Opaline

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The concept...

The concept of a guy at my school using Jepha's name when someone jokes about him being a super senior and how "if we were all nicer, maybe that incident wouldn't have happened"

Everyone was pissed off, obviously.

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Reminder that the people you see and hear about online are like real people who also probably hate themselves

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I talked to one of my senior friends and she was very sentimental. She was friends with Jepha.

She smiled and told me how much he loved 67 jokes, and as dumb as it is, it made me tear up a bit.

She won't get to experience another trend or fad again. He's forever stuck in time. I wonder if there's a way to help dead people keep up to date.

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I keep thinking about attending something for my mental health, but I'd feel bad leaving any of my classes.

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I don't know how we're meant to go back to normal.

I don't get how I am meant to do go back to doing schoolwork. I don't know how to feel safe or comforted.

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They replaced the lunch tables :(

Maybe it's just me, but I don't know if I could stand sitting in those tables how people were. You can see where cleaning products were used. IDK maybe I'm too sentimental.

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I honestly made this account because I saw the body cam footage and was so scared.

I was at the stairwell next to the cafeteria. I had walked down after Jepha/Jasey had shot herself. I had mistakenly thought it was at the main entrance and there's just. like. Something. About knowing that if I had looked a few feet over (if the brick pole wasn't blocking it) that I would've seen her.

Idk. The whole *thing* fucks me up.

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Hi

I saw a lot of stuff on here about what happened at Valley Forge.

I am a student there, and am incredibly shaken up by it.

Ask questions if you want, I suppose? For any of my other classmate ppl: this isn't like... my actual name. Obviously. I didn't feel comfortable putting this stuff onto my main blog thingy