This is Eman a Biotechnologist from Gaza. Asking for help is not easy. It's not easy at all. You have no idea how mentally and emotionally tiring this is. But when thinking that the price is my family's life, getting out of here safely and achieve my doctoral degree dream, it just pushes me more and more to do this until we reach our goal. I'm here as I try to reach out to more people asking for their help to support our family's campaign so we can survive while all you have to do is literally donating even by just the price of your morning coffee or maybe a simple breakfast, So I think I'm not asking for so much. We're really tired of living under these catastrophic conditions for a whole 10 months. Your generosity will not only change our lives but also remind us that even in our darkest hour, we are not alone.
https://gofund.me/d597b8e2
Please help Eman (my fellow McGill alum!) by supporting her GFM. I gave CAD $70, so feel free to match or donate what you can.
me: if i wanna redo my blog, I should probably go ahead and do it
also me: but if i do that, means i have to actually commit and DO it which is ughhhhh.
Bit late on this one, but I've been dealing with some shit (aka kitty cat had to go back to the vet for a swollen lymph node). But I'm here now and I come bearing some pining Joseph songs that I wanted to share. Please ignore the fact the genres are all over the place <3
Was tagged by @socially-awkward-skeleton @direwombat @inafieldofdaisies and @g0dspeeed .
And I'm terrified, as I cry
To make these feelings true
What's left for me and my broken heart
If I cannot have you
Unless it's me
And no matter what in this world I could give
It's not enough
To get through the walls you've conjured up to live
Is this what you feel?
Scorned by a realm that cannot comprehend
What you are
So I'll grant you this mercy, this bind on our souls needs to end
I will try to make amends
For making you means to an end
So look my way, please, look my way
And if there's something more that I don't know
I'll save us both before we grow cold
If you'll stay, and just say, "Look my way"
Sorry for including a large chunk of lyrics for this song but tbh almost every line of the song screams JoeLil and Joseph pining, and it's absolutely disgusting. Like I wasn't sure what to expect when I first listened but wasn't expecting it to rip my heart apart. Honestly, I'm v tempted to make a moodboard for them based off of this song. And then while the music video animation isn't as important, the use of the moon imagery? Desperately reaching for the moon (her) just AHHHHHH.
Morning comes slow today, ah-ah
Memories push through from yesterday
Where will I be tomorrow?
What do I have to show?
From my life, oh-whoa
Stay, I need you here for a new day to break
Stay, I want you near, like a shadow in my wake, oh
It doesn't faze you
I need a breakthrough
I only want what's right in front of me
It's quite unusual
Seekin' approval
Beggin' for it desperately
I said
How do I make you love me?
How do I make you fall for me?
How do I make you want me
And make it last eternally?
How do I make you love me? (Ooh, ah)
How do I make you fall for me?
How do I make you want me (Ooh, ah)
And make it last eternally?
Oh, I'm crying now, authentic tears
They flow out of me when I think about you
'Cause you're the only person in the world who'd understand
'Cause you're the only person in the world who'd understand the meaning of this
Oh my god
I try, and I try, and I try to make you listen to me
I try to call you every day
I'm rehearsing what to say when the truth comes out (of my very own mouth)
I've been working on a unified theory
If I make it through tonight, everybody's gonna hear me out
'Cause I'm the right one
On my touch-tone, touch-tone telephone
I'm the only one (hey)
On your AM, AM radio
Don't hang up yet, I'm not done
I'm an expert, I'm the one
The one who was right all along
Better to be laughed at than wrong
I think this is a great song that illustrates Joseph's desperate pining for Lilith mixed in with his need to make her understand his POV on the Collapse. And in some ways, Joseph feels she's the only one who can understand this concept of feeling like she was 'chosen' as well by God since she turned up to act against his plans. Man ultimately feels God brought her to the county and him in order to fulfill something, even if she doesn't necessarily see it that way.
Bit late on this one, but I've been dealing with some shit (aka kitty cat had to go back to the vet for a swollen lymph node). But I'm here now and I come bearing some pining Joseph songs that I wanted to share. Please ignore the fact the genres are all over the place <3
Was tagged by @socially-awkward-skeleton @direwombat @inafieldofdaisies and @g0dspeeed .
And I'm terrified, as I cry
To make these feelings true
What's left for me and my broken heart
If I cannot have you
Unless it's me
And no matter what in this world I could give
It's not enough
To get through the walls you've conjured up to live
Is this what you feel?
Scorned by a realm that cannot comprehend
What you are
So I'll grant you this mercy, this bind on our souls needs to end
I will try to make amends
For making you means to an end
So look my way, please, look my way
And if there's something more that I don't know
I'll save us both before we grow cold
If you'll stay, and just say, "Look my way"
Sorry for including a large chunk of lyrics for this song but tbh almost every line of the song screams JoeLil and Joseph pining, and it's absolutely disgusting. Like I wasn't sure what to expect when I first listened but wasn't expecting it to rip my heart apart. Honestly, I'm v tempted to make a moodboard for them based off of this song. And then while the music video animation isn't as important, the use of the moon imagery? Desperately reaching for the moon (her) just AHHHHHH.
Morning comes slow today, ah-ah
Memories push through from yesterday
Where will I be tomorrow?
What do I have to show?
From my life, oh-whoa
Stay, I need you here for a new day to break
Stay, I want you near, like a shadow in my wake, oh
It doesn't faze you
I need a breakthrough
I only want what's right in front of me
It's quite unusual
Seekin' approval
Beggin' for it desperately
I said
How do I make you love me?
How do I make you fall for me?
How do I make you want me
And make it last eternally?
How do I make you love me? (Ooh, ah)
How do I make you fall for me?
How do I make you want me (Ooh, ah)
And make it last eternally?
Oh, I'm crying now, authentic tears
They flow out of me when I think about you
'Cause you're the only person in the world who'd understand
'Cause you're the only person in the world who'd understand the meaning of this
Oh my god
I try, and I try, and I try to make you listen to me
I try to call you every day
I'm rehearsing what to say when the truth comes out (of my very own mouth)
I've been working on a unified theory
If I make it through tonight, everybody's gonna hear me out
'Cause I'm the right one
On my touch-tone, touch-tone telephone
I'm the only one (hey)
On your AM, AM radio
Don't hang up yet, I'm not done
I'm an expert, I'm the one
The one who was right all along
Better to be laughed at than wrong
I think this is a great song that illustrates Joseph's desperate pining for Lilith mixed in with his need to make her understand his POV on the Collapse. And in some ways, Joseph feels she's the only one who can understand this concept of feeling like she was 'chosen' as well by God since she turned up to act against his plans. Man ultimately feels God brought her to the county and him in order to fulfill something, even if she doesn't necessarily see it that way.
