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operation get back together

author's note: this is a part two to my i think you're what's wrong with me fic!! i hope that you enjoy this one i wrote it up today!! i'm not sure how i feel about it but i hope it satiates your needs!

words: 4.1k

summary: dean and allie have been watching from the sidelines as you and beau deal with this breakup. before long, they make a plan to get the two of you back together. will it work?

warnings/tags: inaccurate football stadium architecture, friends interfering, friends taking the reins, beau is cheeky, they're both miserable fr, inaccurate medical symptoms, a little bit dramatic, kissing, cornering, etc. lmk if i missed and warnings!!

Dean and Allie have both watched simultaneously as their best friends were dealing with the same exact break up. They both watched as you and Beau depleted your lives at the same time. Allie watched as you spent all day in your bed. Only going somewhere if absolutely needed. Class, an occasional library study session. Or a once in a blue moon social appearance. 

Dean watched as Beau declined every advance to hang out or go drinking. Instead, Beau spent all his time in the gym. Running the treadmill, lifting the heaviest weights he possibly can without hurting himself, or even going to the fieldhouse and throwing the football until his arm felt like it was being ripped off his body. 

It wasn’t until Dean walked in on you bawling your eyes out in Hannah’s lap did he decide to take the matters into his own hands. If neither of you are going to make a move to fix your lives, he’s going to have to interfere. He’s tired of seeing his best friend, and by extension, you, be ridden with heartbreak that could easily be fixed by the two of you doing what’s best. Getting back together. 

So, that’s how Allie and Dean end up here. Their favorite coffee shop right off campus. It was supposed to be a date. But now, it’s a debriefing. “She barely leaves her bed, Dean.” Allie stresses to her boyfriend. “The other day I asked if she wanted to get a sweet treat and she said no.” Her eyes widen in fear. “She said no.” Dean puts his head in hands, deep in thought. “That’s not like her. She always says yes to a sweet treat. Even if it’s just for a ride.” Dean looks up, leaning back against the booth. 

“Beau doesn’t put the weights down. Every time I call or text him, he’s either at the gym or the fieldhouse. He won’t stop it.” Dean sighs. “He’s gonna push himself over the limit and end up hurting more than heartbreak.” 

“She went to the doctor. She’s been having horrible symptoms. They make her miserable. She’s practically bed-ridden. And she won’t listen to me.” Dean nods his head, thinking of what they could do. But everything they’ve tried, nothing is working. You won’t listen to Allie, and Beau won’t listen to Dean. Said blonde sits up straight, and his girlfriend can practically see the gears turning in his head. 

“That’s it.” He says, his very own eureka moment happening in the middle of the coffee shop. 

“What’s it?” 

“They’re not listening to us.” Dean says, putting an emphasis on the last word. “But maybe, they’ll listen to us.” He makes a swap motion with his fingers and Allie furrows her eyebrows in confusion. 

“What are you talking about, Dean?” Exasperation is evident in her voice and expression. 

“I’m saying, if Beau won’t listen to me, maybe he’ll listen to you.” Allie starts putting it together and her face lights up. 

“And she might listen to you!” She says, pointing to Dean. 

“Exactly!” Dean says, before slamming the table and pointing towards his girlfriend. “And before we know it, all four of us will be sitting in this exact booth again.” Allie smiles, already putting into motion what she’s going to say. 

–

Dean’s Turn

You study in the library because it’s the one place on this campus where you actually lock in on your homework. When you go into the library with five upcoming assignments, you go out with all of your homework down for the next two weeks. But, it takes up a lot of your time, so you don’t go often. 

Except for recently, because it’s one of the few places on campus you know Beau and his buddies won’t be at. Not because they’re not smart, but because they simply would rather do anything else than sit at the library and study. You would know. They told you to your face. 

However, you were proven wrong when you saw none other than Dean Heyward-DiLaurentis walk into the library, eyes searching around the floor you are on. You chose the quiet floor, the one where no one is to talk at all, and if they do, it has to be quietest of whispers. Dean’s eyes scan the room for a little while longer before they land on you. And his infamous smirk flashes the whole room. You roll your eyes, with no real heat behind it. Dean makes his way over to you, keys dangling in his hand. “What do you say we go for a ride?” He whispers and you look down at your homework in front of you. You open your mouth to protest, but Dean catches it. “I’m not really taking no as an answer.” He’s insanely lucky you have only one assignment left. 

Quietly, you pack your things, and when you go to grab your bookbag, Dean snatches it himself and carries it himself, leading you out of the quiet floor and down the library steps. Moonlight marks the pavement as you walk in step with your best friend’s boyfriend. For the most part, the walk to his car is silent, except for the chatter of students buzzing with excitement about the football game on Saturday. You’re a little confused why there’s still quite a few students on campus at this hour. “Are you going?” Dean asks after a long time of no talking. You shrug. 

“Most likely not.” 

“What?!” He asks almost a little too loudly. Causing multiple eyes to look towards you, and causing you to shrink in on yourself. 

“Shhhh. Shut up, DiLaurentis!” You beg, trying to keep the prying eyes off of you. Ever since your breakup with Beau, it feels like all eyes have been on you. Worse than when you were together. You hate it. 

“How can you not go? It’s against our rivals. It’s gonna be the biggest game all season. Everyone’s gonna be there.” You roll your eyes with an affectionate smile. 

“I highly doubt everyone is gonna be there.” 

“I wouldn’t doubt, young one.” You scoff. 

“I’m like, less than a year younger than you, Dean.” 

“My point exactly. You’re still young. You got life to figure out.” Dean’s car comes into view and you sigh, excited to taste the relief of privacy. Dean opens the door for you and lets you in, before shutting it and throwing your bag in the back. 

Before you know it, he’s on the road, driving aimlessly with seemingly no destination in sight. It’s nice. The serenity. No expectations. You roll the window down and lay your head against the door frame, feeling the wind against your face and hoping that it gets rid of the headache that has been forming since Dean approached you in the library. You know what this is about, but knowing doesn’t make the blow any less painful. 

“So, we need to talk.” He starts, and you turn your head slightly to stare at the blonde in the driver’s seat. Thoughts of all the memories you have with him, with Allie, with Beau. You’ve known Dean for longer than you’ve known Beau, Dean was the reason the two of you got together. So, naturally, you assume that this situation is just as heartbreaking for him. In some vicinity. And by the seriousness in his voice, it only confirms it. “You know what I’m about to talk to you about, right?” 

“Unfortunatley.” 

“See, that’s the thing.” He points to you. “I don’t think it’s unfortunate that we’re talking about it.” 

“Dean, whatever you are about to tell me, I guarantee you that I’ve already heard it from Allie.” Dean pulls the car over. “What are you doing?!” Eyes wide in confusion and a little bit of fear, you turn your head to Dean. You’re in the middle of the highway, so naturally, you’re just a little worried. 

“I’m sure you don’t want to hear this, but you need to.” The atmosphere in the car has you worried about what he’s about to say. “Beau is destroying himself. He rarely leaves the gym, and if he’s not at the gym, he’s at the fieldhouse. He only gets like one hour of sleep each night, and he gets obliterated at practice every day.”

“How would you know that?” Dean gives you a look that says, ‘seriously?’. 

“Because I go to watch the practices and I watch as he actually lets the defensemen tackle him to the ground. His coach is already royally pissed at him. It’s bad.” Dean lets out a sigh. “He misses you.” The words cause you to look down at your hands in your lap. “Like, a lot. Everything we talk about has a trace of you, whether verbally or if it’s hidden between the lines.” Tears fill your eyes, making your vision blurry. “Like, the other day, we were at Malone's. We were talking about the upcoming game on Saturday with some of the football guys and they were all mentioning about their girlfriends being at the game and Beau left the table and was gone for like ten minutes.” You wipe at one of the tears in your eyes. 

“Maybe he just-” 

“No, I’m sorry to cut you off, but no. You’re not gonna sit here and make excuses, when we both know what it is.” Dean is quiet for a few seconds. “He asked about you the other day.” You turn your head towards him, hoping to hear what was said. “He asked if I knew how you were doing.” 

“What did you say?” Dean lets out an exhale, thinking back on the conversation. It didn’t end well. 

“Well, I told him that from what I’ve seen, you bawling your eyes out in Hannah’s lap while Remember the Titans played in the background was a pretty clear image of how you’ve been doing lately.” Dean then leans forward. “He’s predicted to be the number one draft pick in April.” You shake your head, looking out the window. 

“I don’t care if he’s going to be number one in the draft if I’m not number one in his heart.” You cringe at what you said, understanding how insanely cheesy it was. But, it’s true. You don’t care about anything Beau is doing if you’re not at his side supporting him along the way. It’s selfish, but it’s how you feel. 

“Wow.” Dean says, shocked by what you said. “That’s… cheesy.” You roll your eyes, crossing your arms over your chest. It's quiet in the car for a few moments. You don’t say anything. Dean takes that as his cue and takes off on the road, driving towards your dorm. A sigh leaves your lips. 

“I really miss him.” You admit. “I don’t know how to live without him.” Dean chooses not to say anything to that, but rather lets you sit and think about what you just said. 

-

Allie’s Turn

While Dean decided to use the approach and corner tactic, Allie decided to go for a more calm approach. So, she texted Beau. 

Allie: Beau!!!! I haven’t seen you in so long my friend, would you want to go get some coffee with me tomorrow?? :) 

Beau: Hey Allie, sure, what time?

Allie: Does ten work?

Beau: yeah, i’ll be there

Allie: Yay! See you then!

Beau: See you.

That leads to now, where Allie sits in the booth at the coffee shop, her iced coffee sitting in front of her. It’s a little after ten, and she knows that Beau doesn’t mean any harm by being late. In fact, he probably doesn’t even realize he’s late. Unfortunately, you were always the one that made sure he was on time to everything. Allie thinks that your absence in his life has affected even the mundane areas without him noticing. The bell to the door rings and Allie looks up from her phone, smiling ear to ear when she sees Beau walk in with his hair wet and a Briar U football sweatshirt. Said man takes a survey of the room before landing on Allie, and while it’s not a full on smile, the corner of his mouth twitches. 

“Beau!” Allie greets, standing up and wrapping her arms around him. Beau hugs her back, before they sit down and he puts his hands in his sweatshirt pocket. “You look good.” It’s a complete lie. She can see the obvious eye bags underneath his eyes, he looks a little slimmer than usual, and there’s a melancholy feeling wrapped around him. 

“Don’t flatter me, Allie.” He says, leaning back against the booth. Similar to the way Dean did only a week ago. “How have you been? Joanna keeps asking about you.” Allie smiles bright, delving into her life lately, hoping that Beau will see this as a casual friend hangout rather than what it is: a talk of concern for his love life, or rather lack thereof. 

Beau nods along, listening like a gentleman, but Allie can tell that his mind is elsewhere. His eyes scan the room, his body turned towards the window in the booth, and his responses are short, either giving a hum or a shake of his head. By the time Allie has reached twenty minutes of talking about things such as the theatre department, Hannah and Garrett’s privacy problems, and how she’s excited for the football game on Saturday, she has had enough. “Okay.” She says as her hands slam down on the table abruptly. “You have barely been paying attention to me this whole time. Your mind is completely elsewhere. What’s the problem?” Beau takes his eyes off of the street corner and looks at Allie. 

“What do you mean? I don’t have a problem.” Allie sighs. 

“Listen, Beau, you may think that just because I’m her best friend, then I’m gonna automatically choose her side and defend her till the day I die, which is true I will, but if it makes you also think that I don’t care about what you’re feeling through all of this, then you are severely mistaken my dear friend.” She takes a dramatic pause to let him contemplate on her words. “Tell me what’s going on.” 

Beau looks down at his lap. “I thought that-” He gulps, not scared, but rather overwhelmed by his emotions. “I thought that if we took a break it would make the both of us happy. She wouldn’t have to feel like she’s becoming second place, and I wouldn’t feel like I am being bombarded with all the things in my life.” There’s people all throughout the coffee shop, and their voices overlap on top of each other, but nothing could make Allie not hear the next words that Beau has for her, “I’m more miserable without her than I have ever been with her. I thought that not having to juggle a relationship would be less stressful for me, but it made it all ten times worse. I can barely balance everything I’m doing without her. No one is there to remind me to take my medicine, no one is there laying in my bed at the end of the day just because she missed me and wanted to see how my day was, no one is there to help stitch me back up after I got drilled at practice.” Tears are gathered in his eyes and Allie realizes this is the first time she’s ever seen Beau cry. “She was the only steady thing in my life. And now she’s gone, and I don’t know how to operate without her.” A singular tear starts to slip, but he wipes it away before it can get past his cheekbone. There’s a heavy silence between the two. Neither of them have much more to say, but Allie thinks she has something that might bring him to realization. 

“If you feel this way, Beau, she needs to know.” Beau looks up at that. “She would kill me if she knew I told you this, but she’s not doing well, Beau. She’s sick. Like, physically sick. She doesn’t leave her bed. I- I had to force her to go to the doctor.” Beau sits up straight at that. 

“Is she okay? What did the doctor tell her?” There’s fear in his eyes, but the hope in Allie’s eyes overwhelms it. 

“The doctor said she’s fine.” Beau lets out a breath he’s been holding. “She’s okay, Beau, but what’s not okay is how both of you are treating this.” He hangs his head in shame. “Both of you are lovesick and heartbroken and the only thing that can fix that is reconciling. She’s a wreck without you, and I can tell that you are the same. I don’t know how, but you need to get her back. Both of you need to get each other back.” Beau thinks about it, a plan brewing in his head. 

“Do you think you could get her to the game on saturday?” Allie smirks, nodding her head. 

“Oh, without a doubt.” 

“I think I have a plan, but I might need help.” 

“I’m all ears” 

–

Eventually, Saturday comes and you’re sitting on the couch watching youtube videos when Allie comes bursting in from her room. “Uh, what are you doing?” She asks, watching as you shove another handful of popcorn into your mouth. 

“Watching youtube.” You mutter through the food in your mouth. 

“Okay, well, get up, cause you’re going to the game.” You finish chewing and swallowing the food before Allie grabs your hand and pulls you up off the couch. 

“What? No! That is the last place I want to spend my Saturday at.” Allie sighs, shaking her head and dragging you to your room. 

“I don’t care. You’re going, whether I have to force you or not.” You sigh, knowing that you’re not going to win this fight, so you barely fight back and start putting clothes on. Allie makes sure that you look good, curling your hair and helping you put some mascara on, (that’s all that you would let her put on) before making sure you’re wearing something that will keep you warm but also is cute. She settled on light denim jeans and a football sweatshirt that she knows is Beau’s. 

“I can’t wear this.” 

“Yes you can, and you will.” Her phone dings and she looks at the notification. “Dean’s here, let’s go.” You grab your phone and put it into your pocket before she drags you out of the dorm and down to Dean’s car, where he’s waiting patiently on his phone. He greets the two of you, Allie with a forehead kiss and you with a pat on the head. 

“Let’s go watch some football ladies!!!” He says as he opens Allie’s door and you open yours, not fully ready for the day ahead. 

–

The field is packed, with Briar U students and the rival team’s fans alike. While you doubted it, Dean really was telling the truth when he said everyone was gonna be here. You’ve passed five people you know before you even got into the stadium, and there’s plenty more people you know where you’re sitting. 

The game hasn’t started yet and you’re already filled with insane nerves. Garrett, Hannah, Tucker and Logan are all sitting with you guys, and they all chat as the players warm up. While they talk, you can’t help but stare at number 65 on the field as he warms up with his team, throwing balls, stretching, the whole shabang. Said man looks up, and you can tell that you’re making eye contact with him, and while you’re not far from the field, you doubted if you could. But you are. And neither of you are looking away. Until Beau is patted on the shoulder, and told to grab his helmet. He breaks eye contact first, but you keep your eyes on him as he does as told, and runs to the tunnel. But before he disappears, he catches your eyes again, a small smile on his face and a wave coming your way. 

You yourself let a small smile make its way on your face and wave back, waving your fingers at him. His smile burns brighter before he disappears fully into the tunnel. 

–

The game went really well. Briar U won, 41-20, and it was crazy. You laughed as you watched all of the players chest bump and celebrate with each other before disappearing to the showers. Garrett and Hannah both leave, and you go to follow, but Allie catches your wrist. “We’re gonna stay and chat with Logan and Tuck first.” You nod your head, crossing your arms and listening to the conversations. 

As you talk with your friends, the stadium slowly empties out, and before you know it, you five are the only ones left in the bleachers. Tucker makes a joke that causes you to laugh out loud, and you realize it feels good to laugh. You haven’t in a long time. 

You go to reply, but a piano comes over the speakers before you can. You whip around to the press box, and from your seat in the bleachers, you can see Hannah and Garrett standing there. Garrett is sitting in one of the seats, and Hannah is playing the piano. Your eyebrows furrow in confusion. It’s just instrumental for a while before Hannah starts to sing. “When the rain is blowing in your face.” What. The. Freak. Why is Hannah playing Adele in the stadium right now? “And the whole world is on your case.” You turn to look at Allie and Dean, who both have huge smiles on your face. Your eyes flit to Logan and Tucker, both sharing the same smirk. “I can offer you a warm embrace, to make you feel my love.” Allie points to the field and there in the middle stands Beau, holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers and a sheepish smile on his face. You stand there frozen for a second, music still playing through the speakers, and the tears falling from your eyes are falling freely. You don’t bother stopping them. Allie pushes you forward and you take that as a wake up call, running down the bleachers towards the field. 

Your eyes are on Beau the whole time you make your way down to the field, and when you get to the barrier between the bleachers and the field, you jump it, but not without whoops and hollers from your friends. You slow once you’re on the field, making your way to Beau, who has his own tears in his eyes. Hannah is still singing through the speaker, but you can barely hear it over your breath. Neither of you say anything for a few moments. Beau is the first to break the silence. “I’m miserable without you, baby.” The admittance causes more tears to fall. “This past month or two has been the worst time of my life.” You nod your head agreeing with him. “I’m sure you’ve heard, I’ve had the worst experience ever.” You can’t help but nod your head again. 

Hannah finishes out the song. “Nothing that I wouldn’t do. Go to the ends of the earth for you. To make you feel my love. To make you feel my love.” 

“I know that you’re not the biggest fan of grand gestures, that’s why I made sure that everyone else had left so that I could do this.” Beau takes a step closer, leaning down and putting the bouquet on the ground. “I can’t do this without you, baby. I’ve been thinking about what I said that night, and I realize that I want you by my side for the rest of my life, especially in this next season that’s coming up. You wouldn’t be holding me back, you would be pushing me forward.” There’s a pause and you can’t help the small smile on your face. “And I would be taking you with me the whole way.” 

You can’t help it, you reach up and grab his face in your hands, bringing him down to your lips. Cheers are heard from your friends spot on the bleachers, and claps are heard from the press box, but it doesn’t matter to you. All that matters is Beau’s lips on yours and his hands on your hips. When the two of you break apart, it’s your turn to admit. “I’m so sorry, Beau. I never meant to hurt you in any way. Some of the things I said were awful, and I don’t care about what team you get drafted to, or what place in the draft you are, I just care that wherever you go next, that I’m right next to you. And that you feel my love for you, and I care that you know that I will be there for you. For everything.” 

“I’m sorry too, baby. I love you so much, I love you more than football, and draft picks, and everything. I never want to be without you ever again.” 

“Me too.” He smiles before leaning down and kisses you again, both of you barely able to kiss due to the clashing of smiling teeth. 

Nothing’s wrong with you when he holds you like this. 

thank you @diviniyae for the borders they are so cute and exactly what i needed for this fic!!

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i think you're what's wrong with me

author's note: this is based off the song what's wrong with me from olivia's new album! (which i love btw) i have been wanting to do this for so long and now i'm finally getting it out!! i am really proud of this one so i hope you guys love it as much as i do. there is one line that i literally can't believe came from my brain... lmk what you think!!!

words: 2.1k

summary: you're tired of being second place in beau's life. so, you end it. but you realize that maybe you never wanted to leave your place in his life.

warnings: kissing, hurt/no comfort, hand holding, tensions, constant crying, inaccurate medical depictions, symptoms named such as: nausea, headaches, heartburn, etc., movies named that you are associated with in this fic, lmk if i'm missing anything!!

It was mutual. 

Both of you wanted it. 

Both of you needed it. 

It’s healthier. 

It’s for the better. 

It’s for the better. 

It’s for the better. 

These are the things you convince yourself of as you walk away from the love of your life. From the best two years of your life. From late nights in his car driving to the 24/7 diner just because he had a craving for fries, to the walks through campus where you’re wearing his football sweatshirt that still smells like him as he holds your hand and tells you that you’re his favorite person. You’re walking away from it all. 

As you walk into your building, you replay the past few moments in your head. 

Beau was walking you towards your dorm, after what, on the outside, looked like a good date. Except it wasn’t. It was the farthest thing from it. 

It started with the reservation being for a different day, so you suggested just getting fast food from somewhere. But someone at the restaurant recognized Beau and asked how he was feeling about the upcoming draft. It then turned into a twenty minute conversation with a stranger about different picks, where Beau stands on the line of picks, and what team would be best suited for him. It took him till it hit the twenty minute mark to realize that you in fact have left the restaurant and were waiting inside his car. 

The car ride to your dorm building was silent. But the tension was there. You pulled the classic, ‘I’m mad at you’ position, body completely facing the door away from Beau with your arms crossed. His hands were white knuckled on the steering wheel, eyes focused on the road. When he got to your parking lot, he insisted on walking you up to the building. You agreed, but halfway through, you said something under your breath. “I’m so sick of football.” Admittedly, it came out of nowhere. Nothing brought it up, but you were thinking it, so you said it. 

Beau stopped in his tracks. But you kept going. “What?” You turned around, facing him, a couple of feet away from him at that point. 

“I’m sick of it, Beau.” There’s a silence between the both of you before you speak up again. “I’m sick of the stats, of the constant need to be on, of the spotlight on you, on us, I’m sick of it all.” You take another pause. “I don’t know how much longer I can take it.” 

“What are you trying to say, y/n?” He pauses. “Cause to me, it sounds like you’re sick of me.” Your eyes can’t help but roll at his statement. Of course, Beau Maxwell has once again gotten it wrong. For what feels like the thousandth time this week alone. 

“That’s not what I’m saying, Beau. I’m saying that I’m sick of coming second place in your life. I’m sick of football coming before me at all times, even when we’re alone, it finds its way to seep into the cracks of everything we do. I can’t do it anymore, Beau.” His nostril’s flare, and you can see his desperation in his face. 

“Y/n, you know that I have to focus on the draft right now. It’s right around the corner and I have to get picked.” 

“You’re going to get picked, Beau!” It comes out as a yell, not what you were intending. “You’re one of the greatest prospects the league has seen in forever, and it's been set for years that you’re going to be the next star quarterback of the NFL. But, where does that leave me?” Beau’s face showed you that he has never considered that before. “I’m not built to be just the girlfriend of the next star player for whatever team you’re going to get picked for. I have my own dreams, my own ambitions. I don’t want to throw that away.” Neither of you speak, the words landing heavy in the atmosphere. “What are we doing here, Beau? Where do you picture me in your life? Am I with you?” 

Beau shakes his head, not comprehending. “I think maybe we should take a break.” There it is. It’s been lingering for a while now. The words were something neither of you were courageous enough to say until now. “I can’t have anything holding me back. Not right now. I could be anywhere in the fall, and I don’t- I can’t drag you with me wherever I go.” The tears sting your eyes as you try to keep them in. 

“Is that how you feel about me?” The question hits the cold January air, and it lingers. “That I’m just something you’re dragging around?” 

“No! No, of course not! You’re not just something I’m dragging around…” The pause was detrimental, and you knew what was coming. “But I can’t have anything, or anyone, keeping me away from focusing on my rookie season.”

“Then I guess this is it.” You shrugged, before crossing your arms over yourself. The tears have fallen down by now, falling free. 

“I guess so.” There’s nothing more to say, so you turn, and you start walking towards the door, trying not to cry until you get inside. You didn’t want to show him how broken you were. 

Allie and Hannah found you on the couch eating Hot Cheetos while watching Grown Ups a few hours later. One look at your face, and they were rushing over, catching you in a hug. One look at their faces and you were sobbing into Allie’s chest as Hannah played with your hair from behind. You told them everything when you were able to calm down, the weeks leading up to it, what made the breaking point, and how it ended. 

Your two roommates shared a look with each other over the top of your head as you cried into your hands, completely distraught over losing the love of your life. And that’s exactly what it was. 

The biggest loss of your life. 

The days following were even worse. You saw it coming. 

I’m just staring at the ceiling, can’t describe this feeling

Days spent in your bed, looking up at the ceiling of your dorm as you contemplate everything that has happened. You think over every detail leading up to the breakup. The mostly good memories you have with Beau, and then you realize that really the only bad memories were the ones in the final weeks. This particular position you have in your bed reminds you of when you stayed the night at Beau’s off campus house for the first time. 

Beau had suggested the sleepover a few days prior. And to say you were nervous is an understatement. When you showed up at his door with your duffel bag on your shoulder, you were shaking as you knocked. Eventually, Beau came to the door and let you in. “Here baby, let me get your bag.” Beau took your bag and led you upstairs quickly, where you ended up laying and watching a movie on his laptop. He convinced you to watch Remember the Titans. You loved it. 

It didn’t take long before the two of you were looking up at the ceiling, sharing your thoughts and feelings about anything and everything in between. “And that’s why I think the moon landing was fake.” You turn your head to your boyfriend, eyes narrowing. 

“If you truly believe that, I’m not sure this is gonna work out.” Beau laughs, rolling to his side and holding his head up with his fist. 

“Did I trick you at all?” You shake your head, still laying on your back. Your eyes drift back to the ceiling, hands splayed against your stomach. 

“Do you ever think about the things that you’ll never know?” The question causes a bout of silence in the room. Beau sighs, rolling to be on his back again and leading his hand to yours and he grabs hold tightly. 

“Didn’t know I would be having an existential crisis during our first sleepover.” A laugh comes out of your mouth before shaking your head. Turning your head, your face turns solemn. 

“I’m serious, Beau.” His name coming out of your mouth causes him to look back at you. At this point, the two of you had been dating for only a few months. “There’s so many things out there that we don’t know about, and we’ll never know about them.” Beau takes his time with his response, and it builds the tension in the room. His face paints a picture of how he’s trying to take this conversation seriously, and you truly think he is. 

“I think…” He starts, drawing you into whatever he is going to say next. “That knowing you defeats the anxiety of all the things I’ll never know.”  A smile paints your face, and your un-occupied hand reaches out to his cheek, caressing his cheekbone. 

“I love you.” It’s the first time you’re saying it out loud, and you couldn’t feel it more strongly than you do right now. 

“I love you too.” Beau leans, capturing your lips in his. 

The feeling in your stomach cannot be described. 

I’m just searching up my symptoms/desperate to fix ‘em/went to the doctor and she said i was fine

The cursor in the search bar blinks repeatedly. Almost daring you to search what you’ve been mulling over the past few days. Before you can think too much about it, you start typing. 

Heartburn, nausea, low energy, headaches, anti-social. 

Multiple diagnoses come up. Acid reflux, indegestion, ulcers. None of them are appealing. But you think that none of them are true either. You just want to know how to fix them. 

You tried ibuprofen. Then you think about Beau again and the headaches come right back. You try to take Tums and then you see an instagram post with him in and the heartburn is like it never left. You try to go out and socialize with friends but then you see one of his frat brothers and you suddenly want to go right back inside. 

It took two weeks, but Allie convinced you to go to the doctor. It was a quick visit. You signed in, got called back, Allie held your hand as the nurse took all your vitals. The doctor came in and told you all the tests went exceedingly well. You’re completely fine. But you don’t feel it. 

Every movie that I see makes me cry

A few weeks after the fact, Allie and Hannah convince you to watch a movie marathon with them. Complete with your favorites. Grown Ups, Home, Mean Girls, the whole nine yards. You were excited when they brought it up. Happy, even. To distract yourself from the feelings you’ve been having. 

When it happened during Grown Ups, you chalked it up to nostalgia. Hannah and Allie laughed, nodding their heads. 

When it happened during Home, it was the fact that you always cried at the part where she can’t find her mother. Allie and Hannah cried too. 

But when it happened during Mean Girls, and even though you blamed it on feeling empathy for the situation, Hannah and Allie shared a look with each other. 

But then Remember the Titans came on and you bawled into Hannah’s lap as Allie played with your hair. A knock on the door didn’t cause you to look up, but when you heard Dean’s voice saying hello to his girlfriend without noticing you were there, your sobs became louder. 

What if this isn’t what I want?

The question circled around in your head. When you laid in bed at night, as you walked to your classes, when you were studying in the library, when you were drinking at Malone’s, it circled around in ways you couldn’t understand. 

For the past two years, all you’ve wanted is Beau. All you’ve wanted is what he could give to you. And what you could give to him. What the two of you could do to give to each other. What you could do for each other. It wasn’t until you saw him walking with another girl on campus did you finally realize that this breakup is indeed not what you want. 

It’s the farthest thing you want. But, you don’t know how to go back from it. 

Because Beau is the reason you’ve been feeling this way for the past two months. Your breakup is the reason you’ve been staring at your ceiling before your eyelids droop from exhaustion. Your own decisions are what's causing you. 

And then you come to the conclusion. 

I think you’re what’s wrong with me. 

thank you thank thank you @strangergraphics for the dividers they are exactly what i needed for this fic!!!

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This story being centered around the song “ what’s wrong with me” is literally so perfect, like this freaking awesome girl loves this freaking awesome story. Part 2 RIGHT NOW!!!!

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djochella (see what i did there)

author's note: okay, so i kinda don't like this and it's insanely rushed like i literally just wrote it, but one of my dear friends requested it so i wanted to get it out so i could satiate her needs!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i hope y'all like it. lmk what you think!!

words: 1.8k

summary: joe, one of your closest friends, has a coachella set, and of course you're going to go. but, you drag him along with you to a sombr set and one song brings back a memory.

warnings: i don't think there's much, you may or may not wear his sister's clothes, this isn't accurate at all, it's rushed so yeah, i barely spell checked it, oh, sombr makes an appearance, there's anything that i missed warning wise lmk!!

Joe has been one of your best friends for years. Ever since you met on set of a small indie movie the two of you did together, it’s been instant friendship. But at this point, it’s bordering on something more than friendship. The two of you have always been touchy, holding hands, arms around shoulders, hair getting pushed out of faces, the whole nine yards. But, recently, your relationship with Joe has been getting tighter. You’ve been becoming closer. So naturally, when he got a spot in the Coachella lineup, he was eager to bring you with. For multiple reasons. 

Coachella was nothing like you expected it to be. Well, you’re sure it’s exactly what you expected it to be, but you spent most of your time in air conditioned trailer while waiting for Joe’s set. He insisted that you spent most of your day here so that you were considered safe from the blazing heat, and didn’t have to deal with fans who would bother you about the movie that you’re starring in this summer. And, you agreed. Well, you agreed when the idea was first brought up. But now as you sit in the trailer, you find yourself agreeing les and less with the protectiveness Joe holds for you. For the first few hours, it went smoothly, you played card games with a couple of the band members, read a book while they were at sound check, you even played games on your phone but now it’s still two hours till his set and you’ve run out of things to do. 

This leads you here: hanging upside down from one of the couches while Joe sits next to you, writing something down in his journal. He claims that it helps calm him down before shows, but you just think he likes to have a space to be himself without the eyes of what feels like the whole world around him. Right as you’re going to ask him a question, your phone rings. Perking up, you grab your phone and see it’s one of your friends who is also at the festival. 

“Hello?” You greet, playing with a thread from your top. 

“Hey!!!” The sounds of people cheering and chatting fill your ear as you listen to the background noise that is taking place. Your friend, Charlotte is somewhere exciting and you’re slightly jealous. “Sombr is playing in like ten minutes!!” You sit up straight, suddenly very serious. 

“Where?” Your body thinks before you and you immediately stand up, grabbing your purse. As Charlotte tells you the stage she’s at, you make sure you have everything you need. “Okay, I’ll be there as soon as I can. Bye.” Putting your phone in your back pocket, you make your way to the trailer door. 

“Uh, where are you going?” Joe asks, and you turn around. 

“Sombr is playing in ten minutes and I need to get there soon!!” He rolls his eyes at your answer but you ignore it. 

“What about my set?” 

“Joe, your set isn’t for another three hours, I’ll be there in plenty of time.” You assure him and he shakes his head. “Besides, I’m pretty sure it’s the same stage that you’re playing at, so I’ll be right there for yours. And that means it’s not far. It’ll take me like two minutes to get to where Charlotte is. I’ll be back before you know it!” Joe doesn’t even think before he gets up and follows you out the trailer door. You smile, grabbing his hand and dragging him to where Charlotte is. You miss it, but as you drag him through trailers and eventually through a crowd, there’s a fond look in his eye. 

It takes longer than two minutes to get to her, but when you do it’s worth it. Because right as you’re hugging her in greeting, the opening track to we never dated started and you immediately started jumping up and down, ready to sing along. 

Sombr’s set goes well as you danced and sung along the whole time with Charlotte and occasionally convincing Joe to sing a word or two at one of the three songs he knew. You laughed at Joe’s jokes he would make periodically, and you caught a couple of people taking pictures of the two of you when Joe decided to put his arm around your shoulder. 

During one of the songs, back to friends, you’re reminded of a night that you spent at Joe’s apartment not too long ago. 

At this point, the two of you have spent the whole day slouching on his couch, watching movies and shows, trying to fill the time of the off day the both of you had. When you look at the clock, you realize it’s probably time to head back to your own apartment. You look over at your friend, who is already looking at you. His closeness causes you to falter in your thoughts, his gaze piercing into yours. You ultimately get the courage to say something. “I think I should probably head home.” Your voice is a whisper as you let out something you’ve been avoiding all night. Joe nods his head, but then stops himself, leaning his head against his propped up fist. 

“Or you could stay?” His eyes have something hopeful behind them. “I could sleep on the couch, or the floor.” You look down at your hands, shaking your head at hsi suggestion. 

“I couldn’t ask you to do that, Joe.” 

“Then we’ll sleep in the bed together.” Your eyes flit up to his, and he has a smooth look to his face. “Unless that makes you-” 

“No, no, that’s okay. I just- I don’t have any clothes to wear.” 

“I’m sure one of my sisters have left something behind that will fit you.” You can tell that he really wants you to say, and you would be lying if you said that you didn’t want to stay yourself. 

Soon, you were laying in bed next to Joe as you both stared at the ceiling. You found something that will hold you over for the night, a t-shirt and shorts that was left over from when one of his sisters stayed over a few months ago. Eventually, the ceiling bores you and find yourself looking over to Joe, who is already looking over at you. Again. You share a smile before he leans over and moves a piece of hair behind your ear. His skin on yours causes you to shiver, and a knowing smirk paints his face. 

The next morning, you woke up to a position that caused your breathing to stutter. Your cheek and hand were pressed against Joe’s bear chest as he had one arm wrapped around your front and the other reaching around your back. When he woke up not too long after, you both separated. 

Neither of you talked about it since then. 

When a certain lyric came out through the speakers, you spared a look towards Joe and you quickly turned away when you realized he was already looking at you. He’s insanely good at that. 

Before you knew it, it was Joe’s turn to come out on stage, and rather than standing as far away as you did for the set you watched earlier, you’re in a section that’s reserved for friends and family. You watch as Joe lights up the room, playing the songs he cares so deeply about and has put so much work into. His eyes shine on certain songs as he sings, particularly when Charlie’s Garden is playing throughout the speakers. You share your own smile when your favorite song comes on, and happily sing along as Joe sneaks glances your way throughout the whole set. Every time his eyes catch yours, your heart skips a beat and you feel yourself getting lighter. And every time his eyes catch yours, he has a huge smirk on his face. As if he knows exactly what he’s doing. The last song starts to play and you sway along with Charlotte as his most popular song rings out in the desert. 

You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man. 

You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man. 

You take the man out of the! 

Another version of me I was in it. 

Thousands of voices ring out the familiar lyrics, giving you a shiver down your spine. As Joe finishes out the song, you take in the environment around you. People from all over know these exact lyrics, and are all singing it at the same exact time. Every time you go to one of Joe’s show, you cannot fathom how he feels. Knowing that all these people love and respect his work. Just the thought makes you excited for him. 

When the set finishes, you are guided away to the backstage area where Joe and his team are all celebrating and hugging and you can’t help the smile on your face. From your distance, you can see his face lighting up with all the people surrounding him. You smile as he turns around and notices you, and you can’t help yourself. You run up and wrap your arms around him and he catches you with a laugh, hugging you back. “I’m so proud of you, Joe. You did so good up there. I knew you would.” You tell him as you still hug, and when you separate, there’s something in his eyes you’re not sure you’ve seen before. 

“Thank you so much for coming. It means the world to me.” You smile, putting a hand on his cheek. 

“That’s why I came.” You answer truthfully. “And I wouldn’t miss it for the world.” Joe has a small smile on his lip, and right there, it’s just the two of you. Forgetting about all of the people around you, all of the band members, and the crew, and backstage people and before you know it, you’re leaning up and Joe is leaning down and you’re kissing in front of all these people and you can’t find it in yourself to care. You don’t care that people around you can see that you’re kissing Joe, and you don’t think he cares either because both of you melt into it, your hands reaching up to his hair and his settling at your hips and pulling you closer. Your knees buckle, and you cannot be more grateful for the hold Joe has on you otherwise you would be a heap on the floor. His scent reaches all around you and it seemingly holds you hostage as all you can do is respond to his ministrations. 

When you separate and your hand moves back to his cheek, thumb resting right below his eye, you can’t help the huge smile on your face. “I’ve wanted to do that for a long time.” A laugh leaves your lips as you caress his cheek. 

“I can bet that I’ve wanted to do it longer.” 

thank you @saradika-graphics for the borders!! LOVEEEEEE

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THIS STORY WAS LITERALLY MADE FOR ME….. no like I’m being dead serious this story was made for me!!!!!

This was soooooo good, this is a MUST READ!!

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goose and maverick (and i guess glinda is there too)

author's note: okay i think this kinda sucks sooooo but i hope you guys like it!!! this is a part two to goose and glinda and i might be doing one more that's not really tied to the series but is in the same universe. let me know what you think, and any tips, critiques, comments, etc, are very much appreciated!! part 1

words: 2.3k

summary: your twin brother finds out that you and beau are dating. he doesn't take it lightly. it takes a week and a mature(ish) conversation to fix it.

warnings: uhm, idkkkkkk, threatening sort of but in like a joking way, i can't remember if there's kissing or not, but there's definitely some fluff, does terrible writing count as a warning??

Your exclamation startles Beau awake, causing him to look up at you from where he’s laying down. “What? What’s going on?” He asks, sitting up. You grimace, showing him your phone. He takes it out of your hand, leaning against the headboard. You watch as your boyfriend slowly comes to realize that your brother has found out you’re dating. And possibly in the worst way imaginable. “What? How- How did this even happen? We were careful. We always are.” You snatch the phone back, and place it on the nightstand before deciding to get up and face the day you know is going to wear you down like never before. 

“Apparently not careful enough, Maxwell.” You say, aggravated at the situation. How could the two of you be so careless? Reckless? You sigh as you make your way into the ensuite bathroom, picking up your clothes along the way. Getting ready for the day, Beau walks closer, standing in the doorway. He opens his mouth to say something, but not before he’s interrupted by a banging on the door. 

“Open this door right now, you two better be fully clothed or I swear-” Dean yells through the walls and you look at Beau with a panicked look. Quickly, you both throw some clothes on, and unfortunately, you don’t notice that you put Beau’s shirt on until the door is open and Dean is glaring daggers at what you’re wearing. “What is going on? Do you two care to explain why I got on Instagram this morning and see that my twin sister and my best friend are supposedly hooking up?!” 

“Dean, it’s not what it looks like, I swear-” You assure, putting your hands out to calm him down but it’s no use, as he cuts you off. 

“No, I don’t want to hear that. I know it’s a lie. Cause what it looks like to me, is the two of you hooking up behind my back. That won’t fly.” 

“It’s been flying for a while now.” Beau mutters underneath his breath. You give him a side-eye glare and the stare Dean is giving is almost enough to kill a man. 

“What did you just say?” Dean’s words are low, and you can feel that something is about to happen but you don’t know how to de-escalate it. Dean looks between the two of you. “How long have you two been a thing?” Both you and Beau look at the ground, at the wall, something, anything, that is not each other or the raging blonde standing in front of you. “I said, how. Long?” 

You decide to speak up, “Two months.” 

“TWO MONTHS?!?!” He screeches and you cover your face with your hands, desperately trying to hide and run away from this situation. Anything to save you from what is going on right now. “The two of you have been sneaking behind my back for two months?!” 

“Dean, can you just let us explain and-” Beau starts, but he’s cut off. 

“Explain what? That you’ve been going behind my back just to get in my sisters pants? Really, Beau? No one else could do it for you? You just had to go for my sister?” 

“I’m not just hooking up with her!” Beau exclaims, and you cross your arms over yourself, looking down at your socks. “We haven’t even-” Beau takes a brief glance in your direction before lowering his voice and looking back to Dean, “We haven’t even done it yet.” Dean takes a few moments to process this. 

“So you’re telling me that you guys are genuinely in a relationship. Like, boyfriend and girlfriend.” You both nod your heads. “And have been for two months.” Nodding heads. “And have been purposely hiding it from me.” You can guess, Dean is met with two nodding heads once again. For the first time in the tense minutes that have been shared in this room with the three of you, Dean looks actually hurt instead of mad. “Some best friend you are.” He mutters to Beau, who responds with furrowed brows and lips turn downwards. And then Dean turns to you. “And some twin you’re supposed to be.” His words cause you to step forwards, reaching out. 

“Dean-” 

“No.” he starts, putting a hand out to stop you. You immediately pause. “You’re supposed to be the one person in my life that I can fully trust. That I can without a doubt and wholeheartedly believe would tell me everything that is going on. No matter what.” His words cause tears to start building in your eyes. He sees them, and he desperately wants to reach out and hug you and tell his twin sister that everything will be okay. But he’s the one causing it, and he actually hates this. “But you’ve broken that, y/n.” the tears have made their way down your face. “And I don’t know how to forgive that.” Dean lands the final blow, and turns away without another word. When the door shuts, you immediately break into a sob, covering your mouth with your hands as Beau wraps his arms around you and you let him, breaking down into his chest. This is not how it was supposed to go.

About a week has passed since everything went down. Dean hasn’t talked to you since, and you’ve been a mess. You only leave your room for class, and the only people that come over are Allie, Hannah, and Beau. The latter being the most supportive boyfriend in the world at the moment for what has been going on. Especially considering that he had his own personal emotions and feelings toward the situation. 

People stare as you walk in the quad. They whisper as they peak glances at you in class. One courageous soul even straight up asked you if you and Beau were still together after the whole situation. As you were standing with Beau right next to you. And you were holding hands. And you were wearing a Briar U Football sweatshirt. 

Even with everything that had happened, your and Beau’s relationship seemingly became stronger. But there’s still that heavy silence in the moments that aren’t filled with jokes or studying together in the library. Which leads to now, you and Beau walking down the steps of said library after spending two hours trying to get away from prying eyes. The sky is dark, and both of you are ready to get dinner and watch some movies before going to your dorm to binge movies. But currently, he’s sharing the plan for his next game. “Well, I’m not sure that’s the most effective strategy.” You tell Beau as you clear the last step. 

“Since when do you know anything about football?” He asks accusingly. “You didn’t even know what an audible was when we first met.” You don’t say anything for a few moments. “Do you still not know what it means?!” You give him a sheepish look, and he opens his mouth in disbelief. “I’ve taught you like everything, and you still don’t know what an audible is?!” 

“Isn’t it like…” You pause, thinking about it. “An audio book company?” Beau shakes his head, walking away from you. “Wait- is that not right?” You call out, following him. Beau doesn’t listen to you and you laugh, wrapping your arms around his back from the middle. “Stop walking away from me!” Beau laughs, turning around and wrapping his arms around you. He easily lifts you up, spinning you around. You squeal, hitting his shoulders. “Beau! Put me down!” Beau laughs, looking up at you with a huge smile on his face. 

“Nice to see you two are doing just fine.” Someone calls out from a distance. You turn your head to see Dean sitting on a bench not too far from the steps. Both you and Beau’s faces turn solemn as you see your brother. 

“Dean.” You say, not expecting to see your brother. He stands up, hands in his pockets. Beau slowly puts you down and you face Dean. “What are you doing here?” While you love your brother, you know he is the last person to be on campus after dark. 

“Someone told me that you guys would be here.” He answers and you share a look with Beau. “Not that I’m keeping tabs on you guys or anything.” He shrugs, looking away briefly. You let out a soft laugh, and Beau has a small smile on his face. Dean looks back at the two of you and he can’t help the smile on his own face. “I didn’t come here to sit and smile at each other.” He gestures to the bench behind him before sitting down and you and Beau share a knowing look with each other before following and sitting next to Dean. You’re closest to him, with Beau on your other side. 

For a few seconds, no one says anything. There’s pure silence, and you decided to be the first to speak up. “We were going to tell you.” You admit, and Dean turns to look over at you. “I mean, later that day, after-” You pause. “Everything.” Dean lets out a small laugh. Not at you. But rather at himself. “We had it all planned and everything, we just want you to know we were going to tell you.” Dean sighs before speaking up himself. 

“But why didn’t you guys tell me for that long? I mean, two months? That’s a long time to hide a relationship from me.” You look down at your shoes and Beau puts his hand on your thigh, trying to bring you some sort of comfort. “Why?” You open your mouth to answer, but Beau beats you to it. 

“We weren’t sure how you would react.” He answers truthfully. “We didn’t know if you would be supportive or if you would blow up.” All three of you laugh, thinking back to how Dean reacted. When the laughs calm down, Beau continues. “And it’s just, still a little new. We didn’t want to tell you and then something happens and you would feel like you would have to take a side.” 

“I’m taking my sister’s side no matter what.” You shake your head, punching Dean’s forearm. 

Beau nods his head, looking down at you. “Yeah, I would want you to.” You look up at him, a huge smile on your face. Dean clears his throat, causing you both to look at him. 

“Listen, if this is gonna happen, I’m not sitting here and witnessing any lovey dovey bullcrap. That’s definitely not happening.” Dean says, putting his hands out in front of him to put some emphasis on his point. Both you and Beau laugh, nodding your heads. 

“Good deal.” You answer, agreeing with him. Although you know that you are not going to uphold that deal like he wants you to. There’s another few moments of silence, but Dean is the one to break it this time. 

“I just wanted to apologize for the way I acted.” Hearing your twin brother say that drops a huge burden off your shoulders. “Some of the things I said have been kinda haunting me the past couple of days and I can’t believe I would even say that to the both of you.” 

“Its ok-” 

“No, it’s not okay.” Dean cuts Beau off and you furrow your brows. “The way I acted was not valid, and I know it’s not an excuse, but seeing that my twin sister and best friend were dating when it wasn’t from them made me feel betrayed. I mean, at first I didn’t believe it because I really felt like you guys would tell me something like that. But tho and behold I came to the room and there you guys were, together, and it confirmed it.” He lets out a breath he was seemingly holding the whole time he was talking. “All that to say, I’m sorry for how I acted. And although I think that how I reacted wasn’t rational, I hope that you guys can understand how I felt.” Your mouth is wide open in shock at what your brother has just told you. You have never heard your brother be that open and mature in a conversation in your life. 

“Of course we understand how you feel.” Beau assures your brother as you’re still trying to catch up to what he said. “We completely understand it, Dean. We know how hard that must’ve been for you and we wanted you to know that we never meant to harm you. We only were trying to protect all of us involved, and it didn’t work out the way we thought.” You stand up abruptly, still shocked by this conversation. Both men look up at you. 

“I cannot believe how mature this conversation is.” You state, and both boys laugh at you. Dean presses a hand to his heart and softly gasps in mock offense. 

“Are you saying we are unable to be such mature young adult men?” He asks, putting on a fake posh accent. You roll your eyes, putting your hands on your hips. 

“I believe she is.” Beau plays along, adopting the accent as well. 

“Whatever, I’m too hungry for this. Let’s go get dinner.” You start to walk away, and the boys follow a few steps behind, but Beau stops Dean when you’re out of earshot. 

“I know that your sister is my girlfriend now, and I want you to know that while I truly do care deeply for her, you’re still my best friend.” Beau tells Dean, clapping his hand on Dean’s shoulder. Dean smirks, putting his own hand on Beau’s shoulder. 

“Yeah, you’re my best friend too, dude.” There’s a slight pause and Dean gets serious. “But if you do anything to hurt her, I’ll end your season.” Beau’s smile falters for a few seconds, but both of them laugh it off, catching up to you.

thank youuuuuuu for reading!!! i hope you enjoyed! lmk if you have any requests, pls feel free to reach out if you have ANY ideas for my dear Beau! also, thank you to @kthice for the borders, they are so cute and i love them!!

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goose and glinda

author's note: hellooooooo this is my first fic sooooo, critics and comments are appreciated! please enjoy this!! this was a request, so thank you to the anon that requested it!!

request: here’s the beau maxwell request you asked for childhood friends maybe deans sister or twin up to you really and maybe them interacting / flirting at the duos party

summary: you're dean's twin sister, you don't do parties, but you do do Beau Maxwell, secretly, of course. 1.4k words.

warnings: kissing, drinking, like two swear words at the end, idk what else to warn you about bahaha

You are not the person to appreciate the party lifestyle. Unlike your twin brother, Dean. Your brother loves to throw parties for random occasions, whether they be hockey games or birthdays, you would way rather stay at home and watch or movie or read a book. It’s always how you have lived. Twins in many ways, but polar opposites. But the birthday party of Dean and his best friend Beau was a major exception. You were not going to miss your brother’s birthday bash. As much as you’d rather be in your dorm binging Glee with your roommate Sky, and your guys’ good friends Allie and Hannah. 

Speaking of whom, both girls are already at the party with their respective men, however you can’t really see Sean anywhere. You walk into the kitchen, tugging down your pink skirt in order to ensure that you’re not flashing anyone your butt when you hear your name being called. The voice belongs to none other than your brother, who is dressed in his flight suit, surely Beau is not far with a matching one. “It’s about time you showed up!” Your brother exclaims as he throws an arm around your shoulders. 

“I wouldn’t miss it for the world, Dean. You know that.” You respond, pulling up your corset that makes you feel like you can’t breathe. 

“Who even are you?” He asks, pulling away to look at your outfit. You thought it was obvious. Your pink skirt is closer to a tutu than anything else, there’s silver glitter all over your collarbones and cheeks, the pink corset has silver rhinestones accentuating the details, long white gloves, and to top it all off, a tiara and matching wand. 

You open your mouth to tell him, but another voice beats him to it. “She’s Glinda, Deanie. Isn’t it obvious?” Beau asks, laying his arm on Dean’s shoulders. There’s a tantalizing smirk on his face, matching well with the rest of his features. Brown eyes, curly brown hair that makes your heart skip a beat every time you see it fall against the top of his forehead. “Where’s your Elphaba?” 

You point to your roommate, Sky, who is currently making out with Mario. “She pre-gamed a little too much.” You explain, and both men nod their heads, understanding. 

“And you guys are staying here tonight, right?” Dean asks, worried. He knows that you have trouble driving such far distances, and while Briar isn’t too far from the Cape Cod house, he’ll feel more comfortable with you staying at the Maxwell home for the night. 

“Yes, we are.” You peek a look at Sky, who is being pulled away to somewhere with privacy. She takes a look behind her shoulder at you, and you put a thumb up to make sure she’s okay. The girl in green returns the thumbs up and you watch as she gets pulled away into a room and let out a breath, hoping that she’s okay. 

“Alright then! Let’s take some shots!!” Dean pulls you into the kitchen and Beau follows, flashing a smirk at you and you respond with a roll of your eyes. 

Soon, you are standing in between Tucker and your brother as you down probably your third shot of the evening. “Who is that?” Dean asks, and Beau pats his shoulder. 

“I don’t know her personally, but I’m pretty sure that’s JLo.” Dean shares a look before Tucker turns On the Floor over the speaker and Dean makes his way to the dance floor. You have a grimace on your face as you realize that is in fact Allie and you’re pretty sure Sean is around here somewhere with a matching Ben Affleck outfit. You, Beau, and Tucker all watch on as your brother and one of your best friends dance with each other on the dance floor. 

As they dance, Beau slips his hand into yours, rubbing his thumb against yours, causing you to look over to him. He winks at you, and you immediately turn your head away from his staring. He leans over, whispering in your ear, “I wish it was you and me dancing together.” Your eyes widen and your breath quickens. This time, you dare to look over to him, making direct eye contact. Beau is very close to you. Too close. His eyes flicker to your lips, and yours do the same to him. The room gets smaller, and your breaths get shorter. “Let’s get outta here.” You nod your head and let him take your hand, leading you away to the stairs. 

Tucker is still watching Dean and Allie, with a smug smirk on his face. “He’s so stupid.” he says, turning to hear agreement from both you and Beau, but discovering that he’s now alone. 

Meanwhile, Beau is currently leading you towards his designated room of the Cape Cod home, trying to get some time alone with you before he has to hand you back over to the public where he can’t even hold your hand. When he reaches the door he needs, he immediately opens it, dragging you inside with him. The door shuts behind you and Beau grabs your face with one hand, the other splayed against your back and pulling you into him. His lips land against yours, and it melts you. Without his grip, you’re sure you’d be melting on the floor. Your hands reach up around his neck, playing with the curls at the bottom. As his tongue enters your mouth, you can taste all the liquor he’s been having all night and you’re sure he can taste the watermelon gum you were chewing before he came in. 

Beau leans away from you, but doesn’t go too far. You make eye contact as his thumb caresses your cheekbone. “I hate hiding this.” both of you are panting, chests heaving from the passionate moment you were having merely seconds ago. You find yourself nodding in agreement, leaning your forehead against his. 

“Me too.” You admit, wanting to assure him that you’re not the fondest of it either. “But-” 

He cuts you off. “But you don’t want the whole campus knowing your business and Dean would kill me. I know, I know. I just-” Beau hesitates. “I just think that Dean would come around you know?” You step away from him, walking to the dresser and taking off your accessories. Beau follows, wrapping his arms around your waist as you take off your tiara. “I mean, his best friend and sister dating? He already likes me, and trusts me, so he doesn’t have to worry.” You go to take your earrings off, but Beau is not having your silence, so he turns you around in his grip, chest to chest. “What’s going on in that head of yours, pretty girl?” You sigh, putting your hands on his chest. One of your fingers caress the Goose name tag on his flight suit and you look up at him. 

“You’re the star quarterback of Briar, Beau. I already have so much attention on me simply from being Dean’s twin sister. If it gets out that we’re dating, I’ll only have ten times the attention than I already have. I don’t want that, Beau. I like my privacy, I like being able to invisible even if it’s for only a little bit at a time. Making this public will only make it ten times worse.” You air out all your worries, hoping that Beau will understand. 

“Okay, yes, I understand. But why can’t we at least tell Dean?” His voice is desperate, obviously full of guilt from hiding this from his best friend. “Every time I hang out with him, I have it on the tip of my tongue and I feel like I’m gonna word vomit.” You let out a small laugh, reaching one of your hands up to his face, cupping his cheek. He leans into the touch, sighing. You think about it, before deciding. 

“Let’s tell Dean.” You say, making Beau perk up. “But, we have to both be there, and we have to approach it slowly. We can’t just throw it on him, we need to ease him into it.” 

“Yeah, yeah, of course. Yeah.” Beau agrees, grip tightening at your waist. “We’ll tell him tomorrow. We already have plans with him, it’s perfect.” You nod your head before leaning up placing a kiss underneath his jaw. 

“Sounds good.” Beau smirks before leaning in to kiss you silly again. 

In the morning, the sunlight shines through, waking you up prematurely. You groan, turning away from Beau's grasp to grab your phone off the nightstand to check the phone. Only to see tons of notifications. Instagram, text messages, calls. All of them. You check the Instagram ones first, seeing that fifth line had tagged you in a post. 

The caption read: who knew Glinda and Goose were a dynamic duo? @beau.maxwell @yndilaurentis

That’s when you get a text from your brother: what. the. hell. 

“Shit!” 

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