Luka ☆

red flags? like the communist one you mean?

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whats heavier

1kg of fully loving ur friends through distance

or

1kg of loving them just "enough" but closely

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living in third world is so fun

I want a home (I could get murdered for it) and a job (I could get murdered for it) and to go to places (I could get murdered for it)

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almost forgot I dont need to have everything planned and im allowed to make mistakes

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learning to be optimistic cz if I never imagine a future with anyone I dont ever have to miss them or be disappointed it never happened... but what if?

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id catch you every time

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aparently living with someone going absolutely crazy to then commit suicide during your developmental years does affect how you see the world

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i love being intellectually challenged

I wish pain wasnt so distracting

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god bless T and the ability to recognise myself in the mirror

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one would think over a decade would be enough time to get over it

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my hip deciding to dislocate mid jerk off of all times is just remus core

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14 is for going insane

15 is for losing it all

16 is for learning to live again

17 is for gaining it back

18 is for "fuck it im young"

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I dont want to be sad forever

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learning to work with the same tools that were used to terrorise me as a child cz I am not my past and I can make of anything something kinder

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patriotism is my biggest enemy except when its my country against a colonial power, in that circumstances call me fucking juan escutia

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nothing just the idea of my boyfriend meeting my mum, her thanking him in broken English and just spending days like a family where he gets to be respected and I get to tell my mum i got something good

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is it philosophy or a trauma response

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seeing other species have gender/sex variations so naturally gives me hope and pain at the same time