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*anxiety attack, shaking, icanfeelmyheartpunchingmyribs, canāt breathe, trying to prevent a full blown panic attack for like 20 mins*Ā
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*accidentally messes up sending a message to a tumblr iāve never spoken to before*Ā
*anxiety attack, shaking, icanfeelmyheartpunchingmyribs, canāt breathe, trying to prevent a full blown panic attack for like 20 mins*Ā
hi again tumblrĀ
iām back to complain about examsĀ
i keep thinking iām making decent progress on all my workĀ
then i remember iāve got an entire research report to write that i havenāt even startedĀ
and i have no idea what tests i even need to run on the resultsĀ
let alone how to interpret them
i canāt wait to finish my uni assignments so i can do things i actually enjoy in life again
if i didnt have depression no one could fucking stop me. i only have depression because otherwise im too powerful
god nerfed meĀ
Just because you took longer than others doesnāt mean you failed.
(via breatheafrica)
I thought that this might be helpful to talk about.
Keep reading
Important- wish i had learned about this a long time ago.
I will ALWAYS reblog stuff about gaslighting. Iāve been affected by it as others I know. And I donāt wish it on anyone.
if iāve unfollowed you recently, iām really sorry!! iām desperately trying to thin out the number of blogs i follow.Ā
iāve been away from tumblr for a while as well, and if we used to be mutuals and iāve accidentally unfollowed you, you should absolutely hit me up!!Ā
but yeah... iām aiming to get the number of blogs iām following down into the low hundreds evENTUALLY... iāve just barelly managed to get it down below 3400 *sweats*Ā
Healing is not linear
The brain is an organ. Mental illnesses are illnesses of that organ. Brain scans show that there is a physical difference between a healthy brain and a sick brain. Telling someone āYouāre not really sick. Itās all in your head.ā is like telling someone with asthma āItās not real, itās all in your lungs.ā The brain is an organ that can malfunction as much as any other organ.
PLEASE READ THIS OVER AND OVER AND OVER
side note!! - i updated my about page a lil bit for anyone interestedĀ
iāve been doing a little better for a while! distractions are a wonderful thing, and so is eating properly, i think, hehe. iām trying to do better without a need for constant distractions and covers to hide how iām feeling. itāll come with time, i sāpose!Ā
iāve been put back under the care of my GP for my care now, which is pretty cool after four years under various psychs!! it feels pretty liberating, and itās a lot more convenient now that iām away at uni most of the time - it means i can actually book my appointments and reviews, instead of them being sent to me by the hospital, with no flexibility on time or date.Ā
itās also reassuring,Ā ācause in an emergency i can get an appointment back with my psych within a couple of days, and if itās for something less urgent, i can still see him within a few weeks. so i have a good safety net!Ā
so yeah. things arenāt so bad right nowĀ āŖ(ą¹į“ā”į“ą¹)āŖ
the deadline for my research report is tomorrowĀ
iām just about halfway throughĀ
why must i punish myself by leaving everything until the last minuteĀ
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daily fucking reminder that you are allowed to want attention and that does not make you a bad person.