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just so you all know i havent been able to read the actual main story yet because of Multiple External Factors In My Life but i plan on doing so today and if not today then tomorrow

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this is all i can manage with my hand tonight goodnight

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another point for "fount literally cannot understand why anyone would find meaning in the mundane"

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Everyone except me is wrong about The Character

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And my beloved mutual who fills a sort of "scheming advisor" role in my opinions about The Character

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answering asks and drawing is postponed because i burned my dominant hand and it has begun to feel very weak so im not letting myself type much until its healed. Hope everyone understand

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good call on closing the ask during that card leak and i hope ur okay too i know how #they can get with disgusting threats but hey they’re the victims!!! gen this was the best bait ever and will be a great test for all this so called “lilycels” pl shippers to prove if they genuinely care about her and misogyny (lol) by the reaction of her finally having agency instead of being their self insert dead tradwife for pv angst (lolol) and mind u the tarot interpretation could have been done very easily by simply reading the origin of the card and taking tarot seriously instead of acting smug oh well LOL 🫣

anyways lowk the leak that keeps on giving bc this also means we might get genuine peak aka more bxa which means canon purefount interactions and if that happens i WILL turn into devsis strongest warrior

like the fact some fans are genuinely mad over the way white lily was grilling pv, deadass some people get scared when a woman has agency and actual opinions about the way she was treated LOL. also people both sides are bad-ing it when yes they obviously both had issues but if you dont see the implications in pv's behaviour they literally called out on being possessive and controlling, and think white lily is equally at fault for not fucking with it you might genuinely be stupid and a misogynist

thats not to say she's right for having self harming behaviours and that pure vanilla is wrong for being worried about her wellbeing, but theres a difference between being a supportive figure and like trying to control other people's choices for them because you want to shield them from literally everything

devsisters pretty much said in every way except explicit terms that it is misogynistic behaviour LOL. Pv you have to beat the allegations

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Lily we have to cook

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I’d like to hear your thoughts on how u think pure vanilla and shadow milks interactions are going to go after this update, especially with pvs character development

i wish i could come up with an answer but i honestly just dont know right now..... the only info we have rn is just from the first act 2 trailers and if they are still up to date then i guess pure vanilla gonna be mad as hell at shadow milk LOL. like i do think hes going to use the new perspective he got into trying a better approach to figuring out the root of shadow milks issues but i have no clue what itll look like. Actually if all the ancients are going into the memories/past of the beasts and its interactive then. Wait. Wait. Wait. Im scared. Wait. Purefount. Wait. WAIT

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Last ask prompted this..

I hope Awakened Beasts all have incorporations of their Awakened Ancients designs too.. Considering every Ancient had themes of their Beasts..

Give me hope Devsisters. Give me hope you still give two shits about BxA…

that would actually be so good tho. i think they do still care if golden cheese being in the future burning spice update means anything.... devsisters dont let us down.......

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So if I am not wrong about the leaks than Lily will be reincarnated as different life forms countless times and than finally a ‘cookie’ and than she will reunite with her friends

But like when she says ‘cookie’ does she means she will be herself again or a completely new cookie it would be her soul no doubt but would she look like White Lily again and will she still have her memories

And then when she dies as a cookie she will maybe consider becoming Nether Queen so does that mean she isn’t going to get her souljam back ?

I guess the whole thing will get resolved and maybe this is kinda a way for the writers to not let Lily be physically present in the story but hey that’s better than nothing I would say

i think it likely does mean she will become herself again, because its the current version of herself that shes learning how to love. whether or not she will have her memories i actually am not sure of, like i assume so if she's going to find her friends but she might end up getting amnesia again lol.

also the soul jam is an interesting part because we have the radiant cookie now who is both white lily and silent salts soul jam, i think that actually does mean that unless silent salt is ALSO revived and radiant cookie gets split then white lily will just be souljamless lol. though i do think it would be strange to give her and silent salt back their soul jams after all the suffering it caused them lol.

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all that smugness and homophobic harassment from pl shippers in the name of “anti misogyny” (hilarious coming from #THEM considering how they treat lily in this pairing) only to get cooked by lily herself with the thing that anyone with common sense has been seeing in their dynamic aka how his feelings have done nothing but create an image of her that doesn’t exist and consequently restrain her LMFAOOOO 😭✌️

devsisters SHOCKS playerbase by somehow speaking decent feminist and battling the idea that a woman should be objectified and belong to a man, and that a man should be the one making choices for women. maybe the funniest bit of karma that the "choices" reading was the correct reading, and it was about how white lily was going to move forward by herself, and not the adam and eve one like they so desperately tried to push on everyone LOL. they got hetbaited by devsisters

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excuse me for being nosy but why would anyone accuse you of all people of woobifying pure vanilla..? i assume they consumed too much fanon pvsm content if they came to this conclusion because imo the average crk fan would think the complete opposite with how they give pv the personality of an unseasoned raw chicken where every character exploration that goes deeper than his surface level flaws ends up triggering a "he would not do that" conversation.

well THAT or someone's completely self-indulgent hc blows up that somehow bewitches a good chunk of the fandom and now pv is linked to traits that were never hinted in his character stories in the first place. this is often harmless, of course, but sometimes people are so attached to fanon interpretations that they're willing to become hostile if it means being proven right

this was before episode 7 and before shadowvanilla was a popular ship that more than like 10 people liked. the person themself was generally just being homophobic LMFAO. if you want to see it its here:

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i think this person likely just didn't see anything of my posts other than the fact that i shipped him with shadow milk bc like, my earliest pvsm arts were Not Sunshine And Rainbows because i liked angst more back then. you can tell they were really just mad because its a gay ship lmfhsjfejjede

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Hello i have a Question!!

Is this implied that we "might" have the awakened beast somehow now and what would happen to them after they revive? that intrigued me I hope they finally adressing their issues the best way posible.

Finally a little step in the right direction for all 5 of them.

i think theyre starting to look into ways on how to recover the beasts original bodies, and bring them back to life via the soul jams, so i do think that they will do awakened beasts because of this. not just for story reasons but also because of meta lol the beasts have started to fall out of meta and i imagine devsisters will want to buff them the same way they buffed the ancients. i think theyre going to start it in the september burning spice update and will do a trend similar to beast yeast, with the beasts and ancients having focus episodes and the beasts will be revived one by one.

my hopes are that the awakened beast designs will have elements both from their emissary designs and beast designs, like accepting both parts as themself. would be neat !

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I'm glad that they're finally addressing pure vanillas stage four saviour complex, but I do also worry that they're writing themselves into a corner?? may just be me. The emphasis pure vanilla puts on "understanding" when regarding both sm and wl i think is mainly supposed to show the parallels in how he treats them, and he almost always brings up both of them together when he talks about his own compassion and things like that.

white lily expressing how she feels that pure vanilla's "understanding" is suffocating is great, BUT I worry that if pure vanilla still goes on with his plans to befriend shadow milk and understand him, then it would seem like he was dismissing the very personal advice his deceased best friend gave him, and that would lessen the impact that her words get, that pure vanilla's kindness is often condescending or stifling. Then again, if they just decide to kill or imprison shadow milk it would be the biggest waste ever. like there's no way pv can go on with his mission to understand sm without remembering that white lily told him to his face that it's patronising when he does that

I hope this all makes sense 😭😭 this is the best writing choice they've made in months, I just wish they did it before they decided to kill her off and she had her "thank you for always believing in me" speech

i do think its fair to be concerned and this really good episode could entirely be a fluke, but he does realize at the end of this episode that his approach to understanding was wrong, and all he was doing was weighing white lily down with his feelings and limited understanding of what she actually wanted and why she was doing things the way she was. she still had a hard time making her choice because she looked back at him, and his emotions made her resolve weaker. he went to open the door she couldn't open for her to help her make her choice. i think he's finally putting his own self-centered view aside and it will be what he needs to help shadow milk as well. because he lacked the ability to see past his own bubble before but he's learning to do so now even if it hurts, because he failed his best friend for thousands of years this way.

also contrary to what some people are saying, i do think the handling of white lily and her fate in this episode was good. if she had left with pure vanilla then she wouldn't be able to change in the way SHE wanted to, because HIS feelings were weighing her down and making her weak, because she hated hurting him and making him sad. learning to love herself on her own terms is what she needed, and after her extremely unfulfilling and bleak as fuck death in episode 15 i genuinely think this was a good way to resolve that issue, i don't think it's just bringing her back to kill her off again if she promised to come back some day as a better person. if she was meant to die forever they wouldn't have brought her back at all lol. this was tying up the previous issue with her death that she never actually learned to forgive herself for anything and died thinking she deserved it when she didn't. i do think this entire plotline could have been done in episode 15 instead but retroactively expanding and fixing it is still good imo like genuinely the best thing they could have done in this episode.

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Today is 08/08/2026. It's FNAF's 12th anniversary but that's not even remotely important right now. Yesterday the next episode of Cookie Run Kingdom Act 2 had its voice lines leaked early. It's looking to be the greatest update of Act 2 so far. But the general picture is not what is important, it's the contents pertaining to Pure Vanilla's character. Guys they ripped him straight from my AU

Today my stocks are the highest they've ever been. I gambled too hard and finally hit the jackpot. The toxic radioactive yaori crops have been watered and will be in full bloom soon. They're calling it the Greatest Update Of All Time. Every Pure Vanilla fan must now bow to the truest Pure Vanilla understander that eliteball divine visioned apollo dodgeballed this shit 2 years ago. Thank you Devil Sisters, I owe you my life. That one guy from 2 years ago that called me a Pure Vanilla woobifier owes me an apology. Fuck it my ex-friend that called me a Fount woobifier also owes me an apology. We're getting toxic in here. We're getting freaky in here. Everyone is stabbing each other. Codependency is UP. Emotional manipulation is UP. Psychological torture is UP. As the wise Hyacinthia Honkai Star Rail once said, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT! And nobody will ever doubt me again.