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[flyincryindyin]

My joints ache and I’m tried all the time and it’s times like these where I hate having a chronic illness

[flyincryindyin]

Taylor Swift + Bryan Adams = Best Days of My Life

04•08•2018

[flyincryindyin]

Seeing this performed live for the very first time was 😍

04•08•2018

[flyincryindyin]

Still in disbelief that I actually got this close to miss swift

04•08•2018

[flyincryindyin]

A few of my favourite photos from an amazing night aka rep tour Toronto

04•08•2018

[tearsricochet]

inside taylor’s home 

[tiedtogetherbytaylor13]

Hi I did thing 🤘🏻

[tiedtogetherbytaylor13]

My head has been so crazy and frantic these last few weeks so sitting back and listening to that perfect few peaceful minutes was exactly what I needed @taylorswift thank you again and always 💛

[leavebeforeyoureleft]

I genuinely hate seeing people saying they’re bored inside their homes, running out of things to do, etc. My mom and I are confined to one room in our entire house because we live with someone who’s not following the social distancing or stay at home rule, we’re terrified to ever be in the same room as him, and were so so SO close to starting to go apartment hunting before this quarantine started.

If you’re safe inside your homes and don’t live with an abusive person, consider yourself blessed. Please.

And to those who are in a similar situation as my mom and I, and aren’t feeling completely safe in their own homes, I’m so sorry. I’m sorry this is happening and that you don’t feel like you can be yourself at home. I’m sorry you’re around someone who is toxic. I’m sorry you can’t walk around your house without overthinking everything. I’m sending you the biggest hug.

[flyincryindyin]

Hey girl, if you ever want to talk, you know I’m always here 💖

[catswiftt]

[tayloralison]

Wanna be with you.

[flyincryindyin]

TAYLOR SAID IM BRINGING SWIFTMAS BACK FOR ALL OF MY BITCHES THIS YEAR

[jadethepegicorn]

✨can we always be this close? @taylorswift @taylornation #LoverAtTarget

[leavebeforeyoureleft]

Yesterday on our way to the Lover party, clearly I was thriving!!!!!!!!!!!!! @taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine

[shann0n13]

I don’t wanna look at anything else now that I saw you... I only see daylight.

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@taylorswift, I know it must’ve been heart shattering to write ‘soon you’ll get better’ but thank you for being so honest and sharing yours and your families story with us.

As I listened, I cried as it brought back Khlo’s own battle with cancer. I personally have never related more to one of your songs than that one. It beautifully captured the fear and anxiety of that devastating fight.

The “you have to” in the chorus is exactly how it feels to watch someone you love battle something so brutal. When Khlo fought, our minds would go to dark places at every low point but we would always say, “she has to get better”, and the harder part would be believing that so we didn’t spiral. We had to believe with everything in us that she would get better because then we wouldn’t be able to properly be her support and bright light in her fight.

Khlo is my niece, but she’s also my best friend. And she calls me hers (I’m so honored she calls me hers). Hearing the line, “who am I supposed to talk to? what am I supposed to do? If there’s no you” absolutely broke me. Thinking of losing her when she was fighting was an inevitable dark thought that comes with that battle and I would always think, “what would I do without her? She’s our world. She’s our heart. She’s our everything.” I’m grateful every second of every single day I didn’t have to find out.

Khlo’s story had a happy ending. It wasn’t a perfect happy ending because when is life ever? It’s like Dermot Kennedy says in one of his songs, “So you want fears? We still got several. At least the killer’s dancing with the devil.” Our life was forever changed by her fight and the fears and anxieties attached to that fight never leave, but Khlo is alive, healthy, and happy and on September 23rd, she will celebrate FOUR YEARS CANCER FREE. That’s the truth that we let occupy our headspace. We can’t let cancer have a permanent grip on our life just because it once had its hands around our throats.

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So just thank you for your words, heart, art, and vulnerability to be so honest and raw about something so deeply personal. It helps. Your art always helps. We love you. Mama Swift and the entire family remain in our hearts and prayers. Give it hell.

[ultravioletafterglo]

“and i hate to make this all about me, but then who am i supposed to talk to? what am i supposed to do if there’s no you?

Thank you @taylorswift. My mom got a cancer diagnosis on Tuesday and I have been feeling so guilty for needing to talk about how I am feeling when I can’t even imagine how she is dealing with this. It’s like you have to be brave for everyone but you can’t even be brave with yourself. I wish I couldn’t relate to this song so much. I hate that I do. I’m so fucking angry at this situation. But thank you and your family for making this point of view public. It’s helping me heal as the daughter of a fighter. It’s difficult to listen to but at this moment in my life, these lyrics are the only thing that makes me feel understood and valid.

[paperringshinythings]

@taylorswift you could say I’m a little excited and had to Will Smith your album

[paperringshinythings]

@taylorswift me whenever you do anything