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TW: ed, sh, grooming, he/him, dyslexic, trans ftm, 103 IB, 5'4, 15 y/0

[frecklebunny]

i did a cut cut on my thigh oh hmm yummy 😍🥰😳🥰

[frecklebunny]

its 5 pm and all ive had so far is jam toast :) ( 185 cal ) im so happy i dont remember the last time i had low calories in a day

[frecklebunny]

i was thinking " i should try and eat what i want since im sad " its 7 am and ive already binged, i hate myself so much i want to control myself

[frecklebunny]

yeah so i went to sleep at 8 am and woke up at 12 pm- its 7 pm now and i made myself cheesy chips because im trying my best to not get guilty over eating cheese, i ask if i could bake some cookies ( i like baking and giving them to my siblings ) and when i was in the kitchen i heard my step dad telling my mum that ive had to much today, so im in my room trying not to do anything stupid to myself all because my dad doesn't mind his own business ( he doesn't even have a good diet as well )

[frecklebunny]

i was thinking " i should try and eat what i want since im sad " its 7 am and ive already binged, i hate myself so much i want to control myself

[frecklebunny]

sometimes i just want to tell my mum " hey, im depressed but i dont want to explain why because i have a hard time explaing my feelings. also please give me help i have a fear of eating to many calories"

[frecklebunny]

i will get there one day, i will be skinny and people will be jealous of my light body. i will pass as a guy

[frecklebunny]

VENT: binge eating is the worst, you think your recovering and that you been faking your ed. but you are not recovering because you feel like shit after and want to distance yourself from everyone

[frecklebunny]

image having body dysphoria AND dysmorphia

[frecklebunny]

i was at the shop today with my friend and my friend pointed at a small bowl for hamsters and went " look its your food bowl ". they calling me skinny 😳???

[frecklebunny]

i want to be skinny to the point nothing on me jiggle

[sarz93]

Bitch I just got Educated!

“Effects of water on metabolism 

Drinking 500 ml of water increased metabolic rate by 30%. … Thus, drinking 2 liters of water per day would augment energy expenditure by approximately 400 kJ. Therefore, the thermogenic effect of water should be considered when estimating energy expenditure, particularly during weight loss programs.”

DRINK YOUR FUCKING WATER!!!

[kcalkoldbrew]

heeyyy if ur a male/ masc aligned person w an ed can u rb this so i can follow !! my acc got termed and i lost all my accs that dont give me dysphoria <3

[frecklebunny]

LOOK AT ME, GO ONLY 4 MORE POUNDS UNTIL IM JUST 100 IB

[frecklebunny]

i lose 5 pounds in a week and i so proud of myself :) but i think i should be sad about it because its not enough

[frecklebunny]

just binged

feeling fat <3

[frecklebunny]

is it normal to be dizzy all the time?, if not how do i stop it?

[frecklebunny]

i wish there was someone always next to me to put me down when ever i tried to eat anything