Time for me to fly

hello I am 40 years old. I'm not interested in romance or sexual acts of any kind. I draw, sleep, have seizures, and do mom stuff when my brain allows (if you got followed by @lameandannoying that's me)

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This is my attempt at meeting a pinned post thing, I have no idea what I'm trying nor do I think anyone will give a shit about this but here goes.

I'm JS, a 39 year old mother of 4 (3 living)

I like to draw even though I REALLY suck.

I have a wonderful husband and an awesome cat named Spike Spiegel.

My children are beautiful and wonderful and make life worth living. I don't feel comfortable sharing much about them online though.

I own a house in the middle of nowhere. I love it, but I wish I had more tall trees. I've planted about 50 trees throughout the yard since I moved here. Mostly Norway pines.

I have a giant catboy tattoo on my back. Got it almost 20 years ago. In 2017, I got a tattoo of Rick Sanchez on my wrist. They were both drawings I did myself. My other wrist has an infinity symbol, just a cheesy matching tattoo thing I did with my husband. Cringe and clichè but it works.

I've got very long hair, currently a couple inches short of being down to my ass . It stopped growing for a while because my thyroid stopped functioning but now that I'm on a medication to fix that, my hair has been growing crazy fast. I'm going to let it grow to the back of my knees. I've always felt better about having long hair. It feels like having a security blanket attached to my body. When I get upset I can just hide in it.

I love wearing huge baggy clothes. It's comfortable, and it covers my disgusting body. Double w!

I used to do drugs. I still do, but I used to, too. (Just kidding. I've been sober for 12 years!)

I do have a medical mj card though.. But I don't use it

My feet are smaller than an average 7 year old child's feet.

I have 300 bottles of nail polish so I never have my nails the same colour/style more than once.

I love love LOVE rice cakes. Especially apple cinnamon ones.

I wear a lot of rings. I also wear a LOTR necklace, and my husband has a matching one. We are nerds like that.

I'm into Rick and Morty, Adventure Time, Sonic the Hedgehog, Final Space, X-Files, Superjail! and Moomins

I don't have anything organized, but I might try to link tags on the future.

I've got a broken brain so I get depressed, anxious, and have seizures. I might take forever to answer you if you message me but it's not because I'm being mean. It's because my brain decides on it's own terms when I'm capable of communicating with other people.

I do everything on my mobile phone. That includes typing, drawing, etc and since I just use my finger it takes FOREVER for me to do much and understanding me can sometimes be hard because my phone autocorrects things.. incorrectly.

I have a nice computer and an elaborate drawing tablet but I never use them because I'm dumb. Phone is simple, like me. So that's why I stick with it.

Tags:

My crappy drawings: my art

Crap about me: nonsense

Moomin, Rick and Morty, Adventure time, etc are tagged respectively

I might add more to this if I don't forget it exists/if there's anything worth mentioning about my boring old self

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Long time no see

Sorry, deep depression rut plus almost dying from medical issues makes things pretty stagnant

But anyway here's some shit I drew

And of course pictures of my cats. I rescued the little ragdoll a couple months ago. She was dumped out in the woods by my dad's house and I took her home on Thanksgiving.

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his ears!!

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This is me from now until mid March or so.

A self portrait of myself in my natural habitat

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Last night I sleep for about 6 hours and I only woke up twice, which is crazy for me. I usually wake up at least every hour. I can't imagine what it's like to sleep through an entire night. I've always been like this

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Critters posing c. 1920sommin

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i redrew this. Here's the new one:

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Here's a drawing I made in July of last year (2024)

And here is a redraw of it I made today (11/9/25)

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Gaudy redraw

(for the newer version, I was somewhat inspired by those "fat tailed sheep" that just have giant ass cheeks that sometimes drag the ground when they walk. Look like they had a bbl)

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Hallucinations

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I've been having recurring dreams about meeting and falling in love with a tall, androgynous blonde haired Swedish woman. Like the past couple days I can't stop dreaming about her. Just doing cute platonic couple stuff. Cuddling, eating dinner together, going to the park, etc etc.

I don't know anyone who matches this description. Hell I don't know anyone, not in real life. But the last time I experienced something like this, I saw my husband. 4 years before I met him.

So maybe in a few years, I'll meet her, and we will start a lovely poly relationship. Or maybe I'll ditch my husband, which I don't see happening because I love him. The other way things could go, I simply can't comprehend that. But who knows what the world has in store? Honestly I didn't think I would even live this long to begin with.

But I feel like there's something to this. I feel like I will meet her and I will fall in love at first sight.

My androgynous tall Swedish beauty, I can't wait to see you beyond my dreams

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I had like 4 seizures yesterday. I had a really hard time breathing once I came back to reality. Probably heart problem (family history of heart troubles and I have a murmur,) so hope I don't die. Lol.

Also I didn't know but my husband said my that my sweet Spike boy stayed right by my side even as I was writhing around and bashing into shit. After it stopped and I was regaining consciousness he lay down on top of me and wouldn't leave . He is such an amazing lil guy.

Support cats are so much better than support dogs. Sorry not sorry 😅

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here's a cringe crossover no one asked for but I made it anyway so yay!

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Rip to my fucking truck.

What the fuck man. Seriously. I've got some kind of curse when it comes to vehicles and I don't even drive!!

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This is one of the first times I've left the house this year

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i used to be cool

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Sunday Morning