𝓕𝓵𝓮𝓾𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮₊˚⊹♡

"They say I'm wastin' time, they say that I'm no good Summer of my life, not doin' what I should Call me poison ivy 'cause I'm far from good But pretty from afar, like a dark star"

[fleurettedollie]

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Hii

I'm Fleurette Dollie <3

I'm 8teen & Bi

This blog isn't much I'm usually on here to rant and let out my rage ;;

it's a personal diary for all of you to see I guess!!!

I love cinema and music and ballet and have an unhealthy obsession with fashion!

I hope you enjoy my blog even tho I don't post much

✩°｡🧸𓏲⋆.🧺𖦹 ₊˚

[loveyladyfingers07]

[pinklipglitter]

[fleurettedollie]

"You'll live a long time yet Catherine. An eternity without me. You will look into the faces of passersby hoping for something that will for an instant bring me back to you. You will find moonlit nights, strangely empty because when you call my name through them there will be no answer. Always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful consolation that you did a brave thing."

[fleurettedollie]

It’s always “Is it better to speak or to die?” never; “We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything - what a waste!”

[addict3dangel]

[divinity-in-motion]

[softva]

will i ever be satisfied at the rainbow’s end?

[fleurettedollie]

thunder by lana del rey was literally written about me

[lubambigirl]

[fleurettedollie]

we don’t talk about her

[fleurettedollie]

“Eyes Without a Face” by billy Idol is the acceptance and hurt that comes with standing firm on your decision to let go for your own good even when you don’t want to, there isn’t any love left to go back to.

[kissekatt228]

[fleurettedollie]

no revenge no anger I am done pouring my energy into what isn't meant for me, letting go is an act of love I am willing to offer to myself and no one else.

[ju6iter]

[fleurettedollie]

I cannot spend my whole life chasing something that isn't meant for me so instead I'll let you go, If I don't start living my life for me now then when will I?

[undeadramblings]

please just let me go

[fleurettedollie]

how it feels to still grieve a version of someone you once loved that is long gone despite them still being there

[fleurettedollie]

California Dreamin' is THE crashout song

[fleurettedollie]

Disclaimer: This isn’t a love story about age gaps—I was taken advantage of and I’m still healing. Just a little rant <3

When I was sixteen I had a bf who was five years older than me, I remember this conversation I had with him once; I had been wanting to try this new vanilla milkshake that was added to the menu of a restaurant me and him would usually get food from but I couldn't go try it cuz I was grounded and I hadn't seen him for a week cuz he was busy working but it was really close to his workplace and I had found out he had tried it without me..of course me being me at sixteen I was jealous he had tried it before me, I mean he doesn't even like sweets why would he go and try it to try and tick me off? I figured he was teasing me back then and just let it slide but I was so curious to how it tasted and when I asked him his reply was: "as sweet as you, sweet like cinnamon" and I laughed it off because I knew he was referencing the song Radio by Lana Del Rey because he knew how much I loved it, but till this day I remember how stupid I thought he was to think the lyrics "sweet like cinnamon" meant something actually sweet, in the song Lana says her life is now sweet like cinnamon after chasing the American dream but in reality pure cinnamon is never sweet, in fact pure cinnamon is strong in taste and could burn to swallow yet its commonly referred to as "sweet" when in reality it isn't, its a metaphor for something thats perceived as sweet but never was unless mixed with sugar, it's something that burns your lungs yet you still crave it every now and then, something that seems purely soft and gentle when in reality it isn't, and back then I felt like thats how our love was, to me at least since I was the younger one but still; I'll never forget the moment I realized how simple things seemed to him when to me everything carried a deeper meaning, and how even though I was getting hurt by this so called "love" he showed I still craved seeing him every weekend.