Too old for this shit but ok

Aging transsexual flees twitter, resumes tumbling.

[friendelmxn]

Good.

[friendelmxn]

I had to change my username because I’m not longer a “fagglet”. I’m a full grown faggot now.

It’s been weird combing through my following list and seeing so many people who stopped posting at the same time. And weirder yet seeing blogs that belonged to people who died. I can never bring myself to unfollow the dead ones.

I’m at a writing retreat and for the first time in my life, I have all day, every day to focus on my novel, one that I posted snippets of on a secondary blog many years ago. So obviously I’m here, dicking around on tumblr, trying to see if I can settle back in after a long sabbatical on twitter.

[friendelmxn]

Dinner. Homemade mayo, shredded chicken fried in chicken fat, and tomato.

[friendelmxn]

I made a friend! ... For dinner.

[friendelmxn]

I tried to decorate my lamp but I think I turned it into a giant sperm instead.

[friendelmxn]

Dinner: made from scratch creamy tomato bell pepper soup with sun dried tomato chicken sausage and baby spinach. With balsamic reduction.

[f-k-a-twigs]

[koreanmodel]

Kim Sang Woo at Vivienne Westwood Spring 2015 Milan

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last modified 1999-03-26 05:01:07

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Buff Butch: Empowering Masculinity Through Strength Training

What’s the T, will Trans men be the new face of the HIV epidemic?

Feeling Pretty Again: Owning Femininity as Trans*male/Masculine Identities

Manning Up: No Apology Necessary

What Makes Us Men? Owning and Dismantling Stereotypes of Masculinity

being trans-male can be harder than being born male

[harpyhormones]

these r all real btw

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[friendelmxn]

I've been feeling crappy about missing the conference. But after seeing a photo on fb of a friend burning her copy of the PTHC schedule/booklet thing, it seems like this year is particularly significant. Sure, I've met some of the shittiest misogynists there; I've been mocked for having limp wrists by a trans bro; I've watched facilitators let men talk over women again and again and again. 

yet I'm still super sad to miss being in a room with thousands of other trans people, the novelty of which has yet to wear off. Or the dance parties in the gayborhood where white cis fags are an anomaly. slumber parties with strangers, chosen family reunions, the all trans shabbat service.

we can and must do better. maybe a different conference, maybe a separatist colony, I don't know.

[friendelmxn]

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Dog beach

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The Heathers - Lady Marmalade

Ummmmmm.

[friendelmxn]

does anyone else feel like the music videos that have come out of drag race are just the Gay equivalent of Rebecca Black/all the surrealist "Buy Your Child an Inflated Ego" videos?

also, carmen carrerra is unreasonably attractive.

[i-am-dovahkiin]

[friendelmxn]

MAJESTIC

[feministidol-deactivated2016030]

I’m gonna build a time machine so I can get late 80s early 90s George Michael to wreck me.

[friendelmxn]

aesthetic goals, ngl.

[friendelmxn]

Art is so weird

[friendelmxn]

#philly

[addelburgh]