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Single for the first time in three years, I’m scared.

bruhwgatt

That’s some top quality advice.

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I’m starting to feel really bad again and I’m scared

dirkfucker

reblog if you:

- flinch away when someone touches you.

- panic when you accidentally break an object.

- get scared when someone walks behind you.

- feel your heart rate increase at every sudden noise.

- are easily panicked by slightly-louder-than-normal sounds.

- stare apprehensively at your bedroom doorway for hours at night.

- have trouble making eye contact with people.

- always feel either too mature or too immature for your age.

- simultaneously crave and be terrified of physical contact.

because i do all of these

borderline--feline

what i say: im sensitive

what i mean: my mental illness throws everything out of proportion and my emotions are extremely unpredictable and even the slightest thing going wrong literally makes me want to die

criminalizes

sometimes, i scare myself. i hate lashing out. i hate being so angry i cry and want to hit things. i hate getting furious over things that should be small. its scary

dirkfucker

reblog if you:

- flinch away when someone touches you.

- panic when you accidentally break an object.

- get scared when someone walks behind you.

- feel your heart rate increase at every sudden noise.

- are easily panicked by slightly-louder-than-normal sounds.

- stare apprehensively at your bedroom doorway for hours at night.

- have trouble making eye contact with people.

- always feel either too mature or too immature for your age.

- simultaneously crave and be terrified of physical contact.

because i do all of these

enchantas

“Who missed Keith the most when he left team voltron? Did Lance miss him at least when he left because I know that at one point they had been considered good friends?”

Jeremy Shada: Yeah, yeah, um, I mean I definitely think on a base note I think they probably all missed him for sure I mean when you’re that close to somebody and you’re a team and you’re kind of dealing with all of these crazy things you kind of get that bond and obviously they’re like, living together for a long period of time in these crazy situations so… I think they all kind of grow close and I think they’ve all missed him. Um, Lance definitely does ‘cause i think they’re… I think especially the beginning they’re more like…. Uh….. I mean they’re like frenemies, they’re like working together but they’re not like getting along that well, kind of clashing personalities, um, and there’s like, especially Lance on his side there’s like that jealousy at the outset you know, ‘cause Keith was kind of like better than him coming up through in the flight school… Um, and have that like connection with Shiro who is Lance’s amazing, like, role model you know just a legend basically. And so he wants kind of that same like, closeness with Shiro as well so I think in the beginning there’s like that jealousy a little bit. But then as they start working together you know, um, they kind of start understanding each other’s personalities and they do grow a lot closer as like really close friends. Um… and then when Shiro is gone for a while and they have to you know, there’s a little bit of switch up with who is piloting what lions and Keith starts to become, obviously the leader, um, and I think there’s even more of a kind of a mutual understanding there at that point too and much more of a friendship and close encouragement so.. I think it definitely affected Lance and I think it’s one of those things where like, he finally kinda, he finally got really close as friends and as teammates and then like, finally when that happens, which is a long time coming, then he’s suddenly gone. So there’s that weird, kind of like, where you finally get to that point with someone and they’re gone its like a very weird hole. Um, and thats with all of them too. I feel like, Lance probably took it pretty hard.. um.. i mean all of them, Allura too for sure… Definitely Shiro also, maybe even slightly harder than Lance, I think Shiro a bit…. But yeah, that would be my best guess

depression-healthy-carrier

“People change”

Bullshit. I was crying and screaming when I was born and I haven’t stopped since

shxttymusician-deactivated20200

Unfollow me right now

If you support that Pedosexual shit, unfollow me right now. Lmfao. I’m not with the sick and twisted shananigans. I don’t need that kind of energy around my blog.

silvercorvid-deactivated2019071

What is it like to touch or be touched on a consistent basis by someone? Like to be able to put your arm around them, touch their face or have their hand or shoulder touch yours and so on.

vintagedemonglory

Touch deprivation feels like...

Part of being touch starved is that you both really really want to be touched with affection, but you also really don’t want anyone to fucking touch you; mostly because you don’t think you’re deserving or worthy of that affection.

So when someone does touch you, all you want is to lean into that feeling and cherish it, and hope that they touch you more. Even though you pull away quickly and think they have made a mistake.

sparklemuffin

ok but one of the worst feelings is being touch starved

You want to touch, but it can’t be someone you don’t kinda trust, and you’re afraid to ask let alone do it because it fucking sucks when someone belittles your needs or thinks it’s silly, or worse, thinks it’s pathetic

like you’ve gone so so long without the touch you need that you are just desperate for it

but you feel stupid for asking, for needing it, so you usually don’t

which makes you need it more, because it’s like every day you don’t get nice touches the problem gets exponentially worse

and someone touching YOU is like heaven… but if you ask for that, it’s gonna nibble at your brain that it’s artificial, that they don’t really mean it, that they’re just humoring you

and it doesn’t get better in days or weeks or months, because it didn’t get that bad to begin with in days or weeks or months

and the literal WORST thing is someone scorning you for touching them, even though it’s perfectly within their rights to not want to be touched, it is just devastating to the psyche to have someone that you care about enough to want to touch get angry or disgusted or annoyed at you touching them

I just want kisses down my spine, on my forehead, someone nuzzling into me, someone hugging me so tight it’s hard to breathe, petting my hair, scratching my head, idly rubbing my back

I want to hold someone, hug them with all my strength, bury my face into their clothes and skin and hair, kiss someone all over, touch them everywhere and do it over and over, run my fingers through their hair, play with their hands and kiss their knuckles and the veins on their wrists

and it hurts, like, I get physically ill if I don’t get touch when I have those moments I desperately need it but feel too afraid to seek it

it doesn’t even really have to be sexual, or romantic

I just like touch.

And I haven’t had enough of it from the people I loved.

So now it’s kind of like a condition. Touch-starved.

And it fucking sucks.

pinkmisspiggy

being touchstarved makes u absolutely buckwild when someone does smth simple like .share a chair with u

pinkmisspiggy

like having someone touch your hand with the tips of their fingers shouldn’t feel like So Much it shouldn’t feel like your whole body is going into anaphylactic shock but here we are. here we are.

pinkmisspiggy

ok 2 many of u relate

kaijuhearmenow

Someone gave me a compliment and reached out and squeezed my hand and I fell in love and couldn’t speak for several minutes

felesrubrum

I was just gonna type this in the tags but I have to say this.

Growing up in North America is surreal. Every tiny little blip of physical affection is deemed as sexual interest. Boys aren’t allowed to hug eachother because “that’s gay.” Girls can’t hold hands because “are they going out?” And GOD FORBID a female friend hugs a male friend.

Having lived in the Netherlands, and reading up about shit like this, Canadians and Americans are starving.

I went to Japan for a school trip in 2012. I went to a highschool there. There were boys hugging, lounging on those blue gym floor mats, holding hands, trowing their arms around eachother. I was startled by how shocked I was.

This mentality of “if you’re touching you must have sexual interest in the other person” is so fucking disgusting. Hug your friends. Hold hands with them. Touch their hands when you want to reassure them.

jassmarie19

Theatre kids, at least in my experience, seem to be the exemption to this as our idea of bonding is massage trains

itsklanceornothing

klance rec

i like filthy fics so most of these are just smut

smut = *

*Far Away From Nothing - https://archiveofourown.org/works/7510200?view_adult=true

*Wasted youth, Cryptids, and Waterboys - archiveofourown.org/works/10254716?view_adult=true&view_full_work=true

*Please Drink Responsibly - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9514295?view_full_work=true

*Blow Me Up - https://archiveofourown.org/works/7777147?view_adult=true

*Lance’s Nighttime Adventure - https://archiveofourown.org/works/9917849?view_adult=true

*Something Just Like This - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10716489?view_adult=true&view_full_work=true#main

*Hot In Here - https://archiveofourown.org/works/10540284?view_adult=true#main

*Weird - https://archiveofourown.org/works/7648843?view_adult=true

*Please Switch Responsibly - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10712682?view_adult=true

*Please Get Fucked Responsibly - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10841472/chapters/24067320

*Welcome To Lion-Mart! - https://archiveofourown.org/works/7762195?view_adult=true

*Gross Boys - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10867962?view_adult=true

*Don’t Break Connection - http://archiveofourown.org/works/8321353?view_full_work=true

*A Shot At Love - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10102640?view_adult=true

*Baby, We’re Going Down - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9119875

*Tip Jar - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10563945?view_full_work=true

*Scream My Name - http://archiveofourown.org/works/7806421

*How To Bang Your Neighbour 101 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9671762

*You Make Me Feel - http://archiveofourown.org/works/8390515

*Drive - http://archiveofourown.org/works/8238065?view_adult=true

Dirty Laundry - http://archiveofourown.org/works/7454385

Fools Rush In - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10179662/chapters/22609904?view_adult=true

*Wrong Window - http://archiveofourown.org/works/8293582?view_adult=true

*Drummer Boy - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10556902?view_full_work=true

*Best Friends - http://archiveofourown.org/works/10706604

*What We Make Of It - https://archiveofourown.org/works/10443345?view_adult=true

*Shut Up and Dance With Me - http://archiveofourown.org/works/8159153/chapters/18698024

*Is That A Challenge? - http://archiveofourown.org/works/7640995?view_adult=true

*How To Train Your Galra - Part 1 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/7672060 Part 2 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/7709302 Part 3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/7848832 Part 4 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9090550

*Mistakes Were Made - Part 1 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/8164189 Part 2 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/8951314 Part 3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9002284 Part 4 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9098506 Part 5 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9297080 Part 6 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9419876 Part 7 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/9534092

dare-i-say-asexual

reblog if ur blog is anti-nazi

if ur a nazi or neo-nazi or support nazi ideologies let this be a fucking harsh message that ur not welcome on this blog and I hope you get socked in the face