ETERNAL SUNSHINE

"my happiness is not the means to any end"

[mybodyprogress2021]

Idk who needs to hear this but your tummy isn’t ruining your outfits, you look hot

[fromabelarditcame]

I think I’ll just go to sleep for awhile

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ENCHANTED (2007) dir. Kevin Lima

[infimityonhigh]

[fromabelarditcame]

Are you tired, too?

From waiting on me?

Or are you somewhere so far,

You don’t even realize?

[fromabelarditcame]

Some people, it dawned on me, would never be capable to see through any other life but their own. To try to put on someone else's shoes, well for them it just simply did not fit. Why are we all wasting our lives trying to get the person living next to you to say the way you are living, is in fact, okay. Why do other people feel the need to tell them no?

We all die in the end, no matter how rich, poor, famous, awful, or good you are. None of us get the luxury of knowing what we are really walking into. People think they know, they are so sure, so quick to condemn the next person for the place they think they will go when they die, what I am trying to understand is do they think that is what gets them into heaven? By casting other people out, by constantly standing at the street corner, do they think their ticket to heaven is greater? Ironic. Such a trivial thought process to hold.

[fromabelarditcame]

God said to me, get out there and wade around in the mud no one else will step in. I want you to see things from the ground up.

[fromabelarditcame]

Sometimes I am asleep inside myself

[fromabelarditcame]

If we imagine it, it must be out there some where

[fromabelarditcame]

I dont want this anymore,

You can have it

[fromabelarditcame]

I dont care what time you come home tonight

Or if you call me

My heart knows that you

Lie

Lie

Lie

You are a liar

[fromabelarditcame]

Though the setting may change

The background remains the same

[fromabelarditcame]

I dont like looking at myself, or buying myself clothes.

[fromabelarditcame]

I am tired of opening up any news and seeing people arguing about whether children should be allowed better health care, or arguing about people wanting basic human freedoms, while they sit on their cellphones or computers, with air conditioning and food a few steps away. So prideful, so selfish, so disgusting.

[fromabelarditcame]

I wanted to place the same floors and touch the same walls as the greatest minds in the world, I wanted to see art so breath taking it has been carefully wrapped and preserved for years over, and over. I wanted it for myself, simple, quiet. I wanted it all.

[fromabelarditcame]

I loved you

Distances

Much farther than the moon

My love is

The ever expanding universe

Its goes on and on

Only creating more

[fromabelarditcame]

The only thing I could do was run

I didnt want to look into your eyes