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Ig it's vent account or not depends how shameless i feel Otherwise ig just exploring this site 18+

[forgottensunrise98]

Intro post ig

I'm complicated but i love talking to people about shared interests and topics, makes me really happy.

I like BL and GL all the same, animation, art, music etc. (too lazy to make long lists but oh well)

Bigots piss me off and general internet dumbassery so might hear abt that lmao.

[forgottensunrise98]

Feels like you forgot about certain someone

[our-queer-experience]

[forgottensunrise98]

Oh also omg don't even get me started on rose quarts /pink diamond

Like she's also so messy but yeez people act like she's Satan, like omg

Like she wasn't perfect or anything, and she made so many mistakes, but omg people ignore all the good she did and the reasons and motives.

Like please understand tragic figures aa

She was so loved and so important to the crystal gems yet she couldn't see herself being so important to anyone.

[forgottensunrise98]

Abt TADC and Jax

Damm people are weird

The whole point of Jax was that ye there was million chances to get help but Jax wasn't in the state to take the help and that's the whole tradegy.

Things could have been better but they weren't.

Like do people not see the point of Jax is that she's so deeply troubled she does lash out because she doesn't feel safe, she thinks people showing her kindness are looking to hurt her, she isn't able to build full healthy bonds because of her trauma and circumstances and lack of like actually full support system that the real Jax probably found eventually.

The point is that some people do get trough it and some do not. Digital Jax didn't, yet the real on did, their circumstances, environment and actions were different.

There was always hope for Jax to become better, that's shown by the real world version.

Also like idk why but like Jax is really damm messy but like it's just such real portrayal of someone so troubled, they can't take help, nobody could help Jax because Jax didn't want help or wasn't in the state to actually take it, irl Jax found it in herself to be helped. Like nobody said she was good person in the circus, like the pain caused was real, but i just don't get why people don't look deeper than that and look at all the pieces why, what does it take to make a person become Like Jax.

Like she's so interesting and i don't understand why people hate her having focus.

I don't know i just hold Jax as character very dear, like her getting new more hopeful start to life, beginning of getting atleast little bit better, it's just something that means alot.

I'm just annyoied bc people let their discomfort and personal dislike of Jax as a "person" get in their way of appreciating her as a character

[forgottensunrise98]

ALSO MAKING ICE CREAM IS EVIL!!!!!

[importantpics]

[forgottensunrise98]

today i learned

-if you ever been jealous of a friend you're bad person

-if you've ever had crush on a friend's partner (and chose to not pursue and got over it)

-your life experiences and feelings are something others can't "personally" understand (bc you're different people duh)

You're bad icky evil person

I've never sinned in my life I'm purer than fresh snow, I've never committed a thought crime, I must cleanse this world of all these filthy sinners.

-these people or something

[mephistopheles]

"bottom" please consider 🫵 whether the word you are looking for is in fact "submissive" ! because if we decide that taking dick means your personality & character r inherently subservient 😃 we might as well just throw in the towel on the most basic premise of feminism & 🔫 kill ourselves 🎉

[cosmogyros]

[forgottensunrise98]

As someone who's first language doesn't have gendered pronouns, gendered pronouns always feel so weird, i don't like being called "she/her" and I'm still rather unsure if it's because it's an identity thing or language thing, but i also don't mind being called "he/him" which is still gendered. It's seen as slightly more neutral than "she/her" but it's not really neutral like "they/them" is, yet I'm definitely more fine with it?

Anyway if anyone has similar feelings I'd love to hear it bc i haven't seen alot of people with similar thoughts.

[forgottensunrise98]

I ffucking refuse to believe not all people have felt this miserable in their life bc wtf??? No way no way no way just??? Not even once? What the hell. Like it comes so naturally and I've been like this for most of my life so it's so impossible to comprehend that's it's not normal at all

[woodwool]

imagine if you hired a painter to paint your house and you tell them you want it blue and then you come back to see theyre in the middle of painting your house pink so you go hey stop. thats not what i asked for. and theyre like i just dont want to ruin your lovely house this color suits it so much better trust me. and you go No, i asked for blue give me blue??? and the painter is like alright alright. and then they paint your house purple and when you go this still isnt blue they say i simply cant paint your house blue. this is the compromise. and then you still have to pay them for their work even though you are now going to have to either hire another painter or just figure out how to paint ur own house to get it how you actually wanted. thatd be crazy right. so anyway i prefer to cut my own hair at home

[forgottensunrise98]

Okay eat all my food fuck u???????

[forgottensunrise98]

Actually wtf is wrong with me

[forgottensunrise98]

Omg stop giving me help lines or support stuff when i look up basic tags holy shit

I know they're good and useful and help alot of people, just i don't fucking know but seeing one just pisses me off so badly, like wtf i want to throw my Damm phone at wall at such sight, tho ig that's bad sign but I I don't give a fuck

[lgbtqiatext]

[forgottensunrise98]

Wtf do i do