Tay

A nice girl who happens to be an artist.

[freaxandgeeax]

Just catching up🖤🖤🖤

[axelbesa]

[4est]

[duxuebing]

[freaxandgeeax]

TW: depression, suicide

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Haven’t talked to some of my friends in almost a year. No check up texts. No nothing. Every now and then I wonder how good I am at concealing my sadness. Is it obvious? Is it worrisome? Is it ignorable? Or am I just intolerable? Did they just not like me anymore? Like I actually wanted to go to sleep and not wake up last year. I thought about ending it all. I was so lonely and in such a dark place that I wasn’t eating and I was sleeping all of the time. I was a shell of myself, spiraling uncontrollably.

It’s crazy how sadness/depression can make you seem like a terrible person. Like the constant inner turmoil and frustration can make you constantly lash out and make you unlikeable. But no one asks “are you okay” even though they know what kind of person you actually are. It’s weird.

I get that people have their own lives, but when you care about people do you just leave them alone in the dark when you could be a light? Either way, it showed me who really needed to be in my circle. It helped me find the real friends in my pool of “people I know”.

I’m okay now, it’s taking some work. Sometimes it’s tiring, but it’s okay, things are better and things will get even better.

[janasojka]

Night Landscapes.

[lionfloss]

“Part of maintaining your energy is limiting other people’s access to it” - carajojo

[honeydipjinthecut]

[dreamierotbabie]

(not my photo)

[lustnspace]

SHAYOL NO. 4, 1980

[distantvoices]

Sadé Jewelry For Design Milk Online

[blksasuke]

okay, three, two, one let’s jam

[freaxandgeeax]

[m-dollars-deactivated20210717]

[lirojeshpirtin-deactivated20230]

a relationship should be 50/50 ... you look like a snack and i eat you like one

[avtavr]

[recaption]