Haven't posted in a while, not out of the game, just not sure I'm adding anything to the conversation atm. Anyways an update:
I went back to my full estrogen dose but I've never been so disconnected from my perceived gender. I do not believe I am a woman at all. I'm an estrogenized male and it almost feels bad to be gendered female at this point. There is nothing wrong with being a girl, but I'm just not one. I'm a fem boy (man) and I just want to stop taking estrogen but I'm so worried about the repercussions.
I'm literally in the same place I was before transitioning 😭😭. Boys!!! Take estrogen if you must, but don't socially transition. It's just not worth it. You can be a feminine guy 🙏🏻🙏🏻
My boyfriend is so real for this 🤭
Speaking from experience, it's really not so bad to embrace being a femboy or even just a trans amab presenting masc if you feel like that's your truth. We've only got one life, so its best to experience it as authenticly as possible.
Plus he looks so fucking handsome all butched up, ngl :3
I can't fucking wait to see him in person 😁











