FNAFpro52

Just an idiot that enjoys writing. Asexual. He/They.

[fnafpro52]

Finished first book: 27k word count

W.I.P. second book: 29k word count

I'm not sure whether to be impressed, surprised, or some secret third thing

[its-emimi]

Happy Pride month! 🌈

[fnafpro52]

This was the last character I was expecting to see during Pride Month

[totally-real-gambler-yuri]

[fnafpro52]

Yeah because Basil being crushed like a fucking watermelon wasn't silly at all

Like I know it's probably a me thing but the mandatory Basil death in Black Space had me fucking cackling

[goth-queen]

[empyreal-lore]

*looking at the OC I crafted with my own hands* what the actual hell is her problem

[fnafpro52]

God, what an asshole.

*actively writing the OC to be an asshole*

[kayvsworld]

most tragic thing about wanting to see more stuff of your oc is that the c is o and YOU have to make the stuff. devastating. why can’t art of my beautiful baby just appear in my hands. just materialize under my pillow, like from the tooth fairy

[fnafpro52]

Unfortunately, in this scenario, the first and second panels are often linked lmao

[wiltking]

having an oc you're obsessed with feels good as fuck

[fnafpro52]

Hold on, give me a moment here... uh...

One, two, three, four...

Uh, I'm counting forty-seven here.

and that's just for one SERIES of OCs

[notahorseindisguise]

imagine six thousand people read your journal every single day . thank fuck only like 10 of you max interact with me

[fnafpro52]

FUCK YOU

FOLLOWED

[luxiomahariel]

[fnafpro52]

Look man I just think that sometimes the character's relationship is more interesting and compelling when they aren't dating lol

[goth-queen]

[fnafpro52]

Okay so I was originally going to make a joke about how I can't bring myself to be unacceptable because that would require me to be potentially mean to others, but the way I was going to word it ("I'm too nice") made me feel like I was gonna potentially come across as an incel and "nice guy" so I decided to revise.

You know I feel like that proves my point about me not being able to become unacceptable lol

[gayhockeyshow]

Hey…. Hey… Characters covered in blood, okay? You remember characters covered in blood?? You used to love characters covered in blood

[fnafpro52]

*takes a quick look at my characters, all of which have probably killed at least once and some would even gleefully do it again*

Yeah... I think I do.

[brainstreams]

[fnafpro52]

Hey, you never know when a reader will fact-check you on something.

I recall that I once made the mistake of not acknowledging that a character broke the law via breaking and entering. I don't remember what exactly they said, but this one commenter asked me something relating to how the character just casually broke in and could have charges pressed against them. I was polite to them and gave some justification, but looking back on it, I wished my response had been:

"this is a fanfic. the character being charged with a crime they did commit is not important to the story. please let me write my story."

[malwarechips]

"i think", i say, about my own ocs, who i made,

[rosexknight]

“my headcanon is…” i say about the canon that i made about my own characters

[fnafpro52]

MOM! TUMBLR'S CALLING ME OUT AGAIN!

[lotusview]

"I love writing!" I say.

I was then shot 79 times

[fnafpro52]

If we're getting shot for the number of words we've written, this current draft I'm working on-

*gets shot 2580 times*

[fnafpro52]

What character type fits Blaze the Cat most? Speed, Fly, or Power?

Speed type

Fly type

Power type

Voting ended onJun 2

[fnafpro52]

Yo shout-out to the one person who voted Fly.

Didn't think anyone would vote for that one lol

Although I could see an argument for all three of these tbh

[kezibun]

Sometimes being demi-Aro and Ace sucks :/ I know it's not the same for anyone but i need to vent about how it feels to me.

Its like who needs romance when you have friendship!!! But then you slowly fall in love with your friends but you know it's not the same love the Allos feel. But it's some third unnamed love between platonic and romantic and no one understands it not even you.

And then there's the FOMO and the wanting and the feeling that something is missing and the longing for a feeling you don't have...

Sometimes you just want to be someones favourite person their everything the way they are to you but you're just not capable of giving them what they'll want to be that for you. And being exclusive friends isn't a thing.

Eventually everyone moves on without you... your friends find a partner and get married and have kids, and you don't want that but you feel like you should, because you grew up being told that's what people do. And you want to be happy for them but you just miss them... because the friendship dynamic has changed. You're now not even a second thought, your lucky if you made it to top 5 of their favourite people.

I often find myself feeling like the little mermaid, I desperately want to be a part of your world but there's no sea witch that can make me love the way the Allos do, no potion that will make me comfortable with sex.

Sure I could trade my comfort and happiness to act like I'm just like them... but it just never ends in happy ever after. At best it ends with a feeling like somethings missing... at worst a disaster.

Like drinking a drink you don't like and is actively hurting you, it's making you feel sick but everyone else ordered it, everyone else is enjoying it, your friends are enjoying it and you put in the effort to order it, so you can't send it back half finished now can you? Can you? Maybe you should? So you do... now everyone thinks you're weird because they thought you'd like the drink and now they probably hate you and you lose your Friend... maybe forever. If only you didn't go out in the first place... if only you ignored everyones suggestion, if only you didn't order the drink... if only you weren't the way you are...

[fnafpro52]

Yeah...

As an ace myself, I can relate. Especially to the whole FOMO and losing friends things. Recently graduating left me feeling... pretty lonely outside of my direct family. I only recently got into contact with an old friend of mine to play games with, but I had more than one friend at school lol

Doesn't help that I'm anti-social, rarely leave my house, and have anxiety. And there's a voice in the back of my head that keeps telling that, outside of the latter, those are all kind of my fault lol

[arikakari]

its pride month, tumblr. you know what that means

[fnafpro52]

you want us to make like gayer posts?

Sure, I'm in.