not so peculiar

writing for therapy. sharing? caring.

[flo-cu-li-ar]

I laughed Smile on my face that barely seen I shared to the world Until the crowd disappeared You too. It's finished I came back To the quiet little universe Suffocated Alone

[flo-cu-li-ar]

Hello, water :)

I’m drowning

Fading

The surface is barely seen

I see something brown in a glance

Floating on the water

Sailing to me

Should I reach it?

But I’m drowning

The water devouring me

Touching my skin, hurting it

My lungs is half full. suffocating

But should I reach the wood?

Because I’m alone

The water is my company

Isn’t it a sacrifice?

My heart says “don’t”

Freedom is another suffocation

[flo-cu-li-ar]

how to stop procasinating?

[flo-cu-li-ar]

Me: *procrastinates with studying*

Me: *procrastinates with assessments*

Me: *procrastinates with dieting*

Me: *procrastinates with exercise*

Me: *procrastinates with sleep*

Me: *procrastinates with hobbies*

Me: *procrastinates with basically everything, even shit I WANT to do*

Me: lol i'm so busy and swamped and work so hard, I've earned a break :)

Me: *Does literally nothing*

[flo-cu-li-ar]

Between wanting and not wanting

Joy and sadness

Laugh and cry

All is uncertain

[flo-cu-li-ar]

My night time maybe not that good. But the reminder that I'd done good in the day is enough to deliver me to sleep with a smile. I don't know what forces that do so. But I'm grateful for it.

[catchymemes]

[this-is-a-job-for-vesemir]

Geralt: So what’s your type, bard?

Jaskier: Tall, muscular, white hair, dumb, yellow eyes

Geralt: That kinda sounds like me. Too bad I’m not a woman.

Jaskier: Did I mention dumb?

Geralt: Yeah

Jaskier: Okay, just making sure

[flo-cu-li-ar]

He is too naive

[incorrectwitcher]

Geralt: what's your name?

Jaskier: hired

Geralt: you're hired?

Jaskier: thank you, i am looking forward to working with you

[incorrectwitcher]

Jaskier: *playing the lute*

Geralt: do you take requests?

Jaskier: sure

Geralt: stop

[catchymemes]

[flo-cu-li-ar]

Never underestimate the power of shopping

It's the only moment I care about myself

Forget outer world

Moment of self-reflection

Do I need this?

Do I want this?

Have I repressed the feeling to buy this? For how long?

Finally I put me first

It's a relief

The smile comes back

No regrets after all

Only worry about tomorrow

The money I've spent

Yet I'm not overthinking it

Cause I know,

I've gained a lot

Of shopping

Therapy to be self-loving

Doing exactly self-caring

[thoughts-at-03am]

-e.z.

[flo-cu-li-ar]

Then tell me the way of living

[poems-and-word]

[flo-cu-li-ar]

How to avoid love 101

[flo-cu-li-ar]

They say the title of each situation is relative

The title

The genre

Depends on the attitude of its author

And in life, it's me. It's you. It's frist point of view

But they forget to tell the world, tell me

How to choose the relativity

Using psychology, maybe?

Anything that helps

Cause telling it without the mechanism

Only creates more self-blaming

Self-hatred

The failure to make the situation good

[flo-cu-li-ar]

Hey... It's me. A failure.

[flo-cu-li-ar]

Can't wait to go home. To drink all alone.