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Far thoughts brought close to home !

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Sometimes it is hard to enjoy life when you have been taught restrictions and strongly encouraged to “do the right things”…. I wish I was able to love with no regret, laugh without questions, and have JOY without hurt.

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If I could speak to the younger me I would say “GET OUT” 

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Pushing

There are some truths that push us away from the very thing that we believe we love.  As we continue to press toward and fight for something that is not there, we realize that after the hurt and pain, it was not ours to begin with.  We were either a pawn to play in a life lesson that was not really ours to learn or we were on the wrong yellow brick road.  The heart is a tricky muscle that often gets over worked, it takes so much oxygen to keep it pumping because the mind pulls from it.  While chasing after a dream that is a fantasy, we die piece by piece not aware of it until we hit a wall of resentment and bitterness that makes and a grave of anger.  Whether it is seen or not at first we must take into consideration that every relationship in life can end, but we must remember that our well being: physical, emotional and mentally is very important. Do not push for something that is not pulling for you!  

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It is ok to live!

People live and die and suffer the consequences on their death beds with many regrets of why s/he didn’t follow their hearts desires. The multiple adventures that are thought of to pursue are often blocked with the constant thoughts of others. At birth we have one soul, in life we have one mind, and in death we have one body. Take a chance and feel your soul, in life take a breath and move your body, so during death you won’t regret living your best life!

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Self - Time is of the essences

Somethings you wouldnt’ even know unless you asked. You can’t have a real conversation and get to know anybody unless you try. One thing that is hard to do is love someone that you cannot have a conversation with. If you choose to love yourself that means you are willing to be without another heart to love. Face the facts we all need to be alone. So we can hear ourselves think. Our thoughts and instincts should outweigh the feelings of others no matter the relationships, we have to value ourselves as important, not to be pleasers and fixers of other situations that do not directly concern or relate to us. It is safer to enjoy yourself than others most of the time!

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The Heart

Giving your best is usually giving from your heart.  Our heart is designed to give us life that will allow us to love and spread the gift of love to others.  The problem we run into is that we allow others to suck our love out of us which causes pain to our hearts and since the bible the Holy Bible clearly states no man knows the heart we spend time permitting our hearts to be abused by people who do not know how to receive or give love.  Love is patient and love is kind but learning the strength of love hurts.

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More thoughts...

I have allowed the emotions of people rule my life because I wanted to be pleasing to them.  Although they have been pleasing to me it was not complete.  What I am looking for is a clear idea of what is going to bring me joy not happiness and I have found out that it is not in people.   My desire is to move from the mental place along with this physical place so that I can be free to carry out my destiny and enjoy my journey. 

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Thoughts

The ways of a good man are ordered by the Lord but we must also consider the ways of a bad man. Who is ordering his steps. Every man is right in his own eyes but who’s eyes is he looking through. What can we do to not make things so complicated in our lives? If we function with faith and step out onto the water of Jesus we can wnjoy the journey and anticipate the destination. Life is about security,happiness, and legacy!

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Don’t want to start over.

Ups and downs come when you are learning somebody, distrust takes place when you have experience with that person.   Love creates a lasting impression of what consistency is look like, but we must be real about some things.  If it don’t fit don’t force it.  Switching from lovers to friends with nothing tied can be very costly.  Having the ability to stand strong knowing something could go wrong is a struggle.   A struggle I am not built for anymore.... 

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thoughts

There are stars in the sky that twinkle in the chill of the night and the leaves whisper when the wind blows.  This is evidence that there is something perfect and unique in the universe.  How can anyone say there is not God, and just by reason there is mankind.  Some thing out of NO where designed the planets and put living objects in the water, on the land, and in the sky with the ability to fly.  There is no doubt in my mind that God is real, especially due to the grace that has been provided to whomever made whatever in the means of other peoples expense.  How close are we to believing in the supernatural and trusting in God.   

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Time!!

Sometimes time is the thing that causes us to wonder where did all the time go. How in the world can we express ourselves when we are unsure of the time. When we stop and think about what we are going in our life why do we feel like time holds us back? Every now and then we have to stop and make a list of the big picture. What memory do you have to leave with your love ones?

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temptation

temptation is a verb and it can get complicated and cause one to end up in a turmoil of valley’s.  When making the choices to fall down the valley of temptation one looses focus of what is on top of the hill of integrity.  if emotions are in the way at the peak of the hill then the temptation of the valley is easier to fall down.  being secure is one of the main things that keep one at the top of the hill.  if one decides another to love them inconsistently then they will remain in the valley trying to crawl to the top of the hill alone.... 

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Sometimes it is best to let things be.  Figure out a different path and go from there.  It does not make a difference who it affects as long as the person that is in charge is successful.