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@frozcnhearts
✩ Currently Semi-Inactive until June/July due to evening classes
Private & selective RP Blog ☆ Multimuse featuring Genshin Impact, Mystic Messenger, Wuthering Waves & Bungo Stray Dogs Mutuals only, OC/Crossover/AU friendly.
Mun is 30+, Muse are 20+ (and much older)
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✩ ⭑ Sehun Lee (OC)
(Infos under read more)
// Hey ho! Heads up on bringing news of me being still alive. My very last exam is in two weeks and then I'm finally fully/half fully free! c: Still gotta work of course, but at least I'm back in the after noons.
ANYWAY. I have finally decided to move Miran and her two siblings (they are on the multimuse) to a shared blog.
Why? Because it honestly makes more sense to me and I want to put more focus on all three of them \ O \ Besides, I've always planned to move that blog one day or another, since I'm not too happy with how I organized everything, LOL.
Anyway, until the blog is finished it will take a while anyway. SO.
Just the heads ups! ♥
While I'm working on that, I'll also finally drag all my drafts into the queue @ _ @
But threads and asks would be moved over to the new blogs anyway, if people wish to do so! I know I have been super inactive lately and I'm very sorry for that. The past year and a half just hadn't left any room, nor any energy for too many hobbies.
– 𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗢𝗠 𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗘𝗘 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗦 !
"Don’t look back."
"I missed you."
"It’s too late."
"Please don’t go."
"You promised me."
"Who did this?"
"I forgive you."
"We were gods."
"Leave me alone."
"They found us."
"Trust me, please."
"I need help."
"Run. Don’t stop."
"It wasn’t me."
"I remember everything."
"Burn it all."
"Tell me why."
"You never called."
"It’s just rain."
"You owe me."
"She’s not breathing."
"Is that blood?"
"You were right."
"It ends now."
"We start over."
"Stay with me."
"Nothing feels real."
"I hate this."
"Do it now."
"They're watching us."
"Make it stop."
"It's not yours."
"I was waiting."
"He’s behind you."
"They’re all gone."
"Time is up."
"Bring them back."
"It’s our turn."
"This is wrong."
"Don’t let go."
"We are cursed."
"No one knows."
"You're not real."
"Don’t say it."
"I saw everything."
"Nothing ever changes."
"Call it off."
"What are you?"
"I found it."
"Let me in."
“have i told you how hideous you look tonight?” - Saeran / Sehun
Sehun was stuck in one of the beds of the infirmary the whole day already. His skin was wet with sweat, amber eyes glassy and his skin more pale than usual. Worst of all, at least for him - he was even less talkactive..
At first, upon hearing Saeran’s voice, the blond only grimaced and shot him an annoyed glance. Out of all people, he did not want to come across him right now. Couldn’t he just go and annoy somebody else?
As if the hacker were a mere fly, the believer swatted his hand at him.
“Still looking… ten times better than you.”, ever word he spoke came out slow, almost as if he had to think his words over. Fuck, if his brain would just work right now. But it felt so weirdly foggy. Something must have been wrong with this goddamn elixir today. At least his. Did he end up as guinea pig? In a rather dramatic way, Sehun turned his back towards Saeran.
“Fuck off.”, he muttered rather quietly.
@frozcnhearts asked for a Starter
How it pained her to witness any of her beloved believers suffering as much as this, yet this was what must occur to those who were unable to see the light on their own. Why Sehun had decided to turn his back on her like he had, she wouldn't truly understand, her nails digging into the back of his neck as the soft chants of the hooded figures around them grew louder. This shared paradise had almost been destroyed because of this blonde's foolish behaviour - and though she had ever excuse to banish him and leave him for death, she simply cared too much to do so. Instead, he'd been forced into the cold depths of the dungeons, forced to under go this trial of fire day after day, until such time that he'd finally return back to her side where he belonged.
With a painful squeeze, Rika pulled Sehun's head back, allowing Saeran to step forward and gleefully pour elixir down the other man's throat, his eyes almost seeming to glow within the clinging darkness.
"Do not fear - there are many who would fail to forgive that which you and that foolish girl attempted...but I shall never leave you, Sehun. You shall always have a home here, a place where you belong, a place where you are free to simply be yourself...so please. Stop fighting. Stop harming yourself for the sake of some stranger - who tainted this sacred ground".
As Saeran stepped back, Rika knelt before Sehun, gently reaching up and wiping away some of the elixir to have drippled down the side of his mouth. "Remember, who was the one to welcome you when the rest of the world wished to only control you? Recall, to whom do you belong to, Sehun?"
All he wanted to do, was to know Ella in safety. He didn’t even know if succeeded or not. Was the girl out there? Or have they dragged her back into the Magenta as well?
Sehun tried to pull all his concern together, but with every drop of turquoise liquid that ran down his throat, with every day spent in those cold, dark cells, he found himself fading and unable to remember why he had even tried to run. Why he had tried to “save” her, when this was the safest places of all. At the start he had still struggled against taking in any of the foul tasting elixir, but every revolve had died down by now and everything he had felt before, was replaced with comforting numbness. Or was actually an uncomfortable one? If he could get one clear thought, he might knew.
How many days has he even been down there? How much time has passed? All of this seemed so meaningless, yet it came to his mind. At least until the voice of the savior echoed through the cell. Only now, he seemed to realize that he wasn’t alone yet, even though he had looked at the people all the time.
The first tries of speaking failed. It took a few, until he finally choked out a “To you, my savior…”.
“I belong… only to you.”. Always and forever.
@frozcnhearts asked for a Short Starter
Things were never simple when it came to the other agent - but how the heck was he supposed to have known there were two Seven's out there!? A twin brother? Really? And this one was even more annoying, if that was possible. "...you ready to stop struggling so much? You're only going to hurt yourself you know"
Had been time for this guy to finally realize that he was not that traitor! It was outrageous to him, that one would even come to that conclusion. Did this man have eyes in his head? Did he need glasses? The urge to snap at him was there, but he had to put his energy into getting out. So, no, he did not stop struggling and with every move, his irritation only rose.
“What do you care?!”, at the end, he could not hold himself back from yelling at the other man. Mint colored eyes squinted in sheer anger, as she glowed at Vanderwood, “You are on the side of this traitor.”.
So actually, every energy talking to him was wasted anyway. He was manipulated by that guy for sure. So every word shared, would only be in order to brainwash him into ‘forgiveness’ to those, who did not deserve such.
@frozcnhearts asked for a Short Starter
"The last thing I want is to continue to drag you into the face of danger...yet I hope you can forgive me for being selfish, this one more time...", he sighed, gently running his fingers through Sehun's hair, curled around his form on the hotel bed they currently shared, "...I should leave you here and go on my own but...I can't give you up either...I'm sorry..."
"You're pretty much stuck with me anyway, just as I am with you. We use each other for our own goals. If you get your brother, I won't have to deal with him in Mint Eye anymore. Sounds like a win-win situation to me.", a shrug came from the young man, as he leant his forehead against Luciel's shoulder, "I bullied your brother long enough, to know how he ticks when he's mad. That could come in handy for you.".
Better not mention the many fist fights they got into. That could wait for another day, if they would ever see each other again afterwards. He was pretty sure they'd go their own paths once this was over. Well, at least he could finally go back to the Magenta. Weird, how much he missed this place. It was almost as if everything just pulled him there. Being outside like this - it felt so wrong, it made him almost uneasy. But he could hold it in for now.
Perhaps it was the lack of elixir, that made him feel like this. But he stayed silent about it, just gave off a heavy sigh instead and closed his eyes, "Will you even be able to sleep?"
❛ next time, why don’t you just text me like a normal person? ❜ - Garth / Sehun
“It would be normal.”.
Just for a moment, Sehun wondered if he expected any other kind of answer to such a banal question. He looked at Garth as if the other man grew a second head. Which of course hadn’t happened. It was really just the question that confused him. For he was sure, would somebody try to search his name in a dictionary, somebody would have written the words ‘not normal’ next to them. But dictionaries did not have names. Unless somebody was named after an item or some random word. He guessed that happened to some unfortunate people out there. Luckily he was not one of them.
With a shrug of his shoulders, Sehun looked away, “So, want to grab some pizza once you are done or not? Else I'm just heading out myself and order two all for myself.”.
Platonic Requests for Affection
“I’m so tired… ”
“I don’t want to be alone.”
“My hands are shaking.”
“Don’t get up. I’m comfortable like this.”
“Please stay. I’d like some company.”
“Could I get a hug?”
“Would you pet my hair?”
“Will you sing something for me?”
“I just want to be close to someone for a little bit. Is that okay?”
“Can I lay my head in your lap?”
“You can touch my hair but don’t mess it up!”
“Here, lay down in my lap.”
“You know, you’re pretty comfy.”
“Come here, ya big lug/small fry.”
“Just take my hand. It’ll be better, I promise.”
“I’m not letting go.”
“I’ll hold you as long as you need.”
“It’s okay to stay, you know.”
“I’m so happy you’re here with me.”
“Your hugs are warm. We should do this more often.”
❛ you’re not a hero. you’re not even a good person. ❜ - Daichi / Sehun
Lips were lightly parted. Almost as if the young man was stuck in mild shock. Amber eyes were cast on his cousin and in slow motion, pale hands were raised. A clap echoed. Then, after some silence. Another and another. The movement of his hands quickened with each clap, until he fully applauded. He ignored the look of confusion Miran, who stood by his side, gave him. Clearly, and he was sure of it, she was more worried of the fact that her hotel wasn't in the best shape. Did this happen more often? Man, he really missed out.
“Aaah, I really don’t know know what to do, you know.”, he laughed, stopped applauding and instead dragged one of his hands through blond, messy hair. His forehead rather sweaty from the heat engulfing them. Either because it was summer or this guy did something. Well, he didn’t mind some deaths, but his sisters really hadn’t deserved their end yet. They had to suffer just a bit more through life.
Well, not that he could do much. He wasn't much of a fighter after all - at least not when it came to some life and death situation. Throwing hands was only easy, when the people were somewhat normal. He was a medicine student and an illusionist. None of those things would help, if they were to burn down. “Should I congratulate you for being smart? Or offer my condolences for such slowness?”.
Slowly, he cocked his head to the side, the amusement in his expression never faded though, “I doubt anyone has ever seen me as a good person. Perhaps they do at the beginning, but thats really their own fault. People are so easy to play with after all, aren’t they?”
Kyrans just here to randomly shove Sehun into one of the cults cells - just for a night or three.
Not even a person such as Sehun liked those cells deep down in Magenta’s basement. He swallowed hard, when he noticed the door closing behind him, but tried to not let the other one notice. So he just kept his back turned to Kyran, just in case his emotions would accidentally slip over his expressions. For now, it was hard to not show his actual fear from those things, especially if he didn’t know if he would get recleansed or not. Having that elixir shoved down one’s throat was just as uncomfortable as it sounded.
“Awwh, already got enough of me, Kyran~?”, he asked in a sing-song voice, despite facing the cold wall. He stretched his arms, not really knowing what else to do. He just felt like he needed some kind of movement, in order to not fall into panic - or to say something.
“I have been on my best behavior though. You really are as sensitive as an old man nowadays. Are you not getting enough sleep? Not enough food? You really should take care of yourself, you know.”.
Even he knew that he might should lay down his usual, provocative behavior for now. But it was too late to take back his words now anyway. Sometimes he cursed himself for being as noisy as he is, "Maybe you should take out some nice believer..."
There was a short pause, before he quickly added.
"...as in, eating with them.".
@frozcnhearts asked: Just Sehun poking Maika's head, "Let me invite you to food. No, I won't accept a no from you.". Unprompted
It had been... Quite some time since she had heard the familiar voice. How long was it, again?... She wasn't sure she could even come up with any form of proper answer to it. One moment, living her day-to-day life, the next, a person she had found herself thinking of on occasion, but never having come across until now. It even took a moment for her to process what was being said before she realized that it was yet another attempt to make her eat.
Of course it was, nothing was new there.
"Oh, come on... There's no need for all that!" She instantly found herself whining the moment everything processed. A sheepish smile accompanied her hands raising to defend herself from the immediate mental onslaught of reminding her that she did, indeed, forget to eat. Also, nothing new, as if nothing had changed from the last time they saw one another.
"Can't we just chat and catch back up instead? No need to bring food into this." Unless he had also yet to eat yet, which would make it more valid... But still! "Regardless... It's good to see you."
She could at least admit that much.
"What was that? You want me to bring in a lot of food? Sure can do!".
Now he poked the outside edge of his ear instead and spoke a tad louder, as if he had a hard time to hear. Which, of course, he didn't. In fact, he was hearing very well. The blond man just picked on his friends - a lot. Actually he had a hard time understanding why they still befriended him. Perhaps they knew, that this was his way to show concern?
"Joke aside. Yes to bring food into this. Because I'm hungry.", and as if trying to underline his words, his stomach growled. Actually, he was rather desperate for some food. Studying as much as he (surprisingly) did, he perhaps had forgotten to eat as well. Which proved to be a way to at least ensure that this woman ate too. Thinking of it, they both didn't do a good job at it.
"We should get spaghetti. Or pizza... I even share with you, so you don't have to eat a whole - and we can catch up while eating. It's what people do, you know.", for a moment he looked around, then back at her, "You do have time, right? Else I'll just take you with me. They can have you back later for all I care. After you stopped tormenting your own stomach.".
@infinitexmuses
Ella was usually a rather calm girl, the type not to make a big deal whenever she was feeling ill, but at that moment she needed her husband to be supportive! With a groan, she shifted to rest her head against his shoulder, brows knitted in a frown. While it was nice to know that Nòah would be taken care of, she needed comfort for herself too! How could her husband be so cruel?
"Meanie. Aren't you trained in patient care? Shouldn't you be offering some method to ease the pain that your dearest wife is in?". She pouted slightly, but even now her voice remained soft and calm, obviously not serious about the display of anger that she had been attempting to display. It seemed as though she needed a little more practise in such manipulative tactics.
"...if you won't kill me, can you at least get me some ice cream from the freezer? Please?"
Sehun blinked, but then smiled.
"As your mean husband, I will tell you to just drink water and take some pain killers.", he said in a rather casual way, eyes on his phone for a moment, before he faced his suffering wife. He couldn't help but pat her head with his free hand, "But I'll be nice today. So I offer you this - lay down and I will bring you everything you need. Pain killer, something to drink, the ice cream...", he hesistated, grimaced for a moment and then sighed rather dramatical.
"Hold on a moment. Ice cream? In January? My life has becoming very ice cold all of the sudden, knowing that I married somebody who carves ice cream during such cold hell as winter. How can I cope with that knowledge?", he looked up at her with the flash of a grin, then stood up quickly however in order to get her said dessert.
However, as soon as he vanished he lurked past the door frame again cautiously, "Ice cream actually can worsen the pain. Still want me to go on this large quest of obtaining it? You still got the chance to say no."
Oh look - Kyran has a new job at the hospital Sehun works at! Say hello to the newest surgeon ✨
Sehun trailed along the way too long hallways of the hospital. He had looked way too forward to this break and was just about to call his wife, so his eyes were more focused on his smart phone than on the path ahead. Still, he was somehow capable of avoiding to run into any of the people passing him by, mumbling greetings as good as possible to those, who greeted first.
In all honesty - he never understood why people had to be greeted every single day. Especially those he saw every day, at the very same time. The same black haired woman who came to visit a family member, the same, brunette co-worker who didn’t walk but more dragged himself to his station, so many faces were more familiar by now than he wished.
It was especially sad if one kept in mind, that this was a hospital.
Sehun was about to press the button that simply said ‘Ella’, but hesitating. The blonde didn’t know why, but only now he realized that she was literally the only one who didn’t have some weird nickname on his call list. Perhaps so he could find her more easily, in case anything would happen to her brother? Or because she was the only one he called, despite seeing each other every day anyway? His thumb, that had hovered over the button, finally pressed down and he watched as his screen turned black, the only available button now being the bright red one, that gave him a last chance to change his mind before she could pick up. But he didn’t see reason of why he would do so — not like he had done anything wrong. It was just a casual call after all. Checking up if everything was okay, if she was fine, if Noah was fine. Perhaps because he found eagerness in the thought of hearing her voice.
For a moment, Sehun looked up, just this one single time and he looked into the face of the man, who looked way too familiar. It caused Sehun to put down his phones for a moment, gaze cast over his shoulder and amber eyes as wide as if he had just seen a ghost.
Actually, he indeed did feel like he had just seen one. But then again, had he ever held in for a moment to wonder, what had happened to this particular man after Mint Eye had disbanded? No, he hadn’t. He just had focused on Ella, himself and trying to pick up the fragments of the life he had once tried to leave behind — and had succeeded in doing so. Even if it was difficult. After all, the cult had done its damages.
Sehun took a heavy breath, then shook his head. It was a horrible thought, but there were more people that would at least almost look like Kyran. This didn’t mean it had to be him.
Right?
@diverse-hearts-ocs asked: "Look I know your my doctor but your also my brother in law...so I can be as annoying as I like" - Ethan / Sehun
Randomness - always accepted \ O \
Oh he had to be kidding him, right? Sehun ran a hand through his own, blonde hair. Did he know how many patients thought they had the privilege to be annoying? But of course he wasn’t allowed to be the same kind of annoying—at least not most of the time. However, he kept up with it, especially with Ethan. It wasn’t even like he had anything against him, he just wondered how his Ella and him could be so different personality wise.
…okay, he was not in the position to wonder actually. If one looked at Strelitzia, Miran, Yejun and him, one could surely ask the same question.
“Is that so?”, he held a pen between his fingers of his other hand and tapped its back against his bottom lip. If he had learned something, it was to not show his emotions openly. Well, deceiving people had always been his strong suit, “I hope you at least do not annoy the nurses here then. Because its them who you got to fear more than your local brother-in-law-doctor.”.
// Turned on the queue with all those Sehun asks (and one or two threads) so far. Weeeeh \ O \
// Lemme ride out my muse for Sehun and his modern verses/MM verses, then I'll focus back on all the other stuff \ O \ Kinda missed his insanity, LOL.
