I don't regret my actions...I had faith

Independent Peggy Carter roleplay blog. Tracking URL None of the gifs or icons or fanart I post are mine unless specified

[brokenxsoldier]

Well, this is all kinds of amazing! I started this blog for a bit of fun and somehow I’ve amassed 150 followers! I can’t bloomin’ believe it! Thank you all so, so much! :D

Firstly, my precious baes. You all put up with me screeching about Stucky angst in your inboxes and my sporadic...

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

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I will be replying soon but I can't do anything with gifs or pictures because I had to reboot my computer and lost all my files.

[thebiochemiss]

4000th post

Because maybe it’s easier to just show my gratitude when I hit a milestone on the post count than follower count….

You should all know that I love you all equally and will forever be grateful to all my wonderful partners who keep up with my slowness and whatever I throw at you - thank you all! You are all the reason to why this blog still exists and will probably never leave ;*

And I’m bad at choosing favourites and all that and I wish I could just love you all forever and always - you all deserve all the love and don’t ever think otherwise, because you are all awesome, wonderful, lovely people!!! :*

Enough rambling and let’s just get started on an actually unofficial follow forever kinda list….. nothing is listed in any specific order

Team Thebiochemiss

The special ones who are stuck with me forever and always no matter what happens

awaken-the-monster: Forever my scary Ward and the most wonderful person who keeps up with whatever topic I throw at you late at night/early in the morning natasharomanoffrp: My ninja and my big sister - the most perfectest person in the world. You know how much I love you and Natasha :* skyenolimit: No matter what you will always be the real life Skye to my Simmons *hugs* @iwantedflowers/thetideyouleftbehind/anoteformydeparture: My sweet Tea that I just love so much and I can never get enough of you and your muses (especially Lucky) livingnolongerinfear/anotherfitzsimmons: Because you let me take years before actually replying and still keep me as a partner - and made me explore so much more of Simmons as a character creating two new verses for her :*

More to keep forever

People who I love having Simmons interact with and mya or may not talk with OOC too no matter if it’s in tags, Skype, Tumblr’s “brilliant” message system or other ways

ibegyourpxrdon: We managed to turn a line from “Let It Go” into something completely else and Clarisse and Simmons are just the best together!! And talking with you is always a joy :* forgottenengineer: Forever in awe whenever I get a reply - because so much quality and angst and everything!!! Even when we occasionally speak OOC it can end up in angst too or very interesting conversations :) theprincesshacker: You know I love you and Skye so much and don’t ever be afraid to come and talk with me :* thescientistofmuirisland: Because Moira and Simmons will forever rule the world together!!! And sorry for accidentally end up rambling to you :/ solvingthxpuzzle: Despite our lack of threads you’re still among my favourite Skyes out here and it’s always a joy to talk OOC with you rescuedinredandgold: Although Pepper might be a little too bold for Simmons to handle sometimes XD Love to you :* leveloneagentskye: How awesome is it to find not only favourite muse to interact with and also mun shares the same taste of music? Can it be more awesome?!?! *hugs* xskyeeee: My dear random Skye who I miss a lot! I hope you’re doing good *hugs* therookieagent: You’re still my DIBS forever and always :* Love our crazy interaction and hope you’ll return someday *hugs* theblackfleur: Because Delilah is a delight to interact with in our awesome thread and our crazy OOC talk in the tags crack me up XD more please engineeringlion: Your sweet adorable Fitz that keeps up with my sometimes crazy Simmons - love to you :* gentlexsoul/theskirtedenigma: How lovely that you chose to interact with me on two of your blogs? For that I’m forever grateful and I’d love to start up more threads with you :* foundingagentpeggycarter: It’s Peggy Carter?!?! What more can I say? I love the way you portray her and she’s just so nice to Simmons and ahhh!!! :* afamilyofbatx: Yes - I love our thread too! It’s so exciting :) threelittlegothambirds: To be honest I’m a sucker for not only having people treating Simmons nice and you certainly delivered. sneakymystique: So much quality!!! I don’t know what to do!! I’m so honoured to get to RP with you and your amazing Mystique!!! guardiantnmm/shadowwolfshade: Love our threads and I deeply apologise for being a nut and reply slow rebeccambarnes: She’s just a cutie and it’s probably the most epic game of scrabble I’ve (n)ever played XD Anytime you’re up for more threads I am too :* zxnwarrior: It’s May and it gives me feels and you just portray her so perfectly and it leaves me speechless and I just try potato my way through our perfect thread T_T mutantoffaith: I don’t know how we somehow ended up playing Skye and Coulson instead - but I love it! XD bartonsarrowhead: Still not over the fact that you ripped out my heart and your perfect quality Natasha and Clint! doctor-jake-foster: We’ll see what happens? :) groovyxgenes: So much quality Professor X!!! :O It really is an honour to RP with you uhoheightfour: Thank you for constantly coming back to me :* @idxntmiss: I already love our thread - and I can’t wait to see what happens ex-skydiving-scientist: there’s a special place for you for having the most awesome muse in the world :*

Even more awesome people that I love with all my heart

And here should you all go - and I’ll probably forget some people (sorry in advance, feel free to come and kick me if I have forgotten you) I love every one of you and our interactions - thanks for RP’ing with me

optimistic-skye, agentxthompson, agentjamesfletcher, avengerclintbarton, evenhisvoicemayberedeemed, natashainbudapest/mercwithamouth-shuddup, lalaniinthesky, judgeoftwotruths, donnystark, ceoanthonystark, dontscratchtheimpala, eli-rochester, ataserandlargesweaters, quinnworldwide, purevibranium, archerxunmade, commander-maria-hill-rp, @god-are-you-dismiss, streakedwhite, @unknxwnorigin, jesslynshepard, bxlla-swxn, chloexfranklyn, very-dark-gray-man, thewarriorgoddess, vintagedeck, agentwarrd, thespyandthescientist, mischiefandrum, agentmelindamay-thecavalry, travelingmischief, mockingbird19, xxanastasiawardxx

[youaretheherocentral-deactivate]

Agent Carter!

[thatfirstavenger]

Breaking a Promise Wasn't an Option. | @foundingagentpeggycarter | TFA Verse | CLOSED

[thatfirstavenger]

He chuckled a bit when she reminded him to do the practice to the same person unless if he wanted to be like Stark. “Ah I see. But don’t worry, I already have the best one to settle. Never thought for doing to different person.” He clarified, giving a sweet smile too Peggy. Right after he said it, Howard reminded them to control themselves, because if they couldn’t they would be in a problem. He shifted his gaze to Howard, and spoke. “Don’t worry, Howard, we will. When it comes to work, we have to be serious and leave our personal lives behind. Moreover when there are many lives counting on us. We should stay professional, right Pegs?” He turned to look at Peggy again.

Hearing Howard comment and offer to join Stark Industries, he shrugged. “I appreciate your suggestion, Howard, but I think I won’t settle to work there. I will be more useful to work in the field.” He said, and when he heard Peggy’s plan it made him happy that she planned to stay here. But she was right, the SSR surely would continue even after the war, especially after what the SSR did that had changed the war.

When they finally arrived at London, and headed back to the headquarters to report. He was glad that now the city was starting to rebuild in. It was sad seeing this beautiful country got destroyed much because of the war. As soon as he stepped in the headquarters building, making his first appearance after the last mission, he could see many staffs, Agents, and Soldiers, looked amazed at him. He could feel to the morals were quickly rising, when they found out that Captain America is back, and would help them to win this war again. This was really a great news that quickly spreading to every headquarters.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

She smiled "Good". She then looked at him like of course. "Please tell me when I am not professional in my line of work. I worked very hard to get to where I am now, nothing will ever distract me or convince me to throw it all away." She said firmly.

Howard then shrugged at Steve's decline "Suit yourself." He said, Pegy then looked at Steve. "Well hopefully this war will be the war to end all wars, however if that is the case there isn't much to do on the field. Unless you learn how to act undercover."

Whispers and surprised reactions rang through the halls of the headquarters. Phillips allowed this but made sure to remind everyone there was still a war at hand. When they all finally got to where they all needed to be. Shortly after the rest of Steve's team arrived to greet him. They were cheering and being a bit rowdy but that was expected. Phillips looked at his watch and allowed it the meeting they were intended to have was not till later anyway so he left to do other hings. One of the Commandos then finally said it "How on earth did you survive that crash?"

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

*wink* ✤✤

Peggy said in a flirtatious tone “Is that so Howard?” She said raising an eyebrow a bit suggestively.  

[stark2pointoh]

  "Well, far be it for me to ignore a woman in need." Howard jumped to his feet and slowly unzipped her dress. Before he stepped away, he kissed the back of her neck. "Beautiful."

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

Peggy closed her eyes and let out a soft and blissful moan when he kissed her neck. After he unzipped her dress it gently fell down and she turned to him smiling. She then kissed him fiddling with some buttons as she was taking off what remained on him.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

4

4. my character angry with yours over something

Peggy was pacing her room clearly pissed. It was nearing her retirement of course this would happen. A new threat was causing havoc in her agency and it seemed like no one can catch her. She fell into her chair and closed her eyes rubbing her temple. It was quiet but she felt a presence enter she opened her eyes to see a terribly young agent stand before her with blood red hair. She glared at the girl “So you must be the spider that is wrecking my agency?” she said bitterly. She knew her from the failed mission reports that described her, Peggy was beyond angry that this girl has managed to get so far inside SHIELD and was so young in doing so.

[natasharomanoffrp]

  "Don’t-" It was supposed to sound like an order. A threat. But her voice faltered, and she sounded nothing more than the terrified child she way, begging and pleading for her life. "Please don’t"

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

Peggy looked at her curiously and pursed her lips. "Well we certainly can't keep you here you are too young and this isn't a daycare. However I am fully aware that you are a hell of a lot smarter than most adults I know. We also can't kill you because that would be inhumane and I am against it. My only option is to send you back or somewhere else but I can't because you know to much.":

[thebiochemiss]

Blushing by the other’s words Jemma quickly said:

"To be honest the weapon is my partner’s design. He deserves the credit - I just help him out, but he’s the real genius." she said smiling wishing Fitz was with her so he could get the praise he deserved by none other than Peggy Carter.

"I guess mr. Stark would be quite impressed by what his son has done with Stark Industries?" she said before regretting her words. It might not have been the best topic, but on the other hand she was not talking with Howard or Tony, so maybe it was safe to talk with Peggy. "I can’t imagine how either S.H.I.E.L.D. or Stark Industries looked like back then." 

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

"No no no don't say that. You are a genius in your own way. That would be like me saying Howard could have ran this place on his own without me, but we both know that isn't true. He needed my know how on how espionage and agencies like this worked. Like I needed him to help create the technologies to help our agents and be one step ahead of our enemy."

She then nodded "I am very sure of that, but he probably wouldn't say it out loud you  must know as well as I that the Stark's do have a bit of an ego." She chuckled. She then thought back "Well Stark industries was always pretty big and successful of course. I mean during the war Stark industries was weapons contractor. I don't really know I mean it has become more expansive and more advanced of course but I met Howard after he was already the weapons contractor. SHIELD was very small and not that powerful back when it started so now it is very much different."

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

How ironic that we meet here {Steve and Peggy}

[captainspangly]

"It’s the serum, makes your metabolism so damn fast. I used to struggle to keep weight on because my body was a mess of illnesses and I lived in a time where we didn’t have a lot of means of treating them." Steve says almost nostalgically. "Now I struggle to keep it on because no matter how much or how often I eat, my body burns it all up." He smiles because it’s nice to be on a happier subject than dwelling over the once loss of Peggy and the constant loss of Bucky. 

Once they sit down, Steve ponders Peggy’s question. He does always wonder what happened to her after he ‘died’. He knows that she married another soldier, one he’d saved on that mission she’d originally tried to stop him from going on. He doesn’t know much else. The video in the museum only tells him so much. He knows that she helped found SHIELD as well, he knows that Howard stood alongside her for that. Howard. “Would it be alright if I asked you about Howard? I only know of his future through his son and I don’t trust Tony’s judgment of him. The Howard he describes is not the one I remember.” 

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

"I remember you were a bit scrawny before the serum." She tried to say lightly as a playful memory. "I can imagine now you have much different circumstances of why you can't keep weight on. Your body now will always make sure you are healthy, which is good and bad. Bad only because you don't feel the effects of alcohol."

She looked at him and gave a small smile "Yes it would be fine. I am sure his son doesn't have many fond memories of him." She sighed, She knew exactly why that came about. "Well Howard was still the Howard you knew for a long time after you died... We had worked together running SHIELD as you mst know. However in the midst of the cold war a problem arose. This issue effected everyone who was a head of SHIELD because it threatened our families. I of course knew that in that line of work that this may be an issue. So I made sure my family knew well enough to protect themselves. As for Howard this was new and this was very shortly after Tony was born. It really did shake us up and he didn't know how to deal with it. He of course blamed himself seeing it was his fault but it wasn't, he always did manage to see himself as perfect. But as you know no one can be perfect. After that he became very protective over Maria and Tony. He left SHIELD leaving me in charge only helping when needed, by then I could easily run the agency. So he left and worked primarily on Stark industries. We then both got too busy and grew a part a bit. Plus Howard wanted to make sure his family was very much safe from SHIELD, so I never really got to be around his family. Despite being such close friends he knew as well as I that I had a huge target on me for our enemies. However when Howard and I did meet up occasionally and from what I heard from Maria he pushed Tony a lot. I am not sure if Tony did know the reason why but I did. It was because Howard did not want him to mess up ever, because he thought that he messed up then with that fiasco that he put his family in danger. No matter how much I told him it wasn't he believed it was his fault because he made a dumb mistake which is why he held Tony in such a high standard."  She sighed that was just a vague description of what happened. It was a bit of a touchy subject since her and Howard were such good friends.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

You know I trained your father? Trina and Peggy

[archeroftheharadrim-deactivated]

(Formerly @trina-anabelle-fury)

"Trina, Ms. Carter. Agent Trina Fury." The young girl smiled brightly at the older woman. She was extremely honoured to meet one of the first SHIELD agents that were still among the living and she bowed her head, a bit shyly to the former agent. 

"I apologize, Ms. Carter. I’m a little nervous." She shuffled unsteadily towards the chair as she sat down. It was strange being in the presence of someone that was more of a legend than her own father. She heard that Peggy was fearless, and she was willing to make sacrifices for those she cared about back in her glory days.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

"What a beautiful name and no wonder you looked vaguely familiar." She smiled. "I remember when your father first joined SHIELD, though in saying that I must really have dated myself." She chuckled.

She then shook her head "Oh draling there is no need to be nervous. I am just a retired agent and just an old lady I am nothing that you should be nervous about." She smiled, she was used to this reaction especially among young and new agents. "Just think of me more as a grandmother or something. I mean I consider myself that especially to all the new agents I encounter. Plus I did put a lot into this agency it is like a child to me.": She said fondly.

[onyourlxft-blog]

                                                     ” Always careful? “

          A brow rose, and a laugh threatened to tumble past his lips, causing a           boyish smirk to pull at the edge of his lips. Steve allowed his gaze to rest           on her shuffling form for only a moment more before glancing downwards           and began mapping the best way out.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

"Yes don't you believe me?" She said raising an eyebrow. She then crouched next to him scanning the area. "Well if I am correct we need to get on the otherside of this field. There we will reach an entrance point but of course it would be guarded. However, it may be laxed at the moment, since they must anticipate no one ever getting far enough with out exploding." She said as she tried to remember the layout she had over heard in a radio transmission.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

A familiar face //open

[mrbuckybarneswintersoldier-blog]

  He glanced up at the young woman’s face, taken aback for a moment.

"I’ve heard that a lot recently." Bucky said, attempting to mask his relief of seeing her once again.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

Peggy was still in a state of shock "But how? How on earth did you survive. I read the report, no one should have survived that." She said quickly.

[ink-phoenix]

[boopifer]

The Howling Commandos Files - Italy, 1943

collected by the SSR and preserved in the memoir “The War Was In Color,” coming soon. 

"Damnit, Bucky! These are official!"

"Then you’re officially a jerk."

[soldierofwinterspast]

Oh my god… 1,100 followers… what?  So this was supposed to be for my 1,000 follower landmark, but you guys can follow faster than I can stop procrastinating, so it’s now been changed to my 1,100 followers landmark (again WHAT?) I can’t even begin to describe what you guys mean to me, and the fact that you are all still here even after I disappeared for weeks and left you all hanging… I can’t even. I don’t deserve such amazing followers. 

So, to show my appreciation, here are some blogs that i personally adore. (not all the people I follow will be here, there are 987 of you and I just.. no. But please if you’re not here don’t get upset. I still love you. Just can’t have everyone mentioned.

First things fist; Honorable mentions (in alphabetical order)

These are my babies, my favorites, and the ones that mean the most to Bucky himself. We both adore you guys so much <3

betedanslabeaute, captainamericarogers , firstmindmechanics, heyitsdarcy, maanofiron, romanoffunmade, shieldsarachnid, starspangledcpt, wickedgreensmile, witchywomxn, wranglerofgeniuses

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Now for the rest of the follow forever. Again, if you are not here that does not mean I don’t love you. Just can’t put every single person I follow on here.So I had to be picky.

A-C

agtromanoff, agtxcarter, aliasnovna, allergictosmallknives, amazingfutzup, americanengineer, behindthetrxgger,  blacknataliawidow, bringfreedomback, broken-weapon, canadianclaws, captainforacause, captainspangly, convictiions, cxpt, cxrtr

D-F

darkly-stark, dontaskmeabouttahiti, doyoufxndue, foundingagentpeggycarter, frozenstxr

G-I 

gobliophobic, govthookercoulson, he-let-me-fall, heros-quandary, howardstarx, icanhunttoowinchester, im-just-the-mechanic, incurringdebt

J-L

justastarkgenius, justthekidfrombrooklyn, kneel-to-the-playboy, lokiofasgardishere

M-O

marching-to-the-sound-of-iron, meantfxrmore, mjxlnxr, motherofasgard, my-barbershop-quartet-are-dead, my-hell-is-empty, myledgerisdrippingred, nomorethaniron, notafossil, onyourleft-falcon

P-R

paidtheprice, patrioticwithabigheart, resurrectedtonystark, rustedatthejoints

S-U

savageclaws, scarredbyxhellfire, selfobsessedstark, shieldagentdarcy, shieldintheice, shieldsxmalesxrp, soldieringxon, solvingthxpuzzle, stabbystabdeadpool, the-captain-of-rxdemption, the-fallen-prince-loki, the-only-reichenbach-hero, thecaptainhasfallen, theliarstale, themischiefunderyourbed, thxnderer

v-x

weneedthelittleguy, whyihavetrustissues, widowxbites, wxdowsbite, xromanoff, xtherbarnes

Again, I can’t stress enough how much you guys all mean to me. I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart, and encourage each one of you guys to come and talk to me. I don’t bite promise!

[captain-with-a-plan-deactivated]

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[thebiochemiss]

A bit embarrassed by her own enthusiasms Jemma grinned nervously.

"He certainly does, but I think we can all agree that ‘ICER’ is a much better name for the weapon" she looked at the weapon in the other’s hands and felt the pride of showing of hers and Fitz’s work to the Peggy Carter.

"Thank you very much, ma’am." she smiled glad that the other complimented its function. "We’ve been able to develop the bullets further making small grenades, which give the same effect, but hit several people at the same time." she told the former agent.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

"Well it is a more professional name, but I am sure there are running nicknames used for different weapons." She smiled, she enjoyed seeing the pride in the young girls face. It was something that made Peggy happy as well as proud.

"That is excellent, you sure are giving Howard a run for his money." She chuckled, Howard was a genius but many of his weapons and technology were more destructive and less advances. Of course he was restrained by the technology of the time. "He would be quite proud I would say if he was here now seeing everything like I am. I mean both Stark industries and SHIELD have flourished."

[thatfirstavenger]

Breaking a Promise Wasn't an Option. | @foundingagentpeggycarter | TFA Verse | CLOSED

[thatfirstavenger]

"Yeah, but don’t worry, I am a fast learner, and I have learned much about understanding women. Practice makes perfect, right Peggy?" He said confidently. Howard wasn’t the only one that seemed surprised seeing Peggy’s face turn red. Steve was surprised too, as he didn’t expect he would make her blush, he had no intention to do it, or to flirt romantically like that, he was just stating the truth, sincere from his heart. But he was glad that he made her show this kind of expression like that. Knowing that she was not the type of woman who could openly express her emotion. Steve decided to not give any comment about her blush, he just gave a sweet smile at her, like saying ‘it was true though. You are really the main contributing factor.’ Goodness Phillips who sat a bit far from them didn’t listen or notice about Peggy’s blush. “Yeah even though the kiss seemed so quick, as we were in a rush, but it still counted as our first kiss.” He grinned.

Goodness that Peggy seemed listening to his words. He was glad. Yeah it’s true, there was nothing wrong with showing emotion at times. He remembered during his last mission with Bucky, when Bucky fell, he even cried at that place. No matter how hard he wanted to hold it inside, but he couldn’t. Even Captain America could have his vulnerable state. “You know I have been thinking, maybe after the war, we can still work together. Not because of the war, maybe to handle smaller fights that we need to sort out.” He said, smiling both at Howard and Peggy.

They continued to enjoy their time in their flight to London, discussing about many things, from topic to topic. It was a pretty long journey, and they were told that they would reach London at evening in UK time. Thanks to the friendly weather today, so they could be there earlier than what they had predicted.

[foundingagentpeggycarter]

"That it does, but preferably more practice should be done with the same person. Unless you want to be like Mr. Stark over here/" She said looking over at him, who unashamedly smiled. He couldn't refute because she was right he was surely a ladies man. At his smile she smiled back understandingly and then looked down for a bit. Howard chuckled "You two lovebirds better be able to control yourself back at headquarters or Phillips over here may just separate the two of ya." He chuckled but they all knew it might as well be a possibility.

At Steve's proposal they all looked at each other. Howard then spoke "Well we can certainly try to work with one another again after the war. That is if the SSR continues to run. If not I wouldn't mind if you come join me at Stark industries." He suggested, Peggy then said "Well I surely do have full intentions to move to the States after the war. There is not much left for me in England, so this may be a possibility in our futures, I am sure the SSR will still be running even after the war, but it may just be more peaceful." She said with a hopeful smile.

Once they got to London it was a relief nothing catastrophic happened and they were able to have a peaceful flight. Peggy led the way back to headquarters only because it was proper to have ladies go first. She of course knew the way and confidently walked into headquarters. Where not many seemed to acknowledge her return because there was still work to be done.