Prior to Massaās visit, he gave me a list of tasks/expectations. I spent weeks preparing for his arrival. At first, the list seemed daunting; however, as his arrival got closer my excitement grew. These tasks were no longer obligations, but joyful acts that I knew would please my Massa. The following is my list:
Tasks to do before Massaās arrival
Practice getting into the passenger side of my car, leaning over and down and practicing sucking on a cucumber. (Start this task at least one prior to Massaās arrival.)
Research and learn about massage techniques for the lower back and legs.
Make there is a small rug or carpet piece placed near the entryway of my apartment.
Make sure my nigger box and ass are waxed or sugared a few days prior to Massaās arrival.
Make sure my car is thoroughly cleaned prior to Massaās arrival.
Make sure my apartment is thoroughly cleaned prior to Massaās arrival.
Make to have at least two markers available.
Make sure to have unscented candles
Buy additional space heater
Buy more blankets (slaves sleep on the floor)
Advance visit to the strip club Massa wanted to go to
Bread (Buttermilk, if available)
Make sure to have bottles of Sprite in the refrigerator for Massa. (6 or 12-pack)
Pistachio from Trader Joeās
Massaās visit was unlike anything I could have ever imagined. My entire drive was about pleasing him. I became a docile nigger slave. I cooked when he told me to cook. I cleaned when he told me to clean. I caressed his back when he asked. I kissed his feet when told me to. I was his footstool when he need one. I was quiet when I was told to shut-up. I ate when he told me to ā I ate what he ordered for me. Ā I was his amusement. I was his fuck toy. He used me. He humiliated me. He degraded me. He made me cry. And I loved every single second we were together. The morning he was to leave, I had a pit in my stomach. I knew our time together was almost up and I was not ready for it to end. Above all Massa enjoys obedience and submission. He rarely, if at all, wants to force a cunt to please him. However, a cunt who willing obeys and submits to humiliation, degradation, and pain is what arouses him. The following is a list of acts I submitted to for Massaās pleasure. I thoroughly enjoyed EVERYTHING on this list. As I wrote the following list I was surprised by my behavior, but I understand what pleases Massa ā my obedience and my submission. All I ever want or need is to please Massa.
He grabbed my ass and nigger box in the airport to remind me that I was owned.
In the car, he commanded me to take my udders out; he proceeded to slap, twist, and pull my udders during the dive home.
Once home, he commanded me to strip naked and kneel on a small rug awaiting his inspection. He was preparing to purchase his nigger slave.
Massa paid $10 for his slave. He gave me five $2 bills. One bill purchased my mouth (bill stuffed in my mouth), one bill purchased my udders (billed taped to my udders), one bill purchased my nigger box (bill forced inside my box), one bill purchased my ass (bill stuffed in my ass), and the final bill purchased my soul.
Massa mounted and fucked me bareback several times.
Massa fucked my throat and made me gag and choke.
Massa commanded me to tongued is ass.
Massa commanded me to suck his cock.
Massa came on my face and in my nigger box
Massa tortured my udders; he slapped them. He clamped them with clothespins. He beat them with a riding crop.
Massa beat my ass, my nigger box, my back, and my thighs with a riding crop.
Massa spanked my ass, my nigger box, my back, and my thighs with a paddle.
Massa spit in my face multiple times while fucking me.
Massa spit in my face after I tongued his ass.
Massa made me edge at a restaurant.
Massa made me sleep on the floor.
Massa made me eat on the floor like a dog.
Massa pissed on me while I was lying in my bed on the floor.
Massa commanded me to kneel on the bathroom floor and then pissed on me.
Massa commanded me to kneel in the bathtub and then pissed on.
Massa commanded me to twerk for his amusement.
Massa slapped my face for his pleasure and amusement.
Massa slapped my face as punishment for disobeying.
Massa kicked my nigger box as punishment for disobeying.
I canāt wait for his next visit.