i don't want to be the one that's left behind

indie. selective. Maryse Lightwood show based side blog est. 4/7/17 was mamalightwood

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REMINDER: I HAVE MOVED MARYSE OVER TO MY MULTI MUSE BLOG

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REMINDER: I HAVE MOVED MARYSE OVER TO MY MULTI MUSE BLOG

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if i owe you, please let me know over one @liveshaunted as this is where all her threads are now, as she now is there

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if i owe you, please let me know over one @liveshaunted as this is where all her threads are now, as she now is there

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instead of moving maryse to @valentinesweapon, i might move her over to @liveshaunted

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I've moved her

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i will carry over threads. if you want them to be. 

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instead of moving maryse to @valentinesweapon, i might move her over to @liveshaunted

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this muse is moving over HERE in the next few weeks, should be there before the start of next week

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also i might be moving all my side blog muses to one of my multis. 

zella (oc) & ravenel (oc), moving to this blog. jace, clary, maryse (shadowhunters), cynthia (deh) & maggie (charmed ‘18 with ‘98 influence) moving completely over to @valentinesweapon as i feel like i’m not on them enough to keep them as sides - if you happen to follow any of these blogs and don’t want to be spammed with this message i will be tagging it each time as; jace notes

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if i officially move jace / maryse / clary over to @valentinesweapon would anyone be mad? we can totally continue threads

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singular act 1 lyric starters

“ the moment when the curtain’s down before the show ” “ that’s how I feel before I get you all alone ”  “ we could give it a minute ” “ but what’s the fun in a minute? ” “ baby what’s the hold up? ” “ can you feel the tension rising? ” “ it’s almost love ” “ it could be love ” “ i want you like a loner wants an empty room ” “ we could push all the limits ” “ he treat me nice, he treat me right, he treat me good ” “ it’s so romantic in paris ” “ thought i was sure that i’d find it ” “ guess that’s on of many things wrong with me ” “ i won’t do that anymore ” “ halfway ‘cross the world for me to notice ” “ but i notice ” “ you will always have my heart ” “ won’t even try to compare it ” “ not every party needs our attendance ” “ don’t take this as complaining ” “ just little rearrangements ” “ i just want to hold tight ” “ maybe we could take one off ” “ we don’t ever have to slow down ” “ i heard you been hoping you could change the past ” “ you miss the ling goodnights ” “ you miss the long goodbyes ” “ remember when you said it there’s no second chance? ” “ did you ever think that it was hard for me? ” “ that’s my name. don’t wear it out though ” “ so sue me for looking too pretty tonight ” “ pick up that jaw off the floor ” “ so sue me ” “ that could work so perfectly ” “ even if i know that i will end up in a mess ” “ it won’t be perfect ” “ it could be worth it ” “ it won’t be perfect, but it could be worth it ” “ you don’t think i can handle the truth? ” “ do you think you could give it to me ” “ too many times i’ve asked myself, what did i come here for ” “ suddenly you’re into me again ” “ i’m sorry, but you’ve called at a bad time ” “ every time is probably going to be a bad time ” “ it’s not like the last time ” “ it’s a bad time for a good time ” “ you should know about it by now ” “ everything’s so clear to me now ” “ wish i could’ve seen it before ” “ i’m just going to say it one more time, for fun ” “ you don’t have to be a stranger ” “ come and get a little closer ” “ i’m already ready, come on ” “ ain’t gotta hesitate ” “ think you got your break? ” “ that is what i’m worth honey ” “ i am a diamond ” “ i can’t be bought like that ” “ my love is timeless ”

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You almost died and that’s what you’re concerned about?

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You said “It’s a bad time for a good time baby a bad time”. Too many times I’ve asked myself “What did I come here for?" 

liveshaunted: indie selective multimuse blog featuring muses from charmed, the haunting of hill house, until dawn, percy jackson, shadowhunters and many more

And for all of the nights I left tears running down my face, messing up my mascara It’s not perfect aye, aye, aye, but maybe that’s what we need.

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"you only have to feel you got a problem and i’ll listen."

lost meme || @enoughrunning

             "I know,” She replies in a soft sigh, there were many things that she knew where problems. The way she thinks for one, but that she is fixing and unlearning all the things that caused harm. The gap in her relationship with her children. Her marriage. But she doesn’t want to burden anyone with her problems until she has a solution. “But you don’t need the trouble.” That is all it is, trouble. That is what she tells herself. She tries to get through it all by herself, finding it hard to ask for help.

Send me ‘HC’ + a word and I’ll tell you a headcanon about my muse(s) based on it.

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This is so a Maryse song

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(    *   & .   —   THE  HAUNTING  OF  HILL  HOUSE  SENTENCE  STARTERS

*   warning   :   may  contain  spoilers  for  episodes  one  through  ten .

‘  if  you  were  me ,  you  wouldn’t  be  such  a  fucking  asshole .  ’

‘  the  world  out  there  has  teeth  and  it  is  hungry  and  it  is  stupid  and  it eats  and  eats  mindlessly .  ’

‘  you  listen  to  your  gut .  even  if  it  makes  them  hate  you .  ’

‘  i  am  a  dream  and  so  are  you  and  so  are  we .  ’

‘  you  are  a  looker ,  aren’t  you ?  ’

‘  honey ,  someone’s  in  the  house .  ’

‘  i’m  dreaming ,  right ?  ’

‘  i  just  need  a  little  time  away .  it’s  nothing  more  than  that .  ’

‘  you’re  saying  it  was  an  accident ,  so  you  accidentally  put  your  hand  through  a  mirror ?  ’

‘  i’m  scared .  that’s  all  i  am .  there  is  nothing  else .  i’m  only  scared .  ’

‘  do  you  think  there’s  something  wrong  with  me ?  like ,  really  wrong ?  ’

‘  it’s  alright ,  sugar .  it’s  just  a  dream  —  just  a  screaming  meemie .  ’

‘  we  yield  to  it  or  we  fight  it ,  but  we  cannot  meet  it  halfway .  ’

‘  i  seldom  am  well  behaved .  ’

‘  i  enjoyed  the  conversation ,  but  i’m  gonna  say  goodnight .  ’

‘  did  you  just  punch  me  in  the  boob ?  ’

‘  just  enjoy  me .  i’m  loving  you .  ’

‘  i  wouldn’t  have  changed  a  thing .  i  need  you  to  know  that .  ’

‘  forgiveness  is  warm  like  a  tear  on  a  cheek .  ’

‘  i  loved  you  completely  and  you  loved  me  the  same .  ’

‘  that’s  all .  the  rest  is  confetti .  ’

‘  forgive  a  girl  for  being  lonely .  ’

‘  there’s  nothing  sadder  than  a  cold  bed .  ’

‘  journey’s  end  when  lovers  meet .  ’

‘  journeys  don’t  end ,  not  if  you  love  someone .  they  don’t  end  at  all .  ’

‘  probably  best  you  didn’t  say  anything  to  them .  ’

‘  i’m  asking  you  to  love  me  hard  for  the  next  few  minutes .  ’

‘  i’m  gonna  jump  and  i’m  asking  you  to  hold  my  hand  while  i’m  falling .  ’

‘  i  have  something  that  i  have  to  tell  you ,  but  i  need  you  to  remember  when  i  do  that  i  love  you .  ’

‘  i  wish  i  would’ve  loved  you  better .  ’

‘  pandas  don’t  like  macaroni .  ’

‘  i’m  just  floating  in  this  ocean  of  nothing  and  i  wonder  if  this  is  it ,  this  is  what  death  is .  ’

‘  i  wonder  if  this  is  what  death  is ,  just  out  there  in  the  darkness ,  just  darkness  and  numbness  and  alone .  ’

‘  i  wondered  if  that’s  what  they  felt ,  just  numb  and  nothing  and  alone .  ’

‘  he  was  a  light  in  the  darkness .  he  was  a  life  preserver  in  the  ocean .  ’  

‘  i  reached  for  him  because  i  had  to  feel  something .  i  had  to  feel  anything .  ’

‘  god ,  i’m  so  glad  i  did  it  though .  thank  god  it  worked .  ’

‘  i  felt  scared .  so  fucking  scared .  ’

‘  honestly  i  had  to  do  it  because  it  felt  better  than  feeling  nothing .  ’

‘  that  thorough  fucking  shame  was  so  much  better  than  that  horrible  empty  feeling .  ’

‘  you  have  to  live .  ’

‘  i  don’t —  i  don’t  know  how  to  do  this  without  you .  ’

‘  i  learned  a  secret  :  there  is  no  without .  i  am  not  gone .  i  am  scattered  into  so  many  pieces ,  sprinkled  on  your  life  like  new  snow .  ’

‘  when  we  die ,  we  turn  into  stories  and  every  time  someone  tells  one  of  those  stories  it’s  like  we’re  still  here .  ’

‘  we’re  all  stories  in  the  end .  ’

‘  you’re  supposed  to  protect  me ,  but  you  say  the  meanest  things  to  me  when  i  try  to  tell  you  things .  ’

‘  that  was  really  wild  stuff .  ’

‘  that  was  really  wild  stuff  considering  you  were  asleep  for ,  what ,  like…  ninety-nine  percent  of  it ?  ’

‘  i’m  sorry .  i  should  have  made  more  of  an  effort  with  you .  ’

‘  you  tried  the  best  that  you  could .  i  should’ve  met  you  halfway .  ’

‘  people  fuck  up .  i  guess  you  don’t  get  that  —  you  really  don’t  get  it  until  you  fuck  up .  really  fuck  up .  ’

‘  i  felt…  nothing .  just  nothing .  and  it  spread  everywhere  in  me ,  this  nothing ,  until  i  couldn’t  feel  anything  anymore .  i  was  just  this  dark ,  empty  black  hole .   ’

‘  i  felt  nothing  and  so  i  drank  and  i  drank  and  nothing  worked .  i  couldn’t  feel  anything .  ’