&&. EXITS

&. – i'm sorry if i seem uninterested, or i'm not listenin' or i'm indifferent – truly, i ain't got no business here, but since my friends are here, i just came to kick it, but really i would rather be at home all by myself – not in this room with people who don't even care. [ var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5032100"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "http://s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.body.appendChild(fhs);document.write(""); – var fhsh = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id_h = "2987165"; fhsh.src = "http://s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocount.php?site="+fhs_id_h+"&name=&a=1"; document.body.appendChild(fhsh);document.write(""); ]

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wtfhchris

“As much as I appreciate the offer, I highly doubt there’s any other way things could get easier. An injury means I can’t do a lot of things and I’d be benched.”

You can highly doubt it all you want, Mister, but I know ways!! As long as I’m involved, you’re not purposely getting yourself injured – no matter how much you want to be benched – because that’s just daft!!

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drew-fields-af

You can still come cuddle her whenever you want. 

I’ll keep that in mind!! Unless you’re joking with me again...

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drew-fields-af

Of course I am. Lox is my baby, and i’m not giving her up that easy. 

That’s just mean of you!!

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drew-fields-af

You can do a lot more than cuddle her – You can have her. 

You’re joking, right?

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wtfhchris

“Hey, it was worth a shot. I’m just getting sick of staying up until two in the morning studying just to get woken up at six again to work out before class. I was five minutes late to the work out room and my dad made me do fifty push ups as punishment for it.”

I can’t fault you for trying! Oh, I’m so sorry – if there is anything I can do to help, let me know... I’m sure I could come up with something to make things a little easier for you – fifty push-ups for being five minutes late is rough.

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drew-fields-af

Lox is being a needy pup today. She insists that I carry her everywhere, and if I put her down all she does is whine until I pick her up again. 

Oh my goodness, how adorable! Can I give her a cuddle?

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lbrmalia

“I’m getting real fucking tired of teachers rambling about ‘college’ and ‘the real world’, like I get it, I’m a senior –– I’m leaving soon. You don’t have to repeat it every god damn day.”

I don’t think they’re aware that we’ve got the message.

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wtfhchris

“I know this is gonna sound crazy and you’re probably gonna just say no but if I paid you, like, a grand, would you smash my knee with a sledgehammer?”

Don’t be silly, I would never!! Is everything okay?

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okay woah i would have posted this sooner but i got distracted by antm ngl!! but yes hello there precious fairies i am ella and you all have to be my friends because you’re probs super cool im sorry i didnt make the rules!! here is my baby jasper and i really hope you’ll look after her because she’s precious af ok i really want to plot with as many people as i can so if ur down hmu or like this or just wait bc i’ll prbably message u at some point ngl!! okay so here is a bit about my cupcake:

personality wise, she’s sweet af, even if she is a plastic!! sometimes her sweetness can come across as over the top and fake (maybe) but it’s never intentional, she’s genuinely such a kind hearted person its a bit gross!! she’ll go out of her way, even if it kills her, to help other people and she just loves people?? um she’s a bit jumpy though so if you ever jump at her or make her scared, she’ll probably just cry for ages like a little puppy it’s really sad but yess

she is really gullible and it’s super easy to take advantage of her to be honest, but she never realizes when someone is walking all over her so she just lets it happen like ok sure even if she hates it bc she doesnt like upsetting people!! if she upsets someone she’s a mess for days like she feels so gUILTY even if they forgive her, like she’ll bring boxes of chocolates and apology cards and just a bunch of random shit

uM she’s a bit of a party animal in a way?? but she likes knowing where she is if that makes sense so if she’s taken to a street she doesn’t know she’ll freak out and just not want to do it, it has to be in a place she knows how to get home from and if its too far she’ll not bother (you will find out why further down pls)!! tho if she’s in her element she’ll drink and smoke and is crazy fun to be with (at least she thinks she is) and she loses that crazy paranoid side of her for a few moments!! 

basically she’s a schizophrenic (i will play this the best i can, if i make mistakes im v sorry), so she hears things that arent there and sees things that dont exist and this is the majority of the reason why she is very jumpy?? and she always panics because she doesnt know if the people she is seeing are real are not sometimes

BACKSTORY !!

sO when she was a child, like around five years old, her parents locked the doors and left jaspar alone in her house whilst she was sleeping. so she woke up and was completely clueless as to what had happened and didnt even realize she was home alone for several hours!! then a few days later she began to wonder where they were and was getting hungry, only nibbling on things she took guiltily from the cupboard... eventually she realized that they were gone for good and she spent several months in the home on her own, surviving off the food they had left and keeping herself company with her imaginary friends

she began to live her life this way, thinking that this was forever, so when food ran out, she would sneak out through the cat flap and steal food from her neighbours (without them knowing) before hiding back in her house. 

eventually repossession men arrived at the house (bc bills weren;t being paid) and realized that this little girl had been left and was surviving by herself

from here she was thrown into the foster system, where she began to show signs of her paranoid behaviour, though it was dismissed for several years until they couldn’t ignore it any more, due to her outburst (oops) basically, she was having a severe episode and it resulted in her setting the home alight, burning it to the ground (fortunately no serious injuries are death came from this)

so she was sent to a psychiatric ward, were she was prodded and poked by nurses, somewhat abused by a few of them (because she was fragile and they could), until she turned fifteen, where she was finally allowed to leave... as long as she agreed to take medication regularly!! which she was like heck ya i want to get out of here you all suck

from there she ended up living in one of those youth hostel type of places?? like it had rooms for them to sleep in and food was provided and there was a woman who owned the place and made sure the kids went to school and things like that they just earned their upkeep by helping keep thing place clean and doing different jobs depending on age

jaspar finally found a small apartment to live in (maybe w/ a roommate???) at the age of seventeen and has been living there since !! earning money by selling paintings she does and by working in a bookstore (which nobody knows about like she tries to come off like she has money without working if she can except maybe a co-worker or something??) and yes !! 

she’s a v damaged child and i know her backstory is very dramatic but i like to fuck up my characters y’know lmao cries a bit so uh yesss pLS come and plot w/ me !!!