Wandering Soul

"Not all those who wander are lost"

[foreverwanderingsoul]

It’s a Sunnah to ask forgiveness from everyone in this Holy month of Ramadan.

Forgive me if I have hurt you knowingly or unknowingly.

If I had ignored you intentionally or unintentionally.

If I had said something bad about you directly or through someone else.

I am sorry for all the pain I have caused you and if you cried any day because of me.

It’s better to clear our souls so that our fasts and duas are accepted by Allah (SWT).

I will do the same for you, InShaAllah.

Ya Allah, please grant us all Hidayah, Imaan, Taqwaa, and Sabr.

Ameen.

[pyaariposting]

pov : your grief is beloved to you.

"mere gham bohot azeez hain mujhe,

maine inke inaam mein imaan paya hai"

my sorrows are very dear to me, i have found faith in their reward.

~ me

[thepersonalquotes]

[foreverwanderingsoul]

ALHAMDULILLAH FOR HEALTH

Recovering from Covid .. took all meds and here is my experience.

Taking that syrup was/has been a nightmare. It made me so lightheaded, drowsy at times and dizzy if I did not get rest (mind you I got 2 LOs)

After taking it if I did not lie down and close my eyes, my world would spin and I would get nauseous and feel so irritated. (Had to be taken 3 times a day) Imagine what my body and brain went through. It felt like a mental trauma that I was high on something, my world was slow and spinning and I had zero control over it. Those were the moments when I realize what a blessing health is. Something that we take for granted. Let alone the body pain which is still lingering around and making me feel weak.

One day at a time... InShaAllah I will be back up and in better health soon (and hopefully shape too) lol

[foreverwanderingsoul]

I’m stuck in the "in between"

I constantly want to keep going, I want to do great and do big things. Then, on the other hand, I want to give up so badly.

I'm not sure what scares me worse... that I’ll become something someday or just completely throw it all away.

[books-n-quotes]

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Sandman

[thepersonalquotes]

[books-n-quotes]

“This is not something anyone can teach you. Heartbreak you must learn on your own.”

— Chelsey Philpot, Even in Paradise

[books-n-quotes]

“It hurts every day, the absence of someone who was once there.”

— Marie Lu, Champion

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalwords]

“Some people aren’t loyal to you, they are loyal to their need of you. Once their needs change, so does their loyalty.”

— Unknown

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to others is a wonderful legacy to leave behind.”

— Unknown

[iglovequotes]

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[books-n-quotes]

“First admit that you are unhappy. Then admit why. Then understand you need to let go. Allow yourself a moment. Breathe in the moment deeply. Then the healing will begin.”

— Nikita Gill, How to Start Healing

[books-n-quotes]

“You will never be able to experience everything. So, please, do poetical justice to your soul and simply experience yourself.”

— Albert Camus, Notebooks

[books-n-quotes]

“There is something at work in my soul, which I do not understand.”

— Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

[remanence-of-love]

“I know that today is hard. But my dear you have to be brave. Though you may not feel like it sometimes; life is a gift that is definitely worth it. So please continue to keep living it. You’re worth so much love and respect. Please never forget that.”

— There is Always Hope// Conee Berdera