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i got myself a part-time job to earn some money and just finished the first day ! so i’ll be busy with that but also, my mental health just hasn’t been the greatest so i’ll probably be on semi-hiatus from now on till i can be better and more here ! replies will come when i can manage them, i really seek your understanding thank you !

#「 ✱┆OUT OF CONTEXT 」

sorry for disappearing for a lil while ! but i’ve pretty much completely wrapped up my final year project and i’m technically Done with school ( there’s still the ‘competition cut’ and the ‘behind the scenes’ video and all that but eh ) and i’m turning 20 tomorrow so this week has been woaw but i’ll slowly slip back to being active here since i’m pretty much commitment free now !

#「 ✱┆OUT OF CONTEXT 」#( i cant believe my 3 years are done )

jaededwings1x1

you know what I want: muse a that owns a pretty little flower shop and across the street is hardcore tattoo shop where muse b works at and muse b is utterly in love at the sight they see across the street where muse a tend for their flowers every morning and fate decides to screw up muse b and the two finally meet one day and cute fluffiness bYE

#「 ✱┆WANTED PLOTS 」#( you know who i have? a florist ! )#q'd

the-nordic-system

Do you ever just get really angry? Like…I never got a childhood. Not a good one, at least. And that’s so fucking unfair.

#「 ✱ YISOO┆MUSINGS 」#「 ✱ ISEUL┆MUSINGS 」#q'd

mysticalcoffeequeen

*Looks at menu closely for 10 minutes*

“yeah i’ll order the exact same thing i order every single time i come here”

#「 ✱ MINKI┆MUSINGS 」#「 ✱ NOAH┆MUSINGS 」#q'd

fymonsta-x

sugarfuel ϟ do not edit or crop logo (1, 2)

#「 ✱ NOAH┆VISUALS 」#( this is the outfit that spiralled out of control )

noah’s tag drop ! plus + baek minhee’s fc has been changed to lee gahyeon instead !

#「 ✱ NOAH┆INTERACTIONS 」#「 ✱ NOAH┆VISUALS 」#「 ✱ NOAH┆MUSINGS 」#「 ✱ NOAH┆ANSWERS 」#「 ✱ NOAH┆KEEPS 」

i finished all my drafts, thank you for the kindness and patience for the reply, and tomorrow i’ll add a new muse ( it’s changkyun because i’m predictable and too weak ) but for now i’ll be on mobile because it’s late uwu

#「 ✱┆OUT OF CONTEXT 」#( maybe i'll properly revive and be a good mun )

hana

The moment she noticed there seemed to be tears in the others eyes, she immediately panicked and pursed her lips together as she listened to the dilemma at hand. “I can definitely help you with the gaming content if you need me too but if you’re not comfortable with doing horror then just let them know, they will understand! Or if you’re feeling brave, I can do some with you and then at least you’ll have me by your side?”

“ i know i can and i probably should but i feel bad. plus, they’ve really been anticipating it since the last upload like months ago, ” it was her first time with horror games in fact and it’s truly only because it was in lieu with the season of spooky halloween. she wants to give your supporters what they’re looking forward to but also, minhee could not fathom playing it all on her own. “ if you could, that would be good, really really good but i don’t want to trouble you too much because i’m sure i’m going to be a horrible mess while playing and it won’t be a fun experience for you probably. ” she looks hopeful at hana’s suggestion but doesn’t lend it too much faith because she doesn’t want to trouble a good friend like that or make her feel like she has to because minhee looks quite a pathetic mess.

#busanbunnie #「 ✱ MINHEE┆INTERACTIONS 」

hana

Hana was busy trying to balance something on her head to try and act as some sort of protection from the rain that had begun pouring but it wasn’t working as it fell again – she didn’t bring a coat with her stupidly so she wasn’t looking forward to trying to get home. She had managed to find a little shelter but the rain seemed to be driving in her direction which wasn’t too comfortable. Eyes widened as she looked up at the male before she gave him a bright smile and bowed her head. “Happy new year to you as well! I came out to do a bit of shopping but didn’t think to bring a coat. It’s my own fault really.”

taehyun had guessed she was probably caught in the unpredicted rain but getting her confirmation certainly ruled out the possibility of her waiting for a friend or a ride that would get her out of the rain. which meant she was stuck under this little awning, at the mercy of the weather. he looked around at the hurried pedestrians and then at the building with the awning where hana stood then at hana herself. “ if you would like, i could walk you home? or maybe the nearest bus or train station if you’re more comfortable with that? ” the vampire offered with a pleasant smile, keeping the options open for the female. he wouldn’t want to impose or push it on her, he was merely trying to help. “ if not, i could give you my umbrella and you can make your way home? ”

#busanbunnie #「 ✱ TAEHYUN┆INTERACTIONS 」

wen xiang

wen xiang held his head low. he slouched on the bench. he felt so odd about why his company was making him do this. he fidgeted with a brown bracelet that he bought as a donation to saving koalas. he swallowed. his feet were flat on the ground, the heels outward and toes facing one another. was he really that unpopular? they had to send someone, some guy, to pretend to be his friend so gay rumors about him would come out? even worse, when he thought about going on a fake date with a man, it did not even seem that bad. he looked up and around, and sure enough, then and there showed up a familiar face. he looked just the same online as in person, wen thought. he stood up from the bench. his voice was silvery and quiet. he had to look up to meet the other’s eyes, but not by an uncomfortable amount. he faked a smile. “hi!” he swallowed again out of habit. “oh, uh, sure, how do i do it? i don’t have a pen.” wen patted the hundred or so pockets of his long, autumn coat. even in the beginning of what would soon be spring he dressed like it was thanksgiving.

it had been issued to him as a ‘ special request ’. while the role he has to take on itself isn’t too outlandish; to be a rental boyfriend, even if it’s to another guy, minki has to admit the additional clauses and the situation they are trying to stir from this is kind of, well, strange. minki isn’t too clear with how the entertainment industry works; barely keeps up in fact, he can’t fathom that this will be good press for this wen xiang guy involved. but he’s here anyway and since he is the designated partner, he’s determined to make this as good an experience as he can for wen xiang. “ oh no, don’t worry about pen and paper, we are digital. you can just help me read through this request page, click the appropriate ‘ i acknowledge ’ buttons and we’re good to go. ” he pulls out the special mobile he got for the companion service to keep things organised, drags around and taps a few times before coming to the page, one-day boyfriend in bold in the off-white text box followed by some date outlines, requirements and cautions. he hands the device over to wen xiang. “ i hope this day will be a worth-while experience for you. ” he chimes, pleasant smile upon his face. this situation doesn’t have to change anything; minki will do as he does, his best.

#leafproductions #「 ✱ MINKI┆INTERACTIONS 」

leo

it doesn’t quite surprise him when the other comes to somewhat deny his offer on spending more time after they are done eating, even when leo comes to deny the feeling of disappointment, why was he even expecting anything in the first place? now a small smile forming on his features, brows raising. ❛ that’s okay, i mean i understand, you were roughed up today so.. ❜ yeah, earlier that day he had patched the other up anyway. ❛ maybe someday, you might just need to rest up. i also have something to do, actually. ❜ not really, but since yisoo wasn’t gonna spend time with him later on, he could always go and use his frustration on the tracks, which was pretty much his second home. his eyes scan the others features, the other had it rough for sure, those tired eyes, that shiner that was covered up with a band-aid, soft chuckle of air leaves leo, but he doesn’t say anything; just wanting to adore the other for a moment longer.

the fighter can spot the disappointment flickering in leo’s eyes, even as brief as it was. he doesn’t bring it up, feels like he should let leo conceal it as he wills but he can’t help the sad quirk of his lips. of course he feels bad for the younger but he wasn’t interested in being less than what his best already is and if he blacks out on leo, isn’t he just going to be another burden? instead he takes leo’s words and run with it, figuring he could give a little more. the fighter hums and reaches over the table to ruffle leo’s hair. “ take care doing what you’re going to do then, since i won’t be there to watch you, you be careful. ” he messes it up a little and then smooths it out, like he isn’t sure what to do but he just wants to keep carding rough fingers through leo’s hair. he pulls back as the food arrives, piling onto the table. their cheesy potato, servings of spicy and seasoned chicken and 2 cups of soda. with a brief nod of thanks, the waiter leaves and yisoo turns back to leo, waving the hand that ran through the latter’s hair across the spread. “ dig on, little lion. ”

#ofdumb #「 ✱ YISOO┆INTERACTIONS 」

leo

❛ little shark? ❜ leo asks with a chuckle, not really expecting such a nickname from the other. ❛ wait. ❜ he stops yisoo fully from turning, just to turn the older’s back to face him, eyes scanning the scars there, hands remaining over yisoo’s shoulders before dropping his hands. he doesn’t say anything after that. he wants to ask what these scars were or how the other had gotten these? but he doesn’t ask it, he doesn’t want to be a bother, he doesn’t want to open some old memories by simply asking. so instead, his hand moves, slow, hesitating. fingertips softly running down the others back, leaving the softest touch, tracing the scars with delicacy and leo hates how his heart beats so loud in his chest, almost drumming in his ears, like his breath was caught in his throat. his fingers had brought few drops of water on the others skin as well, knowing after his touch, the scar would feel cold and wet, like he was leaving a mark there, leaving his touch there.

wait. and so yisoo does, stilling himself without further questions. he’s turned back so that leo is completely behind him and all he sees is the swimming pool of people; parents and a little child paddling around in her little float between them, several school kids splashing up huge waves uncaring of their surroundings. dark eyes glide over the other occupants in the pool, waiting for whatever leo told him to wait for. he expects a splash of water or some other prank as leo’s hand fall from his shoulder. the few tricks one could play on an unsuspecting target. he doesn’t expect a tentative ghost of a touch light until either leo presses down with just a fraction more of his finger pad or simply yisoo's nerves growing sensitive where his entire canvas of old scars are displayed right in front of leo. immediately, he realises the wet and warming touch gliding along his myriad of scars. yisoo knows almost all of the scars by heart though he can barely see them or even touch them but he remembers the instance he got them, the splitting of skin, the pull of stitches along them. he’s frozen in place, caught between the cold in his veins because he’s certain his back is ugly and certainly where most of his torture is catalogued and leo’s looking and touching it and the burning of his nerves where leo’s finger trails. yisoo finds his voice after a whole moment and even then it’s shaky. “ it doesn’t hurt anymore, if you were wondering. ”

#ofdumb #「 ✱ YISOO┆INTERACTIONS 」

leo

it bothers him and he hates that he can’t drop it, he wants to know what’s different on the others features, in the way the other acted. so his eyes squint yet again to look over at the other, too busy staring, he doesn’t notice the little bump on the ground, which causes him to stumble off the skateboard; the skateboard now rushing forward on its own, but stops once hitting against the lamp post. leo’s weight shifting to the side and now he is pretty much shoving yisoo to the side of the sidewalk, pulling the other down with him and with a crash, pretty much right on top of the other, face pressed against yisoo’s shoulder, groaning leo lifts his head, staring down at the older a moment too long and his face flushes red, eyes round and big, quickly to push himself off the older when realising what had happened. ❛ i don’t know what… ha-happened there.. i just.. i– oh my god. ❜ hands over his head, before then offering a hand to help yisoo up. ❛ i’m so sorry, i didn’t mean to knock you down. ❜

in a flurry of moment, leo’s entire body weight comes crashing onto yisoo as he leans off the skateboard on into his human anchor point. yisoo, suddenly with an arms full of leo, is left at the mercy of gravity and has only falling backwards in store of him. even then, out of an instinct to make sure the younger in his arms stay safe through their fall and landing, the fighter’s arms come to circle the younger, holding him secure and close. they land on grass instead of cold hard concrete but yisoo still gets the breath knocked out of him from the impact. between sudden black and a few blinks, he gets himself together enough to register leo lifting himself up just enough to survey yisoo’s face, turn red and then push himself up but not out of reach. yisoo still has his hands on leo’s hips, holding him. pushed forth by an invisible force yisoo will come to regret in mere seconds, his lips curl and dark eyes sparkle teasingly. “ didn’t think you were so excited to get on top of me. ” ( oh god. )