i'll be your house cat

I kinda know my body

[misanthropedoll]

[friendlyhousecat]

Today was the first day in a very long time that I looked at myself in the mirror and truly thought “I’m beautiful”

[spi-ltmilk]

[unknownwardrobee]

Adeline André 1999

[cupidclaws]

[fuzzyghost]

[underwata]

[realityarchitect]

[friendlyhousecat]

Today I got the call that brought you back to life. You’re still missing, gone. But hopefully this call is the next step for our family to reunite. I love you, we love you. Come home when you’re ready. I just hope that it’s soon...

[friendlyhousecat]

I fucking hate that two years later the smallest things still make me think of you. I hate the way my family stills thinks I’ll end up with you. I hate seeing my boyfriend juggle because it just reminds me of you. I hate thinking about your family and how much I miss them. A fucking Tin can of popcorn brought back memories of you today and I’m appalled. Just leave my head alone. I thought this was over

[friendlyhousecat]

I am content with my decision. I am also sorry that I let you down.

I’m not perfect

[friendlyhousecat]

Martin,

It never fails to knock the air out of me every time I think of you. It gets easier over all, but the thought is just as painful every time. We miss you. We haven’t forgotten. I haven’t forgotten. I love you.

I still wish I had said something that changed your mind that afternoon.

[friendlyhousecat]

it’s cuffing season

[friendlyhousecat]

my hair keeps getting worse but I love it

[friendlyhousecat]

I'm starting to become way too thin again. I'm starting to look at apartments in Philadelphia. I'm starting to procrastinate my graduation from university. I'm starting to miss England. Im starting a new season of criminals minds. Im starting to cut back on cigarettes and coffee. Im starting a rat tail. Im starting to stay in bed until noon. I'm starting a new job soon. I'm starting new relationships. I'm not finishing anything.

[friendlyhousecat]

It's weird to feel alone when you have people that care about you. I think I'm coming to terms with the way my mind works. I am just constantly reassuring myself that they care through their small gestures. They mean a lot more than you think. Be kind.

[friendlyhousecat]

I still don't think people realize the fact that I greatly struggle with social cues. I feel that they assume I function on a normal level, if not excel, with social interactions - just because I'm good at small talk. Just because I do well with most interactions does not mean I am across the boards successful in navigating my way through conversation. I struggle a lot with daily communications, even if it does not appear that way. Please know that I do not mean to insult or seem rude. Somethings just genuinely don't make sense to me. I do apologize if I offend, but it will also help me if you let me know when I do.