WakeUpYou'reAlive.

Sarah Louise Rennie, 26. Suffering from Rheumatoid Arthritis, Auto-immune Hepatitis and Borderline Personality Disorder. Writing is the only thing that helps me. The Used & Taking Back Sunday are my saviour. Follow and I'll follow back C:

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

You alright? Not seen you post for a while and used to enjoy your stuff

If you give me your username I'll follow you on my new tumblr 😊

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

Favorite song?

Well I mean it’s gotta be between Bullets new song Knives! FINALLY they are heading back to their roots! I can’t wait to see them for a fifth time in November I was up early buying my tickets today!!! AND Make Them Suffers new song Contraband because that Courtney LaPlante feature is on a whole other level! 😍

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

as much as i love the new blog and enjoy seeing you happy i really miss this one you helped so many people including me with your recovery and mental health story :(

Aww, well thank you that means a lot tbh saying that I was potentially helping people. I mean if you want to know how I’m doing with recovery and my mental health I’ll definitely try add it in I just wanted a clean slate with my new life now 😊

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

Just to make clear again I WON’T be giving out my other Tumblr to people who ask for it anonymously. I’ve had four anonymous asks now asking for it when I’ve already stated if you want it to follow me on then message me and I’ll happily give you it.

I will say though it’s a bit different from this Tumblr it’s more focused on my day to day life, mainly photos of what me and my boyfriend get up to when he’s not working. There is still some mental health and addiction recovery updates and posts but not as much due to me finally being where I want to be in life and looking to the future now.

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

So, for those who follow me and know my OTHER Tumblr where I have been posting more about my life and personal stuff recently then continue following that one as I won’t be using this one anymore. This Tumblr used to be my outlet and personal place to go but since it’s been confirmed my creepy ass ex is now stalking this Tumblr and been sending weird asks I’ve stopped (it doesn’t even surprise me in the slightest since he done it last year on Facebook creating a fake profile which was SO fucking obvious). Clearly he’s not into his new girlfriend that much HA!

If anyone doesn’t know my other Tumblr where I post a lot more photos and stuff then message me and I’ll give you it, I will NOT be giving it out to any anonymous asks. 

[thecatsmustbecrazy]

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

Feel super flattered that people still feel the need to creepily stalk me on this, sorry babe but you’re not my type and never was LOL. Pretty sure your new girlfriend wouldn’t like to hear you’re still keeping tabs on me 😂

#movedontobiggerthings

[forthehungryboy]

You know when people say “I watched this movie because you talked about it” or “I’ve been listening to this artist because I know you like it”, tenderness

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

C. B 😏😍💗

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

Make me a coffee cheers!

Cheeky wee cunt, are you disabled? 😂

More like where’s ma tea? 😂💗

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

Literally what my ex used to do to me ALL the time, it was honestly disgusting and I dread to think of some of the things that could have happened to me.

[quotesincontinuum]

““She kisses my scars and I create new ones for her.””

— CJ Roberts ~ Seduced In The Dark

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

Loving my life SO much! 💗

[steineckert]

x

[llleighsmith]

love is literally the whole point

[yungdonr]

skin to skin cuddling is top tier

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

If you had to be drunk to be with someone then why didn’t you just leave them?

Because he basically made me think I wouldn’t get any better. He’d always say how he was the best at everything and the best boyfriend I’ve ever had when he absolutely wasn’t. He was so egotistic and manipulated me into believing I wasn’t good enough for anything else but him. My biggest regret was even saying yes to him to going out with him in the first place because I didn’t fancy him at all (I’ve never fancied him) but he seemed like a “nice” person and portrayed himself as so caring but guess I was fooled. Just so glad that’s all gone and in the past now and I’m so much happier with where I am in life now it honestly amazing me how much your eyes open after you’re away from such toxicity. Not to sound egotistic myself but it baffles me how someone who looked like him treated me like shit 😂