Fat, Drunk and Unhappy

... is no way to go through life. This is to document my transformation in life. Major changes are needed to help me mentally and professionally.

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Realist thing I’ve read in a while

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Weigh in 323lbs 6/17/18

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What an amazing movie and a terrific human being. Never fully appreciated him until seeing this. Must see!

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Reblog if you use Tumblr and are over the age of 30.

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Weigh in 323 6/10/18 Starting 380 2/10/18

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Month 4 (Nervous)

Today marks my 4th month on my fitness journey and so far I have lost 50+ lbs. However this is the first time that I have actually lost my motivation for the gym. I haven’t been in the pool in over a week and I’m getting nervous that I won’t get back in. Ive told so many people that I’m going to do this Alcatraz swim that it would be hard not do it. It actually kinda scares me that my mind can go from super motivated to lazy af in the course of a few days. Seems to be the pattern in my life. The only thing that’s saving me is counting calories. I’m so close to getting under 300lbs and I don’t want to quit now.

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Wish I got more posts from the people I follow about their weight loss journey opposed to reblogs. I like hearing about everyone’s victories and struggles. Would love to know more. Hit me up if you feel the same

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Weigh in 324 6/3/18

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“This is 50”

Just hit the 50 lbs mark this past week. 52 to be exact and 45 of that coming from the past 3 1/2 months. Can’t get to excited since I still have another 100 to go.

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Weigh in 5/28/18 328

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Lake Tahoe

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Just had a Beyond Burger (veggie). Honestly couldn’t tell it wasn’t beef. Probably helped that it had a cup of guacamole on it.

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Story of my life. People always surprised at how quick I am for my size. One day I want them to just comment how quick I am in general without the size part.

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my dash is dead (again)!

hello! you know the situation is dire when the two (2!!) meme accounts you follow out of 350 blogs are dominating your entire dash!

PLEASE REBLOG, FOLLOW, LIKE, WHATEVER IF YOU…

-run a fitblr

-are on a weight loss, weight gain, healthy living, etc journey

-post lots of inspo! (good food, workout pics, cute workout clothes, tips, update posts, anything like that!)

i love this community and i know you’re out there! help me find you!

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Sometimes you have to say f it and get what you want

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Best score I’ve had so far. Sleep apnea can suck it

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Just swam my first mile since signing up for personal training sessions with Claire. Shaved 2 mins off my total time. Was able to swim 300 without stopping. Definitely could have gone longer though.