Gemma @fisselis - Tumblr Blog

I wanna purge but i dont even have the energy to do it anymore wtf

My life is so miserable. Everyday is just me having to fight a war in my head. I genuinely feel so useless like why out of all the people was i born this way

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YALL i told my mom almost everything. The regret hasn’t kicked in yet but i am so scared that i will. To be fair i was rly rly sad i just needed it out cuz i genuinely felt like dying

Why is everyone afraid of commenting guys i promise i dont bite im js lonely😸

Bullimmiaa😔

Question for ed twitter

What worsened your ed?

I feel like we all have had something that made us wanna get worse. For me, at the beginning of my ed, i was restricting a lot, and i was out on a trip with my mom and sis. They were looking for food and i was refusing everything because “i wasn’t hungry” and my sister catched on and started mocking me for wanting to me skinny. It made me feel like i was a wannarexic, and that it was just a short teenage phase. especially because i hadn’t lost so much weight at that point. Now i wanna get so bad i have to go to the hospital so that she can feel bad.

Also if you wanna be moots ill gladly follow back🙏🙏

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You know It’s getting bad when you no longer want to be skinny but instead you want to look sick.

eitherwayilose

extremely beautiful poem by @angelicxandxpure2 🩷🩷

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poetryforthestarved on instagram

Im crying im so fucking hungry its not even funny😔

Not so sound pathetic but idk why i am still alive.

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Doing a 48 hour fast i am determined to try.

My mom was crying to me about how worried she was because i look “soo skinny” suddenly and i look “so bony” in the face and i was secretly holding in tears of joy. All the hard work ive endured has paid off😸😸