGRATS GUYS,” Mateo yelled. “Welcome home,” Owen said as he hugged Tk and then Carlos. “Thanks, guys” TK smiled. “Congratulations little bro” Judd said as he hugged TK. “And you said things would never be the same,” Nancy said as she hugged Carlos. “Well everything is a surprise,” Carlos smiled. “Tk also proposed to me,” Carlos said. “Double engagement,” Paul said. “Congrats guys, we have food prepared at your apartment,” Nancy said. “Nice” Tk nodded. “I’m starving,” Tk added. “Come on babe,” Carlos said as he grabbed Tks hand.

They went back to Tk and Carlos’ house and had one of their 126 hangouts. The 126 had already decorated and had a cake, flowers, and everything you could imagine.

“Wait, how did you guys get in here to do this?” Tk asked. “Owen has a key and so does Nancy,” Carlos said. “Oh ok,” Tk nodded.

They played games and just hung out, just celebrating Tk and Carlos. The party was cut short early because Tk and Carlos were both jet-lagged, they said their goodbyes as everyone left. Tk sat on the couch, laying his head back and closing his eyes.

“Everything ok babe?” Carlos asked as he sat next to TK. “Yea” Tk nodded. “Are you sure?” Carlos asked. “Yes babe just tired,” TK admitted. “Ok well go lay down and I’m going to clean up and then ill be in there with you,” Carlos said. “Just leave it and come with me now,” TK said as he stood up, grabbing Carlos’s hand. “I want to clean up,” Carlos said. “Please” TK pouted. “Ok fine,” Carlos said as he pulled Tk to the bedroom.

Once they both laid on the bed they were fast asleep. Both were happy in each other’s arms, knowing that they would spend forever with each other.

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Handcuffs

Type: One shot about Tk and Carlos from 911 Lone Star Rating: Rated PG-13  Word Count: 2000+ Enjoy!

Tk shuffled in the sheets, realizing that Carlos was gone. He sighed and sat up in bed, stretching. Rubbing his eyes before placing his feet onto the floor. Grabbed Carlos’s shirt, putting it on before getting out of bed. He made his way downstairs and saw Carlos in the kitchen cooking. He smiled as he finished making his way downstairs. Sitting on the island as he watched Carlos.

“Morning handsome,” Carlos said as he looked over his shoulder. “Morning babe,” Tk said. “I made coffee,” Carlos nodded towards the coffee maker. “Thanks, babe,” Tk said as he got up, making his way to the coffee maker.

Grabbing a cup, adding his sugar before pouring himself a cup of coffee. He poured his oat milk into the coffee, leaning against the counter. Smiled as he took a few sips, still watching Carlos cooking. Carlos finished cooking and put the plates on the table, making his way back to where Tk was standing. Tk placed his cup down on the counter before placing his hands on Carlos’ hips. Pulling Carlos closer to him, Carlos smiled and wrapped his arms around Tk. Carlos leaned in and kissed Tk softly, placing his hand against his neck. Tk smiled against Carlos’s lips, keeping the kiss between them. Carlos pulled away slightly and grabbed Tks hand, leading him towards the kitchen table. They both sat down and ate breakfast together, talking about who was working and what time was their shift. They both had 24-hour shifts, but they would start at different hours. Tk had to go in at 1 and Carlos didn’t start his shift until 2 pm.

“I can call in an hour,” Tk said. “Don’t want you to get in trouble,” Carlos said. “I want,” Tk said. “I mean only if you want me to,” Tk said as he looked at Carlos. “Of course I want you too” Carlos placed his hand on Tks over the table. “DIdn’t sound like you did” Tk said as he grabbed his plate and got up, going to the sink. “Oh, so we’re playing this game” Carlos nodded as he got up, placing his plate in the sink. “No game here,” Tk said. “Uh-huh,” Carlos said as he wrapped his arms around Tk’s waist. “Watch your hands” Tk smiled as he leaned back against Carlos. “And what if I don’t?” Carlos questioned, rubbing Tks stomach.

Tk smiled and placed his hand over Carlos’s hand. Before turning around to face Carlos, placing his hands on Carlos’s hips. Leaning towards Carlos, kissing him softly. Carlos picks up Tk placing him onto the counter, moving between his legs.

“So do you think I don’t want to spend time with you?” Carlos questioned. “It just sounded like you didn’t want me around,” Tk said. “I always want you around Tk” Carlos titled up Tks chin so Tk was looking at him. “Really?” Tk asked as he looked at Carlos. “Yeah, babe” Carlos leaned in and kissed him softly. “Where is this coming from?” Carlos asked. “Just overthinking,” Tk said as he placed his hand against Carlos’s chest. “I always want you baby” Carlos smiled softly.

Rubbing Tks leg making sure that he knew that he was wanted. Tk looked at Carlos, placing his hand against Carlos’s cheek. Leaning in, kissing him softly, Carlos smiled against Tks lips before kissing him back. Tk wrapped his legs around Carlos waist, as Carlos wrapped his arms around Tk’s waist. Carlos picked up Tk from the counter and placed him on the couch, getting over top of him. Leaning down kissing Tk softly, before laying beside Tk. Wrapping his arms around Tk, keeping him close. Tk smiled and snuggled to Carlos; chest, just staying close to him. They spent their time cuddling on the couch, just enjoying each other. Until Tks alarm went off, he sighed knowing he had to go to work.

“Have a good day babe” Carlos said as he watched Tk get up from the couch. “A better day is being cuddled up with you” Tk smiled as he looked at Carlos. “I’ll see you in 24 hours,” Carlos said. “Yea you will” Tk leaned down and kissed Carlos. “Unless I get in trouble” Tk winked. “Don’t you dare” Carlos said as he sat up. “Anything to see you,” Tk said. “Don’t get in trouble” Carlos got up from the couch. “Alright I won’t,” Tk said. “Good” Carlos pulled Tk to him, wrapping his arms around his waist. “Be safe,” Carlos said. “I will be babe,” Tk said as he wrapped his arms around Carlos’s neck. “You be safe,” Tk said. “Always am” Carlos smiled softly. “You are the one that deals with crazy people” Tk chuckled slightly. “And you deal with fires and injured people ” Carlos said. “We both should be safe,” Tk said. “Yeah, babe” Carlos kissed him softly. “You should go,” Carlos said. “I love you,” Tk said as he kissed Carlos. “Love you,” Carlos said as Tk left the house.

Tk left for his shift and an hour later Carlos left for his shift as well. After 24 hours Carlos returned to the house but Tk wasn’t there yet. Carlos decided to lay on the couch for a little while, just wondering where Tk was. Tk finally returned to the house, he was late because he stopped and picked up food.

“Babe I’m home,” Tk said as he entered the house. “Aw,” he said when he saw Carlos asleep on the couch.

He placed the food on the table and grabbed a blanket. He wrapped the blanket around himself before laying on Carlos’ chest. Carlos woke up slightly and wrapped his arms around Tk. They both fell asleep on the couch. Around noon Carlos started to wake up, slowly easing Tk off his chest and onto the couch. Getting up from the couch and making his way upstairs to the bathroom. Tk woke up at the sound of the water running. Yawning as he sat up, stretching his arms. Rubbing his eyes as he stood up, making his way upstairs. By the time Tk made it into the room, Carlos was coming out of the shower.

“Did I wake you?” Carlos asked. “No, not really,” Tk said. “Are you sure?” Carlos looked at Tk. “Yes I’m sure,” Tk said as he moved closer to Carlos. “Plus I love being woken up by you” Tk smiled as he placed his hands on Carlos’ chest. “Oh do you now?” Carlos asked as he smirked. “Of course I do” Tk smirked as he undid Carlos’ towel, allowing it to fall to the floor. “Opps,” Tk said. “Yea oops is right,” Carlos said before kissing Tk, pushing him back towards the bed.

Carlos pushed him onto the bed, moving over top of Tk. Kissing his lips softly before moving down to Tks neck, softly nibbling at his skin. Tk leaned his head back and started to moan as Carlos’ hands pushed Tk’s shirt up. Tk sat up slightly to remove his shirt before placing his hands on Carlos’ neck leaning up to kiss him.  

“Let’s do something different,” Carlos said. “Like what?” Tk said as he was interested. “Handcuffs?” Carlos asked. “Handcuffs?” Tk responded as he raised an eyebrow. “Yea,” Carlos said as he got up from the bed and picked up the handcuffs from his uniform. “Oh, naughty” Tk smiled. “Yea,” Carlos said as he moved back over top of Tk.

Pushing Tks arms above his head, placing the handcuffs onto Tk. Placing the handcuffs behind the pole and handcuffing Tks other hand. Making sure Tk was secure and couldn’t move so he could do whatever he wanted.

“Now you are fully mine” Carlos smirked. “I’ve always been yours,” TK said as he looked at Carlos. “I know but now I make the rules” Carlos said as he leaned down to kiss Tk.

Tk leaned up slightly kissing Carlos back. Carlos moved down to Tks neck, sucking gently leaving a mark. Tk bit his lip trying not to moan but he couldn’t help it. Tk pulled on the handcuffs not realizing Carlos didn’t lock them, making them tighter.

“Ouch,” Tk said. “Shhh,” Carlos said as he placed his finger against Tks lips. “I want to see you squirm,” Carlos smirked.

Tk leaned his head back trying to push the pain out of his mind. Carlos moving down Tk’s body, moving down to his stomach. Tk started to squirm but not because of what Carlos was doing. The handcuffs were cutting into Tks wrist.

“Ok stop babe,” Tk said. “What?” Carlos said as he sat up. “You forgot to lock the handcuffs,” Tk said. “Wait what?” Carlos moved back over Tk, checking the handcuffs. “Damn babe I’m sorry,” Carlos said. “Just unlock me please,” Tk said. “I will,” Carlos said as he got off the bed.

Carlos searched for the key but he couldn’t find it. They both started to panic, but Tk tried not to move so the handcuffs wouldn’t get tighter. Carlos grabbed some paper towels, trying to wedge them between Tks wrist and the cuffs.

“Where is the key?” Tk asked as he winced in pain. “I don’t know” Carlos admitted. “Think I’m going to have to call this in,” Carlos said. “Wait, you don’t know where the key is?” Tk said. “No babe” Carlos said. “Oh god,” Tk said as he started to panic. “Baby it’s ok,” Carlos said. “Easy for you to say, get me out,” Tk said. “I’ll call it in and someone will bring a key,” Carlos said as he started to get dressed. “Hurry up,” Tk said as he took a deep breath in. “I will just stay calm” Carlos leaned over and kissed Tk softly. “I’m trying” Tk closed his eyes.

Carlos grabbed his phone and called his partner and asked for a key. Unfortunately, he had to end up calling 911 to get parametric and someone that knew how to get the handcuffs off.  Carlos returned to the room and put some clothes on Tk, the best way he could.

“Are they coming?” Tk asked. “Yea they are babe,” Carlos said as he ran his hand through Tks hair. “Who?” Tk asked. “I had to end up calling 911,” Carlos said. “Great so a report” Tk sighed. “I know,” Carlos said. “It will be ok,” Carlos said. “I just want to get out of these,” Tk admitted. “Bad idea,” Carlos said. “No babe just not with your work cuffs,” Tk said with a slight chuckle. “True” Carlos laughed slightly.

The paramedic finally got to their house, getting Tk out of the handcuffs. Checking Tk over before leaving, Carlos sat on the bed beside Tk. Tk wrapped his arm around Carlos, knowing Carlos felt bad for what happened. Carlos laid his head down on Tks shoulder, wrapping his arms around Tk.

“Sorry,”  Carlos whispered. “Don’t be sorry baby” Tk said as he kissed the top of Carlos’s head. “I ruined the evening,” Carlos said. “It was an accident babe, we can always get the mood back,” Tk said. “You aren’t mad?” Carlos looked at Tk. “No, I’m not” Tk smiled. “I love you,” Tk said.

Tk leaned over and kissed Carlos softly but passionately. Carlos placed his hand on Tks cheek and kept the kiss between them. Tk moved onto Carlos’s lap and pushed Carlos back. Pushing Carlos’s hands above his head as he leans down kissing him softly. This time Tk took control, which drove Carlos crazy. Wanting TK even more than what he did before, lacing his fingers with Tk. Tk took control the rest of the night as they enjoyed each other. In the morning Tk was cuddled up to Carlos when his alarm started to go off. He groaned and turned over, turning the alarm off before cuddling back up to Carlos.

“I thought you were off today,” Carlos said. “I just forgot to turn off my alarm,” Tk said. “Sorry for waking you” Tk kissed Carlos’s cheek. “It’s ok,” Carlos said as he pulled Tk closer to him. “I always forget to turn it off,” Tk said as he traced patterns on Carlos’s chest. “I know” Carlos kissed Tks forehead.

They snuggled up together for the rest of the morning. They finally got up and got ready for the day, going out to get lunch. Enjoying each other as they both had the day off. Working shifts was difficult especially when they ran together and they couldn’t see each other. When they were able to see each other they took full advantage of it.

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Austin, Texas

Type: One shot about Tk and Carlos from 911 Lone Star Rating: Rated R for Sexual Content Word Count: 3200+ Enjoy! 

Tk’s alarm started going off and he had already hit the snooze button once too many times. It was time for him to get up, he groaned slightly as he sat up in bed. He headed to the bathroom and turned on the shower to allow the water to heat up. He got out of the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist, his phone was going off. He checked his messages and it was from Carlos. The hot guy he met the night prior, smiled to himself as he read the messages. He knew Carlos could be a good distraction from his previous breakup. He finished getting dressed and left the house. Following Carlos’s directions, he saw Carlos standing outside leaning against his car. Waiting for Tk to pull up. Once TK parked the car Carlos walked over and opened the door for him. Carlos moved closer to TK and placed his hand on TK’s leg. Moving closer, placing his lips against TK’s lips, kissing him softly. Carlos kept the kiss between the two as TK got out of the car. Carlos pushed the car door shut as he placed his hands on TK’s hips. Pulling Tk closer as they moved towards the door. At first, Carlos struggled to get the door open but then he finally opened it. TK started undoing his shirt as Carlos kept the kiss between them, pushing TK against the wall. Carlos placed his hand against TK’s neck, pulling on TK’s bottom lip. TK pushed his hips forwards as he pushed Carlos against the wall. TK took his shirt off as Carlos gripped his hips, pushing him onto the couch. TK smiled as he watched Carlos take off his shirt. Moving over top of TK, Carlos kissed TK with passion. TK placed his arms around Carlos as they turned and fell off the couch. TK chuckled slightly as he looked at Carlos, feeling Carlos grow under him. Carlos leaned up kissing TK as he sat up, TK undoing Carlos’s pants. Carlos grabbed the back of TK’s hair and swiftly moved his hip. Pinning TK onto the ground, Carlos moving his lips against TK’s neck. TK runs his hand through Carlos’s hair as he lets out a few moans. As strangers, they sure had chemistry with each other. Once they finished TK got up and searched for his clothes. Pulling his shirt over his shoulders as he slipped on his shoes. Carlos laying on the couch trying to catch his breath.

“Wow you’re good at that,” Carlos said. “You’re not so bad yourself” TK responded. “Come here,” Carlos said as he grabbed TK’s hand. “What?” TK smiled as he sat down next to Carlos. “Just want you close” Carlos looked at TK. “And I don’t want to be late” TK leaned in and kissed him softly. “Stay” Carlos whispered against TK’s lips. “Round two?” TK asked. “Sure” Carlos smiled and pulled TK against his chest. “You are going to get me in so much trouble,” Tk said. “Let’s take this off” Carlos smirked as he pushed his shirt off his shoulders.

He threw his shirt off onto the floor, laying between Carlos’s legs. Resting against Carlos’s chest as he kissed him, pulling on his bottom lip. His phone started to ring, he pulled away from the kiss and sighed. TK knew he had to go but he didn’t want to. He got up off the couch and Carlos got up with him. Carlos placed his hands against TK’s hips.

“I’m sorry,” TK said as he started to button up his shirt. “No need to be sorry, text me later?” Carlos questioned. “Sure,” TK said as he kissed Carlos once more before leaving.

Tk left Carlos’ house and went to work. A short time later Carlos also went to work, both had twelve-hour shifts. Tk couldn’t get Carlos off his mind, but he knew he had to focus on the job. The firefighters just came back from a call and needed to clean the rig. Tk headed towards the showers until Marjan called him back over.

“Hey TK where are you going?” Marjan said. “Oh, sorry guys,” TK said as he walked back to help them. “Where is your head at today?” Judd asked. “Nowhere, I’m here,” TK said as he started to clean up.

They finished cleaning the rig and headed towards the shower. TK quickly rinsed off and got dressed, looking at his phone noticing that Carlos had texted him. He smiled to himself as he read the message asking him to come over tonight. Of course, he responded as quickly as he could with a yes. He grabbed his bag and headed to his car, pulling up the directions once again. He left the fire station and headed straight to Carlos’ place. He knocked on the door and when Carlos answered the door TK grabbed him and kissed him. Pushing him into the house as they turned to close the door. TK pushed Carlos towards the door, shutting it for him, keeping the kiss between them. TK moved down towards Carlos’ neck as Carlos started to stop him.

“What you don’t like it’s a little rough” TK said as he ripped open Carlos’ shirt. “I had other plans,” Carlos said as he grabbed TK’s neck. “Slow down, tiger,” he said. “What?” TK said as he turned to see a dinner set up for them both.

Carlos led TK to the table and pulled out the chair for him. TK sighed slightly as he sat down, knowing that he wasn’t looking for more than just a hookup. When Carlos offered him a glass of wine he politely declined. He rolled his eyes a few times as Carlos was talking.

“I thought we agreed on none of this?” Tk said. “This? I don’t do this that often” Carlos said as he sat down confused. “Is it too much to ask to have a conversation before hooking up?” Carlos asked. “A little late for that don’t you think,” Tk said as he sat back in the chair. “It’s a meal, not a marriage proposal TK,” Carlos said.

TK felt his heart rate starting to pick up as those words left Carlos’ mouth. He took a deep breath in and decided that this would be the end. He stood up from the table and turned to leave when Carlos stood up.

“Are you serious?” Carlos said. “What do you expect me to say? You called me over here after midnight” Tk said as he turned to face Carlos. “Yea after both of our shifts,” Carlos said. “I’m sorry for the misunderstanding,” TK said as he turned to leave.

Carlos rushed after him grabbing his arm before he could leave. Pulling TK to his chest as he could see the tears building up in his eyes. Rubbing his back as he just held him close to him. Tk finally wrapped his arms around Carlos’s waist and just cried on his shoulder.  

“Shh,” Carlos whispered into his ear. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I should go,” TK said as he pulled away. “Text me later?” Carlos asked. “I don’t know,” TK said. “Stay,” Carlos said as he grabbed his hand.

TK nodded softly as he rubbed his eyes. Carlos pulled him over to the couch and sat down with him. He knew Tk didn’t want to talk about it so he put on a movie. TK cuddled close to Carlos and watched the movie. Tk fell asleep in Carlos’s arms, Carlos smiled softly and covered him up with a blanket. Turning the tv down as he continued to watch the movie but allowed TK to get some rest.  TK woke up in the morning confused about where he was at. Then he saw Carlos in the kitchen cooking. Carlos was just in his boxers as TK sat up and rubbed his eyes. Stretching a little before getting up.

“Morning sleepyhead,” Carlos said. “Morning,” TK said as he yawned. “Still sleepy I see,” Carlos said with a chuckle. “I guess so,” TK said as he sat down at the table. “I didn’t know what you like for breakfast so I made pancakes,” Carlos said as he sat the food on the table. “Sounds good” Tk nodded slightly. “So about last night,” Carlos said as he sat down. “What about it?” TK asked as he started to eat. “Why that reaction?” Carlos asked. “About?” TK responded. “When I said proposal?” Carlos said.

Once again when TK heard those words he froze. His heart started to race, he took a deep breath in. He got up from the table and slipped his shoes on. This time Carlos just watched him leave the house. Carlos thought to himself maybe one day TK would open up to him. It would take time for TK to get over what happened back in New York but was he trying to rush his way through the pain? He went back to the house and just walked past his father and went straight to his room. Locking the door behind him as he went into the bathroom, turning on the shower. TK took a long hot shower before getting ready for his shift. He went to the fire station and was putting stuff in his locker when they got a call. They went out in the field and helped the people but TK disobeyed Judd and his orders. Once they got back to the fire station Judd confronted TK on his actions. It was a big thing and it turned into an argument that turned into a shoving match. Judd grabbed TK in a headlock as TK struggled, Paul rushed over and got Judd to let go. TK pulled away and walked away, calling a taxi to come to pick him up. He asked to go to a bar downtown, it was a sketchy area. The taxi driver asked multiple times if he was in the right place and Tk always responded with a yes. He went into the bar and made his way to the bar, the waitress was busy. Men yelled at her for their drinks but she was too busy.

“Hey sweetheart, can I get mineral water when you get a chance?” TK smiled at the waitress. “Sure thing doll” she responded as she walked away. “It’s not that she didn’t see you, it’s that she didn’t like what she saw” TK smirked at the two guys waiting.  

It angered the guys so they took a swing at TK. A bar fight started and then the cops were called. TK was arrested and placed at a desk. He had an eye packed against his eye as he waited to hear how much trouble he was in.

“Who’s Tyler Kennedy?” Carlos asked the other officer. “That guy sitting over there,” the officer said as he nodded towards TK. “You have got to be kidding me,” Carlos said as he took Tyler’s file. “All yours,” the officer said.

Carlos walked over to the desk and sat down in front of TK.

“Are you serious?” TK said as he saw Carlos. “Austin is a small town TK,” Carlos said. “Or should I say, Tyler Kennedy,” he said. “Ugh,” TK said as he rolled his eyes. “Bummer about getting arrested, someone might find out your name,” Carlos said. “Marks the first actual thing I know about you” Carlos leaned back in his chair. “Aren’t you arresting me, a conflict of interest or something?” Tk asked. “ Good news, no charges have been filed,” Carlos said as he started to take the handcuffs off. “You are free to go,” Carlos said. “What’s the bad news?” Tk asked. “You did this with a clear head,” Carlos said. “Look I’m not looking to be your boyfriend or even your friend for that matter” Carlos looked at TK. “But seriously you need to talk to someone about why you felt the need to do something so suicidal,” he said.

Carlos pulled out a box of tissues and took one out. Moving closer to Tk, resting his hand on his leg. TK looked away as Carlos placed the tissue against his lip. TK slowly looked at Carlos as Carlos cleaned up his lip, Carlos looked up and their eyes met.

“I’m sorry for this morning,” TK said. “It’s fine,” Carlos said as he looked down at the paperwork. “I just went through a really bad break up” TK sighed. “Like really bad,” Tk said. “And then I relapsed,” TK looked down. “You mean with me?” Carlos asked. “No with substances,” TK said, still looking down. “That makes sense with the wine, I’m sorry” Carlos looked at TK. “No it’s fine” TK took a deep breath in. “I just wanted to feel something again, since moving I’ve just felt numb,” TK said. “I’m sorry” Tk stood up from the chair, putting his wallet in his pocket. “Looking at the lip I would say mission accomplished,” Carlos said with a smile. “Really?” TK smiled. “Yea, get out of here,” Carlos said.

Tk left the station but sent a text to Carlos to meet him out back. Carlos rolled his eyes and made an excuse to go outside. Making his way back to the back of the building. Looking around but he couldn’t find TK, he looked down at his phone. TK came up and pushed him against the wall, pushing his phone down. Carlos smiled and placed his hands on TKs hips. TK leaned in and kissed him softly but intensely, pulling on his bottom lip.

“We can’t do this here, ” Carlos said. “You know you want to,” TK smirked. “Of course but not here, come by later,” Carlos said. “Sure,” Tk said as he pulled away. “Hey come here,” Carlos said as he pulled TK back and kissed him. “Oh now he’s interested” TK smiled against Carlos’s lips.   “No I’m not, but hey” He titled up TKs chin. “Don’t get in any more trouble,” Carlos said. “Why not, I like being in handcuffs,” TK smiled. “Uh-huh you know what I mean,” Carlos said. “I won’t” TK rested his hand against Carlos’ chest. “Go before we get in trouble,” Carlos said. “Alright,” Tk said as he kissed Carlos before leaving.

Carlos went back to the station to continue his shift. TK left and went home until Carlos texted him to come over. He made his way over to Carlos’ house with some food. Knowing Carlos worked all day he wanted to surprise him. He knocked on the door and waited, Carlos, opened the door and allowed him inside.

“I got food,” Tk said. “Sounds good,” Carlos said. “I knew you would be tired,” TK said as he walked into the kitchen. “Yea kinda am” Carlos admitted. “I didn’t know what you liked so I got everything, ” Tk said. “You’re cute,” Carlos smiled. “Thanks,” TK said as he sat down.

They sat down and ate, Tk even cleaned afterward. Carlos sat on the couch and patted the spot next to him. Tk walked over and sat next to him. Carlos laid his head down on TK’s shoulder as they flipped through the channels. Tk placed his arm around Carlos. They both ended up falling asleep on the couch once again. Around 4 am TK woke up from his alarm going off. He gently laid Carlos down on the couch as he got up. It didn’t work because Carlos woke up as well.

“What time is it?” Carlos asked. “4 am” TK responded. “I didn’t mean to wake you up,” TK said. “It’s ok, time for your shift?” Carlos said as he yawned. “In an hour” Tk nodded. “Go back to sleep,” TK said as he kissed Carlos’ forehead. “It’s fine Tk,” Carlos said as he pulled Tk and kissed him. “Can I use your shower? I have clothes in my car” Tk said. “Sure” Carlos nodded as he sat up.

Tk went outside and grabbed his bag, not realizing that the door was locked. He knocked on the door and Carlos opened it up. Tk went upstairs and started to the shower, placing his stuff on the sink. Carlos walked in and wrapped his arms around TK’s waist. Resting his head against Tks shoulder, Tk leaned back against Carlos.

“Can I join you?” Carlos whispered into Tks ear. “I would like that” Tk looked at Carlos through the mirror. “Good,” Carlos said as he kissed Tks neck.

Carlos turned Tk so he was facing him, moving his hands up Tks side. Grabbing his shirt, starting to pull it up, removing it off of Tk. Throwing it on the floor, placing his lips against Tks neck. Sucking gently as Tk leaned his head back and started to moan. Carlos kissing down Tks body getting to his waist. Looking at Tk as he started to unbutton his pants. Pulling them off of Tk and pulling his boxers off, standing up kissing Tk softly. Tk pulled off Carlos’s shirt, undoing his pants as he pushed Carlos against the wall. Allowing his pants to fall to the ground, Carlos stepped out of them pushing them to the side. Tk grabbed Carlos’s hips, pushing him back against the wall. Kissing him deeply, Carlos ran his hand down Tks naked body.

“Shower?” Tk said as he breathed in. “Yea,” Carlos said as he grabbed Tks hand, leading him into the shower.

Carlos pushed Tk into the water, moving closer to him. Kissing him softly as the water ran down both of them. Tk hand against Carlos’s chest. Carlos pushed Tk against the wall, pushing the curtain back. Grabbing a condom from the stand next to the shower. Tk sucked on Carlos’s neck as Carlos opened the condom and put it on him. Carlos turned Tk around pushing him against the wall. Pulling his arm back as if he was arresting him. Carlos pushing himself into Tk, Tk let out a moan as he pushed back against Carlos. Thrusting into Tk as he pulled Tk back, sucking on his neck. Tk pushed his hips back against Carlos, as their bodies moved as one. Carlos wrapped his arm around Tk to make sure he wouldn’t slip as he continued to thrust. Carlos took his other hand and started to rub Tk. Tk laid his back against Carlos as he moaned. As they both edge closer to a climax with each thrust. Soon they both climaxed, and Carlos pulled out. Taking the condom off and tossing it in the trash can. They finished taking the shower, Tk got out and wrapped a towel around him.

“Such a bad boy” Carlos said as he got out as well, wrapping a towel around him. “Uh-huh,” Tk smiled as he started to dry off. “Too bad you have to go to work,” Carlos said as he walked by, smacking Tks ass. “Now who’s the bad boy?” Tk said as he followed Carlos. “I arrest bad boys,” Carlos smirked. “Of course you do,” Tk said as he went back into the bathroom.

Tk got dressed and ready for work before making his way to Carlos’ room.

“Damn I love my boys in uniform,” Carlos said. “I do too,” Tk smiled. “Do you want breakfast?” Carlos asked. “What if you drive me and we can get something on the way?” Tk asked. “I like the sound of that,” Carlos said as he started to get dressed.

They left Carlos’ house and headed towards the station. They stopped to get food first and ate in the parking lot. Tk kissed Carlos before leaving the car. As he walked away from the car and into the station he thought to himself, maybe Austin Texas isn’t as bad as he thought it would be.

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hey if you’re going to post long fics could you please put them under a cut? scrolling through a 4000 word fic takes forever

Like a read more button?

update: I just fixed all my imagines with the "read more" where you have to click to get the full imagine so hopefully it's better. I know scrolling through them can take forever. Hopes this helps

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Falling in love

Type: One-shot | Imagine about Connor Rhodes (Chicago MED) Rating: Rated R for Sexual Content Word Count: 4500+ Pairing: Connor + Lexi Enjoy!

"On my count……one two three," Lexi said as they slid the patient into the bed. "Talk to me," Connor said as he entered the room. "Lower stomach stab wound," Lexi said. "Blood pressure is tanking and heart rate is spiking," she said. "Is the bleeding under control?" Connor asked. "Yes for now but he needs surgery," Lexi said. "Alright let's get ready to transport,'' Connor said as he pulled up the bed rails.

Off they went to the OR room and Lexi went right into another room with another patient. Oh the fun of working in an ER, most nights it was never-ending.

"Another stab wound victim is coming in," Maggie said. "Send him my way," Lexi said. "Alright," Maggie said as she nodded and directed the paramedics to the trauma room where Lexi was at. "Where is the wound?" Lexi asked. "Lower stomach," The paramedic said. "Blood pressure is sinking fast, it was touch and go in the ambulance," she said. "PAGE CONNOR" Lexi yelled out. "OK on my count one two three," she said as she slid the patient onto the bed. "He's already in surgery," another nurse said. "Well someone needs to do surgery on this guy STAT or we will lose him," Lexi said as she pressed down on the wound. "What's the issue?" WIll said. "His bleeding isn't controlled and his blood pressure is sinking," Lexi said. "I got him, let's go," Will said as he pulled up the railings and they were off.

Lexi took her gloves off and went into the doctor's lounge. Just taking a breather as the ER was screaming with victims of a vicious attack at a concert. She took a deep breath in and cleared her head before heading back out to the ER. Jumping back into it not missing a beat. Around 3 am things finally calmed down and the ER was quiet.

"Finally a moment to breathe," Connor said as he sat down. "Yea I know right," Lexi said as she sat down next to him. "Was that guy ok?" she asked. "He's in the ICU, it's touch and go," Connor said. "I can't understand how someone could do this," She sighed. "I honestly have no clue," he said as he placed his hand on her leg. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Yea my feet hurt but I'm ok" she nodded.

She could feel her breath catch in her throat as he touched her. She just looked at him imagining a world where he was hers but in the real world, they were just friends. She took a deep breath in as she tried to slow her heart rate down. Will came into the doctor's lounge and sat down across from Lexi and Connor.

"Seriously, when are you two going to get together?" Will asked. "It's not like that and you know it," Connor said. "Yea" Lexi nodded, knowing she wanted more. "You already seem like you two are together with how close you two are," Will said. "Yea we are close but we are just friends," Connor said. "You want coffee?" Lexi said as she stood up, walking over to the counter. "Sure" both WIll and Connor answered.

She fixed them both coffee and placed them on the table before leaving the room. She checked with Maggie to see if anything else needed to be done before clocking out. She went to get changed and left before she could run into Connor again. Her feelings were growing stronger for him each day. Later on that night Connor stopped by her place with wine and a few games.

"What are you doing here?" she asked as she answered the door. "It is Friday night so game night?" he asked as he walked inside. "Oh sure," She nodded as she closed the door. "I have wine and twister," he said as he took his jacket off. "Think we need a few drinks before we start," she said as she grabbed glasses. "Sounds good," he said as he poured their drinks

They had a few rounds of drinks before they started to play the game. Each one took a turn spinning and trying to match the colors. Before she knew it she was under him, twisted up in his arms.

"Ok right-hand green," he said as he moved his hand behind her, his arm wrapped around her stomach. "Ok, let's see if I can spin," she said as she spun. "Left foot on the red," she said as she moved her foot, her leg pressing against his manhood. "So glad we are good friends" he chuckled slightly before spinning. "Yea" she smiled as adjusted her arm, bringing herself closer to him. Breathing his scent almost made her lose the game.

He took another turn and moved his leg so now he was resting between her legs. She tried to stay focused but she was slipping under his spell. She took a turn and ended up moving again where she was pressed against his chest. Leaning into his neck as she kept her balance as he took another turn. He took another turn but this time when he went to move he slipped making them both fall. They were on the floor laughing as he moved off of her, lying beside her.

"Yea you were right Fridays are better off as game nights," she said as she sat up. "I wouldn't want to spend my night anywhere else," he said as he stood up, reaching for her hand. She grabbed it and stood up. "Why?" she asked as she walked into the kitchen. "Because you are my closest friend since moving back here," he said. "Well I'm honored," she smiled as she looked at him. "I mean it, Lexi. I'm glad we have such an amazing friendship" he said. "I know Connor" she nodded as she handed him a bag of chips. "We need to eat or we will be hungover in the morning," she said. "True," he said as he took the bag of chips.

They sat on the couch and decided to watch a few shows. He started to nod off on the couch, she smiled to herself as she noticed it. She placed a blanket around him, running her hands through his hair.

"If only you knew," she said as she kissed his forehead. "Good night Connor" she whispered before laying on the other side of the couch.

In the morning he was woken up by the sunlight. She was opening the curtains allowing the morning sun into the room. He rubbed his eyes, realizing that he fell asleep on her couch. She walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water and some aspirin before returning to him.

"Take these," she said as she handed him the aspirin and the water. "Thanks," he said. "I'm sorry for spending the night, I didn't mean to," he said. "It's ok," She nodded as she sat next to him. "Let me take you out for breakfast," he said. "That sounds good," She nodded.

He used her bathroom to freshen up before they walked down to a local cafe. He held the door open for her and told her to order whatever she wanted. Once she finished ordering she went to get them a table as he ordered his food. He walked over to the table and sat down with their drinks before sitting down across from her.

"Thank you," She said as she grabbed her drink, taking a sip. "No problem" he smiled as he watched her. "So what did you get?" she asked. "My normal" he nodded as he tried not to laugh. "What?" she asked. "You have cold foam on your lip," he said as he reached over, brushing his thumb against her lips. "Thank you," she said as she looked at him, her breath catching in her throat again. "No problem," he said as his hand lingered over her lips for a second longer than it should. "Over easy eggs with toast and bacon," the waiter said as she placed the plate in front of Lexi. "And eggs benedict and bacon for you," she said as she placed the plate in front of Connor. "Thank you," Connor nodded.

The conversation fell silent as they started to eat. Once they finished eating he cleaned up the table a little before they left. They walked back to her apartment and he leaned against his car. They said their goodbyes and went on with the rest of their day. When she entered her apartment she was greeted by the smell of him. She smiled as she sat on the couch, just thinking of Connor. She grabbed her favorite book and snuggled into the couch, just losing time in a book. She took it easy over the next few days before having another shift at the hospital. She was changing into her scrubs when she could hear the ER getting busy. She rushed out and went straight to work.

"Maggie, where do you want me?" Lexi asked. "You are with Connor," Maggie said. "I know but where am I needed right now?" Lexi asked. "Trauma two" Maggie nodded. "Alright," Lexi nodded and rushed into the room. "Patient is complaining of chest pain, BP is 143 over 67, and pulse rate is over 100," The paramedic said. "OK on my count. One two three" Lexi said as she pulled the patient onto the bed. "I said I was fine, this is UNNECESSARY," the patient said. "Well let's just look to make sure," Lexi said. "I'm not staying. LET ME GO" the patient said as he stood up. "Sir please sit down," Lexi said as she tried to control the situation. "NO, LET ME GO," the patient said as he pushed Lexi making her fall back against the wall. "HEY THIS IS MY ER SO SIT DOWN," Will said as he entered the room. "IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE THEN LEAVE BUT DON'T TOUCH MY NURSES '' Will said. "Lexi are you ok?" Connor said as he kneeled in front of her. "I-I don't know," Lexi said as she closed her eyes. "Hey, stay with me," he said as he grabbed her shoulders. "Look at me," he said. "Connor," She whispered. "I'm here but I need you to look at me, Open your eyes," Connor said as he picked her up, placing her on a stretcher. "I'm ok," She said. "Look at me," Connor said.

She finally opened her eyes and looked into his eyes. He checked her over to make sure she didn't have a head injury or a concussion. Thankfully she was fine and Connor could finally breathe a sigh of relief.

"How is she?" Will asked. "She's fine," Connor nodded. "Little shaken up but ok," Connor said. "Ok good, take a few moments" Will nodded. "Thank you," Lexi said. "Take your time," Connor said as he placed his hand on her shoulder. "I'm ready to go back" She nodded as she stood up. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yea" She nodded and walked past him.

She went back to work not missing a beat. Patient after Patient filled the ER and it was a busy day as normal. She leaned against the wall, just watching Connor work in the room in front of her. Allowing her imagination to get the better of her, she had it bad for him. The way his touch would set her on fire, the burning between her legs. Just the way his eyes would look into her soul, the way she wanted to taste him.

"LEXI I need you" Connor yelled. "Yea sorry" she shook her head as she rushed into the room with him. "Put your hand here and squeeze '' he said as he placed her hand over the patient's wound. "Don't let go," he said. "Wait what," she said as she kept her grip on whatever he just placed her hand on. "You are holding his artery in your hands, don't let go," he said as he picked her up and placed her on the bed. "Connor," she said as she looked at him. "It's ok" he looked at her. "I got it and I won't let go," she said as they started rolling towards the OR.

He placed a mask over her face, making sure she would be safe. He started the surgery and she didn't let go until he told her to let go. He finished up with the surgery before picking her back up and placing her on the floor. She excused herself to go get cleaned up and take a few-minute break.

"Sorry didn't mean to drag you into that" Connor said. "It's ok," she nodded. "I'm here to help," she smiled slightly. "How is your head feeling?" he asked. "I feel fine" she looked at him. "That's good" He sat next to her. "I just needed a breather," she said. "I know," he said.

She stood up and stretched for a second before grabbing a bottle of water. She took a few sips before going back onto the floor. He followed her example and went back onto the floor. After her shift, she was collecting her things when she noticed Connor was with another female. She watched him for a few seconds before realizing that she was probably his girlfriend. She grabbed her bag and left the ER without Connor noticing. She went home and tried her best to get him out of her mind. She knew she would never be enough for Connor. She wasn't his type and even he said they were just friends. It was time to realize that and it was painful to admit that she would never be with Connor. She knew she needed to distance himself from him before she fell in love with him more. She sat on her couch, leaning her head back, and closing her eyes. Her phone started to go off, she looked down and realized tonight was the night of the Charity event. She got ready for the party and left her apartment, Connor was outside waiting for her. She smiled and got into his car, the ride was pretty silent. Once they arrived she tried to keep her distance away from Connor but that was nearly impossible.

"What do you want to drink?" Connor asked as he placed his hand over her back. "Oh just water is fine," she nodded. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yes, I am" She looked at him. "Water it is then: he said as he walked away from her. "Girl, you have it bad for him," Maggie said as she placed her arm around Lexi's arm. "Shhh," Lexi smiled. "You do," Maggie said. "I do but it would never work," Lexi said. "Why?" Maggie asked. "Because he's Connor Rhodes and I'm just Lexi," she said. "He cares about you," Maggie said. "Yeah and he has a girlfriend," Lexi said. "Wait, that girl today was his girlfriend?" Maggie asked. "I believe so," Lexi said. "I'm sorry," Maggie said. "It will be ok," she said before walking off when Connor walked back to Lexi. "Here you are my lady," he said as he handed her the bottle of water. "Thank you, sir," Lexi said as she grabbed the bottle. "I'm going to go talk to a few people," she said. "Well save me one dance please," he said. "I will," she nodded as she walked away from him.

They both went their different ways talking to as many people as they could. She tried her best to hide from Connor and talk to everyone at the party. He finally caught up to her and reached for her hand.

"May I have this dance?" He asked. "You sure can," she nodded as she grabbed his hand. "Thank you" he smiled as he led her onto the dance floor.

He placed her arms around his neck and he wrapped his arm around her. She moved closer to him as they swayed to the music. She rested her head against his chest as they continued to dance. Will decided to cut in and take Lexi by the hand.

"May I?" Will asked. "Sure," Lexi said as she moved over to him. "Not too far," Connor said as he walked away. "Well now since he's gone, can we talk?" Will asked as he moved them to the beat of the music. "Talk?" Lexi asked as she looked at Will. "Yea, when are you going to tell him?" Will asked. "What?" Lexi asked. "You are in love with him and he needs to know," Will said. "Does everyone know?" Lexi asked. "Everyone BUT Connor," Will said. "It's nothing Will and everything is fine," Lexi said. "You can try to convince yourself that but everyone sees it," he said. "Tell him," he said. "I will," Lexi said. "Good" WIll said as he spun Lexi right into Connors's arms. "Hey," Lexi said as she looked at him. "Hey," Connor said as he wrapped his arm around her.

She rested her head against his chest once again. Just taking in the moment because she knew she needed to distance herself from him. After the event ended he took her home and dropped her off. She went up to her apartment and went straight to sleep. Over a few days, she ignored messages from Connor and just focused on herself. On her next shift the moment she entered the ER she pulled Maggie to the side. She wanted to be assigned to Will and not Connor. At first, Maggie was confused but she caught on pretty quick. Maggie made the change into the computer and Lexi went into the locker room.

"Did I do something?" Connor asked as he walked into the locker room. "What?" Lexi asked. "Did I do something wrong?" he asked. "Not that I know of, '' Lexi said as she was confused. "Then why have you been ignoring me and now you requested to change doctors," Connor said. "Oh I just wanted to learn new things from WIll" she nodded. "Did something happen?" he asked. "No, everything is fine," Lexi said as she walked past Connor. "Clearly not, why?" Connor asked as he stepped in front of her. "Nothing is wrong Connor, just wanted a change," she said as she moved from him. "I need my partner in crime," he said. "I'm sorry but I need to do this for myself," she said as she walked away.

She went on with her shift working under Will. It killed her to be away from Connor but it's what she needed to do. She would avoid him at all costs and he just couldn't understand why. It went on like this for a few weeks. Will didn't mind Lexi being with him but hated the reason for it. She would eat lunch up on the rooftop so she wouldn't run into Connor.

"Why are you up here all alone?" he asked as he walked to her table. "Just wanted fresh air," she said. "Lexi what's wrong?" he asked as he took a seat. "Nothing is wrong," she said. "I know you and this isn't you so tell me," he said. "Nothing to tell you, Connor," She said. "You won't even look at me," he said. "I've looked at you, stop being so dramatic," she said. "I'm not, nothing has been the same since the night of the Charity event," he said. "Everything is fine," she said. "Lexi please," he said. "Connor, everything is fine," she said.

As painful as it was, she kept a smile on her face. She wanted nothing more than to run back to him, make him her partner again but she knew this was for the best. She wasn't good enough for him and that killed her since she was already in love with him. She finished her lunch and had small talk with Connor. It was killing him not knowing what was wrong or what he had done wrong. She cleaned up her mess and went back down to the ER as he did the same.

"Will, can I talk to you?" Connor asked. "Sure what's up?" Will asked. "Is Lexi acting weird or am I just bugging out?" Connor asked. "She's been acting fine with me," Will said. "But she's been so distant from me, I don't understand," Connor said. "Have you talked to her?" Will asked. "Yes, and she said everything is fine but clearly it's not" Connor sighed. "I'm sorry man, I don't know what to tell you, '' Will said as he went back to work.

Connor went back to work and tried to push the thought of Lexi being mad at him away. After the end of the shift, he rushed to the locker room to talk to Lexi but he was already gone. He wandered back into the ER, looking for Lexi. He noticed Will and Maggie talking so he decided to eavesdrop.

"Has Lexi told him?" Will asked. "No she hasn't because she saw him with another girl," Maggie said. "That was his sister," Will sighed. "Why won't she tell him?" Will asked. "Because she feels like she isn't enough for him," Maggie said. "But she's in love with him," Will said. "But does he feel the same?" Maggie asked. "I don't know, he was asking about her today," Will said. "Oh," Maggie nodded. "Well I guess eventually he will figure it out," she said as they left the hospital. "Lexi is in love with me?" Connor said to himself as he watched them walk out.

He left the hospital and on the drive over to Lexi's place he realized he also had feelings for her. They might not be as strong as Lexi but he was also in love with her. It took losing her as a partner to realize his true feelings. He rushed up the stairs to her apartment, knocking on the door and waiting for her to answer.

"Hold on, I'm coming," She said as he walked to the door. "Connor," she said as she opened the door.

He didn't say anything as he looked at her. He cupped her cheeks in his hands as he leaned in kissing her softly. She was taken back by his actions but she didn't pull away. It took a second before she started to kiss him back, placing her hand on his chest. He pushed her back into the apartment, shutting the door with his foot. He moved her backward to the bedroom, as she wrapped her arms around his neck. He laid her back against the bed, moving over the top of her. Moving his lips against her neck as his hand slipped under her shirt. Gripping her hips as he continued to suck against her neck. She laid her head back and allowed her moans to escape from her lips. He gripped her shirt and pulled it over her head, throwing it onto the floor. She slipped his shirt off as well, tossing it to the side. Running her hand up and down his chest, moving down to his hips. They made quick work of each other's clothes leaving them both naked. He moved between her legs as he leaned down kissing her again. Moving slowly down her body, sucking gently as he went down. Went between both of her breasts, nibbling at her nipple. Allowing her moans to guide him to what she likes. He kissed down her stomach, moving down between her legs. Kissing up her thighs making his way to her womanhood. He parted her lips with his tongue before sucking gently against her nub. She placed her hand on the back of his head as he was between her legs. Arching her back as she was edging closer to a climax. He smirked as he started to move back up her body, making his way back to her lips.

"Don't worry it will be worth it" he whispered into her ear as he pushed himself into her. "Connor" she moaned as their bodies connected. "Yea moan my name," he said as he started to thrust into her.

She wrapped her arms around his, scratching his back as he hit the right spot with each thrust. He placed her legs around his hips, gripping her ass as they moved as one. Placing his lips back against her neck as he moaned against her. Once she was closed to the edge again he moved his hips differently bringing her to her climax. He gripped her hips, keeping her place as she rode out the climax. Screaming and grabbing the sheets as she arched into him. Once she came down he pulled out and turned her around onto all fours. Gripping her shoulders as he thrust into her. Slapping her ass as he thrust, bringing himself to a climax. He gripped her hips and thrust a few more times as he climaxed. He lay on the bed trying to catch his breath, she lay beside him trying to do the same. It was silent but blissful, she didn't know what to say. He turned so he was laying on his side, looking at her. He placed his hand against her stomach, tracing little patterns. She turned her head to look at him, looking into his eyes.

"I love you" he spoke softly. "Connor," she whispered. "No seriously, I didn't realize it right away but I love you" he brushed the hair from her face. "Who told you?" she asked. "Noone, Once you left me, you were the only thing on my mind," he said. "And when I was coming over here I realized my feelings," he said. "Connor let's not do this," she said as she sat up, grabbing a blanket. "I'm serious Lexi," he said as he grabbed her hand. "I'm in love with you," he said. "I'm not your type," she said. "I'm not enough," she said. "I don't know who told you that but you are perfect to me" he cupped her cheeks in his hand. "You are too good for me," he whispered. "You are just saying that," she said. "I'm not, I mean it," he said as he brushed his thumb against her cheek. "You have someone," she said. "That girl you saw me with was my sister," he said. "A distant sister but my sister" he looked at her. "Connor" she started to say before he leaned in and kissed her again. "I'm in love with you Lexi," He said. "I'm in love with you Connor" she whispered.

He smiled as he kissed her softly, pulling her close to him. They laid back in the bed and she rested her head against his chest. They drifted off to sleep but she really couldn't sleep. She laid there against his chest, not believing what actually just took place. He was finally hers and she couldn't believe it, but her heart was screaming. She leaned up and kissed his cheek softly before snuggling closer to him. She ended up falling asleep against his chest. On her next shift, she made sure to tell Maggie to switch her back to Connor. Everything in the ER was right again because the duo of Connor and Lexi were back together, in more ways than just one.

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Dangerous Pt 2

Type: One-shot | Imagine Tim & Lucy (The Rookie) Rating: Rated R for some Sexual content Trigger Warning: Car Accident Word Count: 3600+ Enjoy!

"So what do we do?" Lucy asked. "Call 911 and alert them of the situation and who we are" Tim nodded as he checked the mirror again. "Alright" Lucy nodded and called 911.

As Lucy was explaining what was going on Tim kept making sharp turns. Trying to lose this guy, he didn't want to show his worry because he didn't want to freak out Lucy. He would slow down and break check the guy and then speed up but there was no losing this guy. Tim makes a quick turn down a dirt road path, with no lights on the road. He turned his high beams on and snaked down the road.

"TIM slows down," Lucy said. "I got this,'' Tim said as he grabbed Lucy's hand. "I got you" he kissed the back of her hand before returning his hand on the wheel. "Tim, just please slow down," she said. "Alright," he said as he slowed down as he was going down the dirt road.

He looked in his mirror and the guy was still following them. He didn't realize that he was running out of the road and was about to go off a cliff. The last thing he could remember was Lucy's scream when they went over the cliff and into the lake. The impact knocked them out for a few seconds. Tim was out longer than Lucy but once he woke up he didn't remember what happened.

"BRADFORD" Lucy screamed. "What?" He said as he shook his head. "What the hell is going on?" he asked. "We just ran off the road," she said. "Are you ok? We gotta get out of here" he said as he tried to undo his belt. It was stuck but Lucy took a knife and cut him free. "We gotta get out of here," she said. "I know," he said as he started trying to punch the windows, trying everything to get free before they went fully under. "Do you have anything to break the window?" she asked. "It's in the back of the truck" he sighed. "Listen," he said as he placed his hands on her face. "I love you," he said. "I love you too and we will get out of this," she said. "Don't give up on me," she said. "I'm not giving up on you, just wanted to say those words" he chuckled slightly. "I love you Bradford and that isn't the last time you hear those words," she said as she rested her forehead against his.

They took their last breath before being fully submerged in the water. They continued to try to get out of the car, finally, Tim took the knife and tried to bust the window. Once again nothing seemed to work and soon they passed out from the lack of oxygen. The next thing Lucy say was a light flashing in her eyes, she opened her eyes wondering what happened.

"SHES AWAKE," Nolan said. "Thank god," Nyla said. "What's going on?" Lucy asked as she tried to sit up but Nolan wouldn't let her. "Just lay down, you and Tim were in an accident," Nolan said. "Where is he?" Lucy asked as her heart started to race. "They are working on him," Nolan nodded. "Working? Is he ok? Nolan please" Lucy said as she started crying. "Don't expect the worst, I'm sure he will be ok. They are on their way to the hospital" Nolan said.

They loaded Lucy in another ambulance but she wouldn't let Nolan leave her so he rode with her to the hospital. They checked her over and besides the mental trauma, she was fine. They released her and she waited in the waiting room with everyone else. Waiting for any news on Tim, as the day before.

"Any news?" Wes asked as he walked back into the ER. "Not yet," Angela nodded. "Lucy, do you need anything?" Nolan asked. "No," Lucy said. "I know it's soon but the officers want to take your statement," Grey said. "OK," Lucy nodded and went with the other officers.

After she made her statements she went back to the waiting room. There was still no news, just everyone waiting. It seems like something was going on down the hallway because they were yelling. The doctor rushed out to the waiting room, looking around.

"Is there a Lucy here?" the doctor asked. "Yes that's me," Lucy said as she stood up. "Please come and calm him down, he's looking for you," the doctor said. "Yes," Lucy nodded and followed the doctor. "WHERE IS SHE? YOU AREN'T TOUCHING ME UNTIL I KNOW WHERE SHE IS" Tim yelled at the nurse. "Babe calm down, I'm here," Lucy said as she grabbed his hand. "Oh thank god you're ok," he said as he pulled her close to him. "I'm ok but they need to help you," she said as she pushed him back to sit on the bed. "I just wanted to make sure you were ok," he said. "I know," Lucy nodded. "May I do my job now?" The nurse asked. "Yea sorry" Tim nodded. "Thank you," She said as she started to clean up the wound, that he reserved the other day that had opened back up. "Did you talk to the other officers?" Tim asked as he pulled Lucy close to him. "Yea I made my statement, they want to hear from you as well" she nodded as she played with his hand. "Alright," he said. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Yea" she nodded. "No you're not, Lucy, this is me you're talking to," he said. "It's ok," he said. "I'm fine," She said. "Alright," he nodded.

They finished stitching him back up and he went to make his statement. They talked to the rest of the team and then everyone went home. Lucy went back to her apartment with Tim but she was very quiet. She took a quick shower as he lay on the bed, by the time she got out he was asleep. She covered him up and went into the living room. She sat on the couch and just stared at the wall, just allowing her mind to wander. Who would want to harm them? Who would want to follow them? Was it even supposed to end like that? There were so many questions and she didn't have an answer to them. She didn't realize how late it got until Tim came out into the living room.

"Hey" he whispered. "Oh hey," she said as she snapped out of her mind, looking at him. "Come to bed," he said as he reached his hand out to her. "I can't sleep," she said. "Want to talk about it?" he asked as he sat beside her, placing his hand on her leg. "Not really," she sighed. "It's not good to bottle it up," he said. "I know," she nodded. "I have so many questions and no answers" she ran her hand through her hair. "Well ask and I'll try to answer," he said. "Why?" she looked at him. "Why us?" she asked. "They haven't found the guy so I don't have that answer," he said. "Was it meant to be us? Was it meant to happen? Or did it just happen?" she said as she started to spiral. "Hey hey shhh," he said as he grabbed her hands. "Just breathe," he said.

She closed her eyes trying to calm down. He kept her hands in his as he tried to calm her down. She finally looked at him and mimicked his breathing so she would calm down. He wrapped his arms around her and just held her close to him. She rested her head against his chest, just listening to his heartbeat as she started to drift to sleep. He kissed her forehead and wrapped a blanket around her. He shifted slightly so he leaned back against the couch as he also started to drift off to sleep. In the morning he was awakened by Lucy making breakfast. He rubbed his eyes as he watched her. He smiled to himself before getting up, making his way behind her. He placed his arm around her waist which freaked her out and she pulled away quickly. He was taken back by this so he stepped back, leaning against the counter.

"Did I do something?" he asked. "No, I'm sorry," she said. "After last night," she said. "I understand," he nodded. "I didn't mean to freak you out," he said. "I'm sorry Tim," she said as she walked over to him, wrapping her arms around his neck. "It's ok," he said as he placed his hands on her hips, leaning down and kissing her softly. "Morning," he whispered. "Morning" she smiled against his lips. "Did I hit you?" she asked. "No," he said as he leaned back down, kissing her once again. "Someone is feisty this morning," she smiled. "Well I have you in my arms so," he said. "You are something else," she said. "Yea and you love it," he said as he kissed the tip of her nose. "Uh-huh," she playfully rolled her eyes before turning back to cooking.

She finished cooking and placed a plate of food in front of him. She grabbed her plate and sat next to him as they started to eat. After they finished eating Lucy started to clean up while Tim received a phone call. He stepped into her room while on the phone as she continued to clean up the kitchen. While cleaning the kitchen she was trying to listen to TIms conversation. Not paying attention to what she was doing, she dropped a glass onto the floor.

"Shit," she said as she grabbed a towel and the broom. "Whoa hold on," Tim said as he placed the phone down, making his way into the kitchen. "I got it," Lucy said. "Yea sure with no shoes on," he said as he grabbed the broom from her. He picked her up and placed her on the counter as he cleaned it up. "I'm sorry," she said. "Don't be, it happens" he nodded as he finished. "Who was on the phone?" she questioned, "Just Grey, telling me the updates" he nodded. "Oh," she nodded. "Any updates?" she asked. "Yea they found the guy but he's not talking," he said. "Well let's go question him," she said as she got off the counter. "No we aren't allowed to question him, we aren't in this case," he said as he grabbed her arm. "But it happened to us so we know what happened," she said. "Yea and it's too personal for us because IT did happen to you and me," he said.

She sighed because she knew he was right. She just hated the idea of just waiting around and doing nothing. She always wanted to be involved and help. He pulled her closer to him, placing his hands on her hips. She wrapped her arm around his neck, leaning in and kissing him softly.

"I know you want to do something but in this case, we just can't," he nodded as he rubbed his hand up and down her sides. "I know you are right, it just sucks" She sighed as she leaned her head against his chest. "Grey just wants us to relax and not worry about what's going on," he said. "Ok, I'll try, '' she said. "I can distract you" he smirked as he grabbed her chin, lifting it so she was looking at him. "I'm sure you can," she smiled as she looked at him.

He placed his hand against her cheek, brushing his thumb against her lips. Then he leaned down kissing her softly but with passion, she kept the kiss between them. She grabbed his hips, keeping him close to her. He smiled and grabbed her hips, picking her up and placing her on the counter. Moving between her legs as he moved his lips down to her neck. She leaned back allowing moans to escape her lips. He pulled up her shirt, removing it and throwing it on the floor. Kissing down her neck to her collarbone, driving her wild. She ran her hand up to his chest and moved them to the back of his head as he continued down her chest. Moving between both breasts as he sucked and gently nibbled at her nipples.

"Take me," she moaned. "I got you" he smirked and picked her up, taking her to the bedroom.

He laid her on the bed, grabbing her wrist and pinning them above her head. Moving his lips back against her neck as she arched into him. His hands roamed over her body, making sure she didn't move her hands. He slowly started moving down her body, sucking and nibbling at her skin. She surely forgot what had happened the other night with his mouth on her. It was the perfect distraction, all day. She laid her head down on his chest as they both were trying to catch their breaths. She pulled the blanket around them as she traced patterns on his chest. He kissed her forehead softly before holding her close. They both drifted off to sleep. She woke up in the morning, realizing that he was no longer in the bed. She got up out of bed and made her way into the kitchen, where she smelled coffee. He smiled as he saw her walking into the kitchen, handing her a cup of coffee. She leaned against the counter and looked at him.

"He's been arrested but still hasn't talked about why," he said. "Ok," she nodded. "You ok?" he asked. "Yea" she took a sip of her coffee. "Are you sure?" He looked at her. "Yea," she said as she went to sit at the table.

He could tell that something was wrong but decided not to push her. He knew that eventually she would come to him and talk to him about whatever was bothering her. He finished making breakfast and placed the plates on the table. They both ate in silence and after they finished she cleaned up the kitchen. He ended up leaving the apartment to go back to his place, so she could have some alone time.

"So mind telling me what's wrong?" Tamera asked as she sat next to Lucy. "I'm fine," Lucy nodded. "I know you," Tamera said. "It's about Tim," Lucy sighed. "What about him?" Tamera asked. "I thought you two were happy," She said. "We are happy" Lucy nodded. "But to be honest, ever since we got together bad things keep happening to him," Lucy said. "That has nothing to do with you" Tamera tried to reassure Lucy. "It's hard not to think that," Lucy admitted. "I know but it has nothing to do with you," Tamera said. "It's just bad luck," she said. "Yea" Lucy nodded. "I mean it," Tamera said as she placed her hand on Lucy's leg. "Thanks," Lucy said.

Lucy decided to get up and leave the house, she wanted to go to the station. Since Tim left her apartment she didn't have to hear his opinion about going to the station. She made her way to the station, parking in her normal spot. While walking in she noticed Tim's car parked in the parking lot. She rolled her eyes and sighed knowing that he lied to her. She walked into the station and went straight to Gray's office and of course, Tim was already there.

"Oh Lucy is here as well," Gray said. "Yes I am," Lucy nodded. "Ready for a shift," she said. "Weird, Tim said the same thing," Gray said. "Oh," Lucy nodded. "I'm sure we can ride together," she said, "Yea sure" Gray nodded. "I'll go change and get the shop ready" Lucy nodded towards Tim. "Lucy," Tim said as she walked out.

She didn't look back; she went into the locker room and changed into her uniform. She walked right past him and got the shop ready before getting into the car. He got into the car and pulled out of the station, it was painfully silent in the car. They both didn't know what to say so they just focused on doing the job.

"Look I know you are mad at me but can I explain?" Tim finally said. "No," Lucy said as she looked out the window. "It's not what it seems, I wasn't there to talk to the guy who ran us off the road," he said. "Whatever" Lucy said. "Lucy," Tim sighed. "I'm sorry," he said as he placed his hand on her leg. "I've been going stir crazy and you tell me not to go to work but it's the first thing you do when you leave my place," she said. "No it's not, Gray called about a case," he said. "Yea ok Tim" she rolled her eyes. "I'm serious," he said. "And then I decided to just go on the clock," he said. "Ok," Lucy said. "I'm sorry, I was just about to call you when you walked in," he said. "Were you?" she looked at him. "Of course I was," he said as he looked at her. "I believe you," she nodded. "But there is something I want to talk about later," she said. "Sure, I wanted to talk to you as well," he nodded. "Dinner tonight?" he asked. "Sounds good" she nodded as she placed her hand over his.

They continued with the shift and soon it was over. Since it wasn't a full shift, Gray was trying to get them back into it slowly. They left the station and went their ways to get ready for the night. She was getting ready when Tamera walked in, sitting on the bed.

"Fancy dinner?" Tamera asked. "It's the last dinner," Lucy said as she looked in the mirror. "What?" Tamera asked. "I'm ending things with Tim tonight," Lucy said. "Why?" Tamera asked. "You two just got together," she said. "Because since being with me, he's been getting hurt and distracted on the job," Lucy said. "It's for the best," she nodded. "If you say so, I don't think it is," Tamera said. "I feel like it's for the best," Lucy said. "Ok, well good luck" Tamera said as she hugged Lucy. "He surely won't let you go easy," She said. "I know it will be hard," Lucy sighed.

Lucy grabbed her bag and headed out the door. She took a cab to the restaurant, just sitting in the back lost in thought. Tim was standing outside of the restaurant. Opening the door of the cab when he realized she was inside. He held his hand out and she grabbed it, getting out of the car. They walked into the restaurant and were seated right away.

"So what are you getting?" Tim asked. "Um, probably the pasta," she nodded. "Are you ok?" He asked. "Yea I'm fine" She nodded. "Are you sure?" he asked but before she could answer the waiter came to the table. They ordered their food and the conversation fell silent. "So what was it that you wanted to talk about?" she asked. "Oh yea I was thinking about giving you a key to my place, maybe we could move in together," he said. "What?" she looked at him shocked. "Yea we are always together, I just thought it would be easier," he said. "Oh," she said as she took a deep breath in. This conversation was already hard and it was getting harder, she knew she needed to say it. "You think it's too fast?" he asked. "Um I guess, '' she started to say, and once again the waiter came in, interrupting the conversation once again. "Thank you," Tim said as he nodded toward the waiter. "No problem, Enjoy," the waiter said before walking away.

Once again the conversation fell silent as they started to eat. It was killing him not knowing what was going on, doubting himself if he should've asked her to move in. Finally, they finished eating and he paid the bill. He reached for her hand as they left the restaurant. He led her back to his truck, helping her get in. He made his way to the driver's side and they just sat in silence again.

"Did I rush into asking you to move in?" he asked. "No you didn't," she said. "Ok so why the silence? What was it that you wanted to talk about?" he asked. "Tim this isn't easy and you are the perfect guy but I don't think we should be together," She said. "Wait what?" he asked as he looked at her. "I'm sorry," she said as she opened the door. "No, we need to talk about this," he said as he grabbed her hand. "I'm sorry Tim," She said as she allowed her tears to run from her eyes onto her cheeks. "Why are you saying this?" he asked. "Because of me you keep getting hurt," she said. "That's not true," He said. "They call the other day with the bullet and then the accident" she placed her head in her hands. "That was bad luck" he placed his hand on her back, rubbing it gently. "You are my world and I don't want to lose that" he choked up. "I love you Bradford but I can't see you getting hurt," she said. "And I don't want to lose you," he said as he tilted her chin up so she was looking at him. "I love you," he said. "I love you" she looked at him. "We got this and we aren't breaking up" He leaned his forehead against hers, brushing her tears away with his thumb. "I didn't want to but I don't want you to be hurt," she said. "It will be ok" he leaned in, kissing her softly.

She kept the kiss between them as she started to calm down. He wasn't going to lose her so he made sure she knew that his getting hurt had nothing to do with her. They agreed to slow things down in the relationship and just share keys for now.

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aw nooo.. I hope you get better soon ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you

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I'm patiently waiting for the connor imagine hehe 🥰 but i might dare to also send something in

Oh ok, that should be up asap but currently, I'm fighting a cold so just mainly sleeping but feeling better now so it should be up soon. And yea sure you can send something in

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can't wait to read more from you ☺️☺️

Aw thank you, is there anything you want to be done? You can always request an imagine! Once again thank you

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I just wanted to say that I got the request for a Connor imagines and it should be up asap! Thank you for requesting.