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Trying

Tryna be the type to water the plants, make appointments, floss, be flossin with nails done 24/7, etc.

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I want to be

I strive to be the sort of person who does this and that, but it’s Saturday night and the last thing I want to do is exercise..

But ok, fine.

This is me being the person I want to be

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On Recent Events

2016 thus far is fairly shitty, personally. My condolences to all the lost plans. I’ve discovered time travel. It’s as simple as a broken bone. I should be a hemisphere over in Korea, but instead I’ll rolling in agony on my bed. My mistake, that’s a parallel universe, I correct it. 

These mornings I’m tossing side to side, and I discover the world burning, turning on its axis like a new -disappointment of the day- agenda. A shitty spinning wheel: What will it be today? Political corruption? Citizen gunned down? Guess which state. Or- A mass massacre? How many jellybeans are in that jar?

Clearly this is not my year. But! We are only just halfway through so we’ll see how soon 2017 comes.

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All aboard the tram tram

My foot feels hotter than a spoon in soup and the tramadol is testing me with such hot flashes that the devil’s dick seems an icy pop by comparison and the only thing that will cool this worsening temperament are these words.

Good luck sleeping on a hot Friday night like this.

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Thoughts on "BERNIE BROS?"

I don't mean as an entity because 'Bernie Bros' is a non-entity that now seems to encapsulate all and any supporters the stereotype can possibly apply to. I mean as a slur. To write off all white male supporters of an opposing party is, dare I say, sexist, and racist, as exemplified in this piece, and in the original one, and echoes of the "OBAMA BOYS." If you need a little faith, here’s a nice one, and another to rinse that bad taste out of your mouth. The hashtag is clearly a disingenuous narrative meant to distract from the issues to be discussed. I can only imagine the sort of uproar that would erupt if these mystical Bernie Bros were to fire back, "HILLARY HAGS" (Disclaimer: I actually like Hillary and don't deny the outright sexism she faces, but as feminism dictates, the opposite sort of discrimination does exist.) My point is that this sort of catch-all phrase is a propagandistic, unproductive platform that only serves to derisively divide. They’re out there, call them actual bernie bros if you must, but I wouldn't call them that, I'd call them the sexist, misinformed trolls they are, unworthy of such a title. I understand the frustration all sorts of supporters have with each other, when it seems the opposing party is so dismissive of whatever beliefs one personally holds. But deal with it. To dismiss your dismissers by coining them so-and-so name is outright bigotry, prejudice in practice, and hypocritical. Now I just have to wait for someone to call me a Bernie Bitch.

[ckck]

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Equitable Life Assurance Building at Broadway and Cedar St

[youmightfindyourself]

You know the first time you fall in love? and you feel all those things you’ve never felt before? That’s the peak of a wave. When you break up, it feels awful and you think you’ll never love again. But you do and maybe its even better than the first time. So your dynamic range grows again, but it grows in both directions so you have more risk.

More to lose, but more to love.

[noodlenaddle-deactivated2018080]

[ruiueyama-blog]

ベジェ曲線をHTMLのCanvasタグを使って自分で描画してみた。上の画像はそれをGIFアニメーションにしたもの。

ベジェ曲線というとコンピュータ上で見かける滑らかな曲線の代表的なもので、3次ベジェ曲線では4つの制御点でひとつの曲線が定義される。最初と最後の制御点は始点と終点を表していて、残りの二つの点の置く場所によって曲線の向かう方向とその勢いを制御することができる。

いままでベジェ曲線の理解はあやふやだったのだけど、Wikipediaの説明を読んで自分で描画してみたら意外と簡単だった。

[trash-fuckyou]

[nevver]

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Moodier than a ring

Easily the most polarizing of the emotions love can provoke is fear; the fear of it being taken away.

Sugar is no doubt sweet, but you know dessert is meant for a treat, and then by that rare principle you gorge yourself until you’re something-teen portions in until it’s nauseating regret.

Love is the addictive drug, deliriously poisonous, but also its own antidote. I should harness it like the special potion it is instead of spilling it over everything like glitter.

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Frustration itself frustrates me, but in the moment I appreciate having feelings however fucky. It’s like that Pooh quote, “How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”

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This is my little prayer before I lay my head that all that I am stewing over be sorted out in some cathartic dream, be it a nightmare or some absurdist scenario, so long as it’s hashed out, so I shan’t recall any sour thing I felt when I wake, only tasting morning breath.

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You just Father Lathuille’s type

At Father Lathuille (1879), Edouard Manet / Show Me, Kid Ink ft. Chris Brown

[inthefuture1]

in the future you feel waves of optimism for the first time 

[superphazed]