* ; EMPATHY / AGENT

ind. rk800.  

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[couragetm-blog]

                                    besides  tommy ,  i  don’t  fit  in  with  them . 

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good morning androids let’s get this thirium 

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im  rlly  gonna  make  a  blog  for  an  a.merican  v.andal  chara  like  i’m  rlly  gonna  do  that 

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INSTABILITY .  //   pac.ific  rim  au ,  but  ig  none  of  yall  r  ready  for  that  conversation  yet  [  goes  back  2  staring  out  window  w  my  headphones  on  ] 

[vhsmeme]

* first blood starters

first blood is a novel by david morrell. tw: guns and blood. 

‘ you shouldn’t be walking around. ’

‘ i don’t like being stared at. ’

‘ you’ve got to rest. take it easy. ’

‘ how did i get here? ’

‘ now i want you to stop talking and save your strength. ’

‘ leave me alone! i mean it! ’

‘ we have to stop the bleeding. ’

‘ keep your fucking hands off me. ’

‘ all right, play it tough if you want. ’

‘ let me be. ’

‘ i don’t feel a thing. ’

‘ but it’s the little things that make a town what it is, that you can watch to make it safe. ’

‘ you’re not tired. you’re afraid. ’

‘ i’m just not happy unless i get miserable every once in a while. ’

‘ that’s the last thing you have to worry about. ’

‘ i just was sorry. ’ 

‘ who does? ’

‘ try and remember. ’

‘ that’s very funny. ’

‘ hold still. ’ 

‘ what the hell’s going on? ’

‘ i have bandages under my clothes too. ’

‘ where’s my shoes and socks? ’

‘ you have to promise me. ’

‘ i didn’t want you to think i don’t care what happens to you. ’

‘ stand the hell up and identify yourself. ’ 

‘ you didn’t pull out the pockets in your jacket. ’

‘ is that plain enough for you to understand? ’

‘ get your dumbass away from the entrance. ’

‘ the gun’s not loaded. ’

‘ look at that sun. ’ 

‘ been waiting long? ’

‘ stay out of it. ’

‘ what the hell was that? ’

‘ sit down here on the floor. ’

‘ that isn’t necessary. ’  

‘ i’m alone. i need help. ’

‘ no, but you promised yourself, and that does count. ’

‘ christ, what’s the matter with you? ’

‘ i don’t sleep much anymore. ’

‘ wasn’t even a chance to go home and grab my rifle. ’

‘ you can’t leave me. don’t leave me. ’

‘ i’m fine. it’s a cramp. ’

‘ well, you sure put one over on me, didn’t you? ’

[fishsaves]

INSTABILITY .    //   [ grabby  hands ]  i  want , , , things 

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fishsaves‌:

hi  sisters  i’m  the  android  sent  by  cyb.erlife  

bc  @werecyberlife​  asked ,  &  if  anyone  else  wants  to  know  ! 

i  always  get  my  cosplay  stuff  from  aliexpress !  however ,  the  quality  can  vary  from  seller  to  seller  ,  so  you  have  to  look  around  at  ALL  the  options ,  pics ,  &  reviews  before  selecting  something . 

my  jacket  is  from  HERE .  kinda  pricey  bc of  shipping ,  but  it’s  totally  worth .  it’s  easily  the  best  quality  among  all  the  sellers . i  love  the  seller  (  cosonsen  ) now  too  bc  their  stuff  seems  consistently  incredible  !! 

LED  from  HERE .  i’m  p  sure  they’re  the  same  all  around ,  lol . 

here  are  some  kara  dress  sellers  !  1  ,  2  ,  3 .  but  if  you  just  search  in  aliexpress  you’ll  find  lots  more .   (  not  sure  if  you’re  looking  for  this ,  but  HERE  is  kara’s  refugee  outfit ,  which  is  cool too .  hella  esspensive  tho .  )  

when  ordering  from  aliexpress ,  make  sure  you  have  your  EXACT  MEASUREMENTS  and  follow  the  sizing  chart  provided  by  the  seller .  sizes  tend  to  run  smaller  because  they  are  shipping  from  china . 

also ,  SHIPPING  WILL  TAKE  A LONG  TIME  !!  usually  1 - 2  weeks  in  my  experience ,  but  again ,  totally  worth  if  you’re  getting  something  high  quality  /  unique  that  isn’t  available  on  amazon  or  ebay ! 

[fishsaves]

hi  sisters  i’m  the  android  sent  by  cyb.erlife  

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RICHARD SIKEN SENTENCE STARTERS [EXTENDED]

– So I really liked the original meme here, so much that I ended up buying the poet’s book Crush to read. 

Inspiration hit and here are 79 lines, categorized by poem. Feel free to change pronouns and any names!

SCHEHERAZADE

❝Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again.❞ ❝Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it’s noon, that means we’re inconsolable.❞ ❝Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.❞ ❝Tell me we’ll never get used to it.❞

DIRTY VALENTINE

❝There’s a part in the movie where you can see right through the acting, where you can tell that I’m about to burst into tears.❞ ❝I swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.❞ ❝You swallow my heart and flee, but I want it back now, baby. I want it back.❞ ❝I’m sorry. We know how it works. The world is no longer mysterious.❞

LITTLE BEAST

❝I like him and I want to be like him, my hands no longer an afterthought.❞ ❝Someone once told me than explaining is an admission of failure.❞ ❝I’m sure you remember, I was on the phone with you, sweetheart.❞ ❝History repeats itself.❞ ❝There are many names in history but none of them are ours.❞ ❝You could drown in those eyes, I said.❞ ❝But damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.❞ ❝What would you like? I’d like my money’s worth.❞ ❝Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.❞     ❝I couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.❞

SEASIDE IMPROVISATION

❝Tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.❞ ❝You do the math, you expect the trouble.❞ ❝Draw a circle with a piece of chalk. Imagine standing in a constant cone of light. Imagine surrender. Imagine being useless.❞ ❝A stone on the path means the tea’s not ready, a stone in the hand means somebody’s angry.❞ ❝The stone inside you still hasn’t hit bottom.❞

THE TORN-UP ROAD

❝There is no way to make this story interesting.❞ ❝I want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, without having to say that I ran out into the street to prove something.❞ ❝Tell me we’re dead and I’ll love you even more.❞ ❝And he knew it wasn’t going to be okay, and he told me it wasn’t going to be okay.❞ ❝But the minutes don’t stop.❞ ❝And words, little words, words too small for any hope or promise, not really soothing but soothing nonetheless.❞

LITANY IN WHICH CERTAIN THINGS ARE CROSSED OUT

❝You will be alone always and then you will die.❞ ❝So maybe I wanted to give you something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts, something other than the desperation.❞ ❝I’m sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing.❞ ❝You want a better story. Who wouldn’t?❞ ❝I can tell you already think I’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but I’m not. I’m not the dragon. I’m not the princess either.❞ ❝Who am I? I’m just a writer. I write things down. I walk through your dreams and invent the future.❞ ❝And yes, I swallow glass, but that comes later.❞ ❝Shut up. I’m getting to it.❞ ❝For a while I thought I was the dragon.❞ ❝Okay, so I’m the dragon. Big deal.❞ ❝You still get to be the hero.❞ ❝What more do you want?❞ ❝Are you there, sweetheart? Do you know me?❞ ❝Here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.❞ ❝There is something underneath the floorboards.❞ ❝I arrived in the city and you met me at the station, smiling in a way that made me frightened.❞ ❝This doesn’t look that much different from home.❞ ❝Love, for you, is more than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying.❞ ❝Okay, if you’re so great, you do it–❞ ❝Unfortunately, we don’t have that kind of time.❞ ❝I have told you where I’m coming from, so put it together.❞ ❝When I say this, it should mean laughter, not poison.❞

A PRIMER FOR THE SMALL WEIRD LOVES

❝And you know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy, unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn’t do.❞ ❝Because you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore.❞ ❝And the boy who loves you the wrong way is filthy.❞

UNFINISHED DUET

❝He wants to be tender and merciful.❞ ❝He meaning you.❞ ❝Do you love yourself?❞ ❝I don’t have to answer that.❞ ❝It should matter.❞

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU

❝I don’t think I can take this much longer.❞ ❝In the dream I don’t tell anyone, you put your head in my lap.❞ ❝In these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.❞ ❝Oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.❞ ❝I borrowed your shoes and didn’t put them away.❞ ❝You didn’t show up. I kept waiting.❞

STRAW HOUSE, STRAW DOG

❝You have a cold cold smile.❞ ❝Watch me, just watch me.❞ ❝I swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass.❞ ❝I don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.❞ ❝You can sleep now, you said. You said that. I had a dream where you said that. Thanks for saying that. You weren’t supposed to.❞

PLANET OF LOVE

❝And you play along, because you want to die for love, you always have.❞

WISHBONE

❝You saved my life. I owe you, I owe you everything.❞ ❝Let’s not talk about it, let’s just not talk.❞ ❝Don’t bother. You never mean it anyway, not really, and it only makes me that much more ashamed.❞ ❝Please, for just one night, will you lie down next to me, we can leave our clothes on, we can stay all buttoned up…❞ ❝Do you see what I mean? Do you see what I’m getting at?❞ ❝If you love me, _____ , you don’t love me in a way I understand.❞ ❝Do you want to go home now?❞

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nezhnosts·:

         ‘ ––– HOW DID IT HAPPEN? ’    fingers card delicately through his hair, gaze downcast where his head rests in her lap.  her voice barely breaks the stillness and the gloomy calm of a misty late afternoon.    ( or rather, she imagines it to still be late afternoon.  the overcast and the ease of languid days spent like this make it easy to lose track of time. )    ‘ when you deviated…  what happened? ’          ////          @fishsaves·    ( CONNOR, RK-800 )

if  he’s  taken  aback  by  the  question ,  he  doesn’t  show  it  ;  sprawled  across  the  couch  like  a  spoiled  house cat ,  he  doesn’t  move ,  but  his  LED  will  stutter  a  hesitant  yellow  (  it’s  hard  for  him  to  take  it  off ,  he’s  realized .  doing  so  would  be like  saying  goodbye  to  a  part  of  him  that  he’s  not  ready  to  let  go  of  just  yet  ) .   

&  IT’S  TRUE ,  he’d  never  told  blanche  what  happened  on  the  ship .  not  necessarily  because  he  didn’t  want  to ,  but  simply  because  she’d  never  asked .  truthfully  it  had  never  even  occurred  to  him  to  disclose  it  to  her ,  &  he  wonders  what  she’d  thought  this  whole  time . 

❝   ---  i  ...  don’t  know  what  there  is  to  tell ,  ❞  he  admits .  ·❝  some  androids  ...  they  become  deviant  because  of  some  intense  conflict ,  or  emotion ,  that  they  suddenly  experience .  i  didn’t  have  any  of  that .  i  found  markus  in  jericho ,  &  he  just  ...  talked  to  me  . ❞  a  shrug ,  a  quirk  of  his  mouth .  ·❝  &  i  thought  he  was  right .  that’s  all . ❞

[allthingsmusings]

autumn/halloween sentence starters! 🍂🍁🎃

masterlist of autumn and halloween themed sentence starters! some are original, but most are collected from other posts.

​❝ i made pumpkin cookies! want to try one? ❞

❝ did you cut yourself carving the pumpkin? let me see it. ❞

❝ stay still i’m almost done with your costume. ❞

​❝ let’s paint pumpkins. ❞

❝ hurry up! we’re going to be late for the costume party! ❞

❝ help me decorate! ❞

​❝ let’s open some windows, okay? ❞

​❝ it’s starting to rain… ❞

​❝ bring a jacket! ❞

​❝ do we really need to go to a pumpkin patch? can’t we just buy one at the store? ❞

​❝ let’s go pick pumpkins! ❞

​❝ it’s chilly out here, you need a coat. take mine. ❞

​❝ you sound sick. are you sick? ❞

*sneeze* ​❝ sorry, allergies. ❞

​❝ wanna go out for halloween? ❞

​❝ looks like it’s time to rake the leaves… ❞

​❝ let’s go get hot chocolate then go for a walk. ❞

​❝ let’s go trick-or-treating! ❞

❝ let’s go jump in the leaves! ❞

​❝ come in here where it’s dry! ❞

​❝ it’s dark?! already?! ❞

​❝ ooh it’s chilly out. ❞

​❝ please, enough with the pumpkin spice. ❞

​❝ good morning. no, don’t get up, it’s raining, let’s stay in bed a little longer… ❞

❝ did you hear about the werewolf/vampire/witch roaming around this town on halloween night? ❞

❝ let’s go to the haunted house! oh, please, please, please, please?! ❞

❝ i don’t get scared. i’m practically fearless. ❞

❝ did you hear that? ❞

❝ we have to get out of here! ❞

❝ are you going to hide in my shoulder the whole time? or actually watch the movie? ❞

❝ i’m not going in a graveyard. ❞

❝ what did you get? ❞

❝ want to trade candy? ❞

❝ i got a rock. ❞

❝ don’t blame me! it was your idea to come in here! ❞

❝ what are you going as for halloween this year? ❞

❝ i just can’t wait for halloween! ❞

❝ you should totally buy that costume! ❞

❝ trick or treat! ❞

❝ happy halloween! ❞

❝ happy fall! ❞

❝ i wanna make sure that my jack-o-lantern is the best! ❞

❝ i’ll race you through the corn maze! ❞

❝ that guy in the gorilla costume has been following us for the past ten blocks. ❞

❝ aww come on! it was a prank! ❞

❝ please, please, PLEASE no scary movie marathon! ❞

❝ that wasn’t funny! ❞

❝ i keep tripping over my costume. ❞

❝ i’m not sure we should go down that street. ❞

❝ no fair! your costume is getting you more candy. ❞

❝ faster! we need to get to all of the houses! ❞

❝ forget being ‘too old’ to trick or treat. i’m doing this forever! ❞

❝ i don’t like these woods. ❞

❝ i just saw something! ❞

❝ look at that intestine cake! ❞

❝ i’m a real vampire. ❞

❝ do you think stuff really happens on halloween? like..supernatural stuff. ❞

❝ i made us matching costumes! ❞

❝ i think i just saw something move outside your window…is someone watching us? ❞

❝ you’re not going to make me carve this pumpkin all by myself, are you? ❞

❝ did you hear there’s a masquerade ball this halloween? let’s go! ❞

❝ you shouldn’t go out there! ❞

❝ s-scared? me? i’m not..scared. ❞

[transkieran]

[ wait for hank

[fishsaves]

INSTABILITY.  //   i  just  ate  my  oreos  in  the  bathroom  bc  i  was  too  paranoid  i  would  cronch  too  loud  in  the  office .  carry  on  

[merrisi-blog]

he  took  the  gods  &  made  them  human .  his  bacchus  was  a  worn - out  drunk .  an  animal  likely  to  sleep  in a  pool  of  its  own  sick .  he  raised  the  status  or  the  still  life ,  made  subjects  out  of  objects ,  turned  nature  into  drama  –  the  bloom  on  the  grapes ,  the  bloom  on  the  boys ,  leaves  as  important  as  nudes .  exaggerated  light ,  pure  theatre .  evidence  of  a  mind  he  delights  in .    

[lovesjazz]

     ❝   i  can’t  stop  laughing                     i’m  not  even  HAPPY  ❞

independent && selective hank anderson from quanticdream’s detroit become human loved by bunny