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admit it, weāve all fantasised about slow-dancing in the kitchen barefoot in our pyjamas at 2am in the arms of someone we love while old romantic jazz songs play softly on the radio
Another Valentine's and sadly all I have to do is read my ex's favorite book and think about how i didn't have to be alone
Life goes on
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Last night my dad told me about how he likes to rip off his toenails every once in a while and i looked at him straight in the eyes and saidĀ āthank god i donāt like menā
Bookshop in Romania photo by Sergiu VÄlenaČ
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to anyone who needs to hear this
you are ENOUGH. you are LOVABLE. you deserve to be LOVED. you deserve KINDNESS and CARE.
be kind. be you āØ
when you start talking to your ex again and she gives you pie and its the most delicious thing youāve ever eaten so you begin to think fuck maybe i like her again but thereās just way too much history there
anyone else or just meĀ
And how could I treat you so badly, when I wished you only well?
I feel like my soul will collapse every time i think about the goldfinch. to have that kind of love?? across the years? unacknowledged yet heavy in memory? to be someoneās beloved?Ā
i know I'mĀ romanticising the part of the story i latched on to rather than focusing on the larger theme of addiction and obsession, but there was something just so raw about the goldfinch. Some people think complex language and ornate descriptions are inauthentic, but for me, they represent the unknowable-ness, the exhaustion, the overwhelmed, adoring mind.Ā
Theo Decker was like āitās gay to say goodbye to people I genuinely care aboutā and then went and fucked a guy.
Why The Goldfinch is undoubtedly gay
Now Iāve already written a long-ass serious essay onĀ āhomoromantic subtext in The Goldfinchā, but I still feel the need to talk about this, so thatās exactly what Iām going to do.
The number one extremely important thing you should never forget when interpreting/analyzing Theo, is that heās an incredibly unreliable narrator.Ā
He forgets things due to his extreme use of drugs and alcohol (e.g. he forgot heād shown Boris the goldfinch, THE FUCKING GOLDFINCHĀ you know, the most significant object in the WHOLE novel, the painting that drives most of the plot, the name of this goddAMN BOOK-)
He manipulates reality to fit his purposesĀ
He deals with internalized homophobia
Heās literally intoxicated most of the novel
What this means, is that you shouldnāt blindly trust him. You should always take the things he says with a grain of salt. Especially when it comes to queerness.Ā
Theo and Boris were sexually intimate, and even though Theo tries to convince us that it meant nothing, his true feelings shine through.Ā Also, If a boy is too afraid to tell his doormen heāll miss them because that would be āgayā, you probably shouldnāt believe him when he says he doesnāt have feelings for the boy heās slept with. He tells us about their physical intimacy for the first (and last) time, when heās jealous of Kotku (Borisā girlfriend). If thatās not saying something, then I truly donāt know what is.Ā
And what makes it so clear even before this, that Theoās sexually attracted to Boris, is that heās oogling him all the goddamn time.
on page 307 heās staring at Boris who just so happens to be wearing Theoās underwear and nothing else, on page 284 heās staring at his neck, on page 383 heās staring at his lower abdomen,Ā on page 272 heās staring at his stomach, on page 308 heās staring at his shirtless chest I MEAN COME ON
Okay say youāre still not quite sure about this, I mean maybe the subtextual internalized homophobia was written accidentally? maybe the fans areĀ just reading too much into it? maybe Theo isnāt lying when he says there was nothing there?Ā
if only there was an explicit love confession⦠OH WAITĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā T H E R EĀ I S
Theo literally says the wordsĀ āI love youā (about Boris, in the cab) right after getting KISSED on the MOUTH by none other than Boris himself.Ā
When it comes to Boris, I think itās safe to say he was in love with Theo as well. After all, he was the one to drape an arm over Theoās waist, he was the one to kiss Theo, he was the one who wouldāve died for Theo.
The only reason for anyone to still deny the queerness of these characters would be homophobia, plain and simple.
My name is Erin Darling, and Iām a queer watercolor artist form Tacoma, WA. I paint original anthropomorphic characters and storybook scenes.
Art has been a lifeline for me. It connected me to people who chose to support me even when my kidsā dad left us, even when I came out of the closet as bisexual.
My first book came out in 2019: Coco and Olive, The Color of Love. Itās a story about blended family by international adoption advocate, Michelle Madrid-Branch.
My goal is to write and illustrate my own story books that feature inclusivity and queer characters.
Patreon has been key to stabilizing my income so that I can achieve that goal, and I send out fun perks to my patrons each month: stickers, fridge magnets, notecards and art prints.
It would mean a lot to me if youād join my Patreon! The link is here!
SO I RECEIVED MY MAIL TODAY AND
ERIN š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ YOU ARE AN INCREDIBLE FRIEND, ARTIST AND PERSON AND I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU SO MUCH, THIS WAS SO SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL AND AN AMAZING SURPRISE ššš I AM NEVER EVER GONNA USE THESE STICKERS ANYWHERE, I AM GONNA SAVE THEM AND CHERISH THEM, THANK YOU š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°šššššššš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ I DON'T DESERVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! IT ARRIVED A DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY AND REALLY MADE MY WHOLE WEEK š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗā¤ā¤ā¤ā¤
Youāre wrong. You deserve everything. And you should use the stickers bc then I can send you more.
PS: Theyāre waterproof, so you can basically stick them anywhere & theyāll last forever.
PPS: HAPPY FRICKIN BIRTHDAY
W-WATERPROOF???? WATERPROOF!! OH MY DOG!!! I JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH THEM EVEN MORE, AND I THOUGHT THAT WASN'T POSSIBLE š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ THANK YOU SO MUCH A MILLION TIMES, LOVE YOU ā¤ā¤ā¤
The sloth kinda looks like my tattoo
āI have always thirsted for knowledge, I have always been full of questions.ā
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