ria

ria - she/her - pro recovery, just not for me rn HW: 178lbs | CW: 148lbs | GW1: 138lbs | GW2: 129lbs | GW3: 120lbs | UGW: 113lbs

[flkana]

i hate ana representation online because it’s only with GIRLS that are UNDERWEIGHT. like those girls must’ve had an ED for a long time to get that thin, why not show how to spot it BEFORE it gets that bad? like i get away with all ed stuff because im big, and people just assume im on a diet. on a diet where i starve 5/7 days a week and eat under 970 cal a week, of which most are liquid cal

i never knew i would get so bad

now i can’t eat anything without thinking i’m gonna gain, even if it’s diet food i just can’t, cant stomach it

also don’t forget all the people out there struggling with ED thinking they don’t have it because they don’t fit the “ideal” weight of someone who has an ED.

[hiumiz]

today was a planned metabolism day and I ate 1066 calories, even if it’s below the minimum point of how somebody should eat to be healthy, I still feel so bad :(

[flkana]

me standing outside in the cold rain with no jacket on only pjs: i hope this burns calories

[flkana]

i’ll recover once i’m skinny ok

[flkana]

you ever wish you were sick

[flkana]

ever be in such a bad headspace that you just start being reckless?

like me walking out at late at night after a binge knowing the dangers but still doing it because in my mind it’s just “whatever happens to me, i deserve it” like i need help omg

[flkana]

anyone got tips on how to lose 2000 pounds in a minute?

[flkana]

if you say something bad about yourself and i like it, i’m not saying you’re right, i’m saying :( it’s okay

[flkana]

looking in the mirror is the worst feeling ever

[flkana]

It’s waking up in a body I hate with no way to leave,

feeling so disgusted with myself and there being nothing I can do about it

it makes me want to escape through the cuts in my skin

[flkana]

everyday that i wake up that i’m not at my goal weight is a failure

[flkana]

all i want is a thigh gap, i jus wanna see the light shining between my thighs please

[flkana]

i hate how my legs look when i fold them or sit down… they’re fuckng huge i wanna cry

[skinny-someday110]

WEIGHT LOSS CURSE

Even after eating terribly I still lost three pounds in the last three days.

Reblog and you are cursed to do the same 🙀

[flkana]

when you keep adding calories “just to be safe” and end up with 200 extra empty calories

[butterflyinthewell]

To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.

[flkana]

I finished my fast!! <3