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she indirectly wants me to stop spending money on myself, and support the family. shell never say it, but thats the case, because she keeps pulling the “I paid for all your expenses when you were a kid “card, and honestly, I'm getting tired of it.
I just don't get it. Is it just me thats being selfish to not want to pay X amount of dollars a month for something I don't want to, like a ridiculous amount of money for a phone bill?! I literally wanted to ask her to ask P for her share for the phone bill and that erupted into a major argument. She keeps playing the “ Im suffocated” card, and the “ I'm not working right now” card or the “ whose going to unpack the boxes for the new house” card...
She always makes me feel like I'm being super selfish for asking for money. Our family phone bill a month comes to $450ish a month and I don't want to pay for it. I don't think I should have to pay for anything that I am not consuming, and thats not a bad thing! THEY are the parents, its THIER responsibility to man up and do what needs to be done to make sure that everything is okay.
I just want to leave. I want to go away and never come back. Im so tired of feeling bad for doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I literally have to wear a mask everywhere, and home is where I am supposed to feel comfortable enough to take it off, but I can't even do that. I literally am walking on eggshells. ALL-THE-FUCKING-TIME.
Why do I need to sacrifice what I want because I HAVE to support everyone else?! Especially when I don't even feel an obligation to them? I mean, to some extent, yes, theyre family, but they also don't get me. If they knew me, they would understand that I need space, and that Im suffocated..Today mom feels suffocated because she's out of money... I have been feeling like this for over 5/6 months! I don't feel sorry for her, I don't feel bad for her at all, she always gave me tough love when I was growing up, and now that the tables have turned, she's feels upset that I'm standing up to her?! like what?
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self-confidence, i’m realizing, is a lot deeper than just thinking i’m beautiful and being free in who i am. it also includes being confident in my decisions and trusting myself to be committed to the things i want to do. to step outside of my comfort zone and assure myself that i will be okay in doing so. this kind of self-confidence will help me see the success i want to see.
That’s how you know you love someone, I guess. When you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.
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Laughter is a sign of healing. When I can laugh at all of the things that used to cause me pain, I’m consciously aware that I’ve healed and learned from that situation. I’m proud of myself.
“Falling for you was like finding the light at the end of the tunnel, like every broken piece of mine was mended, like I was.. finally home.”
“Falling for you was like finding the light at the end of the tunnel, like every broken piece of mine was mended, like I was.. finally home.”
5:43 am // R.K (via siilentthoughts)
Dear TH
To be honest, I don’t know when it happened, when I realized that I had fallen for you. I also don’t regret a single moment of it all. It may have always been one-sided, who really knows. It may have been the attention you had given me, it have been the nice things you said to me. I don’t know. Well here we are now, forever later and you have moved onto better things and I am being pushed into all that is chaos. At least from where I see it. I may also be seeing things incorrectly, I don’t know. I don’t know if I ever even wanted anything more to happen between us, I think a part of me just wanted to be loved the same way, you know? But when you told me you were seeing someone, you said it so casually, like it meant nothing, like it was just another story to tell, and honestly that’s what broke me. I wanted you to be happy, I just also wanted you to be that sort of happy with me. But I know that you can’t make someone feel a certain way about anyone, and if someone doesn’t, that’s okay. It doesn’t say anything bad about you. It just means that something better will be out there waiting, and I just have to be open to letting it come into my life. When I met you, I was grieving over HN from London, and here we are now. You keep saying that I'm such an amazing person, and That I'm Such a good friend... but I have to say goodbye. I have said goodbye to everything else that involves you, the only thing that left is to say… is goodbye to you.
