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♱ 🩸 misha / 🏚️ ditch (aka nick) / 📿 undertaker/monk / 🪦 per ♱ he/they/it ♱ 21 ᵎ!ᵎ nsfw/nsft sideblog

♱ the journal of an obsessive possessive sadistic masochist dog ♱

♱ tags n stuff : # the boss🩶 (my partner) / # werewolf tag / # forcehorror (horror kink) / # tejo gótico (rural living) / # whiny bassist posting

♱ obligatory disclaimer that all things discussed here are fictional , fantasy & ultimately consensual . ok bye xoxo

#the boss🩶#werewolf tag #forcehorror #tejo gótico #whiny bassist posting

thebostonstrangler

can i shoot you through the eye and make out with the wound

#drooling emoji #need #- signed 🪦

i want to vomit blood into a cute necrophile's mouth <333 slit my wrists and then fuck the wounds <333

#- signed 🪦#tw self destruction #tw necrophillia #horror kink #transmasc nsft #slasher kink

very funny when a flirt is clearly directed at jules but im the only one in the brain. im not a cutesy sub i will hit you on the head with a shovel

#L O L :-D #- signed 🪦

concept a cute metalhead railing the shit out of me but all im doing is either laying motionless like a corpse or screeching like a banshee at the top of my lungs

#and staring at them with my giant black eyes #i hate sex right now but i do love being unsettling #whiny bassist posting #transmasc nsft #horror kink

ensamlizy

Random Euronymous photo dump

#- signed 🪦

not my fault :c that am so traumatised by their earlier attempts at Sex that i shrivel up like a corpse

#they took me out for a night drive and to makeout in the car #but i cant take them seriously #sex is too scary id rather be dead #- signed 🪦

why is per lowkey the funniest motherfucker in here rn. i love this little fucking necrophile

#him and undertaker. my best guys #my best pals even #per is funny in the way a dog with really severe brain damage is funny #- signed 🏚️#not nsfw posting

top 10 embarrassing plural moments is finding out you have a little bandman inside your brain who just threw a gigantic tantrum at your boyfriend who is currently extremely confused

#i mean. this explains the early mayhem obsession as of late #but uh #im sorry boss #this is quite the pickle i gotta fix now #not nsfw sorry #but this is the only place i can pluralppst #- signed 🏚️#and ig cosigned - 🪦 too! hey little man

torturetorture

gyratorium

#são sebastião #🤤🤤

i fucking hate living with my mum. i cant wait for her trip to the usa in the winter so i can get out of the house and stay out until 4 am. so i can have drinks. so i can smoke. idk jerk off loudly and cut myself and cry and play my music. i fucking hate this so much

#i think being 21 and still treated like im 12 is making the suicidalness worse but #eh #i just cant wait until she goes on her trip #let me freeze here by myself

surely i wont get addicted to fishing cigarette butts off the floor to smoke the rest of them, says guy with The Addictions Genes and The Addictions Disorder

#eh kinda embarrassing to have my first cig at almost 21 but you know #im already suicidal so whats the harm in it #however if you tattle on me to the boss i will fucking kill you

sorry for this doubling as a vent acc sometimes but its literally the only place where no one i know follows me lol

#i dont like talking about it either but #if i dont ill blow my shit smoove off soooooooo

sometimes when i jerk it i do all sorts of cinematic shit. practice arching my back. hm yes crossed eyes, but like, just enough to not be Weird. slightly open mouth but in an angle that makes my teeth look normal. and thats somehow the most Normal thing about me jacking off

#i dont know how to feel pleasure for myself so i have to make it an invisible performance #for no one in particular. since im basically fucking celibate at this point.#whatevsies #wow sorry for the vent #im suicidal again so i keep fluctuating between Please kill me and Please fuck me #:p blehhh #delete later

forcehorror

religious trauma being turned into kinks is all fun and games until the guy was raised buddhist. you dont wanna KNOW the freaky shit i got on

forcehorror

prayer beads bondage. being forced to hold a meditative position. proper yoga positions, none of that fake shit. the intense discipline. you must suffer but you will become stronger from it. being made to repeat sutras over and over and over again. did i mention the discipline. did i mention restraint. did i. did i.

#that one bondage position with the. inverted prayer tie?#or whatever its called #a fucking dream #im not even really a buddhist im a satanist #i call myself a satanic monk because ig my way of practice is a mix of both #but thats for my religion blog not here #here i be freaky #transmasc nsft #d/s lifestyle #- signed 📿

religious trauma being turned into kinks is all fun and games until the guy was raised buddhist. you dont wanna KNOW the freaky shit i got on

#mama still tried to raise me evangelical but #lets face it #shes not the parent i spent my most traumatic and formative years with #so like christian kinks are cool but </3 but they dont hit as close to home

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