Beatrixe Kiddo

I can't explain the feelings that i feel, But I can relate to those who feel the same. Call this your safe place.

[forthemisfitslikeus]

I have a huge crush on you 👀

who are you ????

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I adore you. You’re so gorgeous and your heart is so kind. I love your smile. I wish you’d consider talking to me

well hello new friend

[forthemisfitslikeus]

I wish I had the opportunity to be as impactful to your life as you have been for mine

but you do.

[forthemisfitslikeus]

10/10 would do absolutely filthy things with you

oh my lol

[darksilenceinsuburbia]

[sleeepinglover]

[psych2go]

10 Ways to Support a Family Member or Close Friend with Depression

Depression is a difficult to deal with when you have it yourself. But what is also really hard is seeing a close friend, loved one, or family member go through that pain. You might feel helpless. You might have a very strong desire to just take their pain away, even though you know that’s not possible. But there are other ways you can help or support a loved one when they have depression.

1. Education

Try to read up on what depression entails. Educate yourself so you know what aspects are part of it.

2. Asking questions (if they are okay with that)

Show them that you care and are there if they need someone to listen. The first time asking them about how they are feeling might be awkward, but at least you’re showing your good intentions. Let them know you care, but don’t push. Make them feel free to approach you without forcing them to open up when they don’t feel ready.

Some possible questions you could ask:

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2. ……

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[forthemisfitslikeus]

This is literally so perfect 

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5 Types of Children from Toxic Families | Pscyh2Go

Thanks to our Patreon backers for making this video possible: Erica M. Schomfhaar, Monochrome Pixel, William, Ella Krupa, Keisha Lyons, Mary Callaway, Jen Reger, Barette Babichuk, James Yang, Raul Demetrio, Rayne Luna, Timelord Omega, Kate Kornblum, Peter Leyshan, Alvan Burnett, Angie Heyer, Brant Flickinger, Tina LaChance, Geistreiches, Jeannine Henderson-Lebbie, Candice Dillingham

We want to share light on the importance of family dynamics and the effects they can have on us. Be self aware.

[emptyshoppingmall]

your interpretation of me isnt who i am

[forthemisfitslikeus]

Barriers

Sometimes when I’m alone I desperately want to be around people. Once I’m in that setting I feel unsure and uneasy. I don’t quite understand why. I’ve lost focus on the path i was supposed to be on but for once I’m actually realizing it.

I’m hungover and it sucks. I hate it ... I don’t know why even drink. I really shouldn’t because I am an alcoholic. As much as I don’t want to admit it.. there it is. I’ve been struggling with addiction for years now. I’m 25 and I’m stuck at a point where I don’t know where my life is going and that depresses me. If I could go back in time I would’ve loved myself more and made better decisions.

Not only am I an addict, I am bi-polar as well. I’ve had psychotic episodes and done stupid shit and took it out on the wrong people. Sometimes I would have these blackouts and have no recollection of the things I would say or do. There is a side of me that I am afraid of ... and she only comes out when I’m under the influence of drugs or alcohol.

With this blog I wanted it to be something for me where I can express myself freely without feeling judged. In hopes that It draws others who understand my struggle or know of a close one who struggles as well. This shit isn’t easy to deal with and we all know that, instead of judging each other. We should all be helping each other get through these tough times. Because they are fucking TOUGH. You think you know yourself and what you need to fill this void that you can’t seem to fill, then all of a sudden it starts back firing. 

I’ve asked myself so many times why I could not get myself out of this funk that I have been in since I got back from Europe. I’m bored... Boredom is a trigger. Triggers lead to barriers. Barriers need to be knocked down...

Because I am getting sick and tired of these damn barriers... I just want to better already. 

[hellish-b0y]

“It was a privilege to love you, and it was a privilege to let you go. Both helped shape me into the person I have become.”

— Beau Taplin (via perrfectly)

[forthemisfitslikeus]

Guilt..

My heart is heavy and full of hurt because of many things that I can’t quite make out clearly. This is when your mind is absolutely so jumbled up you don’t know what to make of it. Lately, I’ve been feeling guilt because my mental illness and my demons that emerged during a dark time in my life had to be fought by the wrong team of soldiers. For that, I apologize.

I’ve fought piranhas before all alone, and it’s not an easy battle. At the same time, you guys are lucky you weren’t alone for this. This entire time I was fighting, it was me... myself.. and I.

I had no idea that on top of all the repression there was a much darker seed that was planted and grew from all the other tainted soils into one massive soul sucking entity.

I still stand here alone.. and that’s fine.

And island of one is Something I’ve dreamed of my entire life anyways.

[forthemisfitslikeus]

Disconnected

I’m not sure whether I’m still getting used to this whole loneliness thing, or if I’m falling into a deep depression again. It could be a numerous amount of things to be honest with you. I think my main thing is my anxiety is telling me that the people that have done me so dirty are living their lives carefree. Meanwhile, I sit here in my darkness just praying to God to shed some light in my world. Today is just a sad day in general. I’m thinking about things that I shouldn’t. For someone who wants nothing to do with anyone, I’m yearning for someone to talk to. There’s only one solution to that and it’s one I’ve been avoiding for the past 10 years of my life. There’s no shame in getting help.

[nudeaurora]

[hismami]

spread love

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[psychopath--killer-deactivated2]

[forthemisfitslikeus]

Reincarnation

I’ve been seeing terrible things happen. Things that are unexplained, and unimaginable. Things that are Godly, even demonic. One thing I can say about it is that it is absolutely terrifying. I would never want anyone to ever experience the things that I have, to ever see the true definition of trauma and how terrible and ugly this world can be. It’s not the world that is terrible, and it’s not the life we live that is terrible either. It is the people closest to us that do terrible things..

That’s when you have to decide whether you are a wolf or a sheep. 

are you a watcher or a player?

are you a bystander?

if you are, that is okay. We all see evil things happen sometimes and do nothing about it... it’s human nature.  

[1980vibes]