It is what it is ♪

I try to tell myself that this isn't a 1D blog, or a Harry&Louis shipper blog, but i fail. This is out of control.

[hollanov-in-lov]

Shane: But do you even like it there?

Ilya: *absolutely ruined by revelation he has free will*

[ottawa--centaurs]

"Do you want that problem to go away?" still kills me. The fact that he asked. I know he needed to make sure he understood why Ilya was telling him all that, but man. His not-quite-boyfriend is telling him that he's always thinking about him and he replies with Do you want us to break up? Do you want me to get out of your life? Would that make it easier for you?

Devastating to think about.

[ottawa--centaurs]

And I think he's genuinely asking. I'm sorry that I'm a problem. I'm sorry that I'm making things harder for you. Do you want me to leave? Do you want things to be easier? I'm not worth everything being difficult. Do you want that problem to go away?

I don't think he's continuing the joke. It's not sarcasm. He's actually asking if Ilya wants to end things between them. Oh my fucking god

[depsidase]

[eclecticpjf]

[sickness-health-all-that-shit]

wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me

nobody else, so we can be free

[reinvent-and-believe]

[ilyasmole]

heated rivalry 1.01 // 1.06

[hearteyesilya]

there is no better reactor than dan howell

[reinvent-and-believe]

actual ray of sunshine carter vaughn

[stupid-canadian-wolf-bird]

boys will be boys by @applepie4

[handsywoman]

desperate losers <3

[sinmonger]

Ilya + enthusiastic eating

+ 1: Consistency is key

[shanerozanov]

heated rivalry + text posts // part six.

[campmiasmas]

You want to get me pregnant too? I don't think I'm ready. I think I still have some good hockey left in me.

[thisfeebleheart]

Hollanov + not breaking the kiss

[snoopyetc]

There were no nice men in Montreal?

[ladychlo]

[dramatic-dolphin]

no sentence fills me with utter loathing so much as "i asked chatgpt"