honestly i don’t even know how to even start writing this lol but i guess i should start with the main point - i just sent in my unfollow request to beth and i’ll be leaving famed. i’ve been here since august of 2017, so two whole years, and i’ve really fallen in love with the world beth’s created for us. i’ve made so many good friends here and i’ve developed a lot of muses and had a lot of great plots, but i think my time here has run its course. real life is starting to demand more and more of my attention, and it’s been getting harder and harder for me to write without it feeling like an obligation rather than a stress reliever. trust me, i’ve been putting this off for a few months now because i really didn’t want to leave lol i’ve grown attached to this place and it’s become a safe space for me, but all good things have to come to an end at some point. i’m sorry to all the people who are going to lose some plots because of me! i hope you understand. and to everyone in the rp, even if we haven’t talked much, i love you all! please continue to be beautiful, amazing and talented writers.
( 📲 → soo😍 ) i told you it’s stupid
( 📲 → soo😍 ) i know you love me, you’ve never done anything to warrant me questioning that
( 📲 → soo😍 ) which is exactly why this whole thing is ridiculous
( 📲 → soo😍 ) sorry for being so difficult about nothing
( 📲 → soo😍 ) i love you too
( 📲 → jagiya ) it’s not stupid. there’s nothing stupid about your feelings, don’t ever say that
( 📲 → jagiya ) you wouldn’t want me to say that how i was feeling was stupid, now would you?
( 📲 → jagiya ) don’t apologize
( 📲 → jagiya ) i’m used to you being difficult for no reason
( 📲 → jagiya ) i know
( 📲 → jagiya ) i love you more though
( 📲 → soo😍 ) nothing is wrong tho i’m just being unreasonable
( 📲 → soo😍 ) do we have to talk about it?
( 📲 → soo😍 ) this is so embarrassing… it’s so damn stupid…
( 📲 → soo😍 ) it’s just, i know how highly you think of kwan sunbaenim
( 📲 → soo😍 ) and rightfully so, he’s a great guy
( 📲 → soo😍 ) but also like completely different from me
( 📲 → soo😍 ) you could have someone like that you know
( 📲 → soo😍 ) someone better
( 📲 → jagiya ) we don’t have to, but i’d like to. i just want to know what’s wrong, babe.
( 📲 → jagiya ) oh
( 📲 → jagiya ) jagiya.. is that what this is about?
( 📲 → jagiya ) yes, he’s a great guy and i admire him and i might have had a crush on him
( 📲 → jagiya ) but i love you
( 📲 → jagiya ) you’re the only person i love and the only person i want to be with
( 📲 → jagiya ) nothing can ever change that
( 📲 → jagiya ) nothing and no one
( 📲 → soo😍 ) tbh don’t i always act like a headass
( 📲 → soo😍 ) listen i’m sorry for being such a bitch yeah let’s just drop it
( 📲 → soo😍 ) it’s stupid and petty anyway
( 📲 → jagiya ) you do, but i can tell the difference between real headassery and when something’s wrong
( 📲 → jagiya ) i don’t want to just drop it
( 📲 → jagiya ) i want to know what’s wrong
( 📲 → jagiya ) i thought we were going to stop not sharing thoughts and feelings with one another
hey guys! this is me tossing out a little plot/thread call for my boys samsoo, @fmdminki and @fmdbogeun! underneath the cut i have some ideas that i want for them, but if you don’t like any of those ideas we can still plot anyway!
SAMSOO - dimensions is really piling on their work, but soo doesn’t really mind. he thinks that, for him personally, being overworked is better than having no work, so he’ll be in grind mode for the next month. maybe some people can reach out to him on one of unity’s few off days and tell him to chill out before he ends up in the hospital again?
schedule: on august 12th unity is filming for the sporting event, so i would love some threads for that!
open to: unity, lucid, wish, fuse, 7rophy and knight
schedule: on august 22nd, unity’s performing at the soribada awards, so we can do threads for that as well!
open to: unity, wish, 7rophy, and fuse
MINKI - tbh he’s so over the whole goeun thing. he wasn’t particularly close to her, so he felt rather indifferent when she left. the fact that the whole company has to walk on eggshells because of her irritates him quite a bit. knight’s gearing up for another tour, so he’ll be a little busy with that, and he’ll be a little busy because he’s starting to focus more on writing his own music (hint hint for the future). maybe someone can be the first one to listen to a very, very, very rough draft of his first song?
schedule: on august 12th, he’ll also be doing the sporting thingy, so we can have threads for that too!
open to: knight, unity, lucid, wish, fuse and 7rophy
schedule: on august 17th, knight’s performing at kcon la, so we can have threads for that as well!
open to: knight and decipher
BOGEUN - he’s actually pretty content with life right now. alien’s continuing to blow up in korea and internationally, and he’s excited for their next world tour because he wants to see more of their fans. he’s also excited for their u.s. promotions because he wants to branch out and start reaching other audiences. he’s an attention and fame wh*re, so he’s all for expanding their fanbase if it means bringing more fame to himself alien.
schedule: on august 16th, alien’s performing at the k-world fiesta, so if your muses are gonna be there, we should thread that for them!
open to: alien, aria, fuse, 7rophy and element
( 📲 → soo😍 ) it’s nothing soo, nothing important anyway
( 📲 → soo😍 ) you had a good afternoon and that’s what matters
( 📲 → soo😍 ) i’m just being difficult
( 📲 → jagiya ) it’s something if it’s causing you to act like this
( 📲 → jagiya ) talk to me.. what’s bothering you?
( 📲 → soo😍 ) i mean you went for lunch, had a good time and i’m glad to hear idk how much more excitement is rlly required here though
( 📲 → soo😍 ) nothing is wrong
( 📲 → jagiya ) you really expect me to believe that nothing’s wrong?
( 📲 → jagiya ) i’m not stupid, i can tell when something’s bothering you. i can literally feel your frown through the phone.
“true. it’s not like we’re sneaking out to go partying or something, not that i’d be opposed to that anyway but still. watching a sunrise is harmless.” at least he and samsoo were on the same page when it came to not caring about the nagging of their manager, yul thought. it mostly just went in one ear and out the other, yul responding with a few set phrases he has prepared for such a scenario before he goes on with his life. “let’s take a photo together too, hyung,” he added. not only would angels appreciate seeing a picture of the two of them hanging out, but he also wanted to have pictures to show his brother back home what he was up to. the grip on samsoo’s arm tightened ever so slightly as he sighed, diverting his attention to the night sky instead. it was beautiful, and he wished he could enjoy this moment without the ever lingering thought of his mother. “i wish i could, i’ve already tried cutting down how much we interact as it is but it’s not that easy.” if it had been, there was no doubt in his mind that all three children would have run for the hills by now. at least he didn’t have to interact with her as much in person anymore, but he didn’t want to attempt to find out how big the fallout would be if he were to cut contact completely. “you’re the best, hyung.”
“Ah, I’m going to have to pass on that picture of the two of us. I don’t have any makeup on, I’m not really up for taking pictures.” Samsoo rarely, if ever, allowed pictures of himself to be taken without makeup on, at least not without a face mask and sunglasses. There were very rare occasions where Angels could catch him without any cosmetic products on his face, but those were few and far between. He knew that the fans loved seeing the boys bare faced, but it was just something he had never really been all that comfortable with. He barely liked letting Unity see him bare faced, but that was something he had to get used to because they were always together. He reached up to gently pat Yul’s hand when he felt his grip on his arm tighten. “I know it’s not easy, but you can’t let her keep interfering with your life like this. It’s not fair to you.” He couldn’t help but feel sympathetic towards his dongsaeng, feeling a tinge of anger towards the younger’s mother. It wasn’t fair, no definitely not. “I wouldn’t say that,” he chuckled. “I try my best.”
AS SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN apart of the idol industry for eleven years, wooshik has picked up on his fair share of hoobaenims who he took under his wing and treated as younger siblings. he didn’t go around collecting his juniors, at least not anymore, but if there was someone that he saw potential in, or something that he liked, he would make an honest effort to reach out to them and connect. prior to the scandal that had happened back in 2015, he was collecting juniors left and right, becoming known as the idol industry’s older brother, but after everything that had happened, he realized that not everyone deserved to be close to him. besides a few exceptions. samsoo was definitely an exception, and he could see a lot of himself in him. his drive and passion for performing to be specific. “what kind of senior would i be if i made you pay for your own food?” he asked, an easy smile on his face. “so tell me about yourself. what made you want to become an idol?”
It felt like no matter what Samsoo did, he couldn’t stop his face from turning red. He felt like a young teenager again, talking to someone he’d looked up to and admired for years and years. It was a surreal moment for him, and he wasn’t exactly sure how to deal with it. He didn’t know what to say or how to act, so he stayed quiet for the most part while Kwan spoke, taking in every word of what he was saying as if everything he said were law. “I guess I see your point..” He trailed off, looking down at his hands that were clasped together in front of him. “I actually just wanted to be a singer. I started off dancing when I was young, and then I started voice lessons and stuff. I joined my first label, Dimensions, when I was fourteen and I’ve been there ever since.. So for eleven years now. I started as a dance and vocal trainee, but my singing is leagues better than my dancing, and there were other trainees who were leagues better than me at dancing, so Dimensions switched me to primarily vocal.. I trained for eight years, and.. Yeah, here I am.” He smiled. “Why did you become an idol, sunbaenim?”
( 📲 → soo😍 ) is it really though?
( 📲 → soo😍 ) oh fun
( 📲 → soo😍 ) hope lunch was good
( 📲 → jagiya ) it is
( 📲 → jagiya ) it was great! we got to talk about music and work and some personal stuff and a lot of other stuff. he’s really smart and insightful and really kind, i wasn’t expecting him to be so nice. you know people say that if someone’s too nice, it’s too good to be true? he seems like a great guy on camera and through a screen, but he’s great off screen too.
( 📲 → jagiya ) you should come with us next time!
( 📲 → soo😍 ) yeah babe?
( 📲 → soo😍 ) i really got no damn clue
( 📲 → soo😍 ) but you sound like you just had lunch with the love of your life
( 📲 → soo😍 ) who you replacing me with?
( 📲 → jagiya ) he’s not the love of my life
( 📲 → jagiya ) i mean, i thought he was for a long time, but that’s besides the point
( 📲 → jagiya ) kwan sunbaenim 😊
( 📲 → oon samsoo ) aria really never disappoints
( 📲 → oon samsoo ) also wish’ dance the night away can’t be forgotten, i’ll play that song every summer for the rest of my life
( 📲 → yena ) that’s the biggest mood.
( 📲 → yena ) dance the night away is a great song. it’s perfect for the summer, but i listen to it year round.
Samsoo was known within Unity’s fandom to be a huge fan of girl groups, and while he did voice his respect and admiration of his senior boy groups and a few other guy groups who had popped up since his own debut, he mostly spoke about girl groups - especially his ultimate favorite girl group, Aria. But what many people didn’t know was that he did have a favorite boy group, and a favorite male idol. Decipher had been one of the first boy groups he had ever gotten into, and their leader, Kwan, had always been the object of Soo’s affections when it came to that group. He was definitely the younger male’s celebrity crush, had been ever since Decipher debuted, and it hadn’t waned over the years. Getting the opportunity to share a meal with him was the last thing he ever expected to happen, but there he was. “Ah, thank you for treating me to lunch, sunbaenim.. You really don’t have to, I can pay for myself.”
i’m finally back from my hiatus and i’m feeling a lot better, so i’m posting this starter call to get some threads going for samsoo, minki and bogeun! like this and i’ll get something up for our muses between today and tomorrow. if you have a specific muse of mine that you want, don’t like this, just reply with their name instead.
