--and fall short of glory.

-HIATUS- Indie deacon!Jason (aka pre-Father Todd) roleplay blog, based on the events prior to the World of Flashpoint arc. Please read provided info~

[blissful-illution]

[moved2fivetuple]

Doodles of Jason Todd!

by me, f4-kahlo

[theovernightguy]

An old Church in downtown Cleveland, Ohio.

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[allie-rva]

[forallhavesinned]

[ Fuck. My dictators parents are giving me a half hour to finish my work and then they're shutting off the internet. It'll probably be turned back on tonight, but for now I have to go. x__x ugh. ]

[forallhavesinned]

2,5,7,10,13,31

[ ;w; ahhhh ]

2: Do they have any daily rituals?    After Jason (quite literally) rolls out of bed, he drinks enough black coffee to wake him up.     The amount he intakes varies from morning to morning. Afterwards, he prays, before     getting dressed and ready for the day.

5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)    He refers to his apartment and workspaces as ‘organized chaos.’ He knows where     everything is, but anyone else wouldn’t be able to find anything.

7: Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time?    Whenever Jason finds himself with free time, he usually reads. Though he doesn’t     consider it ‘wasting’ time.

10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?    I don’t understand the question? Um, maybe? idk

13: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?    Jason has an undefined sexual orientation (due to his religious beliefs) but he is     biromantic.

31: Most prized possession?    Jason tries not to put too much value into physical items , but if he had to choose one it     would probably be the Bible that the priest gave him when he first entered the church.

[forallhavesinned]

[ I've been reunited with my laptop, so I'm going to respond to my messages and then do drafts. Then I'm gonna hop over to thestrongestrobin~ ]

[forallhavesinned]

☛ GET INSIDE YOUR CHARACTER'S HEAD! aka The Excessively Detailed Headcanon Meme

Ask a question, any question! Because I have nothing better to do than to answer your questions. ... No, really. I don't. D:

1: What does their bedroom look like?

2: Do they have any daily rituals?

3: Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?

4: What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?

5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)

6: Eating habits and sample daily menu

7: Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time

8: Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging

9: Makeup?

10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?

11: Intellectual pursuits?

12: Favorite book genre?

13: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?

14: Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)

15: Biggest and smallest short term goal?

16: Biggest and smallest long term goal?

17: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress

18: Favorite beverage?

19: What do they think about before falling asleep at night?

20: Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?

21: Turn-ons? Turn-offs?

22: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?

23: How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?

24: Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?

25: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?

26: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?

27: What is their biggest regret?

28: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?

29: Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)

30: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)

31: Most prized possession?

32: Thoughts on material possessions in general?

33: Concept of home and family?

34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)

35: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?

36: What makes them feel guilty?

37: Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?

38: What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?

39: Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?

40: How misanthropic are they?

41: Hobbies?

42: How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?

43: Religion?

44: Superstitions or views on the occult?

45: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?

46: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?

47: How do they express love?

48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?

49: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?

[forallhavesinned]

& my heart has wept  for  those that i could not        save

[forallhavesinned]

Why does Jason talk somewhat, er, illiterate? It's definitely not a bad thing, I'm just curious.

[ this just reminded me that I still need to add my headcanon section crapGotham is located in New Jersey (in case you didn’t know), so Jason naturally has an accent. He also grew up on the streets, so he never got a proper education. not even a /basic/ one if we’re being realistic. So while he’s being taught about the Bible and religion and stuff at the church, the nuns also try to make his language a little more tolerable. xD Hence why my Jason is only illiterate to a minor degree, and doesn’t swear unless he’s really stressed. ]

[thesecondofthenight-deactivated]

[ —There was no way. No way in Hell was this—]

Is this some sort of joke?

[forallhavesinned]

[ His question had been ignored, but he was pretty certain he would remember meeting Batman. He tried to sound casual, as always, but his uncertainty shone through when his eyes darted away. ]

I've been gettin' better about joking around, actually.. The church doesn't really appreciate it.

[forallhavesinned]

[ no but really. imagine all of the AU versions of batboys being in one universe, and they all interact and whatnot. Talon Dick, Father Todd, Catlad, and Damian al Ghul. perfection ]

[forallhavesinned]

[ au where the magic that brought jay back to life (cause it was satanic/evil) actually 'tainted' his soul and he finds out that he's like, part demon now. and so he leaves the church and he's so distraught and has no idea what to do with his life then and shit starts going down and AAAGHHH ]

[frommemetoyou]

|REACTION MEME| Bruised and Broken Version

"Woah, when did you get that?"

"Who did this to you?"

"How many time have I told you to be more careful?"

"You’re saying this was an accident?"

"What a shiner!"

"If you look like this, I’d hate to see the other guy."

"I’m not buying it, you don’t walk into a door and get a bruise like that!"

"Does it hurt when I touch it?"

"Let me kiss it better."

"If you don’t rest, you won’t heal."

"Another fight?"

"What happened to your face?"

"I don’t think your arm is meant to bend like that…"

"Let’s get you to bed."

"Let’s get you to the hospital."

"Why are you so calm about this?"

"You’re bleeding!"

"What are friends for, ey?"

"So, instead of helping you, they ran off the moment they saw what was happening?"

"You need to look where you’re going."

"I’m not accusing anyone, I’m just saying it looks suspicious."

"Do you want to tell me what really happened?"

"Don’t move! You’ll faint!"

"I’ve got some bandages, wait a sec."

"You’re the clumsiest person I know."

"I won’t let you be on your own, not when you’re like this."

"How could you be so careless?"

"I can’t even look at you, you promised not to get into any more fights!"

"H-how many of them were there?"

[jasonalghul]

+ forallhavesinned

[jasonalghul]

Jason almost groaned at the mention of the name, why was it always haunting him? He didn’t want anything to do with it anymore but he always got back to it… “No, that used to be my name, my name is Jason al Ghul now.” He was Todd (and Wayne, but that’s beside the point) before he’d died even if al Ghul was his biological last name.

[forallhavesinned]

"Al Ghul?" He echoed, as his lips tugged into a frown. What a weird--and somewhat unsettling--last name. Jason shifted his weight to one foot, before moving it back again. The church had taught him to be open with his emotions, but as he stood there in front of himself, that felt like a dumb idea. "So...we're the same person? Or at least, we used to be?"

[jasonalghul]

[ I will do the ♡ thing?? doesn't have to be on this account, haha. I haven't done any mature themed stuff in a while (which is sad) and you're a fab roleplayer soo -hides- god I'm really bad at this ]

Send me a “♡” If you want to rp nsfw with me

*heavy breathing* I’ll love you forever which I already do if you wanna do this with me! I’ve never had a topic (aside from smut and all that) that I didn’t want to do and I’m not a fab roleplayer and you’re not bad at this at all! Just, let’s do it!

[jasonalghul]

I’m fifteen years old and the only things I know about it is from tv series like House and from my own experiences in the hospital (that’s mostly heart/lung centric) so yeah…, plus most terms I know aren’t in English.

Uhm, I don’t know, which one you prefer or think is best. I’ll happily rp with both of them! But I think we’ll have to think of what kind of topic we’d like to do first, because that could make the decision easier!

[forallhavesinned]

[ House is a good show. just saying. but yeah, I always have panic attacks whenever I have to get something medical done. =3= even going to the dentist makes me uncomfortable and I just. euuurgh. i'm down for doing both, if you want to! for jay, the most likely themes would be violence (like, getting attacked) or drugs/smoking. dami...hell I put him through so much shit we can literally do whatever hahaha ]

[forallhavesinned]

[ do u know how hard it is to plot a mature thread when your muse is a deacon?? ]