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Alexia Polter. level 5.

[wbuchase-deactivated20160713]

But you’re the judge. Can’t you use your power to work around that?

[fjc-alexia]

You just have to impress me like the gentleman you are. We don't tell the secrets around here.

[queendellatora-deactivated20150]

Thank you… Can we talk about something else? I need to get my mind off of everything…

[fjc-alexia]

Okay, sure.. Look, I can see that you're one girl that cares about fashion, right? So I brought some magazines with me, because I need someone to help me with finding the perfect dress for my uncle's wedding. I haven't seen many of them in a while, so I want to impress them. Are you the right person to ask?

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

Why must he be dead though? How can he be dead? No one had ever died on those missions.

[fjc-alexia]

No, I know, but I guess it's a first thing for everything.. And honestly, he didn't deserve it. No one deserves to die like that. I think there's no explaination on why and how he was the one.

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

I know he did. I was half-drunk when I said all that stuff. I still hate it that my last words to him was telling him I don’t want to be around him.

[fjc-alexia]

There's nothing you can do about it, but you shouldn't go around and have resentment over it. You didn't mean it, and he knew it. Trust me.

[queendellatora-deactivated20150]

I know there’s nothing else for me to do. And besides, it’s not like they’re letting me leave this room anytime soon.

[fjc-alexia]

Well, I'm here now. I mean, I just don't know why I came here, but if you need, I can talk with you. We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to either.

[queendellatora-deactivated20150]

Well it’s not like there’s nothing else for me to do.

[fjc-alexia]

You don't think it is?

[piperhudsonhi]

It’s fine. He was the best guy. He was sweet and caring and incredibly kind and he didn’t deserve it at all. Life isn’t fair.

[fjc-alexia]

He was, from all I knew of him, he was truly that. And no, life isn't fair, it never have been or will never be. But no matter what happens, I want you to know, that I'm here if you need it.

[queendellatora-deactivated20150]

Whatever. You can go now.

[fjc-alexia]

You think it's going to be better to shut it all in yourself and be all alone?

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

I talked to him. I talked to him the day before the mission and I wasn’t the kindest person. God, you never know when a moment with someone could be the last.

[fjc-alexia]

I were drinking with him the last night.. But Thalia, I'm pretty sure he knew that you cared for him, even though you said stuff to him.

[queendellatora-deactivated20150]

Don’t look at me.

[fjc-alexia]

I'm sorry, I've just heard what happened.. 

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

It’s… it’s complicated. Like, he dated my friend and then they broke up and I was supposed to hate him but never did and then I dated his best friend and we got closer and then we broke up and I tried to stay away from him… anyway, he was a good guy. He was a great guy and he didn’t deseve to die.

[fjc-alexia]

Everything seems complicated, doesn't it? Yeah.. He was a great guy. Gosh, I can't believe his.. dead and I actually just went through the weekend like nothing's happend with anyone at all.

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

There has been no official announcement but the word has been all over the older levels. It’s only logical you didn’t know if you didn’t speak to anyone.

[fjc-alexia]

Well, then.. I'm sorry? Did you know him well?

[piperhudsonhi]

I just can’t believe he’s actually gone. It doesn’t make sense.

[fjc-alexia]

I feel like an ass now, you're Levi's sister, right? I'm so sorry, I didn't know. And honestly, no. It doesn't make sense, it's not supposed to make any sense. But he didn't deserve it, okay? He was a good guy.

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

That’s all you have to say?

[fjc-alexia]

What do you want me to say? I don't know what to say, or do, because I just got to hear this.. Two days after it happened. I'm kind of lost out of it.

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

People don’t make mistakes when it comes to dead persons. He’s really gone.

[fjc-alexia]

Well.. I guess that explains why he didn't show up for practice then..

[piperhudsonhi]

Really? Because this pit in my stomach feels pretty permanent. He was my only friend. He was the only one who I even talked to at this godforsaken school.

[fjc-alexia]

Listen, I don't really know you, I've just seen you in the corridors and stuff, but I know how it feels. It seems impossible to live without that person, and you feel empty inside, but I'm telling you the truth. I'm a living proof. It sucks but I know.

[thaliabelcourt-deactivated20141]

Levi. Levi Hudson. He was a known face around the school.

[fjc-alexia]

Levi? No. I'm pretty sure it's not him, are you sure? People can make mistakes often.