floral fairy

A little fragile tribe can grow into a strong and stable tree Tomorrow, even if the world is destroyed, i will plant an apple tree today. {{Disclaimer; Just a roleplay account}}

[freak-kimley]

May I borrow your shoulder? || Jaejoong and Kimberley

[ccxjaejoong]

Jaejoong had his own family issues that he chose to forget sometimes. After he had gone into the mental institution, he had requested that he be updated on his mother’s well being at all times. He received notices that his mother had remarried, and had a girl. A smile usually spread over his lips as he read. He was happy that his mother was happy, even if it wasn’t him making her happy. He couldn’t make her happy. He wasn’t good enough as a son. The thought buried itself into his head and soon he stopped getting all sorts of information. Apparently, his mother had requested that he be kept out of it. Jaejoong sighed at the memory that had resurfaced. He was usually extremely stoic, but his new tentmate brought out the feelings.

Her name was Chen Fangyu and she was Kimley to everyone else, but Jaejoong affectionately called her FanFan. She reminded him of the little sister he had somewhere in Korea but had never met. Walking into the tent, he noticed that she was curled up on her bed, sobbing quietly. Seeing her like that broke Jaejoong’s heart a bit and he wanted to comfort her, but how could he comfort her when he was almost just as broken as her.

He stepped over to her bed and asked if she was alright. She replied that she was fine but her voice betrayed her. He sat down on the bed and rubbed her back. “FanFan…..you’re lying. I know that something is wrong. Tell me please?” He said, his voice quiet. “I’m here for you…”he whispered, hugging her close.

[freak-kimley]

Sitting up on her bed as Jaejoong sat down, the petite girl wrapped her arms around the middle of his and rested her head on the wide shoulder. His embrace felt so nice and gave her the warmth she was missing. Being tentmates for quite a while, Kimberley knew that Jaejoong had just as many problems as her, but every time she had her low, breakdown, the only person she would want to have around her was him. He was a big brother for the young girl, a person that could cheer her up when she was sad, that would pat her head and laugh lightly when she did or said something stupid again. But at that point, the guilt of being a burden just stopped her from telling the worried male. The embrace around his body slightly tightened while she was debating over it, instead of answering his question the girl broke into tears and her lips were pressed together to hold back the sob. 

Hot drops of tear streamed down her cheeks and found their end on the fabric of his shirt. The whole world around her, the circus and anyone else didn’t seem to exist anymore. There were only him and her with all the thoughts about her father, who had manipulated her brain to hide the supernatural ability. Kimberley knew better than anyone else that it was for her sake, in order guaranteeing her a normal life. But he had lied to her for 10 years. 10 out of her 17 years had been nothing but a lie. The truth hit her too hard to allow her to forgive him but he was the only person she had. How could a 15 years old girl cope the fact that she was a freak and that she accidentally took the life of her first boyfriend because he wanted too much from her while she wasn't ready for it? How could a girl in that state deal with the truth her father had manipulated her minds for 10 years to control her ability and her mother didn’t die because of a traffic accident but actually stayed in the shape of a snow white leopard as she crossed the limit of her animal morphing ability? The animal she considered as their pet was mother. 

After crying on his shoulder for a while, the girl took a deep breath then mumbled between her sobs, "Gege, today is his birthday" Jaejoong was one of the rare knowing about her past. As soon as the words left her shaking lips, her arms tightened around him, while her body was shaking from crying in his embrace

[freak-kimley]

Unpleasant first meeting

[freak-kyungsoo]

With a sigh, D.O looked back up at the girl and waved his hand dismissively, feeling guilty at how sorry the other had sounded and he feels like a jerk for turning his irritation to her. Of course it wasn’t the girl’s entire fault, he knows how hard it is to sick, and maybe the girl was already sick before she went on the boat or it was from motion sickness so it wasn’t right for him to actually be angry at her. Every sickness was beyond anyone’s control, let alone motion sickness. He never had one of those but he heard motion sickness might just be the worst, especially when travelling on waters.

“It’s okay, I’m sorry,” D.O said with his voice gentle and low. “Just… don’t pretend you don’t know me or ignore me from now on, okay?” he added and smiled. He remembered how the girl attempted to ignore him and it kind of hurt. He got worried when she fainted in his arms back at the boat and was frantic to reach the first aid booth. He was beyond relieved when he saw her doing okay just now and it just hurt to see her try and get away from him without a word.

“I’m Kyungsoo by the way, but I go by D.O around the circus,” he said and extended a hand out at her as he moved closer, but not close enough for her to smell how he reeked of puke.

[freak-kimley]

With a wide grin plastered on her lips, she nodded in reply and felt sorry for her earlier action, especially after all the trouble she caused him. “No, it’s my fault. It was just too embarrassing that I didn’t know what to do” The taiwanese bowed once again to apologize for her bad manner. “My name is Kimberley Chen, but they call me Kimley cuz it’s shorter. I know you, I have seen your performance before”, said the girl with a small smile. As the male stepped closer, the girl could clearly see how ruined his clothes were, the sight made her feel even worse. Then her eyes caught the sight of her own clothes covered with stains from her puke and the stench could make her puke again anytime. 

A sheepish smile tugged at the plump lips of the young girl as an idea crossed her minds, “Let’s get some ice cream after changing our clothes. It will be my treat” She really wanted to do something for D.O in return but it’s simply better for both of them to get changed first. Kimberley barely believe that he could stand the smell of himself right now just as much as her. “3 p.m. here. Then we could look for a nice ice cream parlor”, the girl could barely hide her excitement since Japanese ice cream was one of her favorite foods.

[butterbe]

kimberley chen in《KIMBONOMICS金式代》

[freak-kimley]

May I borrow your shoulder? || Jaejoong and Kimberley

The petite girl with the name Kimberley, who was better known as Kimley, always wore a bright smile so that her friends and people around her in general even wondered if she was able to be sad or to cry. An unhappy or teary Kimberley, whose real name was Chen Fangyu, seemed to be unimaginable. But behind that toothy grin and the bright laughter, which comforted others and made them feel delighted, was a past with hidden truth about her own identity and about her mother. The person she loved with all her heart, who was her whole world, was no longer a part of her life, at least not present anymore. She didn't know where her father was at the moment, who taught her to play various traditional Chinese instruments and have her vocal lessons. No matter what, his existence shouldn't bother her anymore, should it?? 

But at this very moment, the Taiwanese girl was curling up in her bed and holding back the tears. Today was her father's birthday and it's the second time she didn't spend this day with him. No cooking his favorite food, no special performance for him only, no singing together in the moonlight after a hard working day.. all the memories teared the girl down. She was barely 15 as she left him in Taipei and started to live on the road by herself. Why was she thinking of him? Why was she worrying about him and if someone made him his favorite soup? teardrop quietly and slowly rolled off the rosy cheeks of hers. The young girl quickly wiped them tears away as she heard footsteps coming closer to her tent. It was Jaejoong's doorstep, one of the males she shared the tent with. With concern he asked her what's wrong. She tried to pretend that she was fine but her cracked voice betrayed her as she answered : "I'm fine"

[freak-kimley]

Unpleasant first meeting

[freak-kyungsoo]

 D.O wasn’t one to be irritated by someone, but the smell of puke stubbornly clinging onto his clothes is making his head whir with irritability because everyone knows he hated anything dirty. He was a neat young man and he loved cleaning so his neat freak side was not literally angry at him for being covered in puke. Plus his back hurts from his heavy bag pack, and why was it too hot that day? But remembering how pale and green the girl looked at the boat and seeing her now wide awake and moving did make him breathe out a small sigh of relief. At least she’s okay now, right? But he did fight the urge to groan in frustration when the girl attempted to avoid and ignore him. All those emotions dancing around his head is making him more annoyed.

D.O almost groaned out loud, but opted in making a solid line of the lips as he rolled his eyes at the girl’s question. If it wasn’t for the girl’s shaking legs he would have snapped but really he doesn’t do that so she was lucky. It was one of the things D.O didn’t understand on himself. His patience was usually long but when he started to feel irritated he just wants everything on earth to come crumbling down, but no matter how angry he is he couldn’t go ballistic or snap at anyone… at all. It’s so frustrating sometimes he just wants to hit himself upside the head for being so confusing. Sometimes he wonders if his earth manipulation ability suits him at all. The ability seemed too strong and hardheaded for someone like him – afraid to hurt anyone with his rocks and having a natural small build. He pouted at the thought.

“Does ‘puking on someone on the boat’s comfort room’ ring a bell?” D.O said sarcastically, looking down on his ruined clothes with a defeated sigh. He like those clothes but he’s going to throw them away after changing them when he gets to his tent.

[freak-kimley]

Of course she had no intention to ruin someone’s clothes during the boat ride and especially to bother others with her motion sickness but she was born with it. Her parents had to struggle with it a lot since traveling took a quiet great part of their time as wandering artists. Having a child was troublesome enough, the sickness of Kimberley just made it worse and even made them think of giving up, but it never happened. Even at this moment, her father must be somewhere in Asia, performing with his guitar and living by his own.

With a bow, she muffled out her apology and a guilty smile displayed on her lips. Feeling bad for what happened and her behavior just now, the urge doing something in return and to apologize grew inside of her. Then those words slipped off her lips before she could realize that she did say that: “I’m really sorry about this misfortune. Would a treat to a coffee or cake make it up for you? I didn’t want to…yea.. puke on you like that” Kimberley thought the accident was the most embarrassing thing in her 17 years but this conversation afterwards just beat it and won the first place in the ranking of her embarrassing moment.

The only thing she would love to do at this moment was sinking in the ground to escape from this awkward situation (of course beside getting back in her tent to take off the ruined clothes and brush her teeth to get rid of the not so pleasant taste in her mouth, that was the only thing she would love to do). Looking at the male, a strange feeling told her that she had seen her before, before this accident. Slightly knitting her eyebrows , she wondered where she had seen those big eyes before. It'd been in the Circus for a good few months but she didn't really interact with many People. Then she almost gasped out loud as the Girl remembered where she had seen him before. Sometimes instead of performing for the Little Kids as a wandering Artist, she lurked around and watched the Performance of others. This Boy was the one with the spectacular Performance with earth on his Special "stage". She really enjoyed his Show.

[freak-kimley]

Sweet Revenge || Dongwoo and Kimberley

Being one of the youngest in the circus, Kimberley got the attentions of the older members of the circus. Most of them saw her as a little sister with the big grin and the bunny teeth. This didn’t bother her in any ways, in fact, she enjoyed it and felt loved by them all, something she had missed in the two years living by her own on the road, having no place named home. She didn’t have a great circle of friends, she would rather keep it small and putting many efforts into it. But whenever she was around with them, she would be the little “baby” of everyone. Except from one person.

She couldn’t even recall since when they became this way but it felt like they had this love-hate-relationship going on since the previous life. Everyone rather enjoy this, but it could be tiring sometimes. He kept on picking on her and her height, not to forget her big front teeth. For an odd reason, he always had to take the last tart in the kitchen tent which Kimberley wanted to have. Sometimes it’s just some small matter but they would end up arguing about for a good half an hour before someone interrupted them. Lately, this boy even started to set “trap” and play trick on her to embarrass her.

Looking at her wristwatch to only  be surprised that it’s almost 10:30 pm, she decided to get something to eat before changing her clothes and rehearsing her performance that night. As soon as she entered the kitchen tent, she saw her “rival” sitting in the middle of the crowd and laughing out loud with his annoying voice(it wasn’t really annoying but because of  their permanent arguments, she describe everything about him and him in general with one world: “annoying”). He didn’t seem to notice her entering the tent.

 After taking the tart she quietly walked towards the crowd but stayed in the last line just to make sure that he wouldn’t notice her but close enough to use her ability. She opened the small bag she always carried and dropped a seed from the bag on the ground. With a cheeky smile she let it grow rapidly then crept towards his chair . The smile on her lips grew into a mischievous one as the branch wrapped around the chair leg. Then “suddenly” he fell off the chair and landed on his behind with a loud snap. She victoriously mumbled to herself “Nice landing, Jang Dongwoo”

[freak-kimley]

Unpleasant first meeting

[freak-kyungsoo]

Turning the faucet off, D.O took a few tissue papers from the roll hanging by the comfort room’s wall to wipe his hand. He had just finished washing his hands to finally eat some food – because he believes in hygiene, yes – that he brought on board. After deeming his hands dry enough, he turned to the door and opened it; only to be greeted by someone bumping onto him that made him took a few steps back, hands automatically flying to the person’s shoulder that collided with him. With everything happening so fast, D.O wasn’t able to remember anything that happened aside from the stench of puke that quickly flooded the small bathroom and the warm feeling that was spreading from his chest down. Before he could even react on the fact that he had just been puked on, he was already trying not to let the other person collide on the floor from fainting, now realizing that it was a girl… looking quite green and pale and he knows the two colors together aren’t a good sign.

“H-hey,” D.O said as he gently shook the girl by the shoulders, with him silently crouching to support the limp body. With the girl being unresponsive, and acting on pure instinct, D.O lifted the girl up – hooking his forearm under her knees and his other hand supporting her back – and made his way to the first aid booth. After telling the people there about what happened, he made his way back to the comfort room to wash whatever it was that the girl ever ate, groaning as he saw that from his shirt to his pants, he was covered in puke.

When the circus arrived at Asahikawa, D.O was still trying to wipe away at his clothes, swearing that he could still feel the warm goo of wasted food clinging onto his shirt and pants – he wanted to believe that he didn’t get any puke in his shoes. “I hate puke!” he said under his breath as he harshly wiped his shirt and pants in frustration because he smelled like puke. He then felt a set of eyes looking at him, and he slowly looked up, seeing the same girl who gave him her breakfast and possibly dinner as a greeting.

“You…” he whispered as his hands paused their cleaning as he looked at the girl in front of him, mouth now gaping.

[freak-kimley]

Her eyes opened widely as he seemed to recognize her and call her just now. Instinctively and out of embarrassment, she looked away to avoid his eyes and pretended to take another path. But that would mean she might have to avoid him for the rest of her stay in the circus and that could be for a few years. In the blur memories of hers, she remembered that someone carried her to a room before she fully dozed off. What if that person was him? She should at least apologize for burdening him and thank him for the help. 

Biting on her lower lip, she shut her big eyes and took a long, deep breath before turning to face him with a small smile and asking back innocently "Me? Do we know each other?" She was mentally hitting her head with her fist so hard for acting this way at the moment. Of course they knew each other, more or less. The puke on his clothes could hardly be from someone else but her. Nervously she raised her hand to rub the back of her neck. Her knees shook a little because the drive drained out her strength and because of the most embarrassing first meeting she just had with this boy who she barely knew.

He seemed to be a very nice person but who knows? Everyone thought her father was a good person, but what he had done to her "for her happiness and for her good" hurt her more than anything else. Yet a sheepish smile spread across her pale face as the male stood right in front of her. 

[freak-kimley]

Unpleasant first meeting || D.O and Kimberley

                People chitchatting on the deck, flirting and laughing, pairs sharing kisses while the slight cold wind laced into the long hair of the ladies, brushing their rosy cheeks, people breathing in deeply to fill their lungs with the air of the sea, what a romantic scene. And there was Kimberley, holding on the metal crossbar helplessly, suppressing the uncomfortable, growing feeling inside of her weak body by taking deep breaths. Her glassy eyes wandered from face to face, how could they enjoy this?, the little girl asked herself this question all over again. Her inner organs seemed to be all up-side-down and no matter how much she was trying to breathe in deeply, she could barely feel the cold, fresh air making her feel any better. 

                Resting her forehead soaked with cold sweat drops, her plump but now pale lips kept on shaking while a few worlds rolling of the dried plump: “please, please! Why cant it be over?” Her slim fingers clutched around her pale lips as she feel the pressure growing. With all her clear minds and strength, she tried to hold back while running to the bathroom. But it would take her a few minutes to get there. Accidentally she  bumped into others on her way but she had no time to apologize, neither should her take her hand off her lips at this moment. 

               A cold shudder ran along her sweat coated back. while she tried to adjust her weight on her feet. “hurry kimberley!”, thought she and forced herself to gather herself and keep on running. But as she was close to the toilet a figure just came out from that room and it was too late for her to step out of his way. With a loud noise, she ran into him and in a bat of eye, the strong, growing feeling inside of her stomach broke free and streams upwards her throat. Her eyes shut tight to not see what was going on, but the stench filled the room and the sound just got louder and louder. Tears rolled off her pale cheeks out of embarrassment. Choking a little, she felt exhausted and could barely stood up. the next second everything went blank.

             As she woke up, they arrived the capital of Hokaido already but the stench was still lingering in her nose, or better said all over her clothes. The older member of the circus took care of her and already brought her stuff to her tent, some of them even asked whether she needed help to get there, But her nature didnt allow her to accept the help. Rejecting politely, she made her way to the deep red tent. But as soon as the weak girl was about to arrive the place, her big eyes caught the sight of a familiar silhouette. Tilting her head aside she wondered where she had seen this boy before. Despite being in the circus for quite a while, she hadnt interacted with many of them, because of her training and preparation for her performance. Making further steps towards the tent, she realized he seemed to go to the same direction as her. The smaller the distance between them get, the more she wondered where she had seen him. Suddenly the memory hit her and made her stand at the spot as if she was frozen. The rather short boy was cursing beneath his breath while patting something off his clothes… 

[freak-kimley]

The horrible boat ride

Few days ago, it was finally confirmed, the circus would leave Kawaguchi and move to a city in Hokaido by boat again. Kimberley stared at the deep red fabric of the tent, lying on her bed for hours and refusing to pack her stuff. It was not the case that she had to many clothes or shoes or whatsoever to pack, neither was it laziness holding her back from doing the thing that was asked at this moment. It was simply the idea riding boat, floating on the surface of the sea. Just the thougth of the boat ride made her feel sick enough to throw up her breakfast.

The eyelids of the little girl fell down to shut her eyes, her head immediatly  shook rapidly to help her getting rid of this urge to throw up. Taking a deep breath, she tried to vanish the sick feeling and the bad memory of the last ride. It was horrible and this one would be the same. Pressing a pillow on her own face, she helplessly whined into it like a little kid. Couldn’t they move to the other city by train or plane? I would even walk there if i had to, thought the taiwanese girl and wished it was just a nightmare.

 After a few hours with much force the girl finally made it to get her stuff packed properly. Her fingers wrapped around the plastic bag that someone gave her earlier before getting on the boat. She could feel the wave hitting against the boat, making it sway a little. Her shaking hand reached for the bottle of water on the table she was sitting at. The cold water made her feel a little relaxed as soon as it touched her dried lips and mouth. A small stream of air  cross her still dried pair of lips as she tried to calm herself. "No, Kimberley, you wont throw up this time".

 But the ride didnt go the way she wished it to be. Most of the time she spent on the toilet to throw up again and  in the remain time she tried to vanish the disgusting taste from her mouth by drinking water. The only Thing she wished for was no more boat ride and solid ground beneath her feet.

[freak-kimley]

La réunion || Jihoon and Kimley

 Taking a deep breath to vanish the sick feeling she had had since the boat ride, she was glad to finally feel solid ground beneath her feet. The fresh cold breeze of the north city whose name she could barely pronounce properly brushed on her pale face and laced into her wavy brown hair which was now more or less a big mess. Closing her eyes tight and filling her lungs once again with the cold air, she was struggling to hold back herself from throwing up immediately. After getting her stuff settled and a glass of water to get rid of this huge urge of vomiting, she felt much better. Only a good hour after their arrival at the capital of the subprefecture, the small girl noticed the beautiful sight in white snow which resembled those fairy tales. The untouched snow reminded her of a big fluffy blanket or white candy cotton, which caused a toothy grin cross pale face, which was slowly getting its color back.

 The beautiful view of the brand new world (for her) was seducing her, calling her and asking her to discover it, to get lost in the busy crowded streets, to taste the for her unknown snacks on the subway. She needed to go out at right now. The will became so strong as if it was her destination walking on the snow covered street of Asahikawa. Sprinting through the other members of the circus, who were too busy with settling down their own stuff, she got into her tent with the deep red color of wine and threw a thick scarf around her neck after putting on a warm jacket and slipping her feet into the warm boots. She was in rush, she couldn’t forgive herself for wasting any second.

  But before she could leave the camp there were two things she had to find first: a person to go with her and a dictionary or a guide, because the only Japanese word she knew was “fugu” which meant puffer fish.  Despite being a part of the circus for a few months already, the Taiwanese was too busy to catch up with the life in this whole new world, which was why she barely knew someone from the circus. She hadn’t even made her special performance yet, the girl was still working on it to make the best out of it. Most of the time she either wandered around and showed the kids some small tricks by reviving a dead flower or  making a little tree dance around or watching the performances in the main tent. But now she had no time to think of it, the only thing she could think of going out and explore the new city.  

  Almost tripping over her own feet as she caught the sight of one person, she quickly hid behind a tent and fixed her big brown orbs on a male passing by. The small girl might seem suspicious at this moment but she couldn’t help, because of an event happening between them good two weeks ago. Her big teeth dug into the plump lip of hers while she was wandering if she could ask him to go with her. A discussion rapidly went through her mind “Pro: He can speak Japanese and we can still go separate ways once we are out of here. Contra: what if he still remembers my face after getting yelled at because of stepping on a flower?” But in a bat of an eye she found herself standing in front of the male and could feel a big, sheepish smile tugging at her own lips as the few words rolled off them: “Hi, would you mind going downtown with me?”. As the last word was spoken, she mentally cursed at herself for doing this but she couldn’t help, Asahakiwaiya or what the city was called was waiting for her.