fairchild

Highly Selective. IND Clary Fray Fairchild Based of Cassandra Clare's The Mortal Instrumentsbook series not spoiler free Tracking: frayborn Written By Hayley

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runesglow·: 

                     There is a soft sigh that leaves his lips, Clary was right, he couldn’t fix himself. There was too much to fix anyway. He’s just scared that, if this new him will be different from what those who know him as and that will push them away. Jace won’t ever admit it, but he’s scared of losing those he cares about - that is the one fear he has always had. “You would? Even if who I am now, is so different from who I was.” Before all of the storm, he would have never shown this vulnerability.

Smiling softly, she placed her hand softly on Jace’s shoulder comfortingly. She didn’t want to overstep her bounds, she knew that he was stressing out about the change in himself. “Of course I would want to, Jace.” Her voice was soft as she dropped her hand, running them through her red tresses. “We all change, I’m not the same girl you met as she started learning about the shadow world. Now I fight alongside you all.” 

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runesbroken·: 

             Maryse gave a small nod of her head, it was one hell of a speech, but there were other things he said to her that made her join the stupid crusade. He knew everyone’s buttons and how to push them. “It’s a lot, and I will give them the time.”

Clary knew that Maryse would slowly bring herself back into the fold, her children welcoming her with open arms. It would happen eventually, it would just take the time that Mrs. Lightwood knew about. “It will happen in due time.” 

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runesbroken·: 

                “I shouldn’t have been persuaded by him,” But she was young, and he was a great manipulator. She had fallen hook line and sinker for his tricks - all of them. She needs to to beating herself up for her past mistakes, for falling for a madman’s tricks. “I only care if my children forgive me, the rest of the Shadowhunters, are just that, other hunters.”

“From what I’ve heard, it was a hefty speech he did.” She tried to laugh, to imagine her father on a pedestal, talking to his followers to persuade them. He had a charisma about him but that was all he had, everything else was darkness and Clary was thankful she was the one to end his plausible reign. “They will, they love you. They just need to process. I know what that’s like.” 

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runesglow·: 

               How can he believe her, he’s been pushed and pulled so many times that he feels like he is just a puppet, that sooner or later the puppet master will cut his strings and he’ll be gone because his time is up and they can no longer do anything with him anymore. “I want to be happy but,” He doesn’t know how to be. Content, he can be that. He’s content with his family, with the ones he loves (maybe that is happiness), but nothing like screams pure blissfulness. “I’m so broken and I can’t be fixed. I’ve lost and gained family, gained and lost names and titles. I… I don’t know who I am anymore. I’m not who I was when we meet, or when I meet Alec or Izzy. How can I be him?”

Clary could see an internal struggle behind Jace’s eyes, a strain to feel like himself again, but deep down, Clary knew that would never happen. He was a changed man now and he needed to learn this new version of himself. Not try and recreate the old Jace Wayland. But live as the new Jace Herondale. “Don’t try to fix yourself, Jace. It comes with time and healing. You are Jace. That’s all you need to worry about right now. The guy I met when I was first introduced to this world is a changed man now, and I’d like to be friends with him too. Don’t be who you were, learn who you are now.” 

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fracturedpneuma·: 

            ❝ Oh, come on. It’s not easy to find a good coffee shop, okay? Simon and I just have a very fine taste and don’t want to drink overprized dishwater. And just because you drag you to those shops doesn’t mean you have to drink coffee too. You could get some tea or hot chocolate. ❞ , a wink followed his words while a small grin was laying on his lips. Nope, he doesn’t think he is responsible for Clary’s caffeine addiction. He is only responsible for his own caffeine addiction.

            ❝ Honestly? I think I did give up but Luke was just adamant to not let me give up. He literally forced me to keep going and I truly hated him for it back then. Now, I am really grateful and I’ve apologised for mean things I said to him back them. As if being a teenager wasn’t annoying enough, we also have to handle the supernatural bullshit, right? ❞ , a dry chuckle followed his words. He knows that Clary had it a little worse than him considering that she has to fight demons and all but life, in general, was a drag once you’re involved in anything supernatural.

            ❝ Oh, you know I am gonna be brutally honest. ❞

“Coffee is coffee, you get a high from it and you are able to stay awake all night to study for a final. You and Simon are just two hispters that won’t realise it. You keep taking me to coffee shops and expect me to get tea or hot chocolate? Coffee is the best drink of them all.” Laughing softly, Clary rolled her eyes realising that she couldn’t blame her addiction on anyone else but herself. She was the one to make her own coffee orders.  “Luke is the best person to not give up on anyone, he never has given up on me. He’s always been like my dad, there for my test results, young kid breakups, any time I’ve struggled. He wasn’t going to give up on anyone, especially you.” Clary was the queen of being thrust into the supernatural bullshit. She didn’t know how to handle it sometimes but she was thankful that people around her were in the same boat.   “I would expect nothing less.” 

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fracturedpneuma·: 

              ❝ I mean.. committing to something as huge as marriage is a lot, means a lot. I am not even ready to commit to one coffee shop. ❞ , he joked. Though, there is a little bit of truth within his statement. Stuart really isn’t looking for a relationship or anything physical. He is quite happy being on his own, especially now that he slowly accepts to be a werewolf. 

              ❝ Yeah, he is really patient. You should’ve seen me. I tried giving up at least fifty times. In the first ten minutes. ❞

  An amused chuckle followed his words. He does feel sorry because he really gave Luke a hard time. Not on purpose, of course, but Stuart used to hate to be a werewolf and Luke managed to make him see it isn’t all bad. Especially once you’re in full control of your inner wolf.

             ❝ Really? That’s great. I am glad I was able to help. And yeah, the thing you wanna do with your hair sounds great. I am sure it’ll look appropriate for the daughter of the bride. ❞

“You and Simon are so alike, maybe that’s why we are such good friends. I seem to get along well with people who can’t choose the perfect coffee shop and must try them all. Feuls my caffiene addiction.” It was true, Clary was an addict to the stuff, and working out different coffee houses was fun, but Stu and Clary did have a different friendship than she had with Simon, Stu understood Clary, and Clary understood Stu. They had built a friendship through the shadow world, not grown closer because of it.  “Well I’m glad you didn’t give up for good or we would never have become friends.” She was thankful for their friendship, it had blossomed without the pair even realising it, and now Stuart was helping her choose the dress to wear to her mother’s wedding, it was something a good friend would help with, not an acquaintance.  “Of course, you know style, I had every faith in you. You are going to have to give me your honest opinion when the dress arrives, I’ll do a trial run before I show mom.” 

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fracturedpneuma·: 

               ❝ I am pretty sure everyone is nervous when they are going to marry the love f their life. And thanks. Actually.. Luke taught me. Without him, I would know nothing about ‘how to werewolf’. ❞ , he was still scrolling through some websites and when he found some good dresses, he sent the links to Clary via WhatsApp.

               ❝ I sent you a few. Have a look. Do you already know what you’re going to do with your hair? Up-do? Braiding? ❞

“I can imagine, marrying someone is a larger commitment than just dating or being in a devoted courtship.” If she was to marry Jace, she could only imagine how nervous she’d be. “He;s pretty awesome when it comes to helping out newer wolves, he made Maia into the wolf she is. He’s doing brilliantly with you.” She clicked through the links that Stu was sending through, falling in love with one of them instantly, ordering it with express delivery.  “You found one! This full length green one you just sent through, I’m ordering! Gold jewellery will be perfect with it. No idea what I’ll do with my hair, probably a half up half down with braids. Similar what I wore to one of Magnus’ parties, it went down well with everyone.” 

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fracturedpneuma·: 

  A sigh parted his lips and he tried not to roll his eyes, even though he has to agree. If men buy a smoking, they can wear them on several occasions while some dresses are really only made for one or two occasions. He is definitely glad to be born with a penis between his legs. He handed her the phone like he was asked before leaning back into the couch.

                ❝ I am sure you won’t look crappy. Don’t worry about that. And yeah, she is hiding it pretty well but my wolfy nose and ears are telling me that she is just as nervous as you and Luke. ❞

Grabbing her phone she quickly started scrolling through websites like ASOS and BooHoo to obtain ideas on poofy or long green dresses to be beside her mother on her wedding day. She made sure she found ones with gold detailing, to commemorate the colour of a Shadowhunters wedding dress. There were going to be so many guests she didn’t know, never met but were invited to the union of her mother and Luke.  “I can see it but she is hiding it pretty well from me, Jace said he can see it in her eyes. You are pretty good with that wolf nose of yours. Luke’s so nervous, but he’s always been like my father, always there for mom, he shouldn’t be.” 

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fracturedpneuma·: 

                 ❝ Okay, first of all: You can always choose a dress that you can wear a second, third and however many times. Secondly: Sure, if you want to be average, go for one you already own. I thought you have to make an impression since it’s your mom’s wedding? ❞ , he huffed. Stuart really wasn’t big on helping someone choosing their outfit. If he agrees to do so nonetheless, then you better take his advice.

                 ❝ I am sure you’re mom would still love you if you’d come in your pajamas, but that doesn’t mean you can’t wear something really nice, right? ❞

“But a daughter of the bride dress, can only be worn for particular events. It won’t be able to be worn often like the ones I already own, Stu. I don’t have a large impression to make, I already have impressed Jace. Simon isn’t going to be there, I don’t have an impression to make. Is Luke freaking out like I am? Mom seems pretty dang calm.” Clary huffed as she dropped herself into the pile of clothes on the ground, stretching an arm out, motioning for the male to pass her the iPhone that belonged to her on the corner of the table.  “I think online shopping may be my best bet. My mom doesn’t care, but I don’t want to look crappy, but I don’t want to waste my money, you get me?” 

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fracturedpneuma·: 

                  ❝ I am already browsing the web, girly. My fingers are only so fast, okay? You’d be a big help if you’d tell me what color you want. If I may make a suggestion: Green. It’s a nice contrast to your hair. ❞ , yes, he is completely ignoring the pile of clothes which is laying before Clary because, in his mind, you need a new dress for a wedding. Even if it’s not your own.

Smiling at the suggestion, the Fairchild started pulling away dresses that didn’t have hints of green. Black, red and blue dresses went back on the racks as Clary started choosing between full-length dresses, mid-length dresses, ones that flared out like a prom dress and others that would have hugged her body. “That sounds perfect. I have quite a few that are green, but do you really think I need to buy a new dress, Stu? I’m only going to wear it once. It’s my mom’s wedding, she just wants me there, not perfect.” 

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runesglow·: 

             “Because…” Because what Jace? Because they were forced to be your family when Valentine abandoned you? It is clear that Clary and him see it in different ways, but she does have a point. The point is good though it doesn’t change the way he thinks, that would take time. “Clary, what if I don’t deserve this. Your support, the Lightwood’s. At times it feels like I don’t because there is always something to try and break those ties I have.”

Clary sighed softly, she just felt as if Jace deserved to see himself in a bright angelic light without thinking of a possible demonic tendency that was lied into his every move. Valentine’s lie had messed with his brain to the point where he didn’t see himself deserving the life he was being given. “You do deserve this, you have had the worst parts of life handed to you, Jace. You deserve a life without this crap. We don’t want the ties with you broken, we want you in our life.”

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"Alright, you need to explain what the actual hell is going on.” Clary was stuck in a situation that she had no right in being in. She needed to get out, find somewhere safe, call the Institute, but she couldn’t. She was stuck. “And no, I’m the brother bull, I deserve answers when you ruin my life.”

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"I still can’t believe we did it. We stopped Johnathan.” Her voice was slightly shaky, it was not only a shock to the artist, but the biggest moment of her life to date. They had survived Edom, but she had still lost her best friend in the process, but Si was happy and healthy, living a human life. Everything she had ever wanted for him. “How about we get some pizza?” 

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"So Tessa met me as a baby?” Clary asked, she was shocked with how much of the Shadowworld she had experienced before Magnus’ took her memories the first time. “I’m like dumbfounded. You know, you and Alec looked great at the wedding.”

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”So I have to find a dress. Daughter of the bride calls for something spectacular.” Clary chuckled as she ruffled through the stacks of dresses, not knowing what would work the best.

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Who wants a starter from darling Clary? ps. she has been revamped to BOOK BASED but show verse is available

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