i am a nonperson.

i had seen birth and death but thought they were different.   /   ind oc.

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Damaris Goddrie by Karim Sadli

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Damaris Goddrie photographed by Hasse Nielsen for Mixte Magazine Fall / Winter 2018

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W. Strempler, 2017

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Damaris Goddrie by Marc de Groot 

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starters from the 1864 dostoyevsky novella, NOTES FROM THE UNDERGROUND

“i say let the world go to hell, but i shall always have my tea.”

“i swear to you that to be overly conscious is a sickness.”

“to love is to suffer and there can be no love otherwise.”

“it is in despair that we find the most acute pleasure.”

“the less you can understand, the more it hurts.”

“i love.”

“whether it’s good or bad, it is sometimes very pleasant, too, to smash things.”

“i’ve never been a coward at heart, although i’ve always been a coward in action.”

“that’s not what i call free will.”

“i often looked at myself with furious discontent, which verged on loathing, and so i inwardly attributed the same feeling to everyone.”

“i tell you solemnly, that i have many times tried to become an insect.”

“now answer me, sincerely, honestly: who lives past forty? i’ll tell you who does: fools and scoundrels.”

“i’ll go this minute!”

“man is stupid, you know, phenomenally stupid.”

“i am a sick man.”

“i am a spiteful man.”

“i’m bored and i constantly do nothing.”

“the best definition of man is: a being that goes on two legs and is ungrateful.”

“i am alone and they are everyone.”

“that’s virginity, to be sure!”

“i want peace.”

“i know that i am a blackguard, a scoundrel, an egoist, a sluggard.”

“which is better?”

“we have an infinite supply of information and yet we cannot read.”

“do not fear.”

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i wanna redo this blog and change echo’s fc to d/amaris g/oddrie .. the One True echo

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I just wanna paint your toes

and in the morning kiss your nose

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Damaris Goddrie photographed by Amy Troost for Levi’s Fall / Winter 2018

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Chris Marker - La Jetée (1962)

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Hanezu 2011 ‘Hanezu no tsuki’ Directed by Naomi Kawase

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‘A Place of Eternal Peace’

Ashikaga, Tochigi Prefecture

5/10/17

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Nice earrings. Thanks. Made ‘em myself.

Sorry to Bother You (2018) dir. Boots Riley

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