I went crying to my mum about eventually caring for my non verbal autistic sister one day and all I got was a 'ive done that before but kept it a secret' like not even a hug. ( Like she usually gives)
I KNOWWWW she is her primary carer and has been for years and probably thinks I'm a wimp for not wanting to be her carer once she's dead. It's hard balancing my love for her with the resentment and anger I have for her.
It has taught me how horrible people can be. Strangers, Friends and Family all with poorly veiled feelings of disapproval or pity.
Some friends of friends and family of friends joke about hurting/ screaming at or killing a disabled kid and it just hurts that my friends allow that near them without fighting against it.
My girlfriend didn't say anything against a friend that joked and I feel sick