"Even if we're apart, that's right, we're flip sides of a constellation that runs the heavens. On noisy days and sorrowful nights, we're Gemini, attracted by each other across the sky."
Hi !! I'm Alexiel [He/Him & Kni/Knights] and this is my silly little yume side blog !!
If you want to know more about me, feel free to read my CARRD
☆ ABOUT THIS BLOG ☆
As the whole "yume side blog" thing implies, this is where I'm going to dump anything and everything yume related ❤
I will mainly post about Ensemble Stars because that's the fandom I'm currently trapped in but, in the future, I might post about different fandoms...? We'll just have to see hehe~
Oneshots, headcanons, edits, art, doodles and more~ Honestly with the power of my brainrot, you can expect all kinds of stuff in here LMAO
Overall, this blog will primarily focus on OC x Canon but there may be some sporadic self-shipping posts here and there but honestly they'd be pretty rare compared to OC x Canon... (Unless the lovemailing kicks in... Then expect an influx of self-shipping posts LMFAO)
This blog is very self-indulgent to me so... Yeah !! If you wanna chat or even ramble to me about your own yume ships/OCs/etc, feel free to do so ❤ I love hearing about other people's stuff !! :D
I saw @yumestars' ask/answer post about touring with unit members but I couldn't reblog the original post with a video auhifhuiafhua
but their post reminded me of this edit I made ages ago with Elira but i lost the original file- So all I got is a crunchy downloaded ver. from twitter instead LMFAO
Pairing : Izumi Sena x OC
Genre : Fluff
Word Count : 1,058
Summary : Love is a powerful feeling that encompasses one's heart in a warm, gentle embrace. However, to someone like Elira, it's a confusing part of life she didn't get to experience yet... Or is that truly the case?
The moment you realize you're in love, the world will open up to you in all its glory, and its beauty shall envelop your soul in a tender embrace.
Elira’s not a genius. Far from it actually.
Sure, academically, she’s smart and yes she’s knowledgeable in a lot of things, but compared to geniuses like Leo Tsukinaga, Elira would tell you that she’s average at best.
Ever since becoming close friends with the eccentric composer, Elira always wondered how he was able to constantly compose. Inspiration, to her, comes in waves like the ocean; one moment it surges through her very being and the next it’s gone, leaving a barren wasteland for her to travel in solitude.
Elira’s inspiration tends to stem from her experiences, which was why a lot of her songs had a dash of sadness, melancholy, despair and sometimes, even a hint of frustration. No matter how badly she wanted to write a happy song, her past would always come back to haunt her. As if taunting her, like a hunter toying with its prey. That’s why she could never seem to wrap her head around the infinite pool of inspiration that Leo has seemingly tapped into.
“Inspiration is everywhere, wahaha~☆ Just find your muse and the symphony shall resound throughout the cosmos~♪” was what Leo proclaimed.
Ah, a muse; such as Emilie Flöge to Gustav Klimt and Elizabeth Siddal to Dante Rossetti. The power love has on an artist is a sight to behold yet, it’s a rather difficult thing to find in the first place.
Love is not some kind of mathematical equation where you solve for “x”, nor is it a scientific methodology where you can combine elements to create a whole new compound. It’s something arbitrary. Intangible. Beyond logic and reasoning and in the realm of irrationality. Elira knows that, which was why she accepted the fact that she’ll never reach Leo’s level.
Leo, who’s known to give out his love to everyone and everything, unironically knows more about love than Elira, even if he doesn’t realize it himself. So it’s no wonder why his mind is constantly filled with melodies. Elira knows she’ll never get to experience that opera, but at least she can enjoy her local theater.
Though, as time passed, a subtlety started to plague Elira.
It started off with short beats that she would click her pen to while doing paperwork, followed by simple tunes she would hum while walking down the hallway. Unbeknownst to her, this was all due to a certain someone.
The gentle strumming of a harp envelops her mind when watching him practice. The victorious sound of trumpets resounding in her ears after watching him perform another successful live. A playful piano tune encompassing her very soul every time she teases him. They were all faint, so quiet in fact that Elira initially didn’t notice them, but once she did, they seemingly never left.
Each melody was different, Elira would even argue that they were unique to the situation. It was strange and even nerve-wracking to Elira, who never experienced something like this before. It scared her because she didn’t know what was happening.
In the realm of the unknown, you never know what’s going to happen next. It’s difficult to predict, to estimate and to hypothesize as there’s no basis of reality. For someone like Elira, who hasn’t fully experienced this world, it’s a confusing dimension to traverse.
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ───
That day was a winter wonderland as snowflakes danced across the air and fluttered down towards the earth. Elira and Izumi planned to hang out together as school was off for the Christmas holidays. Packing her camera, a small notebook, and other necessities in her small backpack, Elira made her way to their meeting location.
When it comes to their hangouts, Elira would always end up arriving early as she couldn’t help but feel excited every time. The way her heart always raced at the thought of being with him was, once again, brushed to the side as she claims that she was merely glad to see a friend outside of school and business purposes.
Thankfully Izumi was on time, he always was, and this made sense since he was very nitpicky about it when it comes to work. Elira’s just glad that their time wouldn’t be cut short, even if it’s by a few minutes.
As they chatted with one another, while they visited stores and cafes alike, Elira felt the sudden need to take candid shots of the model. This may have started out as a habit, due to all the casual photoshoots the pair did, but for some reason, Elira could never fight against it. A warm feeling would spread throughout her chest as she reviewed the photos in her camera roll; a soft smile forming on her lips.
Looking through the various pictures, all the while listening to Izumi rant about Leo vandalizing the studio walls… Again… Elira’s eyes landed on a particular photograph causing her to stop scrolling.
“Izu look!” Elira exclaimed happily, immediately cutting off the silver-haired idol’s rant, but before he could even scold her, Elira stopped dead in her tracks and turned the screen towards him.
“Hm? You’re actually getting better. Of course that’s not a surprise, being my photographer helped you improve this quickly, after all~♪” Izumi praised, in a roundabout way of course, causing a light giggle to escape Elira’s lips as she looked up with a smile plastered on her face, but the moment she did, she froze.
Izumi’s expression was a pinch softer than his usual demeanor. Those who aren’t familiar with him wouldn’t be able to notice how his eyes weren’t as sharp as they normally were, how the corners of his lips were slightly raised into a subtle smile or how his face was angled slightly lower to where he wasn’t looking down as smugly as usual.
At that very moment, an orchestra completely enveloped Elira’s senses. Melodies accompanied by harmonies paired with beautiful chord progressions and subtle ostinatos; strings, percussion, brass and woodwinds alike all came together in unity to play a truly beautiful score. It was a piece filled with so many emotions, causing Elira’s heart to beat rapidly, her freckled cheeks burning a light shade of red, and a warmth engulfing her completely.
This was a symphony that must be written down. A score that shouldn’t be lost in the realm of intangibility. The world needs to hear this masterpie-
If you can’t sleep, just imagine your f/o next to you. Their hands wrapping around you in a bear hug under the covers, pulling you closer to let you bury your face in their neck. You could feel the rise and fall of their chest as they breathed slowly, the warmth from them enveloping you. It was comforting, all the thoughts in your head getting fuzzy as their heartbeat lulls you to sleep.
You're lying in bed, cuddled up to your f/o, barely awake, listening to the soft sounds of their breathing.
You've almost drifted off when you feel movement on your upper back. You think nothing of it-
Until you start making out that the movement is them drawing letters onto you with a finger. After a few minutes more, you finally put the puzzle together.
As a way to silently and lovingly call you theirs, as an invisible tattoo, they write their name on you.
Wearing matching outfits with your f/o, maybe they picked out the outfits, or it was you who chose what to wear. Regardless of who it was though, both of you look absolutely adorable together! It's something your f/o thinks that you two should do it more often~
Article of Faith and Starlight Parade are literally my 2 comfort Enstars songs cuz like-
The lyrics to Article of Faith gives me a sense of hope like everything will be ok no matter what happens and to keep my head up high while moving forward, you're never alone and all that jazz 🥺 Plus the song as a whole (like the instrumental, melodies n stuff) also gives that sense of hope to me too ue ue ue
and in Starlight Parade they all sound sooo soft and awoaghhhh it tugs at my heart strings in a /pos way especially during the chorus- Like the instrumental combined with their voices are just AAAAAAA I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCHHH plus Eichi and Leo's "Fwoo~!" in the end of the full version is so :(( 💕
It's almost a blessing that idols have lots of merch, even if it's not much, it's almost like a small part of them that you could bring anywhere. Of course, when your f/o finds out about your small collection... you'll be sure to see that they'll try to add their own brand of specialness to it, just for you~
You've probably considered it a few times but imagine cheering on your f/o during one of their lives. They probably heard you mention attending them or noticed how you would wait in advance to simply get the chance to purchase, and it continues to linger in their mind. Once your f/o is on their stage, it doesn't matter where you're seated, their eyes scan the crowd looking for you. When they do see you waving that glowstick, it only drives them to do their best on their performance.
Imagine during a a pretty busy week in the office, everyone's running around trying to keep up to their schedules that you started staying up late. Maybe you even ended up sleeping at your desk... which isn't a great feeling at all. Though when your eyes flutter open the next morning, you see your f/o leaning right beside you. They lay down in front of you the tray of breakfast they brought, thanking you for the good work you've been doing. And, if you still need more energy then you can make sure that you don't have to get up from your chair. They'll get that coffee for you.
"Just go on and eat, take it easy, alright?"
